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A few months later.

MPOV

I zipped up my last bag with a grin on my face. I have gained a lot of weight back; I was healthy for my height and all! I am so proud of myself; I even enjoy having time to eat. I smiled when my counselor came in.

"I am so proud of you Mitchie, you stayed strong, and I want you to continue to stay strong." She smiled.

"I will!" I grinned. "I know I have to visit the lady for these problems as I still fight to continue staying healthy."

"Yeah, and I believe in you." She smiled

I smiled "thank you!" I hugged her. "Thank you for pushing me, and helping me, and getting me to how I am today. I am so grateful."

"You're so welcome." We laughed.

…..

I ran to Nate's car and he helped me with my bags before we engulfed each other in basically bear hugs.

I squealed. "I missed you twin!"

"I missed you too!" he kissed my cheek and I giggled. "Come on! Shane is out and we have to get back before him!"

I grinned and jumped in his car.

…..

"I'm nervous. No one knows im back." My heart was pounding.

"Only me" he winked and I laughed. "Come on" he took my hand and led me to Shane's closet. "Get in. he will definitely come in here, and you jump out tada!" he grinned

I giggled and walked into the closet as Nate closed it behind me.

It was about 5 minutes when I heard Shane come into his room. I heard him humming some music and I held back a giggle. I heard him yawn loudly before falling down on his bed. I cracked the closet open to see him lying on his bed horizontally with his arms spread out and his eyes closed. I slipped out the closet, before tip toeing over to Shane. I then quickly jumped on him.

"BOO!" I yelled with a laugh and Shane would have jumped about 100 feet in the air if I wasn't holding him down.

"Mitchie!" He grinned as I was hovering over him. He placed his hands on my cheeks before bringing my face down to his and I laughed against his lips as he kissed me passionately, which I returned happily. "What. Are. You. Doing. Here?" he asked in between kisses.

"Done. With. Treatment." I said also in between kisses.

"mmmmm" this time he kept our lips together as they moved in perfect sync. It of course turned into a very heated much needed, make out session.

"mm babe, I have to go say hi to everyone else." I moaned as he kissed down my neck.

"alright." He kissed my neck once more before sitting up.

…

"It's so good to have you back" Denise said once again at dinner later that night.

"Thank you so much. It's great to finally be back." I giggled, and everyone else grinned.

"I think we all would have gone crazy if you didn't come back soon, like Shane over here whoa!" Jason joked and we all laughed as Shane turned red.

"We all missed you though, so much!" Caitlyn grinned.

"and I missed all of you so much!" I grinned.

"there is so much I have to fill you in on too!" Caitlyn giggled

"Girls night!" Me and Caitlyn said at the same time before bursting into a fit of laughter.

…

"Shane!" I squealed with laughter as Shane tackled me onto my bed sometime the next day.

"Mitchie!" He chuckled.

"You're insane pop star." I joked.

"Rude!" He pouted.

"You love me anyways." I smiled sweetly.

"That I do!" he grinned.

I laughed and jumped up before running downstairs.

"Mitchie!" I heard Shane whine as I busted out laughing.

"Hey Natey Boy!" I giggled and plopped onto the couch next to him.

"Loser" he mumbled.

I giggled before seeing Shane run in. I squealed and jumped up before running out of the room.

"Mitchie, get back here!" Shane shouted with laughter.

I squealed as I took a quick turn. "No!" I cried out as I laughed.

I was out of breathe when I felt Shane's hands circle around my waist before pulling me back against his chest.

I screamed "NOOOOOO!" I giggled

"I got you" He whispered evilly into my ear with the hint of humor.

I pouted. "You weren't supposed to win."

"But I did" He grinned and kissed my neck, I giggled before circling out of his hold and running.

"No fair!" He ran after me.

I laughed loudly as I ran outback to where Jason, Denise, and Paul were. "Help me!" I squealed.

They laughed as they watched me run around the backyard with Shane following me.

"Get back here Torres!" He laughed

"Get away from me Gray!" I laughed

"Nah!" he laughed and caught up with me tackling me to the ground with me landing on him.

I burst out laughing as I buried my face into his chest, where I felt his body shaking in laughter.

"You loser" I said once I stopped laughing.

"That was fun" He grinned and held me close.

I smiled and kissed his cheek before getting up; helping him to his feet and he quickly wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I won't run away" I smiled sweetly at him.

"Not taking any chances." He smirked.

"Rude" I frowned and he kissed my cheek laughing.

We walked over to the table his family was sitting at, and we sat down.

