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Tears sprang to my eyes, and I let out a ear hurting scream. My hands flew to my mouth and i closed my eyes tightly as tears started to pour out of my eyes. No no no no! There was a path of blood, and i mean a lot of blood to! "MOM!" I screamed and went to start running when I felt hands wrap around me and pull me back.
"You can't go further into this house" It was one of the officers
"I have to!" I sobbed. "My mom could be hurt !" I screamed and struggled in their hold.
"You can't ! It is far too dangerous! You could get hurt!" They argued back
I only sobbed as i continued to try to get out of his grasp "Please" I pleaded in a whisper
"You have to stay right here, the other officers went to see what happened." He said
"I HAVE TO!" I screamed and continued to sob.
"Who can we call to calm you down?" He asked almost desperate.
"Shane" I whispered "Shane!" I cried "But he is far away!"I cried and tried once again to get away.
Another officer walked in the house at that moment. "need any help in here?"
"Can you get her phone?" He asked
The officers who had just walked in reached in my pocket (right front pocket) and grabbed my phone.
"Call Shane" He said
The officer went and called shane.
"Hello This is Officer McAdams. Is this Shane?" The officers...McAdams said "Mitchie is not really doing great at the moment.." ... "Sir...Sir please calm down" ... "I know, We are currently in her house, and some of our officers are looking around to see what has happened." ... "There is a trail of blood on the floor-" ... "I know sir, she is crying right now...or well sobbing and screaming and trying to find her mother but we cannot allow her any further in this house due to danger." ... "Are you sure?"..."alright sir, no problem goodbye" McAdams hung up and put my phone in my pocket.
"What did he say?" I cried
"him and everyone else are on their way right this moment" He said
I nodded and continued to cry, waiting eagerly for the officers to come back. Just then paramedics ran into the house, rushing...basically running as fast as they could. I started sobbing again.
"MOM!" I screamed and broke out of the guys hold and started to follow the paramedics, but i was suddenly jerked back and hit a chest.
"Stop! You cannot follow!" The officer, whose name I still dont know said.
"LET ME GO!" I yelled before letting out a very loud scream. The guy flinched and tensed at the loud noise, wanting to let go, but not wanting to, since he knew I'd run. I took another deep breathe and screamed again. He sighed annoyed and aggrevated,
"we are taking you out of here!" He said angry.
Him and McAdams each grabbed a hold of me, and practically dragged me out the house, due to me protesting. We got outside and they led me to the police car, i was still screaming, and boy was i getting light headed. Tears still continued to stream down my face. They handcuffed me and placed me in the car. Why the hell did they handcuff me ? They shut the door and I sobbed.
I saw the paramedics rush out the house pushing a stretcher with a body on it, with a sheet over it. NO! I started to scream and squirm around, sobbing harder than i did before.
I saw Police men talk frantically and run to their cars and speed away. The two officers responsible of me, got into the car and looked back at me. "We have to stay here till your friends get here." McAdams said.
I glared at them "Get me out of these handcuffs!" I yelled
"Can't do that!" the one who held me back said.
"Was that my mom!" I asked
"we cannot tell you anything, with the state you are in" Evil freaking officer! thats going to be his name now. Officer Evil!
I took a deep breathe and started to scream. They both got out the car and walked away from it. I stopped screaming and crying, almost hyperventalating. Stupid freaking officers! i could like die from hyperventalating, and they wouldnt know because they freaking left me in here all by myself! JERKS!
I dont know how long it has been but i am still sobbing my eyes out, it gets harder and harder to breathe, but knowing that that might have been my mother...most likely was...on that stretcher, wouldnt let me stop crying.
Noones pov
Shane, Nate, Caitlyn, Jason, Denise and Paul went running down the street to Mitchie's house after they had the cab drop them off at the corner, since the street was blocked off.
"WHERE IS MITCHIE?" Shane yelled as he neared the officers
"Whoa whoa whoa who are you?" McAdams asked
"I am Shane! one of you called me! Where the hell is my girlfriend?" Shane asked once again.
"In the car." Officer Evil said and led them over to it and opened the door. "Get out, your friends are here"
Mitchie still sobbing, stepped out the car, and everyone's eyes went wide.
"Why the hell do you have her handcuffed?" Shane asked furious
"she has a little temper, and was getting out of hand!" Evil said as he unlocked her handcuffs.
"Shane" Mitchie whimpered and stumbled over to shane, who caught her in a tight hug, and mitchie broke down sobbing once again. "Shane, get me away from here" She gasped for breathe.
"What the hell!" He yelled at the officer "She is practically hyperventalating! You officers need to get fired!" Shane said furious and then focused on Mitchie. "Mitchie I need you to breathe okay? Copy me" With that Shane took a slow deep breathe.
