Hello readers and reviewers-you amazing people! hahaha !
Hope you all havent stopped reading my story cause its been a few weeks! writers block SUCKS! But i managed to write a chapter - more info at end of chapter.
REPLIES TO REVIEWS : (the replies go bold; unbold; bold; etc! so yeah! :P )
maggiebethclare : ooh! thats cool! and omg thats amazing! :D teach me how to siiiing! LOL! jk xP I just dont understand how to control my breathing. anddd sweet! Ice Coffee is AMAZING lol
jenizzleoffdachain: LOL! :P why ?
navybrat4: uhm sure! ;P Hope you enjoy :)
L is for Left: Thank you! :) I agree! and i dont know, I want to know though! lol
reallyJavannah: Omg thank you ! :D awwww! I agree it is! ooh whats that?
p a i g e . h : Thankyou :) and GASP! go get some! :P
FunAwezom3Tilly: thank you! :)
GASP! I love it! and oooh! I dont like starbucks...haha. oooh! its okay! iam picky with food! LOL!
ObsessivePrincess : yeah! awesome! :D
Uh oh! lol! ooh! well thats good :D I wish i could get coffee every morning! lol
YES! LOL! you're funny! :P Nooo Demi loves her fans! :D Hahahah! I love Demi tooo :)
LOL! so random! x)
yaaay! :D
yeees! :P
Did you see Joe's live chat? it was boring! I was disappointed! Demi should definatly!
Aw thank you so much! :D
Me tooooo! :D got to love the caffiene! I LOVE it ! hm maaaaaaybe eh! HAHAHAHA
xoxo
Muzicoftheheart: yay! :D
its okay!
hahahaha :P
Oooh! wow! thats pretty cool! :)
its okay! :)
hmm !
I AGREE! :D
Annie LOVES JB: AW thank you! :D
Awww! that means so much to me! (heart)
I love happy endings tooo! :D
hmm I am planning on it ! :D
I think it is true too! and to be honest I hope it is! o.O
ME TOOO!:D
Hope you enjoy! Love yaaa ! :)
PS. Thank you so much! you're amazing! :D
felicityfranchescaa' : RIGHT ! :D I knoooow YAY! :D
I agree it is! Thats true. I hope they do in the future work everything out ! Demi and Joe were BEST FRIENDS, and like been through sooo much together! its crazy to have to like just stop being best friends! But yeah they need the seperation and healing time! Like they went on tour together right after it! they had no time.
Than you! :)
OMG Youre crazy!:P LOL! I dont like starbucks!
Lauren: Its okay, i understand! :D I got your PM aaaaand replied! :D hope you enjoy !
PS. Yes poor biebs! he probably is! :( mines too! oooh! ahh thats crazy! I haaaate winter soooo much ! and omg! thats crazy! It is! right! lol! HAVE SOME! LOL! ooh never tried it! okaaaay, are you like outgoing? im bad at questions! lol!
leoshunny1985 : thank you! :) hope you enjoy!
Laur Star : AAAAAN UPDATE! :D
blackslayer14 : thank you for the idea! used part of it ! :D
xLoVeIsNeVeRuGlYx: You'll see your idea in this chapter !:D Thank you!
zteffie : OhMyGOsh! thank you so much! :D That means so much to me! :D Hope you enjoy this chapter ! :)
"Nate you are such a loser!" Mitchie laughs as Nate was pushing down on multiple keys on the Grand Piano after he had messed up.
"Shut it Torres" he pouts as he sighs.
"dont worry Gray, you will get it right! You're just tired, cause its sooo early in the freaking morning!" She tries to comfort him, as she is also complaining at the same time.
Nate laughs and gives you a friendly wink. "You're soo optomistic" he says a but sarcastically
She sticks her tongue out at him. "atleast I try." She giggles.
"alright! get ready!" The director calls, as the guy that holds that thing, stands infront of them.
nate places his hands on the right keys, and mitchie turns to her postion next to him.
"and action!" The director says as the guy shuts the thing and walks away.
Mitchie yawns as she lays down on her bunk around 3am. They have been working all day on the music video, and still arent finished! Mitchie hasnt seen Shane all day, and she wants to just lay in his arms, and cuddle with him. She sits up and looks to Shane's bunk to see him sleeping. She tiredly stands up and walks to his bunk. Shane is sleeping against the wall, on his side, his back almost touching the wall.
