Chapter 34 X's ruin everything

Randy's POV

I don't know what she did but ever since she did it, Cody and Teddy had left her well alone. They went to great lenths to stay outta her way and I must say it was good, not good enough but it was an improvement. I was on my way to see my lovely girlfriend when something happened that I despised more than Ted and Cody, my ex wife made her appearance, I was waiting for that actually.

"What do you want?" I snapped at her, unhappy that she was here was an understatement, I'd rather scoop out my eyeballs with a junkies recently used cooking spoon then see her.

"Well thats nice" Sam spat at me sarcastically "Am I not allowed to say hello to my ex-husband?"

"No"

"Aw I just wanted to say hello" Sam pouted running a hand down my arm. I jerked out of her touch, it used to excite me now it just sickened me.

"Fuck off Sam, I'm in no mood for you"

"Well isn't that nice, I hope you don't treat your girlfriend like that"

"How'd you know about her?"

"News travels fast" Sam said coyly "I heard that she doesn't like to be touched, hows that working out for you?"

"Its working out fine actually" I smiled at her, she didn't need to know that I was still stuck on base one.

"Well if there's anything I can do" Sam started, rubbing my arm again "I could make it worth your while"

I jerked out her reach again "I'd rather claw my eyes out with a rusty spike"

She giggled playfully "Aw don't be like that Randall, I seem to recall that we had some pretty good nights, nights that made it worth while being married to you"

"What part of no don't you get slut?"

She giggled again "Don't get mad at me because your current whore won't put out"

Anger peirced through me and stupidly I grabbed both her arms, squeezing tightly.

"You've got me Randy, now what?" She purred at me, it was like this was a game to her.

I just looked at her trying to resist the urge to throw her against the wall. Before I could let her go she lent up and kissed me hard, I was so shocked by it that it took a moment to comprehend what was going on.

"I'm sorry I didn't realise I was walking down the corrider of the past" Raven cut through us and instantly we lept apart.

"No, no, no" I got out looking at Raven, her silver eyes clouded over and threatened to spill tears.

She said something in spanish before turning on her heel and leaving me to deal with Sam.

Raven was so pissed she couldn't see straight, all she saw over and over was Randy kissing his ex-wife. It was like an on going movie that was stuck on repeat. When she got to her temparary office she began to throw things, everything went flying including important papers that would have to be resorted. How could he do that to her? After everything he said he turns around and does that? And with his ex of all people.

"Wow someone's angry" Iziah commented innocently taking note of the destroyed office. "What did those two pig fuckers do now?"

Raven looked at her sister angrily, breathing heavily like an enraged bull "How could he do that after everything he said?"

"Who did what?"

"Raven?" Randy popped his head in hoping they could talk, he really just needed to explain and hopefully she would listen and believe him.

"You can fuck off and go to hell" Raven snapped badly wishing she could pick up a baseball bat, someone needed their head smashed in badly.

"Let me explain"

"Whats to explain?" Raven held up both her hands like they were puppets, "This is you and this is your ex-wife" She started mashing her hands together like a child would with two dolls to simulate kissing.

Iziah gasped instantly getting it "Randy how could you?"

"She kissed me! Not the other way around"

"Well thank you for taking your tongue out of your ex-wife's mouth long enough to tell me that" Raven snapped again "Now I have work to do so why don't you go back to kissing your ex wife"

Randy just rolled his eyes and left her alone in hopes that maybe they could talk after Raven had calmed down a little.

"I believe him" Iziah said gently, hoping that Raven would listen to her. "After everything that he has said and done I don't expect him to throw it away for one little kiss with his ex"

"Well why don't you date him then"

"Raven I know your a little upset and a little scared but maybe you should hear him out" Iziah suggested keeping calm. Getting angry wouldn't help anybody least of all Raven.

"You know I'm not any of those things I'm just angry" Raven snapped picking up her papers and sorting through them.

"Ok your angry at him but you should still hear him out"

"You know I'm not even fully angry at him, I'm more mad that once again its been proven that someone else can give him what I can't"

"So let me get this straight, your mad at him because you still haven't found the courage to let him touch you yet?"

"Yes"

Iziah let out a low whistle "Raven thats not fair"

"Ha! Your gonna preach to me about being fair?"

"Ok maybe I'm not the best person in the world to talk to about being fair. But you punishing him for your own issues isn't right. After all he has done nothing but play by your rules and you treating him like this isn't fair and it isn't you"

Raven didn't say anything so Iziah continued on "You know what I think? I think your afraid of healing because if you heal then you have no more excuses and your forced to feel again"

"Yeah whatever"

Randy's POV

If there was ever a time I hated Sam, it was right now. She just had to fuck it up for me, the one thing I asked her to after the divorce she just couldn't leave me alone. And now because of one kiss from her I had lost the best thing I ever had.

"Randy?"

"Raven?" I asked hopefully, both arms were covered so it was near impossible to tell her from her sister.

"Sorry, its Izzy" She sighed taking a seat next to me on the bench. "I know your a little upset and frustrated at Raven but you just have to give her time"

"You know I'm not frustrated or upset, I'm just pissed off. She could at least give me a chance to explain"

"And tell her what? That it wasn't your fault? That she kissed you and you were so shocked that you just couldn't push her away?"

"Thats what happened Iziah, believe it or not"

"I believe you but unfortunatly for you your not the first guy to tell her that"

"What?"

"Chase cheated on her all the time, each time he was caught he always blamed it on something else and Raven always took him back because of what Ted and Cody did." Iziah got that evil glare again.

"She won't tell me so maybe you can tell me what they did to her"

"They broke her" Iziah said evily which of course didn't tell me anything. "Just give her a little bit of time to calm down before you talk to her"

"You know what I'm done"

"What? What do you mean you done?"

"I'm tired of playing games with her, its over" I said opening the door "Now you can leave"

Iziah shook her head "Your making a big mistake Randy"