Shane kissed my cheek before resting back against the chair.

"so are you two hungry? We are going to grill." Denise smiled.

"YES!" Shane grinned and placed his hands on his stomach.

I giggled and nodded "a bit yeah."

"Alright well we shall get started." Paul said and stood up.

I smiled and looked over at Shane who opened his arms for me to sit on his lap. Rolling my eyes with a giggle I got up and sat on his lap.

"I love you babe." He said as he gave a kiss to my neck.

I giggled and laid my head on his shoulder. "I love you too."

"Alright, I invited everyone you told me to invite." Nate said as he walked out. "They will all be here soon."

"So this is like a invite people over cookout?" Shane asked

"yes of course" Denise smiled.

I frowned before standing up. "I'm going to go change."

"Me too" Shane stood up still in his PJ's. I giggled and went upstairs with him following but we went to our own rooms.

I walked out my room in a lilac sundress and white sandals. With silver jewelry and light lilac eye shadow, and eyeliner.

Shane was downstairs helping his parents. I walked outback and saw Caitlyn was over. She had on a green and black sundress, and green converse, only her. I giggled and sat on her lap. "CAITY!" I squealed before hugging her.

"Mitchie!" She laughed and hugged me too.

I laughed before standing up and taking a seat next to her.

"How are you?" She asked

"Great thank you! And you?" I asked

"amazing!" she laughed

I giggled and Nate took a seat next to me. "Twin." He said in all seriousness.

"Natey Boy." I said in the same tone. The three of us then started to laugh.

"Ahh so much laughing" I said after calming down.

Nate laughed and winked at Caitlyn who grinned in response. They have their adorable moments, I love em!

….

The cookout has been going on for about an hour now and a lot of people are here. I'm sitting by the pool with Nate as Caitlyn is talking to one of her friends, and Shane is helping his dad.

"So much people" I mumble.

"It's okay Mitch." Nate smiled.

I giggled and pulled my legs to my chest. "Do you guys have a lot of cookouts?"

"mmm yeah." He chuckled.

"I'M HERE!" Some blonde hair girl came bursting in. Everyone but me laughed and greeted her.

"Hey Taylor" most of them said.

"Hey!" she giggled and walked up to Shane as I watched her. I saw them greet each other before giving tight hugs.

I looked down and felt Nate place a hand on my shoulder. "you okay?"

"I'm fine" I gave a weak smile.

"Food's done!" Paul shouted.

Everyone started to walk over to the grills.

Nate stood up and noticed me still sitting. "You coming?"

I shook my head. "I'm not hungry."

"Mitch-"He started to talk

"I'm fine Nate." I gave a tight smile.

"But you haven't eaten much…" he frowned "can you eat now?"

"Nate, I'll eat when I'm hungry." I said.

Nate sighed before walking away. I sat there clutching onto the arm rest of my seat, my knuckles turning white, as I was stopping myself from going to a bathroom or anywhere near a barrel. I shut my eyes tightly and took deep breathes.

"Mitch, you okay?" I heard Caitlyn ask.

I nodded my head, keeping my eyes shut tight and continuing my deep breathes, as my hands still clutched onto the arm rests.

"What's wrong? You're turning pale…" She sounded worried.

I shook my head quickly as my breathing increased.

"Mitchie, Mitchie you need to talk to me." She said as she crouched next to me.

I shook my head and tears were in my eyes, but my eyes were closed tightly.

"Come on stand up, you need to just get away from everyone, be alone, well with me, but alone." She took my hands, and pulled them off the arm rests. "Come on." She pulled me up.

I kept my eyes closed as I stumbled. I felt weak, and like I was going to pass out.

"Mitchie open your eyes please." Caitlyn begged.

I shook my head and started to fall. Caitlyn quickly caught me. "Shane!" Caitlyn yelled.

I heard everyone quiet done, before I heard people running over to me. Caitlyn held onto me tightly.

"What's going on?" Shane asked when he reached us.

"I don't know! She won't talk!" Caitlyn cried.

Shane took me from Caitlyn and held me bridal style before rushing me inside away from everyone else. He ran up the stairs and I felt myself being placed on a bed, with Shane sitting next to me. I rolled on my stomach and clutched onto the pillow with a tight grip my breathing still fast.

'Babe, whats wrong?" he rubbed my back.

I shook my head and didn't say a single thing, or make a single sign.

"Mitchie you need to talk to me." Shane sighed

After a few more minutes of silence I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes and looked at Shane, as he looked back at me. Tears filled my eyes.

