Chapter 23 He knows!

Randy's POV

I hated it but I did what Hunter had said and I stayed away from Raven, I didn't want too but for the sake of the business and my job I did what I was asked. I really hated that look she got in her silver eyes when I quickly avoided her, it was like her heart broke right in front of me. It had only been a couple of weeks since that incident with Hunter but I still felt it and I couldn't stop blaming myself for being weak. Who knows maybe I had lost my chance with the one?

"Hey Randy" Raven came up to me in the hall and for once I hated the fact that I had to be a cold bastard.

"What?"

I hated that look in her eyes, it was like she was about to cry. "I just wanted to know how your leg's going?"

"Its fine"

She looked at me sadly, getting that I didn't want to speak to her "I'll leave you to it then"

I just watched her retreating back feeling like the shittiest human being in the world. The last person I wanted to hurt was her.

Raven got back to her hotel room just after eleven hoping that her sister was still awake. Whenever Raven was lost it was Iziah she turned too, more often than not it was Iziah who helped her, whether that be by bashing someone half to death or just by talking, Izzy was always there for her sister.

"Hey Raven whats up?" Iziah answered her phone a little out of breath. Raven could only guess what he sister had just finished doing. At times it made Raven jealous that her sister could still have the pleasure of feeling skin beneath her fingertips.

"Was I interrupting?" Raven flopped down on the bed hoping that Iziah would be up for a while.

"Nah just finished" Iziah laughed "But thats not why you called is it?"

"I have a problem"

"Are the moron twins giving you trouble? Cause I will come down there again" Iziah growled

"Nah, there leaving me alone thankfully its just..."

"Just what?"

Raven sighed "I was starting to like him how could I be so stupid to think he could like me"

"What?" Iziah asked clearly confused

Raven sighed "Randy. I was starting to really like him and now suddenly over the weeks he's become cold and avoiding me"

"Are you sure your not imagining it?" Iziah asked gently knowing her sister's paranoia. Ever since that night Raven had become overly paranoid about almost everything so freak outs were the norm.

"Yes I'm sure. I say hello and I can practically hear the ice in his voice. He avoids me at all costs, he even waited almost three hours to have a medic check him over just so he wouldn't get me"

"Raven have you done anything sexual with him?" Iziah already knew the answer but she thought she might as well cover all the bases.

"Yeah and afterwards I took Cody and Teddy out for drinks"

"Ok I know stupid question but I had to ask it"

Raven sighed again "I don't know what I did wrong"

"Sweetie maybe you didn't do anything wrong and maybe deep down Randy's a giant knob head" Iziah said gently.

Raven flew up off the bed, her eyes wide with fear "He knows!"

"What?"

"Oh my God! How could he know? Oh God! No wonder he's avoiding me"

"Raven you don't know he knows anything"

Raven wasn't listening now, she just kept saying he knows and oh my God. Iziah tried to soothe her but she knew it wasn't doing any good, Raven was in freak out mode.

"Raven!" Iziah yelled, at last Raven calmed down enough to listen to her. "You don't know if he does know, you have to calm down because I don't want you going to hospital again"

"I just can't believe it. I really liked him and before I even get a chance those two cock-fags have taken that away"

"Those two idiots haven't taken anything away, not while I'm still breathing"

"What are you going to do? Fly down here and make him like me?"

"I'm not gonna make anyone do anything but soon enough you will see there is a happy ending for you baby sister"

Raven sighed, even though Iziah was only a few minutes older than her she was always called baby sister. "Forget it, maybe its a good thing that Randy has suddenly gone cold because for all I know he could of been like Chase"

"You don't know that Raven"

"Sure I do because maybe Ted and Cody are right, I'm just a whore that doesn't deserve to be loved"

"You listen to me Raven Venom Michales, you are not a whore and one day you will find the right man and he will love you in spite of what you have been through"

"I wish I could believe that Izzy" Raven said sadly before hanging up. Wiping her eyes she crawled into bed secretly praying that her sister was right, she still couldn't help but pray that that someone was Randy.