AN: Hiya! Daddyward and Cowboyward are out to play today. I love the nicknames some of you have given Edward. What I love even more are the reactions I got about Lauren. So FUNNY! You all crack me up!
Special thanks go out to Mac214 for being a great Beta
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight… I just like playing with them.
*Eifeltwr*
Previously…
She picked up Beauty and the Beast and held it up. "Bewwa?"
My eyes started to tear at her simple request. She wanted me to read her the story. I looked at Edward. He grabbed my hand and squeezed, giving me the silent approval I needed.
I wiped the tears from my face and made my way over to Lizzy's bed. She settled back into her pillows and patted the spot next to her. I climbed onto the bed. Lizzy handed me the book and scooted close to me, resting her head on my arm.
I looked up and saw Edward, Esme, and Carlisle looking at me with wonder in their eyes. Edward walked to us and sat in the recliner next to the bed. I began reading the story. By the time I had finished, Lizzy was passed out, Edward had a hold of my hand, and I was in heaven. Could my life be like this? Could I have a family of my own, one that might include these two beautiful people next to me?
My bliss was broken as the door swung open and Lauren waltzed in. She glared at me. "What in the fuck are you doing? How dare you try to weasel your way into my family?"
Second Chances Never Looked So Good ~ Chapter 6
"Excuse me?" Esme seethed as she strode towards Lauren. "What is your problem?"
Tanya looked slightly taken back as Esme stood toe to toe with her. "That bitch," Lauren said, pointing towards me, "is trying to steal Edward away from me." What the holy fuck is her problem? Edward squeezed our still-linked fingers.
"First of all, Bella can't steal something that never belonged to you," Esme said calmly. "Second of all, I have a strong feeling Bella will be around from now on. You might want to get used to the idea. And last but not least, don't you dare use that type of language in front of my granddaughter."
I looked down at Lizzy who was still sleeping. Thank goodness for small favors, I thought. I glanced at Edward who looked like he was ready to throttle Lauren. I squeezed his hand as I slowly got off the bed and walked towards Lauren.
"What do you want?" she hissed.
Be cool, Bella. Don't punch this bitch out in front of everyone. Rise above it and be the better person. I brought in a calming breath and silently counted to ten. "Lauren, I realize you don't like me. But, like Esme said, I am going to be around from now on. Edward and I are together, and that means you will continue to see me. So, I hope for your daughter's sake you're able to put your pettiness aside and act like a grown woman." With that, I strode out the door.
Edward quickly joined me in the hallway. His arms wrapped around me in a tight hug. "Are you okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, I'm sorry about that," I said into his chest.
I felt Edward tense. "Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong."
I huffed. "If I wasn't here none of this would have happened. I don't want to tear your family apart."
"Bella, look at me please." His fingers hooked under my chin, bringing my face up. "I honestly don't know what I would've done or how I would've handled this whole thing with Lizzy-Bear if you hadn't been with me. I'm so grateful for you. Lauren has obviously deluded herself into thinking she and I would ever be together again. I think she's jealous because our relationship is much stronger than the one she and I had."
"I guess that makes sense. She has a reason to hate me." I tried to fight back tears. Don't cry for God's sake, Bella. That bitch doesn't deserve your tears.
"Oh baby, please don't cry. You'll never know how much you mean to me. I can't express with words the depth of my feelings for you."
I wiped my fingers under my eyes. "I'm not used to people hating me, especially when I haven't met them before."
Edward's hands gently cupped my cheeks. "I'm sorry you have to deal with this. It's my fault."
"It's not your fault. Let's move on and deal with her when we have to. You and Lizzy are well worth it." I placed my hands on Edward's chest and leaned in for a kiss.
"Would you two stop fucking in public," Lauren screeched as she exited Lizzy's room. Fucking? I barely even kissed him.
Edward's jaw clenched. "Seriously, Lauren, what is your problem? Bella has never done anything to you, except be nice. I'd expect you to at least do the same," Edward seethed.