Mitchie slips under the covers, laying on her side, facing Shane. She grabs his arm and drapes it over her waiste as she scoots closer to him. Shane stirs in his sleep, and she see's his eyes open tiredly.
"Mitchie?" He asks as he yawns.
"Sorry Shane, I didnt mean to wake you." Mitchie whispers.
"Its okay babe." Shane smiles tiredly as he pulls her closer to his chest and keeping his arm tightly around her.
"I just wanted to cuddle, I havent seen you all day." Mitchie whispers as she brings her hand to Shane's cheek, and he closes his tired eyes.
"I've missed you all day." He says softly as he tries to stay awake.
"Ive missed you all day too babe. Now sleep love." She whisperes and kisses his lips lightly before bringing her head to his chest, and closing her eyes. And they both fall asleep.
Mitchie felt the bed move, as Shane was trying to carefully climb over her. "babe?" She mumbles and buries her face in the pillow that is covered in her favorite smell-his scent.
"sorry, I didnt mean to wake you, I just really have to pee." He says, empasizing the word really.
"oh! Sorry!" She whispers apologetic, and move out his way so he can climb over her easier. Shane sends her a grateful smile before running to the bathroom, as he continues to try and not wake any one else.
Mitchie yawns and picks up his cell phone that was on his shelf, and looks at the time. 6:32am. She has only gotten 3 hours of sleep, and she can feel it, she is extremly tired. She places Shane's cell phone down and groans into the pillow.
Mitchie was almost back to sleep when she felt a hand on her back. "babe, push over so i dont have to climb over you." Shane whispers as he rubs her back.
Nodding Mitchie rolled over till she lightly bumped into the wall. Shane chuckled and climbed under the blankets.
"I am so tired!" Mitchie whispers with a soft groan.
"I'm sorry babe. But with how low the bed above this is, climbing over you wasnt easy." Shane says as he moves hair from Mitchies face.
"It's okay Shane, I know." Mitchie says with a yawn, her eyes staying closed.
Shane kisses Mitchie's forhead, and she scoots over to his chest, burying her face against his chest. Shane places his arms back around her and one of his hands slips under her shirt, and rubs her cold back with his warm hand. Mitchie lightly moans and snuggles closer to shane for his warmth.
"Go to sleep babe" Shane says as his lips brush against her forhead.
"mhm" mitchie mumbles, and quickly falls asleep.
Shane reaches over Mitchie and grabs his phone and looks at it.
3 new text messages and 1 missed call.
Shane shrugs before placing his phone back and his hand back under Mitchie's shirt.
Mitchie sighs content when she feels shane's thumb rub circles on her back.
"wake up!" Nate's voice is loud.
Mitchie whines and clings onto Shane who she hears chuckle softly. "What time is it?" She asks
"its almost 9!" Nate answers his voice shouting, but not in anger, just to wake her up.
"I am so tired!" Mitchie whines again. Shane rubs his hand up and down Mitchie's back under her shirt, which Nate can't see him do, since the blanket is basically up to her neck.
"well get up! we have a busy day!" Nate shouts.
"Shut up Nate! I can hear you loud and clear! No need to shout!" Mitchie complains.
Nate laughs. "Well then get up." He says in a normal level voice.
"I dont want to."Mitchie says
"We have A LOT to do though, now get your butt up! You're living the famous touring life, ya got to get used to very little sleep." Nate explains.
mitchie opens her eyes, and sees Shane is facing her, propped on his left elbow, his hand holding his head up, and Nate has his hands on the top bunk as he ducks so his head is in Shane's bunk area to look at them. Mitchie glare at Nate before giving a tired smile to Shane.
Shane smiles happily in response and kisses her forehead. "Sorry babe, but its true."
Mitchie nods and lets out a huge loud yawn. "alright, alright I'm up." Mitchie rolls over onto her back, causing Shane's hand to move to her stomach, which sends shivers through her body, he then removes his hand as she sits up and stretches her arms out in front of her.
"Lets go twin! We got a video to film!" Nate grins.
