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"I have to see her! I really do!" Shane said as he paced back and forth on the bus.
"Then dude, go see her tomorrow." Nate said as he sat on the couch watching Shane.
"But I am so nervous!" Shane groaned as he ran a hand through his hair.
"But you have to see her!" Nate pointed out.
"I know!" Shane continued to pace
"And she REALLY wants to see you." Nate said.
"But she will probably be mad at me." Shane sighed sadly.
"Buuuuut the longer you wait the longer she has to get even more….mad." Nate gave a pointed look.
Shane sighed and plopped down on the couch next to Nate. "Tomorrow."
"Tomorrow" Nate nodded.
Shane took a deep breathe. "Tomorrow" he mumbled to himself as he stood up.
Nate chuckled and rolled his eyes. "Dude…"
"Let's go! Let's go! Off the bus!" Caitlyn yelled as she came onto the bus. "Sound check!"
The boys nodded before running off the bus with Caitlyn. Fans started to scream and yell their names. They all waved as they walked but rushed to get to the doors.
"So how are things going?" Caitlyn asked Shane as she took a seat at the edge of the stage next to him.
"Good. I'm just nervous." He said quietly.
"Why?" She asked
"I am going to go see Mitchie tomorrow." Shane said as he looked down at his hands. "I know for a fact that she will be mad at me."
"Well the longer you wait the longer she has to get-"Shane cut her off
"Even more mad at me? Yeah I know! Gosh you and Nate think exactly alike and say the exact same things!" Shane laughed as he laid back and looked up at the ceiling.
"Well great minds think alike" She grinned
"Whatever Caity" Shane chuckled.
Caitlyn giggled before standing up and skipping off. Shane sighed as he started to think about Mitchie again.
…..
"Go dude GO!" Nate said as he pushed Shane to his car.
"But what if she doesn't want to see me?" Shane asked
"She does, even if she is mad!" Nate said getting aggravated.
"Fine!" Shane sighed and got into his car. "See ya later man."
"Good luck!" Nate waved
Shane drove off and made his way to Mitchie's treatment center.
Mitchie POV
I sat in my room picking at my food.
"Mitchie you need to eat." My counselor came in
"I don't want it." I mumbled
"You were doing so well, why the sudden change?" She asked
"Shane didn't come see me." I frowned.
She sighed. "Honey, please just eat okay?"
I groaned and ate my food, she was really getting annoying!
"I'll be back. Don't do anything I wouldn't approve of." She walked out.
"Stupid" I mumbled and noticed the trash can in my room. Oh yeah I earned that privilege. I stood up with a grin and walked over to the can. I got down on my knees, and put one hand on the rim of the can before doing what I had been getting over. I don't care if I lose this can, I need to do this. I gagged at first, so I tried harder, and that's when all I ate came back up.
About 10 minutes later, I was back on my bed, when my counselor came back in, and her face instantly turned to one of disgust, and disapproval.
"Mitchie! What did you do!" she walked over to the trash can, to see all I threw up, which included…a lot of blood. "Mitchie!" She gasped in complete shock. She picked up the can. "You…you cannot have this, I….I can't believe this!" tears had come to her eyes.
I tried to hold back my tears, at realizing how huge of a step I took back. And as she left my room, I began to cry. Why did I do that? It was such an in the moment kind of thing!
I hid my face under my pillow and sobbed.
My counselor came back in with a sigh. "Mitchie you…you have a visitor."
I sat up with a frown and sniffles. "Who?"
"See for yourself, you are even lucky I didn't ask for the person to leave. Seeing as what you have just done." She left my room.
I jumped up and even though I still had the hiccup after affect of crying, I followed her down to the visiting area, and she opened the door for me. But I could see in her face how mad she was at me. Looking down in guilt I walked into the room. When I heard the door behind me close, I looked up and my eyes grew wide.
"Hey Mitch" He smiled the smile I love
"Shane" I whispered as tears sprang to my eyes, as I hiccupped.
"I am so sorry babe" he whispered.
"Shane!" I cried out and ran to him, where he opened his arms just in time to catch me.
I clung onto him tightly. "Shane I missed you so much" I cried
"You have no idea how much I missed you. I am SO sorry I didn't come last week, I just got caught up in meetings and was so tired, and I just wasn't functioning. I have been so mad at myself ever since. You know I was so excited to see you, and then felt like crap, when I forgot, and then I was so nervous to see you today." He said
"And now?" I looked up in his eyes.
"I am so happy to be here, to see you, to hold you." He smiled adorably.