"Don't fucking start with me, Edward. She's ruined everything. I only wanted you and me to be a family… like we used to."
"We were never a family, you and me. We're only linked because of that beautiful little girl in there," Edward said, pointing towards Lizzy's room. "I'm sorry you feel the way you do. You're the mother of my child. Lizzy-Bear is the world to me, but you and I are never going to be a family."
Lauren shook with anger. "Well then, maybe I'll see about getting sole custody, because I don't want that whore anywhere near my child."
I thought Edward's jaw was going to break. The veins in his neck bulged. "Don't you dare threaten to take Lizzy away… don't you dare! If you have a problem with me or Bella you take it out on me. But you do not, and I repeat do not, threaten to involve Lizzy in any of this."
Tears started flowing down my face. "I'm sorry, Edward," I whispered as I turned and ran down the hall. What the fuck was happening? Why does Lauren have to ruin the best thing that has happened in my life? Why does she have to ruin my future? Edward and Lizzy were my future. I love them both so much. Love, a feeling I had come to accept right before Lauren's verbal assault.
I turned down a corridor and found an empty waiting room. I sank down on a sofa and pulled my cell from my pocket and dialed Alice's number.
"Hey Bel, how was your Thanksgiving?" Alice asked. I couldn't answer. Sobs ripped from my chest.
"Oh my God, Bella. Are you all right? Where are you?" she asked frantically.
"I… I, um…" More sobs.
"Bella. Bella, please tell me what happened. I'm coming to get you… where are you?"
"Portland," I managed to say.
"Portland? Why are you in Portland? Oh my God, did Edward do something? Are you hurt?"
"No and no," I said quietly as my tears started to slow.
"What's going on, sweetie? Jas and I can get in the car right now and come get you."
"No, I just need to talk."
"Okay, can you tell me what happened?"
"Um, Edward and I came to Portland yesterday. Lizzy had an accident."
I heard Alice gasp. "Is she okay?"
"She fell off a slide and landed on her arm. The bone not only broke but came up through her skin. She had surgery last night."
"Oh, poor thing. Is she still at the hospital?"
"Yeah, that's where we are now. Anyway, I met Lauren, Lizzy's mom. She has been beyond a bitch to me since I got here. She has done nothing but fight and scream. Edward and even his parents have been defending me against her and telling her to back off. They're all fighting because of me, Alice. I'm causing their whole family to fall apart." More tears came as I huddled into a ball on the waiting room couch.
"Oh honey, you don't really believe that, do you? If Edward and his parents are against Lauren and her actions, don't you think she's the problem, not you?" Alice did have a point. "I can almost guarantee she's jealous. From what you've told me, Edward and Lauren tried dating before and it didn't work. The only reason Edward stuck around was because of Lizzy. Am I right?" she asked.
"Yeah, but Alice, there wouldn't be all of this fighting if I wasn't around. Lauren is threatening to take Lizzy away from Edward."
"I would never let that happen," Edward's said as he entered the waiting room. He hunkered down on his knees in front of me.
"Is that Edward I hear?" Alice asked.
"Yes," I said softly. My eyes roaming over Edward's face. He looked so sad. His eyes were rimmed with red.
"Are you going to be alright, Bella?"
I nodded, and then realized she couldn't see me. "Yeah, I think so. I'm sorry, Alice."
"Oh sweetie, don't be sorry. Will you call me later and let me know how you're doing?"
"Of course. I love you, Ali and thanks."
"I love you too."
I closed my phone and continued to stare at Edward. What am I going to say to him?
"Bella, are you okay?" he whispered, his forehead meeting mine.
"I didn't mean for any of this to happen."
"Oh, baby," he said as he pulled me into his arms. "I am so sorry. I can't change what's happened, and I can't regret ever being with Lauren because she gave me Lizzy-Bear. But I know deep down in my heart… my soul, you're who I'm supposed to be with."