Mitchie glares at Nate. "How you are so awake and hyper, I really dont know" She grumbles before kissing shane lightly on the lips, before climbing over him with the help of him and Nate. Nate has her forearms in his hands, as she holds onto his forearms and he helps her off the bed, where they then let go of each other and Mitchie stretches her hands above her head.
"I got to use the bathroom" Mitchie yawns and goes to the bathroom, she showers quickly before changing into sweats and a tanktop and throwing her hair in a messy bun, knowing the hairstylist will fix her up, and knowing her makeup artist will to, she doesnt apply any makeup. walking out the bathroom Mitchies sees no one is in the bunk area. She grabs her phone and purse and heads to the front of the bus.
"The video is doooooone!" Mitchie squeals in happiness, and excitment.
"Yes! and it's awesome!" Nate grins
"And will be released soon!" Paul chuckles
Mitchie runs onto the bus with a grin, and sees Shane, Jason and Caitlyn sitting at the table playing cards.
"Its done!" mitchie squeals causing the concentrated 3, to jump at the sudden noise, which causes Mitchie and Nate to laugh. Mitchie runs over to Shane and plops down on his lap as she throws her arms around his neck.
Shane chuckles and his arms go around her waiste, and he kisses her neck. Mitchie giggles and relaxing into his arms.
"How did it go?" caitlyn asks excitedly as Nate takes a seat next to her.
"Amazing!" Nate chuckles before pecking her lips, causing her to smile.
Shane's hands go under the bottom of mitchie's shirt and he rubs his thumbs in circles near the top of her pants. Mitchie giggles and kisses his cheek.
"ahh too much pda!" Jason whines! "yuuuuuck!" Jason pouts and goes to the living room area and sits on the couch to watch some tv.
Mitchie laughs and stands up, taking Shane's hands and pulling him up. "Lets go lay down. I want to relax"
Shane smiles and leads her to the bunk area, and pulls her down on his bunk with him. Mitchie giggles and pulls the blanket up to her chin and looks up at Shane. "I love you popstar"
Shane chuckles at the nickname. "I love you too sunshine."
Mitchie smiles and wraps her arms around his neck, her shirt rising, where his arms go around her touching her skin, Shane leans down and kisses her, and she slides her fingers through his hair, holding his lips to hers as she deepens the kiss.
...
"We have a video premeire we were invited to for Beastly ! Lets goooo ?" Jason asks as he plops down onto the booth area o the bu, where Mitchie and Shane are playing a game of Mancala.
"sure sounds fun!" Shane smiles as he takes his turn.
"Thats the movie with Vanessa Hudgens !" Mitchie grinned
Jason and Shane laugh. "yup!"
"You and Caitlyn are going to have to go dress shopping AGAIN!" Shane says with a chuckle.
"I heard my name! What you want to fight Shane?" Caitlyn jokes as she sits down across from them.
"Yes of course, I so want to fight you!" Shane says sarcastically causing them all to laugh.
"Dress shopping is soo much fun!" Caitlyn grinned.
Nate then took a seat. "I actually have some very good news. Sine y'all two are you know, dating members of Connect 3, y'all are getting star treatment! You get to pick dresses from fashion designers, but cant keep them, you borrow them for the night, along with borrowing jewerly. But also you get your hair and makeup done by pros and its all free!Booya!" Nate grinned
Everyone laughed before the girls started to squeal. "aaaamaaazing !"
...
"no, no, no, no." Mitchie whispered as she moved dresses down the wrack. She sighed as she has looked through so many dresses and has not found anything. They were all beautiful but some just werent her, or just didnt look right on her. Right when Mitchie was about to give up on the wrack, a grin appeared across her face as her eyes landed on the last dress on the wrack. Completely happy she held the dress up and loved it. Grinning she ran to the dressing room, excited to try it on.
later that night, the girls were sitting in chairs infront of mirrors with pros ready to do their hair and makeup. the girls were extremly excited, and felt like they were being pampered.
"ready Mitchie?" Her hair/makeup designer asked.
