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I woke up a few hours later and looked at the clock 4:32pm. I yawned and sat up, rubbing my tired eyes. I picked up my phone, hoping to have a text from shane. But i didn't have one. I sighed sadly and got up from bed, weak once again from not moving for a few hours. I groaned and plopped back down onto my bed. I picked up my phone and texted my mom

Mom...I'm weak again, can you bring me up some water?

Sure, be right there.

I waited patiently for my mom to come up, when she did she handed me a water bottle. "How are you feeling?" she asked

"Weak, tired, and sad, and missing shane" I sighed as I looked down at my hands.

"sweetie, everything will be okay." She said as she sat down next to me and rubbed my arm.

I frowned "Shane hasn't texted me back. He just left without a hug or a kiss, just said he'd see me later and left. I texted him, and he hasn't texted me back" Tears came to my eyes.

"He is just upset" My mom said. Ugh she was no help.

"I know mom, I know! I am too!" Tears came to my eyes and I texted caitlyn

Want to come over today? -M

sorry mitch, working with the boys today -C

I groaned and texted Holly

Hey Holly! -M

Hey Mitchie! Whats up? -H

Want to hang out? -M

Totally! Want me to come pick you up? -H

If you dont mind, then yes please. -M

Alright I'll be there in 15 minutes -H

thank you! -M

I got out of bed and my mom gave me a confused look. "I'm going to hang out with my friend Holly." I mumbled and grabbed an outfit and going to the bathroom to change. I washed my face and brushed my teeth, then changed my clothes. I was now wearing Black capri sweatpants, with a purple fit tank top, and purple flip flops. I then applied little makeup and placed my hair in a high ponytail.

I heard a car outside honk. I grabbed my purse, and slowly made my way downstairs. "I'm Leaving mom!"

"Be careful Mitchie!" She said

"I will, see you later!" I walked outside and got in Holly's car.

"Hey, how are you doing?" Holly asked

"I'm getting better, weak, but getting better" I sighed

"Everything okay?" She asked as she started driving.

I shrugged "Shane hasn't texted me, he got pretty upset with me yesterday."

"Over what?" she asked

"If I would go on tour with them. I want to, but I'm trying to get better, so I said I had to think about it. Then he just got up said he'd see me later and left. " I sighed sadly

"Oh, maybe you should go then?" She asked

"Then what about me, being able to rest and heal?" I asked

"Maybe they would let you sleep and relax a lot, maybe he just wants to be able to be with you, and be there for you, and protect you, and not be miles away" She shrugged

I sighed and closed my eyes, just wishing everything could be so much more simpler. My phone then vibrated, and I hoped it was shane. I picked up my phone and it was nate. I groaned!

Hey twin, how you doing? -N

Hey twin, I'm alright, hanging with Holly, how is shane doing? -M

Oh thats good! and uh good? -N

He hasn;t texted, called or anything ! :( -M

ohhh! I'm sorry! :( -N

yeah :( -M

I put my phone away as we arrived at the mall.

"You sure, you want to go shopping?" Holly asked worried

"yeah, I'll make it." I sighed and got out the car, Holly quickly following.

We walked into the mall and headed for Forever 21. We shopped in there for about an hour before heading over to Aeropostile. But on our journey there, I started to feel pain arrive in my body. I held back a groan and kept walking, but it started to become unbearable and I grabbed onto Hollys arm before sinking to the ground.

"Mitchie!" She cried in fear.

I was on my hands and knees and people started to gather around.

"Mitchie, are you okay? what's wrong?" She asked frantically

"It hurts, everything hurts" I cried as I started to get uncomfortable from the unbearable pain.

Holly grabbed my phone and started calling people, and no one was answering, so she started texting. then she helped me up and basically was holding me up.

"We got to get you to the hospital!" She cried.

"need help?" some random guy, who was actually cute, asked

"uh please, carry her to my car." Holly said and the guy took me up in his arms, and Holly grabbed all of our bags before leading him to her car. My head was resting against his chest, my eyes closed, and I was biting my lip, holding back my sobs, and my eyebrows were together in pain. then there were flashes.

"paparazzi!" Holly screeched and rushed us faster. She threw our bags in her car and told him to put me in the front seat, and he did so. "thank you so much!"