He brought in a deep breath. "I hope I don't freak out you with what I'm about to say. I know we've only been back in touch a couple of months and we've only officially been dating less than a week, but Bella, I love you."
Holy fuck. Edward loves me… he loves me. More tears streaked down my cheeks. "I'm sorry if this is all happening too soon, but I can't ignore the way I feel about you." He brought my face to meet his in a gentle kiss.
I pulled back and watched his eyes. I knew I loved him, and it scared the fuck out of me. Jake's words came flooding back to me. What if I couldn't live up to his expectations? What if I wasn't enough for him? Then I remembered Edward's words. I'd always be enough. I knew what I wanted to tell him.
"Edward, I love you too."
He sighed and crushed his lips to mine. After pulling away he said, "You have no idea how happy that makes me." A shit-eating grin plastered his face.
"I'm going to have to deal with Lauren from now on. I'll have to teach myself not to take what she says personally. You can help me with that," I said, petting his cheek.
"I'll help you with anything. Although… from what I saw, you took pretty good care of yourself."
I winced at the memory of Lauren's harsh words and then chuckled. "It was pretty funny to see your mom get in her face.
"You bet your ass it was. My mom has never liked Lauren," Edward said, laughing.
"Are we going to be okay?" I asked Edward quietly.
He grazed his fingertips along my neck. "We'll be perfect as long as we stick together."
I wrapped my arms him and held on tight. We would be okay. We have to be okay. My future happiness depends on this man and his daughter.
We sat in the empty waiting room for quite a while. Twilight started to descend upon us, the room slowly growing darker. I sighed. "We should probably go check on everybody," I said softly.
"Okay, baby. Let's go see how everyone's doing. If they haven't eaten yet, maybe we all can take a trip to the cafeteria for dinner. I'm sure Lizzy-Bear would love to ride in a wheelchair."
Lizzy looked up from her coloring as we made our way into the room. "Daddy, Bewwa," she yelled, holding up the picture of Goofy she had colored.
"Wow, Lizzy-Bear, that's beautiful," Edward said as he crossed over to her bed.
Lauren scowled at me from the recliner. I did my best to ignore her and joined Carlisle and Esme by the window.
"Have you guys eaten yet?" Edward asked. Everyone shook their heads as Edward suggested our plan for dinner. Lauren declined and said she would get something later.
It's time to put on my big girl panties. "Lauren, would you please join us for dinner? I'm sure Lizzy would like it if we all went down together," I said.
Lauren gaped at me while Edward smiled, looking proud. "Um, okay, I guess," she answered.
Lizzy squealed with delight as Edward pushed her in a wheelchair, zipping her around corners and down the hallways.
After a pleasant dinner, Edward, Carlisle, Esme and I said goodnight. Lauren was going to stay at the hospital overnight. As I said goodnight to Lizzy she gave me an awkward, one-armed hug and kissed my cheek. Damn, am I getting my period? I'm all weepy today, I thought.
More tears spilled as I watched Edward say goodnight to his daughter. He whispered in her ear, making her giggle. He held her in his arms and tucked her into bed before he placed a sweet kiss on her nose.
We slowly made our way to the parking garage. Edward had his arm around my shoulders, and mine was around his waist, my fingers latched to a belt loop. Carlisle and Esme followed with their fingers linked together.
"Why don't you and Bella go get some coffee?" Esme suggested as we strolled through the quiet parking garage.
I looked up at Edward and smiled, nodding my head. "Great idea, Mom," Edward said with a chuckle. "So… we'll see you later."
"Don't worry about us. You two have a good time."
I unlinked myself from Edward and walked over to Esme. "Thank you," I said quietly.
She looked at me with a bewildered smile. "Whatever for, dear?"
"For what you said to Lauren. It means so much to me that you stood up to her… for me." I stared down at my shoes.