"100% !" Mitchie grinned
the styler whose name is Michelle, laughed and got to work. When Mitchie was finished her hair was in loose, but big curls, and the hair on the right side was pinned back with a diamond clip. Her side bangs hung across her forhead to the left side of her head. Her eyes were purple smokey eyes, and had glitter on them. Along with that she had on eyeliner and mascara, in which she loved! She had on an amazing light pink lipgloss, and some blush. Grinning she thanked her stylest a lot before rushing to get her dress on. Once she slipped it on her clothing styler got her jewerly and shoes on and made sure everything looked in place, and Mitchie felt beautiful. She could admit to herself and everyone else she was beautiful and that she felt beautiful and actually mean it. Looking in the mirror she took a picture and posted it on facebook
I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me! (link)
Then she posted it on her twitter where she had 23,000 followers.
What do y'all think? I'm no beauty Queen, I'm just Beautiful me. (link)
She then put her phone down and took in her appearance again. Her dress was a strapless dress that fit around her chest correctly, and then hugged her body down to her waist where it then flowed all the way to the floor where she had a little train in the back. Underneath her breast was a diamond looking belt and the whole dress had sparkles, but not too many, that it was just too much, it had just the right amount, and reflected off of light. Her shoes were strap heels with diamonds and she had on a few diamond bracelets a diamond all around ring and two small diamond studs. Hey diamonds are a girls best friend. Mitchie saw Ciatlyn appear next to her grinning and ready. She had on a baby blue dress that had diamond straps and a V down the chest. It hugged her to her waist and loosened a little as it reached the floor. But it didnt flow as much as mitchies. She had a black clutch bag and black diamond jewerly,
They took out their phones and took many pictures in bliss.
Arriving in a different limo then the boys, the girls were nervous. Stepping out the limo they held each others hand and looked around for the boys. Everyone was shouting their name and they were focused on finding the boys.
"Looking for someone?" Someone whispered in Mitchies ear, causing her to jump, let go of Caitlyns hand and spin around. A grin spread across her face. "Shane!" she threw her arms around his neck.
Laughing Shane wrapped his arms tightly around her waist. "You look beautiful babe" He whispered in her ear.
Blushing Mitchie looked up at him. "thank you, and you look breathe takin handsome."
Shane chuckled and pecked her lightly on the lips. Mitchie smiled sweetly before pulling away and holding onto shanes arm as the boys led the two girls onto the red carpet.
the night consisted of many interviews, many pictures and an amazing movie. everyone had fun and it was such an amazing night. they needed this kind of night. maybe it wasnt a total night off, but it wasnt consisting of their crazy schedule. they got to meet celebs, get numers to stay in contact/catch up.
...
"babe, I got to go run some errands with the bros for ma. i'll be back soon alright?" shane asked as he leaned against mitchies top bunk
Mitchie smiled. "alright, im going to have a girls day with caity."
Shane chuckled and shared a quick kiss with mitchie. "I love you babe, see you later tonight."
"I love you lots!" Mitchie giggled
Shane grinned and winked before heading out. Mitchie giggled and got off her bed and headed over to caitlyn. "ready for a girls day?"
"of course! lets go!" Caitlyn grinned
after a few hours of shopping, the girls headed to forever 21 to do their favorite thing. they'd go into the biggest dressing room and sneak a camera and take pictures in the clothes.
as they held piles of clothes they headed into the dressing room. Caitlyn's were so heavy she headed right to hang it up. "so much!"
Mitchie laughed. "loser!" mitchie was about to start hanging hers when her phone suddenly rang. keeping her clothes hanging on her arm she took her phone out her pocket and saw nates name on the screen. confused she answered. "hey natey boy whats up?" she held the phone between her ear and her shoulder and used her hand to pick up the clothes on the coat hanger
"mitchie...you need to get to the hospital...asap!" nates voice was shaking and he was out of breathe. ?
mitchie froze. "wh..what are you...why?"
caitlyn sent her a confused look
"uhhh how to tell you this...get straight to the point okay uhm shane is in the hospital he's in critical condition, car accident, get here please" nates voice cracked.
all the clothes mitchie was holding fell to the ground and she held her phone now with her hand to her ear. "nate im on my way" tears appeared into her eyes and they hung up. she grabbed caitlyns arm and started to run. caitlyn stumbled before keeping pace.
"whats going on?" caitlyn asked confused and worried.
mitchie's sunglasses fell from her hair to her face blocking her tears. mitchie ignored caitlyns constant questions as they ran past people getting complaints as they did so. once they were both in the car mitchie speeded off. "tell me where we are going mitch!" caitlyn wasw getting angry
"the hospital!" mitchie screamed as she almost started to sob.
caitlyn stayed silent knowing that even though she was so confused, mitchie didnt want to answer any questions.
as they ran into the hospital they almost went to the receptionist desk until mitchie saw nate in the waiting room pacing back and forth and thats when mitchie ran to him.
