Chapter 5, just as promised on Sunday night I hope you like it, don't own anything but the mistakes. As always read, review and enjoy.
Rachel cried herself to whimpering her love and sorrow for what she had done to the blonde, she was sobbing loudly crying for the mistakes she had made that had led her to be in this potion, how she was so close to Quinn yet so far from her soul mate she couldn't even share a bed with Quinn because Quinn didn't even want her any where near her.
Once Quinn as sure that Rachel had fallen asleep she opened her eyes and lay on her back looking at the ceiling wondering how her life always seems to go from happy to devastating in matter of minutes, she thought about how she was going to break the news to her kids, how was she suppose to tell them that their father had left them?
She got out of the bed and walked over to the guest bedroom of the Berry home and opened the door to reveal all three of her kids sound a sleep, Amy looked like she had cried herself to sleep and Quinn knew instantly that her baby girl knew her father was no longer with them, but max and jack were asleep just like normal she sat down on the edge of the bed stroking her daughters hair back and looking at her baby girl and wondering how the younger version of herself was going to cope with the loss of her father.
Soon her mind drifted of to her little boys and how was she going to break it to them, she hoped that the boys would understand, she was running her fingers through their hair when Amy began to stir awake, the young look a like of herself stared at her mother pleading with her eyes to tell her what had happened yesterday was all just a bad dream and that her father was still alive and kicking but the unshed tears in Quinn's eyes told her that everything did happen and that this was a nightmare that was happening in reality and not just in their dreams. The little girl collapsed into her mother and began sobbing unconditionally, while Quinn held her baby girl tightly in her arms and letting her cry out all her emotions because the last thing the pregnant woman needed was for Amy to close up and bottle up her emotions inside just like she had done when she was younger.
"M... Mom d-d-dd-daddy what a...are we going to d...D...do?" she stuttered once she got a hold on her sobs as they became light whimpers but the tears never did stop progressing down her cheeks.
"I don't know baby, but we'll figure it out the five of us." Quinn answered her daughter truthfully.
"Five" she questioned her mother.
"Yes baby five, you, me, the twins and your little baby sister." Quinn said pointing with one hand at each member and then holding her stomach at the end while the other hand counted each person Quinn had said.
"I miss him." The little blonde that resembled her mother said staring at her mother said.
"I know baby so do I." Quinn said taking her daughter back into a large hug.
"Miss who?" asked max and jack who seemed too woken up together. Both Quinn and Amy looked at each other and then Quinn sighed and ran her hand though her hair.
"Mommy why is Amy crying?" max noticed and asked in concern for his sister.
"Boys come here I need to tell you something important."Quinn said to her two twin sons, who obeyed their mother and sat right in front of her with their legs crossed and their arms folded and they were giving Quinn all of their attention.
"Baby what I am about to tell you is very sad and I am really sorry." She said and the two boys nodded and Amy moved closer to her mother.
"Yesterday your daddy was taken away from us and he won't be coming back." She said as the tears started to form in her eyes again.
"But why?" The boys asked together, their voices filled with sadness and their eyes threatening to spill out the tears.
"Because god called him up to heaven and when you go to heaven you can't come back. But daddy will always be watching and listening to us but we won't be able to see or hear him." She said as the tears rolled down the eyes of her two sons that had never cried before because neither Quinn nor Jake had let them, but knows there was nothing she could do to stop them.
"Why did he take daddy away from us he knows that we need him?" jack said moving closer to his mother so she could hold the boy.
"Because he got lonely and heaven needed good people and daddy was the best person ever right." Quinn said and max also jumped into his mother to hold her tightly she felt each of her kids nod at the question.
"Hey look at me all three of you." She said and each of her kids looked at her still shedding their tears uncontrollably.
"I want each of you to remember what I am about to tell you okay." She said and received three very weak nods of their heads.
"Daddy will always be with us as long as we keep him in here and here." She said pointing at her heart and mind.
"As long as we keep loving daddy and remembering him he will always be with us and even though we can't see him he will always see us and protect us." She said sternly making her children believe the statement.
The kids went back into their mothers embrace holding on to her in fear that they may lose her too, she held them close to her heart they were the reason she had to be strong, she had to keep herself brave so she could keep her small family together and try to get them all to smile again because Jake would never want his family to fall apart over him he would do anything and everything to keep the smiles on each of his family members face.
There was load sobbing coming from inside the guest bedroom as Rachel, Santana, Brittney, Russell, Judy and both of Rachel's fathers had all just heard Quinn tell her children the devastating news of the passing of their father.
Soon the sobs had ended and the room was so quite that you could hear a pin drop, the group of people that had gathered around the door to hear Quinn breaking the news all went down stairs to where their was a large group of people there to show their support for Quinn and her kids. Rachel, Santana and Brittney walked up to their fellow gleeks.
"She just told her kids about his death." Rachel said no particular tone and the others just nodded. The Berry living room was filled with people wanting to show Quinn their support and grievances, even thought the room was filled with people there was not one sound made in the room which was then suddenly interrupted with the sound of the front door being pounded on and Rachel was the one to open it.