Esme pulled me into a tight hug. "You are welcome, dear. Truth be told, I never liked Lauren," she added with a chuckle. I hugged her back for a moment longer.
E&B*~*~*~*~*~*E&B
Edward took us to a Barnes and Noble with a Starbuck attached. I dragged him through the book store to find my favorite authors.
"Something you need to learn about me: I'm a compulsive book buyer. Instead of being a gambler, crack addict, or alcoholic, I am addicted to buying books," I said excitedly as my pile of books in Edward's arms grew larger.
"It's okay, baby. I'll love you, anyway… obsessive compulsions be damned." His eyes twinkled with mischief.
"Well, it's a good thing I love you too, Cullen," I said playfully.
"Oh yeah, why is that?"
"Because you're so damn hot in those Wranglers, shit-kickers, and your fuck me hair."
Edward set the books on top of a shelf and grabbed me by the pockets of my jeans, dragging me to him. "I love you," he murmured as our lips met. I will never get tired of hearing him say that!
My arms wrapped around his neck, and my fingers gripped his hair as he deepened the kiss. I was about to hitch my leg around his thigh when I heard a throat clearing. We pulled apart to see a Barnes and Noble employee standing next to us, his arms crossed and his foot tapping.
My face blushed. "Sorry," I whispered as Edward started laughing.
"May I ask that you two break it up? And remind you you're in a book store, not a bedroom?"
Edward nodded, and the guy walked away. "Let's go buy your books and get some coffee," Edward said.
Edward insisted on paying for my books, leaving me a bit miffed. "I didn't need you to pay for them. I could have bought them myself," I whined.
"I know that. We'll just say these books," he jingled the bag he was holding, "will be staying at my house as an incentive to get you to come back." Edward's eyes turned sad as he spoke.
"I would come back regardless."
He looked at me as we walked into Starbucks. "I sure hope so. Um, why don't you get us a seat, and I'll get our drinks," he suggested.
I nodded and made my way over to a couch, which happened to sit in front of a roaring fireplace. Who knew Starbucks actually had shops with fireplaces? I made myself comfy on the couch and thought over the day.
It had been a long one. First, getting to sleep in and have Edward wake me up was nice. Then seeing the ranch… well, what little I saw. Getting to spend the day with Lizzy. She really was such a sweet and adorable child. I almost started crying again as I remembered her wanting me to read her a story and realizing how much I loved both Edward and Lizzy.
My thoughts had been quickly squashed by Lauren's horrid outburst and my emotional breakdown. However, Edward declaring his love for me had mended my broken heart. A smile broke over my face. He really loves me. How did I ever get so lucky?
Edward strolled towards me, bringing me back to the present. I admired his black t-shirt, hip hugging Wranglers, and a huge smile. My soul felt at peace. He brings me peace. He brings me complete fulfillment.
Edward sat down next to me as he placed our drinks on the table in front of us. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders, and I snuggled into his side.
"What's the smile for?" he asked as he placed a kiss in my hair.
"You love me," I said softly.
"That I do. You love me, too."
I took my head off his shoulder and pulled him into a kiss, breaking away when we both panted for breath. "I sure do," I said softly. "You don't have to hold my books hostage to get me to come back. I'll be coming anyway."
"I'm going to hold you to that," he said.
I grabbed my coffee and snuggled back into Edward. "Can I ask you something?"
"Of course," he said.
"When did you know?" He gave me a puzzled look. "When did you know you loved me?" I clarified.
Edward's eyes glittered with emotion… with love. "Honestly? I think I've always felt something for you, even all of these years apart, but last night solidified it. I walked into Lizzy-Bear's room, and you were whispering sweet nothings to her… that's when I knew. How about you?" he asked.
I giggled. "I actually figured it out this afternoon. I had just finished reading Lizzy her book, she was using me as a pillow, and you had hold of my hand. That's when I knew. I knew I loved you, and my life from now on would be centered on the two of you."
