Hello everyone! I once again apologize for the late updating but my keyboard broke as you know. I just got it fixed and now here I am with the last chapter. Thank you for all the reviews.
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Jade POV
2 weeks after court case
So, I guess you could say, everything was working out. I've been going to my therapy and I've been a lot happier and it's really working. I haven't cut myself in 17 days and I haven't even thought about it in the last two weeks. I don't feel worthless anymore. I feel good about myself for once.
After the court case my dad was taken to jail, my mom went back to her house, and I went to Beck's to spend one night without worrying. The next day I was bombarded with legal stuff. I had no idea who was going to get custody rights to me and I was freaking out. What if I had to move? What if I never saw Beck again? I was shocked to find out that Cat's parents had decided to adopt me! I mean, we have been best friends since sixth grade and I'm gonna be 18 in 16 months so it's only for a little while but still, I'm just glad I'm not living with freaks. Plus, Cat's parents are totally fine with me staying at Beck's.
For once I can say, life is good.
Beck doesn't worry anymore about me...as much. He still checks my wrists and constantly makes sure I'm OK. If he sees the slightest bit of a frown on my face he looks at me with these worried, alert eyes and I just smile at him to let him know I'm fine. I think we've all relaxed. There's almost nothing to worry about anymore, other than homework. See! A month ago I would not have said the only thing I'm worrying about is homework!
I'm finally enjoying myself and focusing on my acting and friends instead of everything bad in my life. Maybe, it's because there is no bad or maybe it's because I've dealt with stuff that is so bad that everything else just isn't bad anymore. All I know is that I'm happy and I don't think I'll ever resort to self harm again.
Everyone's kinda pissed at Tori which of course makes me really happy and I don't think we'll ever fully forgive her again. She doesn't sit or hang out with us anymore, mostly because no one (not even Cat or Andre) will let her. Everything seem's perfect.
Right now, I'm just laying in the back of Beck's pick up truck in some random field. It's after 2 in the morning and we're just staring at the stars. I'm lying on top of him and his arms are around me and everything's just perfect. He's playing with a strand of my hair and I just feel so loved. I haven't felt like this in a really long time and I'm soooo happy.
"Hey, Beck." I say, suddenly remembering something that I don't think I've done yet.
"Yeah." He whispers and kisses my cheek.
"Thank you." I smile.
"For what" He laughs.
"Everything." I say sincerely. "I would be dead if it wan't for you and I love you."
"And I'd be dead if you were dead." He jokes.
"What?" I ask confused.
"There's no possible way I wouldn't be with you so if I was dead would be the only way I wouldn't be with you." He smiles like he just solved some big mystery.
"I love you." I laugh.
"I love you too." He says kissing me.
So maybe it was hard to get here but we're here now, together forever...and that's what matters.