I smiled as tears made their way down my cheeks. "I love you Shane."
Shane wiped my tears. "And I love you. You have no idea how relieved I am that you aren't ignoring me, or yelling at me."
"I was mad at you, but once I saw you, I couldn't be mad." I smiled
"You're amazing, you know that?" he chuckled.
I hid my face in his chest. "I'm not amazing, Shane. You have no idea how much my life fell apart today before you came here." I cried. "I am so disappointed in myself."
"Baby, what happened?" he held me tightly.
"I was so depressed I didn't want to eat breakfast. Then my counselor told me to eat, and she was getting annoying, so I ate. Then she left the room and I had earned a trash barrel in my room, and then so I went over to it and…" my voice trailed off as I let out a sob.
"Oh no, Mitchie, love." He sighed as he buried his face in my hair.
"I did it too much in that moment, that so much blood came up." I sobbed. "I don't want to be here Shane. I want you; you're who keeps my life on track." I sobbed.
"Babe, you know you need to be here. You need professionals. I couldn't help; it's why you're here. You'll make it through this. Stay strong, do this for me, for Nate, for Caitlyn, for Jason. Do this for my parents, do this to prove to everyone you can. And most importantly do this for you." He said as he held my face in between his hands, and I held onto his arms.
I nodded my head "okay" I sobbed and he pulled me to his chest and hugged me, as I once again clung onto him. "Shane visit, every week please." I cried.
"I promise I will." He said and kissed my head.
"Thank you." I whispered.
"Anything for you Mitch, I love you, you are my world, and I want you to heal." He said as his hand ran up and down my back.
"I love you so much Shane" I cried. "So much."
"I know babe, I know. Please stop crying." He begged.
I took deep breathes and started the hiccups all over again.
"Let's sit down and talk" She offered.
I shook my head. "I want to stay in your arms." I whispered.
"You can sit on my lap" He kissed my head again.
I nodded. "Okay"
He walked us over to a chair, where he took a seat and pulled me down onto his lap. I curled up to him and rested my head on his shoulder and ran my finger across his chest, as one of his hands was around my waist, and the other was on my knees.
After talking for a while, I started to fall asleep. "Babe, I got to get going." Shane whispered.
I shook my head and clung onto him. "No please."
"But visiting hours are about to be over." He said as he moved hair from my face.
Tears came to my eyes. "But I don't want you to go."
"I know, and I don't want to go, but I have to, I have no choice." He said softly.
Just then my counselor came in. "visiting hours over."
Shane nodded and I clung onto Shane. "No" I cried.
Shane sighed sadly. "I love you so much Mitchie." He said standing up where I immediately wrapped my arms around his waist tightly. He gave me a tight hug. But when he released me, I didn't release him.
"Come on Mitchie, let him go." My counselor sighed.
I cried into Shane's chest and he hugged me again. "I'll be back next week. You have to let me go babe."
I cried and slowly released him. He took my face in his hands. "Be strong babe, don't give up."
I nodded and he kissed me passionately which I returned. He then pulled away gave me one last hug and kiss to my forehead.
"I love you Shane."
"I love you too, ill see you soon" he smiled softly before following my counselor out, but winked at me along the way. I sighed and walked back to my room where I sat down and sighed. This was hard but I knew I had to do this.
"Shane!" Nate laughed when I jumped about 10 feet in the air.
"Stupid" I mumbled. "What?"
"How was Mitchie yesterday?" Nate asked
"Uhm pretty good." I looked down.
"What aren't you telling me man?" Nate took a seat across from me.
I sighed. "She made herself throw up yesterday like it was right before I got there too. She said she did too much at that moment that so much blood came out. She said that was a major step back, and she's disappointed in herself, and she no longer wanted to be there. But I told her, that she had to be, she needed the help and such." I sighed and placed my head in my hands.
"Wow" Nate was shocked. "That's….shocking"
"I know bro." I held back tears.
….
MPOV
I was walking into the meeting room where it was now one of our weekly get together. I was thinking it was going to be another normal meeting as I took a seat. As everyone stated to come in and take a seat, I noticed an empty seat. Well that's odd.
"Alright everyone, nice to see you all" Lisa said with a grin.
Everyone said the same to her, and I only nodded my head, still disappointed in myself.
"Well we have a new girl joining us today. She will be here in a few minutes. So until then, talk amongst yourselves.
I put my head in my hands and sighed. "this is just great" I mumbled.
"Mitchie." I heard a familiar voice say.
Looking up I grinned. "Sabrina!"
"hey hey !" she giggled.