Edward pulled my body tighter into his. "I wish you didn't have to leave. I get less than two more days with you. What am I going to do once you're gone?" Edward asked quietly.
I sighed. I'd known this conversation was coming. "It's going to be hard - on the both of us. I've grown used to being around you all the time and the comfort of sleeping next to you. We have to promise to visit as often as possible; it's only a few hours' drive. We can switch between your place and mine."
"What if I don't agree to that?" Edward asked.
I sat back quickly. "What do you mean?" Holy fuck, is he going to break up with me already?
"Bella," he said softly. "What I meant is… what if I don't want to be apart from you. What if I want you here with me always?"
I slowly digested what he was saying… realization dawned. "You want me to move to Portland?"
"Not exactly."
Not exactly… what the fuck is he saying then? I must have had a confused expression, because he quickly went on.
"I want you to move to the ranch. I want us to live together, become a family. I'd love for you quit the job you hate, moved in with me and Lizzy, and if you wanted, attend culinary school."
My mouth fell open. I was shocked, to say the least. It's been one hell of a day. Hurt crossed Edward's eyes; I quickly pulled my head out of my ass to answer him. I grabbed his hands in mine and brought them to my mouth, placing a kiss on each knuckle. "Edward, I love you, I really do. I'm just trying to digest what you're telling me. This is a lot to take in."
Edward nodded; his face and eyes still shown with sadness. "I promise you I'm not saying no. This is really sudden; can I please think about it? It's a huge decision to make." I linked our fingers.
"Of course you can. I'm sorry I dumped this on you."
"You didn't dump anything on me. I love you, remember? I want us to be happy. I want what you want, I promise you that. I just need to make sure we aren't doing this too prematurely."
"Let's go home," Edward said, standing up.
My brain was in overdrive on the way back to Edward's ranch. Does he not understand what I keep trying to tell him? I want a life with him… with Lizzy. I want nothing more than to live on the ranch and become a family. One day get married and have children. Start a whole brood of Cullens. I want that with all of my heart. Maybe we're moving too quickly. We've only been together a few days, although it feels like a lifetime.
I hadn't realized we had arrived at the ranch until Edward's fingers caressed my arm. "We're home," he said quietly.
"Home," I mused quietly. I do like the sound of that.
"Yeah, baby, home. I feel like this is our home, yours and mine. I want nothing more than to have you here with me."
For about the billionth time, tears rolled down my cheeks. Edward froze. "I'm so sorry, baby. I don't mean to pressure you. I'm so sorry."
Before I knew what happened, Edward had my door open. He'd lifted me from the truck and carried me into the house, up to his room. He sat on his bed with me in his lap.
"I'm so sorry… the last thing I want to do is make you sad or uncomfortable. I just love you so much. I can't bear the thought of us being apart."
I cupped his face. "I know, Edward… I know. You have no idea how much I want to say yes. Even if I were to say yes, I'd still have to go home, quit my job, and put my townhouse on the market and pack. I'd be leaving my mom, grandma, Alice, and Jasper behind."
"Remember, my parents live in Forks too. It's not like we'd never visit. We could always fly everyone down. We can make it work," Edward assured.
"Can I just give you a promise right now?" Edward nodded his head. "I promise, from the bottom of my heart, to seriously consider your offer. When I leave on Sunday, I'll not be leaving you for good. Whether I'm gone for a couple days or weeks, I will end up back here with you. Can you accept my promise, Edward?"
Edward nodded and brought his mouth to me with a sweet kiss. I sucked his bottom lip into my mouth and Edward moaned. He tightened his hold as my fingers delved into his coppery locks. I pushed my chest against him, silently asking him to lie back on the bed.
My lips never left his as I straddled his waist. I slowly pulled the hem of his shirt up. Our kiss broke as Edward pulled it off. My hands ran along the hard lines and planes of his amazing chest, my lips following in their wake.