Mitchie started to copy shane and take deep breathes. Soon she calmed down and her eyes started drooping as her head laid against Shane's chest, with his arms tightly around her, and everyone else standing a few feet away, in tears, or close to tears not wanting to interrupt, and letting her calm down. They knew she just needed Shane right now.
"Mitchie, babe, let's get you to sleep at my house, okay?" Shane whispered
Suddenly Mitchie was wide awake and she jumped away from him. "NO! We got to go to my mom!" Tears made their way back into Mitchie's eyes.
"Okay okay, shh shh, we will!" Shane said worried.
Mitchie calmed down and turned to the officers. "Where is my mom?" She demanded to know
"The hospital." McAdams answered
"Lets go" Shane said as he wrapped his arm around Mitchie's waiste and led her to his house, and they got into his car.
They sat in the waiting room, Mitchie sobbing, Shane trying to comfort her. Nate holding one of her hands. Caitlyn crouching infront of Mitchie also crying. Jason and Denise, and Paul all stood a few feet away talking to the doctor.
"This can't be happening!" Mitchie sobbed.
"Mitch, we are here for you 100%. You can make it through this" Nate said as an attempt to cofort her .
"My mother got killed Nate ! what the hell don't you understand about that?" Mitchie exploded, stood up abruptly, making Caitlyn stumble onto her butt, and mitchie rushed away angry, sad, and so much more. She walked into the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. Her cheeks were tear stained, tears still making their way down her face, as if it was the funnest game to play. Her eyes were red, and puffy and fillwed with tears. Her hair was sticking to her face in some places, from the tears trails. Her nose was red and runny, and she just overall looked a mess. She splashed her face with cold water and then dried her face before sliding down one of the walls and hugging her knees to her chest. She felt so bad for what she said to nate, and being so rude overall! she was a complete mess and her world was slowly starting to fall apart again.
She didnt know how long she was sitting in there staring at the ground deep in thought, when the door swung open causing Mitchie to scream along with a jump.
"Sorry" It was caitlyn.
"uhm it's okay" Mitchie mumbled.
"Shane..wanted me to come see if you are okay." Caitlyn said quietly.
"I'm uh alright..." Mitchie shrugged.
"Well you should get back out there then...he's worried about you." Caitlyn said before walking out.
Mitchie sighed and stood up slowly. Taking a look at Herself one last time in the mirror, and then headed back out to the waiting room. She stopped at the doorway, and leaned against it. She looked over at Shane and saw he was leaning back in his chair, with his left arm over his arms. She then looked next to him and saw Nate looking up at Caitlyn as they talked. He then wrapped his arms around her waist and bought her down onto his lap where she then cuddeled up to him. Mitchie was nervous to walk in there, since she still felt so bad for the way she acted. sighing Mitchie walked in and over to Shane where she took a seat on the other side of him.
Shane heard someone sit down next to him, and he removed his arm from his face, and saw Mitchie sitting there staring straight ahead.
"Mitch..." He whispered as he sat up.
"Shane...I am a horrible person" Tears welled up in her eyes.
"Mitchie, that is not true at all!" Shane told her as he faced her fully.
"It is true Shane, and my life is falling apart!" Mitchie cried into her hands.
"Come on" Shane stood up and took Mitchie's hands and pulled her up, then wrapped his arm around her waist and leading her out of the building, where they could get fresh air. "Mitch, I know what happened is horrific, and very sad, basically depressing! Your mom was a wonderful women, she was caring, and she was funny, and an amazing cook, and she loved you. Yeah she wasn't always the best mom, but she turned that around. She wanted the best for you. So please Mitchie, just...join us on tour, and we can busy you up, to get your mind off of all this." Shane said as he wiped tears from Mitchie's face.
"But is that really best for me?" Mitchie whispered
"Yes, you need to be with people who love you, and are there for you, and which all of us are Mitchie, and you know that." Shane said softly.
Mitchie nodded and laid her head against Shane's chest and wrapped her arms tightly around his waist. Shane's arms wrapped tightly around her and he kissed her head.
"I love you Mitchie." Shane said against her hair.
"I love you too Shane, so much." Mitchie whispered as she closed her eyes.
Mitchie sat on her bunk in the boys bus, as she stared at her song book. Shane was worried about her, and told her to just let everything out in a song. But here Mitchie sat, no lyrics coming to mind. She groaned and laid back and stared at the bottom of the bunk that was above hers. Everyone was out doing interviews, and Mitchie said she just wanted to stay on the bus this morning. Shane worried, but agreed. He could tell Mitchie wasn't getting better, her appatite became low, she spaced off a lot, she hardly talked to any of them, and she hardly wanted to do anything...Shane had a feeling that Mitchie was depressed. He wanted to help her, to do something, anything, before she fell way too deep into depression. He missed the old Mitchie, and even though he loved Mitchie no matter what, He was determined to get Mitchie back to her fun loving self.