"nate!" she cried.
he looked up and immediantly rushed to her and she ran to him, and they collided into a hug as mitchie sobbed into his neck as she hugged him tightly and his arms were tightly around her as he buried his head into her shoulder.
caitlyn ran over to them and tears appeared into her eyes, cause now she knew something bad has really happened that her boyfriend is actually crying and her best friend is sobbing her heart out.
Just then a puffy eyed jason, and paul, and a crying denise walked into the waiting room and caitlyn realized this had to do with shane. she ran over to them.
"what is going on?" she asked
"shane, he was in a car accident! he's in critical condition!" denise sobbed as paul held her.
tears immediantly made their way down her cheeks. "i am so sorry!" she hugged denise.
"nate, how?" Mitchie asked as she kept her face in the crook of his neck.
"car accident, he was going to grab us some starbucks and we heard it all, ran out and it was horrific" nate whispered against her shoulder.
mitchie tightened her grip, holding her body tighter against his, so it was a tight yet very comforting hug. they knew they had each other, and they had eachothers shoulder to cry on. they were best friends, and they needed each others support during this.
"mitchie the doctor said you can go see him if youd like." Denise said softly
Mitchie and nate pulled apart and wiped their tears. "Nate come with me?"
Nate nodded and took her hand and they walked down to shane's room. when they walked in mitchie let out a sob, and bought her hands to her mouth and took a very shakey breathe.
Nate held Mitchie close to his side. Mitchie couldn't believe the way shane looked. He was all bandeged. band-aids on his face, and everything.
"Nate" mitchie whimpered
Nate pulled her to his chest so she couldnt see shane. "I know Mitch"
Mitchie started to cry hardly. "i can't believe this! Why him? why anyone? why did this have to happen?"
Nate of course had no answers so he rubbed her back.
"I need him Nate, he has to... he's strong, i love him, he's my life, my rock, nate!" she sobbed.
"I know Mitch, and he is strong, and he will pull through this. We just have to keep all our prayers on him and have faith and stay positive, okay twin?" Nate whispered
Mitchie nodded eagerly before turning back to Shane, where she slowly walked over to his bed, pulling the chair up to the side she took a seat. she cried into her hands. "Shane" she sobbed.
Nate went up behind her, placed his hands on her shoulders, and his head on hers. "everything will be okay." he said to mitchie, but he was also trying to convince himself of that.
it's been a week, a long, hard, tireding week. all concerts have been canceled or postponed, noone is positive on that. shane hasnt shown any sign of improvement. Mitchie was there all the time talking to him, not even sure he could hear her. but she did it anyways, all the time, then when visiting hours were over, she and nate were close. they were together mostly all the time if one of them wasnt with shane.
Caitlyn was a bit jealous but understood that mitchie was second closest to nate, way after shane. she knew and understood that they needed eachother at this time. everyone seemed to be were on their way back to their LA home,and shane was being shipped to the LA hospital.
about another week passed shane was still the same, everyone else seemed worse. Mitchie hardly would talk, hardly would eat, hardly ever even moved. she stayed in her room most of the time, unless she was with shane. and nate was usually in mitchies room with her. usually he'd play her guitar, cause music is what he turned to. mitchie on the other hand turned to depression, and nate knew he had to stay with her. if he wasnt with her, he knew she wouldnt eat, or ever get up. he would bring her up food and just help her out. if it wasnt for him, she'd be deep into depression.
caitlyn would come by to visit and denise was a wreck, and jason just was a mess along with paul. noone was doing good. Jason tried to be the one to hold the house together, but it was cracking and peice by peice it was falling apart and he knew that, but he'd try everything to have it strong.
shane was on life support and everyone refused to let him be taken off.
"Mitch, come on you have to eat this." Nate said softly as he held a bowl out to her.
"I dont want it" she whispered and pulled the blankets over her head. she was getting skinnier, and nate was worried, and he wanted to just break down, but he had to stay strong for mitchie, for shane, for everyone.