My spine felt on fire. Edward's fingers slid under my shirt and ghosted along my back. I swiftly pulled my shirt up and over my head, leaving me in a lacy, navy blue bra. Edward's eyes went wide as he gazed at my chest. His lips latched onto my neck. His hands brought me closer.
I could feel Edward's arousal. I ground my hips into his, causing us both to groan with pleasure. His hips bucked up into me as I continued to grind against him. Even through the layers of clothes I could feel the heat coming from him. His lips continued their descent, now at my collarbone. He slowly moved to my heaving chest.
My heart raced and my veins pulsated as Edward's tongue slide down the valley between my breasts. I reached back and flicked the clasp of my bra open. My breasts now in Edward's face, he latched onto my hardened nipple, sucking and nipping at it with his teeth. My back arched, and a low throaty groan escaped me.
"So fucking beautiful," Edward rasped as he latched on again. I continued to grind myself against him, hoping any sort of friction would help elevate the need I had for him. Edward's lips were persistent against my breasts, his hips bucking into mine.
I was suddenly flipped onto my back. Edward hovered over me, his body settled between my legs. The weight of him pressing me into the bed was delicious. I grasped his hair and brought his mouth to mine. Our tongues met, our teeth clashed, and it was perfect.
"Fuck, Edward, you have no idea how much I want you right now," I said breathlessly.
Edward twined our fingers together and pulled them above my head. "I know, baby… me too." He ground himself against my heated center. I whimpered and wrapped my legs around his calves, holding him to me.
"Your parents?" I gasped. I hadn't given any thought to Carlisle and Esme sleeping down the hall. Oh God, how loud had we been? Fuck, I hope they didn't wake up to us moaning and groaning. My cheeks went flush.
"Did you know when you blush your chest gets red too?" Edward asked as he placed searing hot open-mouthed kisses along my neck. I only nodded, too embarrassed to say anything else.
"I want you so much, baby. But the first time we make love, we are going to be totally alone. I'm going to have you screaming my name," Edward said, a wicked glint in his eyes.
I whimpered and nodded my head. Edward pulled himself off me, my face turning into a pout. I missed his delicious weight already. He curled up next to me, brushing the hair from my face.
"Let's go to bed, baby," I said softly. "Can I borrow a shirt again?"
A short while later Edward and I were curled around each other, both blissfully happy and content, at least for the moment.
E&B*~*~*~*~*~*E&B
We woke up bright and early Saturday morning to Esme knocking on our door. She stuck her head in the room. Thank goodness I decided to sleep in Edward's shirt last night, I thought.
"Aww, you two are so adorable together," Esme chimed. I blushed and hid my face in Edward's neck. "Breakfast is on," she added, and left the room.
I ran my fingers through Edward's hair, lightly massaging his scalp. I could smell the coffee and bacon wafting from downstairs, and my stomach growled. Time to get up!
We spent the day at the hospital with Lizzy. The doctors were extremely happy with her recovery and informed us she would be able to go home by Monday. Lauren was in and out all day. She was actually being somewhat nice… somewhat being the key word.
Lizzy and I bonded even more. We read stories, colored, and even snuggled with Edward as we watched The Little Mermaid.
The day was perfect… well, almost. Edward and I tried to avoid the large elephant in the room: my leaving the following day. I talked softly with Esme to firm up the plans for us driving home. We would be leaving mid-afternoon. It seemed so final.
"Bella, just because we're leaving tomorrow doesn't mean anything is going to change between you and Edward," Esme said as she and I walked down to the cafeteria to get some coffee.
"I know, at least I keep telling myself that. I know I need to leave, but it doesn't make it any easier," I confided to her.
"I may be overstepping my mother bounds here, dear, but are you in love with my son?"
Am I that transparent? I nodded as I brushed tears from my eyes.
"He loves you too, but you already know that, don't you?" I nodded, again.
"He, um… he wants me to move here."
Esme smiled. "And you don't want to?"