"No problem, hope everything is okay!" He said as she started pulling out.

"thank you!" She said again before speeding off.

"ow, ow owww!" I cried in pain as I started to sob and grip onto the door, my knuckles turning white.

"Mitchie, we are almost there." she said frantically as she speeded up a little more.

The pain was becoming so unbearable, and I felt myself slipping into blackness, before everything completely went black. I had passed out.

no one pov

"Mitchie! Mitchie! Mitch, we are here! Mitchie!" Holly panicked "oh, no no no!" She felt for a pulse on Mitchie's neck, and when she found one, she sighed relieved before jumping out her car and running into the hospital, with Mitchie in her arms. "HELP!" She cried out

A doctor came rushing over to them. "whats wrong? what happened?" He asked

"She fainted I think, I dont know! She said everything hurt, then like was weak, and then she won't wake up now!" Holly cried frantically

"Alright let's get her to a room." The doctor took Mitchie from Holly's aching arms and they rushed to a room, where he laid her onto the bed and hooked her up with the help of the nurse who was in there.

Holly was sitting inside Mitchie's room, when Shane, Nate, and Caitlyn bursted in. "Whats going on?" Shane askd as he rushed to Mitchie's side, and took her hand.

"She was in pain, her medicine wore off, and the pain came to unbearable, and so she passed out." Holly said sadly. "But the doctor gave her medicine, and said she will be fine." Holly smiled softly.

Shane sighed and stroked Mitchie's face with his other hand, Nate and Caitlyn sighed in relief as they took a seat on the window seat. Holly leaned back in her seat and closed her eyes.

Mitchie then woke up. "mmmmm." She looked around and saw Shane sitting next to her on the bed, and stroking her hair, and holding her other hand. "Shane?" Everyones eyes shot to her.

mitchie pov

Shane looked down and smiled and kissed my forehead. "Oh babe, you okay?"

I nodded weakly and leaned my head on his hip. and he storked my shoulder. I cherished this moment, just because we werent really talking much before.

"oh Mitchie, i am so glad you are okay! You scared me!" Holly cried

"I am so sorry Holly, I didnt know my medicine was going to wear off." I sighed

"It's okay, you are okay, I'll go get the doctor!" She got up and rushed out.

Nate and Caitlyn came over. "hey!" They smiled

I giggled "hey lovebirds!" they blushed

"glad your okay Mitch" Nate said as he rubbed my hand that shane wasnt holding.

"thanks, me too!" We laughed

I snuggled closer to shane and he moved his hand to stroke my cheek.

the doctor then walked in and smiled. "good to see you awake ms. torres, you are able to leave whenever you are ready" he said as he came over and unhooked me from the machines.

"thank you doctor." I said as I sat up with the help of Shane.

"No problem. have a good rest of your day" he smiled and walked out.

"come on." Shane said as he helped me off the bed and we left after signing me out.

"I'll take Mitchie with me." Shane said as he had his hand wrapped around my shoulders.

"alright, see you later mitchie" Holly smiled and waved as she went to her car.

me, Shane, Caity, and Nate got in Shane's car and he drove off. It was a silent ride, I didnt even ask where we were going. I don't know whether I should feel awkward or not. So I just leaned my head against the window and closed my eyes.

Soon I felt the car come to a stop, and opened my eyes to see us in front of the Grays house. We all got out the car and walked inside. We walked into the living room and sat down, Me and Shane sat on the love seat but basically at other ends of the couch. I bought my knees to my chest and laid my head back and closed my eyes.

"You okay Mitchie?" Caitlyn asked

"mhmm" I answered, even if I wasnt. I wanted shane to sit right next to me, and I wanted him to hold me, and comfort me, and I wanted him to kiss me. But he was sitting as far as possible away from me. Tears came to my eyes and I wiped my eyes quickly before any tears could slip.

"Mitch..." I heard Nate whisper

I shook my head and stood up. "I uhm, need to go the bathroom." With that I ran to the bathroom, going against my protesting body. Once inside the bathroom I locked the door, and fell to the floor crying.

I heard a knock on the door. "yeah?" I asked, my voice shaking.

"Mitch, open the door" It was shane.