I jumped up and we hugged. "Oh my god, what are you doing here?"
"Anger problems" She shrugged.
"oooh" I nodded and we took our seats.
After she was introduced and told her story, we all headed back to our room.
"So Mitchie, Sabrina is your new roomie." Julie said as she walked up beside me.
"Awesome!" we grinned and walked into our room.
…
"So what have you been doing?" Sabrina asked as she sat on her bed.
"Getting over my eating problems" I looked at my hands
"How's that going?" She asked
"Well I took a huge step back the other day, but then Shane visited me, and I told him and we talked about it, and now I'm working forward again, I'm eating a lot and its going pretty good. I'm hoping to be out of here soon. I've been here too long for my liking." I sighed.
"You can do it Mitchie" she grinned
I giggled "thank you Sabrina."
"So does Shane plan on visiting every week?" she asked
"yeah he said he will." I grinned
She laughed. "well I need to have a few words with him."
"Why is that?" I asked
"so he knows I'm here and such." She shrugged.
I nodded. "maybe I can tell Julie to call him and tell him to come an hour earlier than he usually does."
"you don't want to lose any time with him huh?" she asked
I blushed and looked down as I shook my head.
"aw! That's so cute!" she squealed.
"Shut up Sabrina!" we laughed.
…
Sabrina POV
I walked into the meeting room and saw Shane sitting there.
"Shane" I laughed
"Sabrina." He chuckled "what are you doing here? Like it was so weird to get a call saying you're here."
"I know." I sighed "I am here for anger problems" I rolled my eyes. "my dad thinks I need help. Like dude I live at freaking school! He spends like zero hours with me, hows this dude going to know? But nooooo he so totally knows me and I have to do what he says." I roll my eyes again
Shane laughs. "wow sis you have to deal with him."
"Shut up Shane!" I pout
I spent the next hour with him before I left and let Mitchie come in.
MPOV
"Shane, Shane, Shane, Shane, Shaaaane!" I sang as I ran over to him as he stood up.
We hugged each other tightly as he chuckled. "A week without you sucks!"
"I know! Ugh people here get so annoying, more like my counselor, but I know she is doing her job, and its working!" we laughed lightly.
"I'm glad" he smiled
"me too. So what have you been up to ?" I giggled
Shane laughed "touring, finishing that up, and then going back to LA."
I smiled and nodded "that's fun."
"yeah. Got to see one of my friends after like a year of not seeing her." He shrugged
"who?" I asked as I tilted my head to the side.
"taylor." He looked at me.
"Swift?" I asked
Shane nodded. "Swift."
"hm" I looked at my hands.
"babe what's wrong?" he asked as he took my hand in both of his.
"nothing Shane." I said as I looked at our hands.
"Tell me please" He scooted his chair closer to me so we were now side by side.
"Nothing." I said
Shane sighed and kissed my head. "I love you, and only you, always and forever." He whispered
I knew he had a feeling of what was bothering me, and him saying such sweet words brought tears to my eyes as I looked up at him.
"What's wrong?" He asked as he noticed my tears.
"You're so sweet" I giggled
Shane chuckled and pulled me into a hug where snuggled into his side.
"I love you Shane, only you, always and forever." I grinned up to him.
He grinned in return before kissing me.
…
"AHHHH!" Sabrina screamed and I covered my ears.
Julie came running in. "what is wrong Sabrina?"
"These girls here are SO annoying!" She screeched.
"Okay calm down!" Julie told her and Sabrina huffed and sat down.
"What happened?" Julie asked
"These freaking girls want to freaking try and tell me that I am not Shane Gray's freaking sister, because I don't have the same freaking last name as him. WHAT THE FREAK!" I giggled as Sabrina fumed.
Julie sighed and it was time for her to talk to Sabrina. So I stood up and excused myself. Walking into the knitting room, I decided I wanted to give it a try.
Finding a liking to knitting I started on a scarf. Once the class was over, Diana came over to me, she runs the class.
"Hello Mitchie" Diana smiled as she took a seat next to me.
"Hi." I smiled shyly.
"What made you give knitting a try?" She asked
"Well Julie had to talk to Sabrina, and so I excused myself and was coming by here when I decided to give it a try." I smiled.
She smiled in return. "Well I am glad you are giving it a try. It's good for you, and its great to have you apart of the class."
"Thank you" I smiled.
"So I suggest you come to at least two classes a week. We have class every day but you don't have to come everyday. You don't miss out on anything. I answer all questions when asked. But it's good to come at least twice a week. You can come all week, its all up to you." She smiled kindly.
