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Beck POV

I had to take anything sharp from Jade. Razors, scissors, knives (I don't know why she would have those but she's Jade soooo), everything. Jade obviously was not in a good state right now. There's no possible way that she could (as much as I hate to say this) handle herself. She was so broken. She's constantly on edge and randomly brakes down crying and she's all depressed all the time. She always has this like faraway look on her face and is EVEN MORE protective of me (if thats even possible). Every so often she has these little brake downs where she'll just start screaming,

"Beck, give me the razor! I need it! I need it! I neeeeeed it! I can't take it!" And then she'll start crying and the only thing I can do is hug her and hopes that this leaves eventually.

2 weeks later

Jade's a lot better now. She doesn't spazz out unless something reeeaaaallly bad happens. I guess that's good. She's starting to return to her normal self but its still not the same. Every so often, she'll be really happy (well as happy as Jade can get) but then she'll fall back into the somewhat dull Jade. I just wish she felt better about herself. I mean I know most girls are really insecure and feel horrible about themselves at times but I never expected this to happen. I guess I'm naive for that because Jade does have a bunch of problems. I guess I should've expected it, but I don't know, part of me never wanted to admit how screwed up Jade's life can be. I blame myself, if I hadn't lashed out on her that night this most likely wouldn't have happened. I was just so...angry at her. I felt like she couldn't trust me any more. And she was kinda acting bipolar. I mean one minute she was all "Beck, I hate you and don't give a crap about you," and the next she was all "Beck, I love you!" I mean choose one! This was all so screwed up.

Anyway, we were driving to school and for whatever reason Jade was in one of her better moods today. She was just sitting there drinking her coffee and looking at her nails.

"Hey, Beck?" She suddenly asked.

"Yeah." I answered.

"How's your play going?" She said kindly.

"Uhhhh, why do you ask? I thought you were still angry cause...you know." I wondered slightly amused.

"I am still pissed but I guess I have to let it go, I mean there's no use just complaining about it. Its not worth my energy. Besides, I've kinda messed up your life sooo...this is my attempt of making it up to you." She sighed.

"You did not mess up my life." I laughed. "You've made my life soooo much better. Different, but better."

"Thanks, that means a lot to me." She smiled. "So, how's the play?"

"Uh, good I guess. Well, as good as it can be with Tori as the lead." I joked.

"You're just saying that."

"No, I'm not. You were sooo much better and I don't know, Tori's good but she's nothing special. You, for instance, are something special. I don't know anyone that can sing and act like you do."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

When we got to the school, Tori came up to us. I tried to keep walking. I was really not in the mood to speak to her at the moment.

"Hey guys!" Tori said all happy.

"What?" Jade responded coldly, annoyed, angry, you get the point.

"Just wanted to say hi." She said all innocently.

"Hi, bye." Jade said in a bored tone but I could see the hurt in her eyes.

"So, Jade, how have you been doing?" Tori said like she was trying to hurt Jade even more. I felt myself get really angry. Tori and I haven't exactly been friends since I ran lines with her. She made all these comments about Jade like she was trying to show she cared but was really just trying to rub it in.

"Just fine, thank you." Jade said in a sarcastic sweet tone.

"Hey, Beck, want to run lines?" Tori said batting her eyelashes. She was attempting to flirt with me but it just made me dislike her more.

"No." I said short and coldly.

"Oh, are you having another therapy session?" She said now angry. I would have killed her but I thought of something better to say.

"No, I just don't want to spend my time with slutty bitchy whore." I smiled.

Tori opened her mouth shocked and hurt and I just pulled Jade along to my locker. Jade laughed and leaned on me. I smiled, keeping one arm around her.

"Thanks." She smiled.

"I'll be glad to do it again." I said happily. Jade laughed. "No, I'm serious."

The rest of the day nothing else really happened. At the end of the school day I was walking with Andre and Cat to our lockers talking about some movie (Jade was staying after class to talk to Sikowitz about some project) when Tori came up to me.

"Hey, Beck, can I talk to you for a second?" She looked sad and sorry. I was about to say no but I remembered Cat and Andre we're right here and I didn't want them knowing about our fight because that would lead to questions which would lead to problems.

"Uh, OK." I nodded. I followed Tori to an empty classroom. "What do you want?" I said rolling my eyes.

"To apologize. I feel really bad. I shouldn't have been saying those stuff to Jade, it was really mean. I totally get it if you don't forgive me but I just wanted to let you know I know I was wrong and I really am sorry." She said, by the way she said it I could tell she meant it. I'm a pretty forgiving person and I knew she had a crush on me and to have a crush on someone thats in love with someone else must feel pretty bad so I decided to let her go.

"It means a lot that you apologized. So, I guess I forgive you...kinda." I said.

"Thanks, that makes me really happy." Tori smiled. She took a step closer to me and the next thing I knew she was kissing me.

I didn't push her off right away because at first I didn't know what was happening. When I finally realized what was going on I tried pushing her off. Before I could though I heard a gasp. Tori pulled away and I turned around to see Jade. She had seen the whole thing. Her mouth was wide open and she looked like she was about to start crying.

"Jade it's not-" I started.

"Were you rehearsing for your play?" She demanded.

"No, but-" I tried again.

"Thats all I need to know!" She said about to cry and sprinted away.