I groaned "Just leave me alone Shane!" I cried

"No, now open the door!" Shane demanded

I sighed and stood up, slowly opening the door, and glaring at shane. Shane bought me into his arms. "Babe, whats wrong?" he asked

I only cried into his chest, as I wrapped my arms, tightly around him.

"Babe, please, tell me" He begged as he kissed my head

"I don't want to lose you shane" I cried

"Lose me? Mitch, you arent going to lose me." He said shocked.

"But it seems like it, like..if I dont go on tour with you, I feel like its going to be one of those crazy things, were you find another girl, who becomes your opening act, and then you love her, and break my heart." I sobbed.

"whoa, babe, that isnt going to happen, that will never happen. I will never be in love with someone other than you. You're my everything, I would never break your heart." Shane said as he hugged me tighter.

"Then you wont be mad at me, if I say that I don't want to go on tour with you, for atleast the first month?" I looked up at him, with tears streaming down my face.

Shane sighed and dropped his arms, running his hands over his face. "Mitchie, why?"

I cried "I just want to heal, without your crazy schedule Shane!"

"Okay okay, I understand Mitchie." He smiled sadly

"Are you mad at me?" I asked quietly

Shane shook his head. "No, just as long as you join us, after a month passes." He said with a small smile.

I smiled and walked over to him, placing my head on his chest and my arms around his torso. "Of course" I giggled.

Shane hugged me tightly. "I love you babe"

"I love you too!" I smiled

The boys and Caitlyn are leaving tomorrow, and I am currently at Caitlyn's helping her pack. "I am so mad at you mitchie!" Caitlyn huffed as she placed some clothes into her suitcase.

"what did I do?" I giggled

"You arent coming on tour!" She whined

"Just for the first month caity!" I sighed

"But, we wont be able to take care of you, for a month! Shane is going to go the most insane!" she complained

I laughed "Y'all will survive. I'll have Holly and my mom."

She groaned "yeah yeah, whatever" she pouted and continued to pack.

My phone vibrated

Hey babe ;) -S

Hey you! ;-* -M

How you doing? -S

good, but Caity is complaining. think you can come pick me up? -M

ooh, she is so annoying! but yeah, you want me too? -S

right! hahaha! but we all love her anyways! and yeah I miss you! and you are leaving tomorrow! :( -M

hahaha, I always wonder why though! and yeah :( I'm on my way right now. -S

RUDE! hahahah! and alright, see you soon. :) -M

"Caity, Shane is on his way here to pick me up. So I can spend time with him." I said as she came from her bathroom

"oh alright, that's fine" she said as she placed more in her suitcase.

I am currently sitting on shanes bed watching him pack. He said he didn't want me too help him, he wanted me to relax. I giggled when he groaned "This is so much work"

"you'll live!" I giggled

he shot me a playful glare "haha Torres"

"Love you Gray!" I laughed

He threw a sweatshirt at me and laughed. I giggled and held the sweater to my nose, and inhaled his scent. "hey Shane?"

"Hmm?" He looked up at me.

"can I keep this sweater with me?" I asked with a slight blush.

Shane chuckled and sat down next to me, pulling me into his lap. "Of course you can, no need to be shy to ask."

I blushed and hid my face in his chest. Shane laughed and rubbed my arms. "You silly girl!" we laughed.

"I'm going to miss you Shane" I mumbled into his chest.

Shane kissed my head. "I'm going to miss you too"

"I'm sorry that I aint going with you" I whispered

"But you will be with us in a month. As long as i keep that in my mind, I'll be happy, happy to be able to see you again, after a month of waiting." he chuckled

I giggled "You're amazing did you know that?" I grinned up at him

"mmm, so I've been told" we laughed before he bent down and kissed me.

I smiled into the kiss and pulled back. "No kissing other girls while we are apart! or even looking at them!" I said with a playful glare.

"My lips and eyes are only for you!" We laughed and he kissed me again.

"good!" we laughed and he laid us down, and snuggled his nose into my neck.

"I am so tired" he whined

"go to sleep" I said as i stroked his hair.

"but I want to spend time with you." He whined

"I'll wake you up in an hour, and maybe I can spend the night?" I asked

He looked up and kissed me "of course you can" he grinned

I giggled and he laid his head back against my neck and fell asleep.