He placed his elbows on her bed as he sat on her desk chair and he placed his face in his hands and oet out a shakey breathe. Mitchie heard him, and slowly pulled the blanket from her face and touched nate's arm. "nate whats wrong?"
"nothing" he sat up straight. "i just.. i need to go for a walk" with that he got up and headed out the door. Mitchie sighed as she stared at her ceiling teary eyed. she cried easily now, she was an emotional wreck.
nate went to caitlyns house.
"I dont know what to do anymore" nate groaned as he sat on her bed.
"nate just stay strong" Caitlyn said softly as she sat next to him.
"Im trying and its only getting harder day by day. Mitchie is falling apart, is losing a lot of weight, and i try everything i can to help her, and now she is refusing my help. everything is falling apart, and i just...i cant...i cant be strong anymore" tears came to his eyes and he laid back with a groan and placed his arm over his eyes. Caitlyn laid on her side holding her head up with her hand as she placed her other hand on his chest.
"nate, i am here for you." She whispered
Mitchie made her way into shane's room as she took a seat next to his bed and took his hand in hers. his cuts where healing and he wasnt so bandaged anymore.
"shane i need you so much" she said. she sounded weak, and you could tell not only by her voice, but by her looks and in her eyes that she was weak and emotionally and physically drained. "I...my life is falling apart. I have been so lost without you" she started to cry. "Shane please, i love you, you know that, with all my heart. you're my rock, my life, the love of my life. you're everything to me." She held his hand to her face, and she kissed it softly. "please shane" she sobbed. she laid her head on his bed, still holding his hand and she slipped into a dreamless sleep.
mitchie was awaken by a light cough and she felt someone rubbing her hand. groaning she lifted her head with a yawn. she looked up at shane and she screamed. "SHANE!" she started to cry, but this time they were happy tears. there sat shane with his eyes open and a weak smile on his face.
"hey babe" his voice was horse.
"Ohmygosh!" mitchie squealed. "i love you!"
Shane chuckled "i know babe, and I love you too."
"youre awake" she cried. "ohmygosh!"
"Mitch,dont cry" he frowned. "im okay."
"but you werent, you were doing so bad, they...ohmygosh!" she bought her hands to her face and cried into them.
Shane took her hand back in his. "Mitchie please calm down."
"i'm sorry!" she took deep shakey breathes.
"it's okay" Shane then sighed. "why...why are you so...pale? and so skinny?" he asked as he wrapped his hand around her skinny wrist.
Mitchie pulled it away and stood up. "i should uh go get the doctors and call everyone. i love you" with that she rushed out the room calling nate.
"hello?" he yawned
"He's awake nate, he's awake!" Mitchie cried happily
"SHANE?" Nate sounded so now
Mitchie laughed "yes! he woke up!"
"oh...oh! OH! Oh my god! Mitchie! This is great! I got to go! we will be right over!"
Mitchie giggled and they hung up. Mitchie rushed down the hallways and to Shane's doctor. "Doc! He is awake!"
The doctor looked up at her. "huh?"
"Shane! Shane he woke up!" Mitchie grinned
"oh!" the doctor got some nurses and they went to Shane's room.
Mitchie outside of shane's room slid down the wall till she was sitting on the floor as she waited for everyone to get there.
When everyone arrived Nate ran straight to Mitchie and pulled her up and into a hug. Mitchie giggled as she tightly hugged Nate.
"can we go in?" Denise asked
Mitchie nodded "doctors already ran some test"
Denise grinned and everyone walked in. Mitchie and Nate stayed behind
"How you doing Mitch?" Nate asked as they sat against the wall on the floor.
mitchie shrugged with a sigh. "He asked me why I looked so pale and was so skinny. He wrapped his hand around my wrist..." Tears appeared in Mitchies eyes. "I pulled away and said was to get the doctor and call y'all."
Nate pulled Mitchie into a hug and Mitchie cried into his shoulder.
"uhm, Nate, Shane wants to see you" Caitlyn said as she stepped out the room
"alright be right in." Nate said and Caitlyn walked back in.
Mitchie stood up and wiped her face as Nate got up.
"We'll get you back on track Mitch." Nate kissed her forehead. "come on" He took her hand and led her into Shane's room.
Shane grinned weakly as he saw Nate. Nate let go on Mitchie's hand and walked over to shane giving him a brotherly hug.