"No, no… I want nothing more. It's just that… um," I stuttered.
"It's okay, dear. This has all happened really fast. I understand, as I am sure my son does. It takes time to process everything."
I leaned over and gave her a hug. "Thank you, Esme. You're an amazing mother, even though you aren't officially mine."
Esme kissed my cheek. "I'm around if and when you need to talk. You are becoming the daughter I never had."
E&B*~*~*~*~*~*E&B
My night with Edward was spent wrapped in his arms. I had never felt so loved before. Unable to sleep, I listened to Edward's steady breathing. His heart beat was strong and steady under my fingers. I'm going to miss him. I want to come back and be with Edward. I really do. But before I decide I need to talk with Alice and my mom. I need their blessings before I upturn my entire world. Too late for that, I thought as I ran my lips across Edward's stubble-lined jaw.
After what seemed like hours, I fell into a fitful sleep. I was aroused by Edward's hands running up and down my body. I was once again only wearing panties and one of Edward's shirts. My body arched into his touch, and my hands latched to his shoulders.
"Please, Edward… please?" I begged, not really knowing what I was begging for.
Edward's hands continued to travel along my body. His knee came to rest between my thighs, so close to my heated center. I ground myself into his thigh in hopes of releasing some of the ache and need I had for him.
Edward groaned. "Fuck… your panties are soaked."
I grabbed his hair and brought his face to mine. "You do that to me, Edward." Before he could respond, I plunged my tongue into his mouth.
A knock came at the door. Fuck my life!
"Breakfast time, sleepyheads," Esme said as she opened the door a crack.
"Okay, mom, we will be down shortly," Edward all but yelled.
"Fine, fine," Esme said as she closed the door behind her.
I started laughing as Edward's body collapsed on top of mine. "You need to invest in a lock," I giggled.
"Cock blocked by my own mother in my own house. What the fuck is this world coming to?" Edward grumbled into my neck.
Edward and I got up and took our separate showers. I came back into the room to find him sitting on the unmade bed.
I quietly sat next to him and wrapped my arm around his waist. "Do you remember my promise to you, Edward?" I asked softly.
"I remember," he said, holding me tightly to his side.
My eyes stung with tears as I packed my bag. Edward took it from me, laced our fingers together, and we walked to the kitchen. Esme had a feast prepared; she even had a container of food to take to Lizzy.
The day went quickly. Edward only left my side when he engaged in activities with Lizzy. When it was time for Carlisle, Esme, and me to leave, we were all in tears. I sat next to Lizzy and explained I had to leave for a while with her grandparents, but I'd be back. I promised her we could talk on the phone. She gave me a lopsided hug and a parting kiss.
Lauren merely nodded in my direction as Edward walked us to the parking garage. Carlisle and Esme said their goodbyes to Edward. "Take as much time as you need," Esme said as they walked to their car.
Edward grabbed the hem of my jacket and hauled me to him. I tightly clasped my arms around his waist and willed myself not to cry.
Edward's face was buried in my hair. "I'm going to miss you so much," he rasped.
I pulled back and with my hands pried his face from my hair. His eyes were rimmed with red and a few stray tears ran down his cheeks. It was my turn to console. I kissed his tears away. "I love you so much, Edward. So very much."
"I love you too. Please come home to me," he pleaded.
"As soon as I can. I promise." I kissed him with all of the passion I could muster, gave him one last tight squeeze, and walked to the car.
I looked back at Edward before I got in; he was still standing in the same spot, his face so sad it broke my heart. I mouthed I Love You and I got into the car. As Carlisle pulled away, I continued to watch Edward until he was out of sight.
AN: Hey everyone ~ So… what did you think? Was it any good? I know some of you are going to say this is all happening way to fast, but its how the storyline is playing in my head so I hope you all understand.
Please, please, please leave me a review and let me know your thoughts.
Thanks so much!
*Eifeltwr*
