Right, this is the last update I have saved on here, I'm hoping to go onto my laptop to upload some more fingers crossed I can connect it. If not i you won't get an update until the earliest 28th. Sorry. Enjoy though xxxxxx
That evening nikki was at home Gemma was in her room.
"Gemma dinner" nikki shouted upstairs with no response "Gemma" nikki said
Tom came out "Gemma your dinners ready"
"I'm not really hungry Tom but thanks" Gemma said back
"I'll go talk to her" nikki sighed
"Don't beat yourself up" Tom said
"You don't know half of it Tom" nikki sighed
"What do you mean?"
"She slept with jack...she thinks she's pregnant..."
"And I'm guessing you went mental"
"Called her a first class whore..." Nikki looked down
"Go and talk to her babe and tell her the options, we have to be there for her"
Nikki nodded going upstairs. She knocked on the door which was already slightly open. "Can I come in"
"Do I have a choice?"
"Fair point not really" nikki said as she went in and sat on the bed next to her "I'm sorry Gemma"
Gemma looked up
"I shouldn't of called you that...it was part of the moment and I was caught in it and I'm sorry...I mean come on turning my back on my daughter when she needs me the most"
"It's alright mum" Gemma sat up
"You've hurt me Gemma...physically and mentally...it hurts for a mother to see there daughter like that earlier and in this posistion and I know I haven't helped matters"
"Mom look it's okay...I'm sorry too"
"Come here" nikki said shedding some tears
"Is mom crying?" Gemma asked smiling
"Shut it and hug me" she smirked as they hugged "right" she said wiping her eyes
"Left?" Gemma smirked
"Very funny. We need to discuss you..." Nikki said moving to face her so they were cross legged "you can ask me any questions you like and I will try my best to answer them"
Gemma nodded
"You have three options...one you have the baby...that means keeping it, bringing it up as your own, two you give the baby up for adoption, three you abort the baby"
"What does that mean?"
"Having an abortion Gemma isn't a nice thing to do, but sometimes it has to happen...they will give you two tablets over two days, that will kill the baby and you will be left to bleed for about two weeks like a period" nikki said
Gemma nodded
"Listen...only you can make this decision, and you have to grow up very quickly baby and me and Tom we will support you with what ever decision you take, but if you choose to keep it or adopt it remember jack has to be involved"
"Have you ever had an abortion?"
"Yes I have Gemma there's no point hiding it, there was a baby before you but I said I miscarriaged when actually I wasn't ready and I aborted the baby, it wasnt pleasant I was on my own, but you have me and I know what it's like, the school will have to be notified but I can speak to Lorraine and I'm not gonna force you to go in after the abortion for a few days if you have it of course"
Gemma nodded "so an abortion is a forced miscarriage?"
"Yeah...yeah it is, are you learning this at the moment?"
Gemma nodded "I think I know what I want to do...I mean I have so much of my life at school why ruin it with a baby...if you will support me and be there for me, I want to abort"
Nikki nodded "of course I will darling, it's a very grown up decision to make" nikki said holding her