srry if my characters are OOC i write the first chapter nd this 1 like midnight in like 5 minutes haha! its the only time i have cuz ive been studying for finals...

Beck POV

I knew there was something up with Jade. I'm not stupid; someone defiantly hurt her. It bothered me that she wasn't going to tell me. It made me angry and extremely concerned.

Why couldn't she tell me?

And who hurt her? Whoever did I would kill when I found out. I looked at her. She was putting makeup on the bruise. It made me even angrier.

"Jade, tell me what happened." I said calmly.

"Nothing happened." She said impatiently.

"How stupid do you think I am?"

"I don't think you're stupid! Why do you have to turn nothing into something?" She screamed.

"This isn't nothing!" Now I was yelling. "Do you not trust me?"

She didn't say anything she just looked straight ahead. She didn't trust me. Wow. I was more upset than angry, but I didn't let her see that.

"Wow." I said. "You don't trust me."

She turned around quickly and looked at me there was sorrow and nervousness on her face but I just looked at the road.

"No, Beck I didn't mean it like that. I trust you its just-" She tried to defend herself.

"What? Its just what? Its just I'm not good enough to know what goes on in my girlfriends life?" I cut her off.

"No, just believe me. I can't have you involved in this, I promise you I'm fine I just don't want things to get screwed up for you because of me." She pleaded.

I ignored her. I loved her and I wanted to help her, if she wouldn't let me then what did that say about our relationship. I couldn't believe her.

"Beck, please..." She looked at me. "You know what fine, don't trust me!" She said turning from sad to angry.

"So now you're mad that I don't trust you, well you don't trust me either so it doesn't matter!" I screamed at her.

"You don't get it! I do trust you!" She yelled back.

"If you trusted me, you'd tell me!"

"I can't tell you because I trust you! I trust you and I know you care about me and I know you'll overreact and do something crazy in an attempt to help me!"

I didn't say anything, I just ignored her. She wasn't telling me something important. Someone hurt her. This was a huge deal and she wasn't telling me!

We didn't say anything for the rest of the car ride. When we got to the school we didn't say anything either. She just left. All day we didn't talk. We didn't sit next to each other in class. Several girls came up to me and she didn't even bother to yell at them.

At lunch, Tori sat next to me, Jade sat across from me.

"Hey, Beck can I have your help with a project?" Tori asked, Jade didn't even look up fro her food.

"Yeah, sure, I'd love to help you." I said just to annoy Jade. Once again, not even the slightest response.

At the end of school I found Jade waiting by my car.

"Am I taking you home?" I asked confused, we had kinda just had a fight.

"No, you're taking me to your RV." She said and there was no sarcasm. What?

Jade POV

Yes, I was making Beck take me to his RV. I was mad at him but I didn't want to face my father and get even more hurt. So we were both just gonna have to deal with the awkward silence. I wanted to tell Beck, I really did but I couldn't. He would try to help me and I didn't want help. Knowing him, he'd call the police or something and I just couldn't deal with that right now.

The car ride was total silence and when we got to his RV it was the same. When we went to sleep we laid as far away from each other as we possible. We didn't go to sleep. We just laid there. It was to awkward to sleep.

I needed to stop this, he was the only thing I had in my life we couldn't be like this. I moved closer to him and put my arms around him. He sat up.

"Jade, choose one! One minute you're in love with me and the next you hate me!" He screamed at me.

"I never hated you!" I yelled back.

"Jade, I love you but if you're gonna be like this and not trust me and always change how you feel about me, I don't think this is going to work out." He said. I froze. Beck was my life. I had so much bad in my life, he was the only good thing. I needed him. "I'm sorry." He said.

I grabbed my stuff stood up and ran out my life felt like it was over. I just ran. Trying to block everything from my mind, pretend nothing happened, but I couldn't. He loved me, but he didn't want to be with me and it was my fault. I was to crazy, to imperfect. I didn't blame him to be honest I couldn't believe he put up with me this long. I mean it was only a matter of time before this happened. I had put my self in this dream that I was worth something and it was possible for someone to love me, but it wasn't. Tears were streaming down my face. I hated myself and my life.

I saw my house and ran inside. My dad was waiting for me.

"Where were you?" He yelled. My heart rate increased and I started backing away.

"I was-" I started nervously but I was cut off by his hand connecting with my face. I fell down he came over and hit me...again, and again, and again. Make it stop! I screamed on the inside I just wanted everything to be over.

"You worthless little slut!" I heard him yell."No one loves or cares about you!"

When he was done I stood up, fell, and stood up again. I went to my room and pulled myself into my bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I had bruises and cuts everywhere. I was going to take a shower when I noticed my razor on my counter. I picked it up and looked at it. I put it to my wrist lightly. I deserved to have pain for being so stupid and worthless. He would never love me, no one would. I slowly dragged it across my wrist. It felt like something I deserved. I liked the way the bright red looked on my white skin. It looked like the only beautiful thing about me.