"Mitchie baby what's wrong?" Shane asked as he pulled me into his lap where I clung onto him and cried into his chest. "talk to me. Tell me what's going through that beautiful head of yours." Shane said against my hair.

"I-I just….I feel like I'm going to lose you." I cried. "and I don't want to lose you Shane, ever!"

"Babe, what...what are you talking about?" Shane asked in shock. "You will never lose me."

"But it feels like it." I sobbed. "with Taylor, and all the pictures of you all over the internet and in every magazine, and front pages, covers, and the rumors, and the questions, and the "possibility" that I'm out of the picture and taylor's your new girl! I tried to not let it get to me, but it has! I seen her today when she walked in, I saw you two greet each other, I saw how she seemed like such a carefree down to earth girl, whose life seems perfect, who seems to be stress free, and she has the 'perfect blonde hair' and the 'perfect tan in fit body.' Who's 'So healthy.'" I cried. "Then there's me. The girl with the million and one problems, the girl whose fighting to be healthy, the girl who starved herself, who made herself throw up even on an empty stomach, the girl who was abused, hated, the girl whose life had fallen apart. The girl who has been through … and back! The girl you're dating, and no one understands why. no one whose not your family, or me… but then again its like I do wonder why you pick me over all these other girls who have a much better past, that has led them to this great present of theirs. While I have so much, more than I could ask for, and it all came with what I'm going through right now with my eating problems. I didn't even want to eat today, and I haven't, and Nate knew he couldn't convince me otherwise." I let out a sob.

I felt Shane's arm start to loosen, and fall to my hips where he was about to move me off his lap.

"No Shane no! I can't lose you!" I sobbed as I wrapped my arms tightly around him, and buried my face against his chest.

"Mitch…" he sighed

"No please!" I sobbed "don't leave me!"

Shane sighed once again and I felt something wet hit my shoulder and I heard him sniffle. Was he crying?

"I don't know what to do anymore Shane. I feel like I've lost myself." I cried. "I'm supposed to have found myself again. But I just feel like a different person." I sniffed back a sob. "I love you Shane, and I don't want anything to change between us. It all just scares me so much."

"Babe you aren't ever going to lose me." Shane said softly his voice sounding shaky. Wow maybe he was crying.

His arms were again wrapped tightly around me, and he laid us down as we kept our arms around each other, and my head on his chest.

"I love you Mitchie, with all my heart. Never forget that." He kissed my head.

I snuggled closer to him and nodded my head. "I wont, ever." I whispered before slipping into the dream world.

Shane pov

I sat there lightly letting my hand go up and down her back, as I knew she was asleep. I was in complete shock at everything she said, I couldn't believe she thought or well thinks she'll lose me. But it's what the media tries to do. I will prove to her that she will never lose me.

It hurt, everything she said, but I know she is in a fragile state and she isn't 100% healed, and maybe she never will be, but in my eyes she's perfect, she has flaws, but that makes Mitchie…Mitchie. I'm not saying I like the eating disorder, I don't, I want her to over come that and I will be there with her every step of the way.

….

Mitchie pov.

I woke up alone, and I was confused. I sat up and it was dark, very dark, pitch black! Then I heard the thunder and I saw the flash of lightning that lit up my room for a second. I closed my eyes tightly holding back a scream I covered my face.

"I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay" I whispered to myself. "where is Shane?" I groaned and jumped at the crackle of thunder. Images flashed through my mind and I grabbed my pillow and bit on it to hold back my screams. Just go back to sleep Mitchie, you'll be okay. I told myself. I hid my face in my pillow which I placed on my knees.

I screamed my lungs off into the pillow when I felt a hand on my back.

"Mitchie, baby it's me." It was Shane!

"Shane!" I lifted my head from the pillow and jumped to him. He held me close before laying us down, and as I was on my side, facing him as he was also on his side, he ran his fingers up and down my cheek.

"You okay?" he asked

I nodded. "Yeah"

Shane kissed me softly. "Let's talk about everything."

"Everything?" I giggled

"Yeah" He grinned

"Okay you start." I smiled

Shane chuckled. "Alright, So …" and with that Shane went on with stories. We told each other everything we could think of, and I felt so much closer to Shane after that. I knew his embarrassing stories, his secrets, his regrets, his mistakes, and everything that has ever made him happy, I learned everything about him, and he learned everything about me. It's crazy to think we didn't know all of that about each other. But it brought us so much closer, and I couldn't have been happier.

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