"Where is she?" questioned the woman on the other side of the door.
"Upstairs second door on your right." Rachel answered and followed the woman up the stairs and so did everyone else. When the woman opened the to reveal Quinn asleep in the middle of the bed with each of her twins on her sides clinging on to her like she was their heart beat and Amy was on the end if the bed holding her brother like he was her life line, each person on that bed had puffy swollen eyes and dried tear stains from their eyes right down to their chins.
She stared at the sleeping woman and her kids and felt her heartache even more knowing that there was nothing she could or would be able to do for Quinn and her kids to help ease their pain. She just stood there at the edge of the bed and stared at her younger sister knowing fully that woman sleeping had enough pain and sorrow in her life already and there was probably going to be more pain to come in her baby sister's life.
She sat at the edge of the bed and watched her niece's face become a fearful and scared one from a normal face she though about what would she do if her husband would have been taken away from her and her two daughters like that.
Amy began to sweat and pant in her sleep before she jolted up and sit up with the palms of her hands planted firmly on the bed besides her as she tried to control her breathing and heart rate. Once she had gotten a hold on her breathing and heart rate she saw the strange blonde woman sitting at the side of her.
The young blonde and the older blonde stared at each other never saying a word, Justine was trying to find a way to tell the girl who she was without scaring her and Amy was just looking at the woman that looked at like an older version of her mother.
Quinn and the boys woke up a few minutes after Amy and the three of them saw the two blondes having a stare contest between each other until Justine looked away and saw that Quinn was awake and turned her full attention to her sister and she had on her best bitch face on.
"If you weren't pregnant I would so kick your ass you know. I have been worried about you for the past nine and half years, the thoughts that were going through my mind, I thought that you were dead. And how do I find out about yesterday your friend Addison called me and told me she saw it on the news." Justine said before leaning forward to give her little sister a hug.
Quinn hugged back out of everyone from her past Justine was the only person that kept her promise of always being there for her, and when Rachel had kicked Quinn out of her life Justine had called every hour on the hour to see how she was doing but Quinn never did answer her calls, texts or emails, Justine had tried to get in contact with Quinn in every way possible but Quinn needed to forget out her past and that unfortunately included her older sister so she changed her phone number but that didn't stop Justine as the woman sent an email everyday to her begging to get back into contact and let her know that she was okay but Quinn never did but Quinn not replying still didn't stop Justine as the older blonde would still send emails every day to her telling her about her day and her life Quinn knew everything about Justine but Justine knew nothing about Quinn.
"I'm sorry Justine." Quinn said in the hug crying on her older siblings shoulder.
"Hey it's all in the past now all that matters is that your safe." Justine replies as she holds Quinn's chin up with her index finger and thumb whilst wiping away her tears with her other hand.
"So are you going to introduce me to my niece and nephews or am I going to have to do that my self?" she asks smiling at the children that were gaping at her. Quinn nods her head and then clears her throat.
"Kids come here, this is my sister Justine your aunt, Justine this is Amy." Quinn said running her hand through her daughters hair, Amy gives a small timid wave and shy "HI".
"And these two little are..." Quinn said putting her hands on the boys.
"I'm max." The boy said excitedly and waved at his new aunt.
"And I am Jack." Jack said with just as much enthusiasm as Max and waved just as eagerly.
"And what about this little one in here." Justine said placing her hand on Quinn's stomach.
"It's a she." Quinn answered.
"Wow Quinn your really are equalling them out aren't you." She joked trying to get her sister to smile, Quinn smiled and let out a small laugh and pushed her sister. Justine introduced her husband and her two sons (the oldest was 7 one year older than Amy and her youngest was 5 one year older than Quinn's twins.) The two sisters spent the afternoon together talking about their lives.
It was two in the afternoon when there was a knock on the door and then the bedroom door opened to and on the other end was the three people that had made such a huge impact on her life whilst she had no one.
Rachel was right behind the five guests, they walked in and Quinn fell into their arms, even though she hadn't spoken to any of them since high school, she had a special connection with Carly , Max and Addison. Quinn soon learned that the couple had finally got the children that they craved so much for, two twins that were 9 years old.
The couple were so touched to learn that they had made such a huge impact in Quinn's life that the blonde had already named on her sons after Max and the child that she was currently pregnant with was named Carly. They all smiled at the antics of Quinn's twins as they showed them tricks and at how highly all three kids spoke of their father.
It was ten at night and everyone had left Quinn alone again, as Quinn lay in the bed with her kids surrounding her in the Berry's guest bedroom room she thought about how she was going to cope without her husband by her side and how was her baby girl that hadn't even been born going to take the news of never being able to veer have her father hold her tell her he loves, this was the second funeral Quinn was going to go to and it was the second time in her life where she felt like god was punishing her something that she had done or was about to do.
Next chapter build up to jakes funeral and how everyone is coping and Quinn moving back home to bury her husband and half of the funeral. Hopefully next chapter will be up on Friday.