"Man, good to have you awake!" Nate chuckled
Shane laughed. "good to be up bro."
Caitlyn went over to Mitchie and put her arm around her shoulder. "You okay?"
Mitchie nodded. "yeah" Her voice cracked.
"aw, Mitch, come on lets go for a walk?" Caitlyn asked
Mitchie looked up at her and nodded.
"We will be back, we going for a walk!"Caitlyn announced to everyone.
Shane sent her a confused, worried look after looking at Mitchie who had her head down and her arms to her chest.
Caitlyn guided Mitchie out of the room.
"Mitch, what's wrong?" Caitlyn asked
"I'm so happy that Shane's awake, but I'm so humiliated, and disappointed in myself, that he has to see me like this." Mitchie cried. "Why am I like this? I need help!"
Caitlyn bought Mitchie into a tight hug and let her cry. "mitch, we can get you help. or maybe shane being up and coming home soon, maybe you'll be back to your old self again..?"
Mitchie shrugged. "I hope. I just..I got so used to it, maybe along with Shane being up and okay and coming home im going to still need help?"
"Well we'll see how you do when Shane gets back, and if you don't improve your eating habits. we will get you all the help you want, or need okay?" Caitlyn said softly.
Mitchie nodded. "thank you caity"
"I'll always be here for you hun. Now come on lets go be happy for shane yeah?"
Mitchie wiped her tears as they walked back to Shane's room. "Yeah"
Walking inside they saw everyone just sitting around chatting. Mitchie walked over to Nate who was sitting on the window seat, and took a seat next to him. "hey"
"Hey, you alright?" Nate asked
Mitchie nodded. "yeah...I just..I realized I need help." Mitchie looked at her hands.
"well you have all of us supporting you for anything and everything" Nate smiled
Grinning Mitchie looked up at Nate. "thank you"
nate chuckled "no problem twin"
Denise had got up from the chair. "Alright everyone lets give Mitchie and Shane some alone time before visiting hours are over."
Mitchie's heart started to beat fast as she became nervous. Nate stood up and kissed Mitchie's forehead. "Everything will be okay." he winked before walking over to Caitlyn and holding her close as they followed everyone else out the room.
"Come here babe" Shane said as he motioned the chair.
Mitchie smiled and walked over to the chair sitting down and pulling it closer to his bed. "I'm sorry Shane"
"For what?" He looked at her confused
"The way I acted earlier, for the way I have been, and I realized I need help." Mitchie said softly
"help? for what?" Shane was only more confused
"My...my problems" tears came to her eyes. "You being...hurt and asleep this whole time...it took its tole on me. Nate has been by my side like 24/7, and I feel so bad. He was so worried about me, that him and caitlyn wouldnt be able to hang out. He wanted me to eat, he made sure I did my everyday things, bought me food, made me shower, made me do things so i wouldnt fall so into...depression. I just...I became weak. You're my life, my rock, I'm alive, and living a great life because of you. If it wasnt for you Shane, I dont know what my life would be like. I need you." She looked into his eyes and he bought his hand to her face
"I love you Mitchie, with all my heart. Youre my life and my rock." he smiled "when i got into the accident, you were the first person to come to mind, and youre who i thought about. I was worried about you. I understand how much you depend on me, and i love that."
Mitchie smiled and beant over giving him a quick kiss. "I love you shane, and I am so thankful youre okay now."
...
Shane was able to go home now, and Mitchie was helping him to his room. After her laid down, he pulled her down next to him causing her to abrupt in giggles.
Shane chuckled and kissed her cheek sloppily causing her to shriek and giggle. "Shane!"
Shane laughed and held her close to him and she snuggled into him. "ive missed you shane"
"Ive missed you too." Shane kissed her head.
I know it has been a few weeks since i last updated, but like i said in the authors note, i was on writers block. I appreciate all the reviews of ideas i got on the authors note, so thank you to everyone! AND i used some of your ideas, and i will be using more in other chapters. i just of course didnt want to use all in one chapter.
this is like the longest chapter i have written for this story so i hope you all like it!
like? love? hate? dislike? favorite part(s) ? least favorite part(s)?
I was trying to update for a few days and fanfiction wouldnt let me sign in, it kept saying error. but i got on today! :)
REVIEW