Hey everyone,
as most of you know I'm in France at the moment, I've run out of parts to update the here and haven't been able to copy over anymore :(
from tommorow (Sunday 25th August) I will have no wifi until Wednesday 28th as I'm travelling from south of France to north of France and then from north of France over to Portsmouth and then from there back home, 4 days travelling!
hope you can all bare with me for this and I should have a part up by Wednesday night...I hope!
thanks
rosie xx
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The next morning Nikki woke up next to tom and smiled looking over to him.
"morning gorgeous"
"morning baby…can you let Michael know im taking Gemma to the doctors?"
"is it happening this morning?"
"yeah, im gonna give her a few days off its going to be painful"
"yeah good idea, look I'll take holly to nursery"
"thanks baby" nikki smiled leaning over and kissing him
"shes gonna be moody isn't she?"
"more than likely but we an cope" she smiled
"Come on lets get up"
…
Tom walked over to Michael
"Nikki won't be in until break, theres problems with Gemma and shes got to take her to the doctor"
"right, okay…could of done with a bit more notice tom"
"it was quick…look events unfolded last night and nikki booked an appointment as it needs to be sorted, I will cover her lessons, ive got one free and one lesson the PRU Kids can join my class for an hour"
"tom are you sure"
"yes im positive"
"right okay, cheers mate" Michael smiled walking off
…
Nikki was sat in the waiting room with a very quiet Gemma. Nikki looked over placing the magazine she had bak on the table. She held her daughters hand.
"it will be alright baby"
"I know" she whispered back squeezing her mums hand
"And any questions you can ask them and if you want to change your mind that's okay too"
"no mum I want to do this"
Nikki nodded
"Gemma Worthington" a nurse said as Nikki and Gemma got up going over to the room both taking a seat.
"Hi, I'm Laura and I'll be taking you through this process, its very straight forward and any questions I'd be happy to help you"
Gemma and Nikki both nodded
"so what relationship are you to Gemma?"
"I'm her mum" Nikki smiled
"okay its good you have your mums baking Gemma, you will need the support" Laura smiled "Okay, so were going to check exactly how far you are gone, if you were keeping the baby this would be done via ultrasound, but to make the abortion more bareable we just need you to take a special pregnancy test"
Gemma nodded taking the box and going into the toilet.
"Shes so scared" Nikki said
"Most girls are, its good she has an understanding mother, most girls her age come in with there mom and they threaten them with been kicked out and stuff"
"No ive never said that, ive said if she wants to change her decision its okay, I'll be here"
"shes needs someone like you and its good shes got you"
"ive been there on my own by myself and it isn't pretty" Nikki stated
"have you spoken to Gemma about your experience"
"I have" Nikki smiled back.
Gemma came back out and passed the test over.
"okay that's no problem, your about 7 weeks pregnant is that correct"
"about yeah" Gemma whispered
"Okay so your be on tablet abortion…so your take the first one today and the second tomorrow, the first one will relax your muscles so your get the pain like a bad period cramp and possibly feel contractions…the second one will kill the baby and then you will bleed like a normal period…any questions?"
"so I won't bleed until tomorrow?"
"no if you do you need to go to hospital immediately"
Both Nikki and Gemma nodded there hands holding each others.
"lets do it" Gemma said looking at her mum
Laura opened the first tablet and gave it to her. Gemma swallowed it squeezing Nikkis hand.
"that's it good girl" Laura said
Gemma just burst into tears. Nikki pulled her in for a hug.
Laura bent down rubbing her knees "Gemma look at me sweetheart"
Gemma did so
"your done nothing wrong okay, the baby at 7 weeks isn't really a baby it's a little splodge as its still cells, you've done the right thing for your age group you really have and you can go on to have more babies nothing is stopping you"
"I know it justs…"
"I know sweetheart, I see a lot of people cry after abortions and its natural it is, now then take paracetemol drink plenty of fluids and watch some trashy tv, some people have suggested baths there also very good, heres my card any problems let me know, if she does have to go to hospital not saying you will then make sure you ring me"
"will do and thank you" Nikki smiled
"Thankyou" Gemma said quietly going out with Nikki and getting into the car
"right im gonna go to the shop get coke-cola, chocolate, popcorn, or things I don't allow in the house and there yours okay…I want you to relax stick on a movie and make yourself feel good"
"ben and jerrys ice cream?" Gemma asked
"I think I could push to that" she smiled
Gemma smiled