"Okay. Thank you." I smiled and stood up with Diana standing too.
"See you later Mitchie." Diana smiled
"See ya." I smiled and walked out with my in progress scarf.
I walked back into my room to see Sabrina singing to herself. "You okay?" I giggled
She shot me a playful glare but nodded. "Yeah but ugh, how do you deal with these people?" She groaned
"I got used to it." I shrugged and sat down.
"What's that?" She asked pointing to my scarf
"My scarf I'm in progress of making." I smiled. "while I waited for you and Julie to be done talking, I joined the knitting club, its very relaxing." I grinned
She giggled "might just give it a try."
….
Shane pov
I walked into IHOP with Nate, Jason and Caitlyn the next morning. A lot of teenage girls where there. "Oh boy" I mumbled
Nate and Jason chuckled "this is going to be fun" Nate said.
"Just had to pick a very public place yeah caity?" I said sarcastically
"Shut it Gray." She stuck her tongue out at me.
I laughed and we walked over to a table.
"Hello my name is Li-Oh my gosh you are connect 3!" She squealed lightly.
"yeah, hi." Nate smiled being polite.
"Hello!" Jason grinned
I smiled and waved as Caitlyn snickered as she held her camera out.
"What are you doing Gellar?" I asked
"Recording this for Mitchie." She laughed.
"Loser" I chuckled
"Jerk" She shot back
I glared at her as she once again stuck her tongue at me.
"Nate, bro, your girlfriend's rude." I said
Caitlyn gasped. "Am not!" She laid her head on Nate's shoulder.
The waitress laughed and took our order.
After many interruptions and many laughs from Caitlyn we finally left.
"Never again" Nate shook his head.
"your fault Gellar." I pointed out.
"Hate you Gray" She said before holding hands with Nate.
…..
My phone started to ring as I walked down the street with Jason as we decided to go to the music store.
"Hello?" I answered not looking at the ID
"Hey Shane!" Taylor squealed.
"oh hey Swifty what's up?" I asked
"want to hang out tomorrow?" She asked
"uh sorry can't going to visit Mitchie." I said
"please Shane! Before you go visit her? Or after?" She pleaded
I sighed. "I'm busy tomorrow sorry Taylor."
She sighed saldy "Kay, call me if you change your mind." With that she hung up.
"I swear she is trying to get in between you and Mitchie." Jason said
"I have a feeling she's trying. It's why I am keeping away from her." I said
"Come on man, we are here" Jason said and walked inside the store.
"This is amazing!" I said as I looked at the purple electric guitar.
"You're into purple? Like that purple?" Jason asked confused
"For Mitchie" I smiled. "She loves purple. She needs an electric guitar."
"Then get it for her" Jason grinned.
I grinned and got the sales guy. "hey can I buy this?"
"Of course." He opened the glass and handed me the guitar.
I bought all I needed to go with it, and even had a personal message put on it which I shopped around as that was going on. Once finished I placed it in the case, grabbed the bag and left with Jason who bought some picks and new guitar strap.
…
Mpov
"I want to go hooooooome!" I whined as I laid across my bed.
"Me too. You will definitely be out of here before me." Sabrina giggled.
"Well if you get your anger under control you'll be outta here!" I giggled
She stuck her tongue at me "loser!" we laughed
"girls you have some visitors." Julie said as she walked in.
We grinned and jumped up and followed Julie.
"we can have more than one visitor?" I asked
"We let it happen every once in awhile." Julie smiled and opened the door for us.
We grinned and walked in. There was Shane, Jason, Nate, Caitlyn, Denise and Paul.
We squealed and I ran over to Caitlyn and we engulfed each other in a hug. "Its been so long!" she cried.
"I know!" I hugged her tightly. I then pulled away and we wiped our tears and I bear hugged Jason who then bear hugged me back. I laughed and hugged Denise and Paul. I then walked over to Nate and we hugged each other tightly as he kissed my head, before I went over to Shane and jumped into his arms. I kissed him and he instantly kissed me back.
"It's so good to see you all" I said once we were all sitting down around the table. I was in between Shane and Caitlyn and I held onto Shane's hand.
"its good to see you Mitchie" Denise smiled.
"Definitely!" Jason grinned causing me to giggle.
After Sabrina told them why she was here we all just talked and caught up with each other. Caitlyn even showed me that video she made at IHOP. "You poor boys!"I laughed and kissed Shane on the cheek.
"She tortured us" Shane pouted
"On purpose too" Nate laughed.
I giggled and laid my head on Shane's arm. Happy to at least spend a few hours with them.
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