I love who I am,
But who I am scares me,
For if I think I'm strong,
I'm wrong,
I cry myself to sleep,
As I think of who I could have been,
I could have been there for you,
Instead you were there for me,
I layed down on the floor and hugged myself,
While I cried,
Breathless I screamed as pain overcame me,
But still you found me lying on the floor,
Your there when I'm not,
My heart stopped,
When you looked at me,
I saw the pain in your eyes,
You hugged me as you thought to yourself,
How this is your fault,
But the only fault here,
Is from the one person who claims to father me,
Yet I know it will be ok for now,
As we both still want to end our lives,
To not breath,
But to lie in each other's arms and die.