I smiled and looked at the ceiling as I yawned. I was on my back, and shane was on his stomach, his head in the crook of my neck and his arm draping over my stomach. I felt his breathe on my neck and it sent tingles through out my body. I grabbed the remote, that luckily was right next to me, and turned on the tv. ...

everyone is currently at the Grays house hanging out. I am sitting on shanes lap, my head leaning against his shoulder, his ontop of my shoulder, and his arms around my waist.

"maaaaan, we have an early morning!" Caitlyn whined.

Shane laughed "you're such a weirdo!"

"hey!" She threw a pillow at him, but instead it hit me.

"hey!" I mocked her and we all started to laugh.

"aww, I'm going to miss this for a month!" Nate pouted

"Aww Natey boy!" I got up and rushed over to nate, and hugged him tightly

Which Nate returned the tight hug. "If you ever need anything, don't hestitate to call"

"I promise I won't hesitate" i giggled then went back over to shane.

"Well, we should get to sleep." Jason said standing up and yawning. "I'm tired and need as much sleep as I can get. "

We all agreed and headed upstairs to go to sleep. I climbed into Shane's bed and yawned. Shane joined me and wrapped his arms around me. "I love you Mitchie" Shane said as we cuddled.

"I love you too Shane!" I smiled and kissed his jaw before leaning my head against his chest.

"Night babe" Shane yawned

"Night" I mumbled and we both fell asleep .

"Mitchie, wake up, I'm leaving." Shane said as he shook me lightly

I yawned and sat up and saw him dressed and ready to go. Tears came to my eyes and I stood up on his bed, walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck as I leaned over, hugging him.

"I'm going to miss you sooo much babe!" Shane said into my shoulder as his hands wrapped around my waist.

"I'm going to miss you soo much too shane! I love you!" Tears spilled down my cheeks.

"I love you too!" He kissed my shoulder as he felt a tear hit his neck. "aaw babe, please dont cry"

"I wont see you for a month!" I cried

He hugged me tighter and lifted me to the ground, where he then hugged me tightly against him. "I know babe, I know."

I cried into his chest. "I'm sorry! This is my fault!"

"No Mitch, don't be sorry, it's okay, you want to heal, I want you too, okay, don't be sorry, your health is the most important." he pulled back and lifted my face so I was looking at him, I noticed the tears in his eyes. "everything is going to be okay Mitchie" he said before leaning down and kissing me.

I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck and his went tightly around my waist. We probably made out for like 5 minutes before there was a knock on his door. We pulled back, but kept our arms around each other, and i laid my head on his chest

"come in." Shane said. The door opened and in walked Nate, Jason, and Caitlyn.

Caitlyn came over to me teary eyed and took me from shane, engulfing me in a hug. "I'm going to miss you so much Mitchie!" she cried

"I'm going to miss you so much too!" I cried "but I'll see you in a month"

She nodded then Nate pulled me into a hug. "I'm going to miss you twin!"

"I'm going to miss you to, twin!" I cried into his chest.

"aw mitch, please dont cry!" his voice shook

"I'm sorry Natey boy!" We all laughed.

I then hugged Jason. "I'ma miss you jase!"

"I'm going to miss you too mitchie! my rocker buddy!" We laughed then I went and hugged shane again and he hugged me tightly.

"KIDS LETS GO!" we heard paul shout upstairs.

I cried into shanes chest and he kissed my head. "I love you babe!"

"I love you too" We then walked downstairs.

"I want you to have this. okay? If you ever want to come over here, and have a place to escape too, here's a key" he held it to me.

I cried and took the key. "thank you shane" I hugged him tightly, then hugged everyone else, then me and him kissed and I waved as they left. Then I walked over to my house, and went up to my room and went back to sleep with tears down my cheeks. I already missed shane A LOT! and missed everyone else.

its been a week

I woke up to the sound of yelling and crying. "what in the world?" I got up and snuck to the railing and peeked downstairs and my whole body froze. No...freaking...way! There stood...my 'dad' yelling at my mom. What is he doing here?

"IS SHE HERE?" He screamed in her face

"NO! She is not here! She... She went to her friends house!" My mom cried

"Which one?" He yelled

"I DONT KNOW! She didnt say!" she cried

"Was it her little boyfriends!" He growled

"NO! he is on tour! she didnt go with them!" she sobbed

I cried and suddenly as I tried to get a better view, slipped and fell down the stairs screaming.