"Man something is wrong with Mitchie" Shane sighed as him, nate and caitlyn made their way to the stage.
"i think we have all noticed" Nate said quietly
"We have to help her, if we don't then she wont get any better, she will only get worse" Caitlyn said as they stopped and faced each other right at the entrance of the stage, but stayed backstage.
"I know, but what is there that we can do?" Shane asked
"She hardly talks to us caitlyn, if she talks to anyone its only Shane." Nate added.
"Then one of us, who is not shane, has to talk to her, make her listen, corner her, I dont know ! But at the right moment we have to! one of us, two of us! any of us!" Caitlyn said in a determined voice.
"I agree...at the right moment" Nate nodded his head.
But before one of them could respond again, they were called on stage.
Mitchie was sitting backstage, waiting for the boys concert to be over. She was in Shane's dressing room and was watching them perform on the tv that was in the room. It was the last song, so i stood up and headed towards the stage, so that when shane was done, i could tell him how great he was. I smiled and as i got to closer to the stage, the song ended, and they said their thank you's etc etc, and then they all came running back stage. Shane saw me, and smiled. I smiled in return and walked up to him, and gave him a huge hug. He returned the hug, kissing me on the head.
"You did amazing shane!" I smiled up at him.
"thanks babe" Shane kissed her on the lips. "I need to go change." Shane chuckled as he wiped sweat from his forehead with a napkin, and took a sip of water.
"Yeah you stink!" Mitchie giggled and he faked hurt and started to walk backwards.
"That hurt Torres, hurt hard!" he laughed before jogging into his dressing room. Mitchie giggled and sat on the couch that was located close to the stage. sighing Mitchie leaned my head back, closing her eyes in the process.
"Hey" Nate took a seat next to Mitchie.
Mitchie sighed. "Hi." She said quietly.
"Uhm how you doing?" Nate asked awkwardly
"wonderful" Mitchie said with a hint of sarcasm.
Nate sighed a bit annoyed. Caitlyn had told him this was the erfect moment for him to talk to mitchie, and decided that since he was closer to mitchie, then he should b the one to talk to her. Nate agreed, cause he wants to help Mitchie.
"Mitchie, you are depressed and honestly we all know it." NAte said quietly
"I AM NOT DEPRESSED!" Mitchie screeched as she jumped up.
Nate quickly jumped up also . "Mitchie, we want to help you! Ever since your m- the hospital, you have only been getting worse. You are scaring, and worrying all of us, especially Shane, I mean we are like 100% worried, but shane is probably like way over 110%. You aren't acting like yourself-"
"You dont understand what i am going through nate!" Tears appeared and mitchie's eyes, and she turned to walk to shane's dressing room, but Nate grabbed her arm and turned her back to him. "WHAT?" She cried
"Mitchie, you know, your mom did, and always will love you. She wanted you to have the best life ever, she wanted you to live out your dreams, and get far in life, and she still wants that for you, as she watches you up from heaven. She is now your angel mitchie, and you know for a fact that this isnt how she wanted you to live out your life, depressed, hardly talking to any of us! and not being your fun living self. Mitchie she is probably looking down at you, wishing you would live your life out for the fullest. You know that, that is a fact." Nate said softly.
Tears poured out of her eyes, as she realized what Nate was saying was the 100% truth. Her mom is probably very disappointed at her for being depressed. Mitchie took a deep breathe, and threw her arms around Nate's neck. "nate i am so sorry!" She cried as she clung onto Nate.
Nate wrapped his arms tightly around her. "It's okay mitchie, i understand that your mom dying is a tough situation, but you have to believe us when we say we are here for you, and you cant let this hold you back on life. You dont need to forget and move on, you just have to move forward." Nate said as he rubbed her back
"Nate why are you so intelligent!" they laughed softly.
Mitchie pulled back wiping her eyes. "You are so right Nate, and I am so sorry for how I have been acting. I have been ignoring everyone and i am so sorry!"
"Its okay mitchie, just as long as you go back to your awesome self?"Nate grinned hopefully at Mitchie.
Mitchie nodded eagerly "Of course!" She grinned and they hugged again.
Caitlyn was watching from a distance and had happy tears in her eyes. She felt like things were going to get a lot better from here.
Honestly towards like half way through this i like gave up on editing it! SO if it has grammar, spelling etc etc mistakes..yeah thats why :P
SO anyways thank you all for your reviews! I've been lazy and busy with school, since it was week before break. DUDE they freaking gave us tests all on the same days like all freaking week! blah! anywho maybe during this next week you will get more than one chapter? review and send PMs to me and maybe that might happen! yay!
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