My mom gasped, and my dad laughed evily.

I groaned in pain, and I saw him coming over to me. I screamed and jumped up, ignoring the light headed dizzy feeling I got and ran to the door.

"Mitchie, sweetie run!" My mom cried

I cried and ran as fast as my could, my dad following right behind me. I opened the door and slammed it shut before he got to it, and right over to Shane's house and got in right when my dad got out my house, and I slammed and locked the doors. I ran around the huge house, locking all the windows and doors, and then grabbed my cell phone and clicked Shane's name

I clicked call, and it kept ringing, and going to voicemail. Tears streamed down my face and I then called Nate, same happened. Then I called Caitlyn

"Hello?" she yawned

"Caity!" I whispered and sobbed

"MITCHIE?" She was suddenly wide awake. "sweetie whats wrong?"

"Is-Is shane anywhere around?" I cried

"He is in soundcheck." She said

"Please, I beg you, I need, no I have to talk to him!" I cried "Please, it's a huge emergency!"

"Alright, hold on one second" She said and she then started running. "SHANE!" She said. "Shane!"

"Ms. Gellar Shane is in soundcheck stop. " I heard someone order her.

"This is an emergency!" She yelled at the person and I heard her run again. "Shane!" She said

"Caity, what are you doing on stage?" I heard shane whisper

"Take this!" She handed him the phone

"uh hello?" Shane asked

I broke down sobbing "Shane! Shane!"

"Mitchie?" I heard him rush off stage, and the audience start to talk. "babe whats going on?"

"He is back. Shane he is back!" I sobbed.

"Where are you mitchie?" He asked already knowing who I was talking about.

"I ran to your house, I am in your kitchen" I cried

"Mitchie, I want you to call 911." He said

"I can't" I sobbed

"Mitchie, do this for me babe. please" He begged.

"stay on the phone with me please" I cried

"I promise I will" he said

I grabbed his house phone and dialed 911, and placed it on my other ear.

"hello, 911 what is the emergency?" Some lady asked

"my father is back" I sobbed

"whose your father?" She asked

"Steve Torres. He isnt suppose to come near me, and he is back, and he is after me" I sobbed

"alright what is your address, or where are you?" I told her and she told me the police were on their way.

I hung up. "shane?" I sobbed

"babe, I'm still here" He said

"I'm so sorry!" I cried

"Whoa, for what?" he asked

"you are doing soundcheck, I'm interrupting, oh my god, I'm so selfish! Shane go back to soundcheck!" I cried

"Babe, you are way more important than a soundcheck" He argued

"No, shane, no, this is your job, you can't disappoint your fans, they need you in order to even do soundcheck. I'm sorry shane." I cried and hung up before he could respond and I sank to the floor crying.

Shane kept calling but I kept clicking ignore. I am far too stubborn! ugh! I heard sirens in the distance, then the doorbell rang. I got up and ran to the door and opened it to see cops standind there.

"where is ?" He asked

"I dont know-" I then bolted out the door, they started following me and I ran inside my house, letting them follow me, we all stopped abrutly in our tracks and gasped, at what we saw in the kitchen. No. Freaking. Way!

Hope you enjoyed! it is 5000+ words! Okay so past two weeks, I am going to be honest, I haven't been in the mood to write, I'd write like a sentence and be bored, and like writers block. I am so sorry! I also have a huge project due tomorrow, in which i had to film and put everything together to make a video! So much work! but it turned out good! i love it! i am proud of myself! lol!

Thank you for all the birthday wishes! I got Katy perry concert tickets! I am freaking excited! I am also going paintballing in the spring or summer, not sure! It might not even happen, but thats what i want to do! But other than tickets i didn't get anything else. But whatever I am happy with the tickets! Even though they will only work for that one night.

You guys should start yelling at me in PM's to update! Seriously! If you all would PM me and be like PLEASE UPDATE ITS BEEN A WEEK OR 2! or even I WANT YOU TO UPDATE ! I DONT WANT TO BE LEFT CONFUSED! you know whatever you want to say! just PM yelling at me to update, then id be like ahhh reviewers are eager or mad! and update! lol! no I mean your reviews motivate me to update i have just been on writers block, just dont hesitate to pm me if you want to yell at me. anyways! this is slong !

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