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Robin always felt that he was a great leader for the Teen Titans. He was always there for his team, he encouraged them, and when a teammate had a problem they could count on Robin to help them out with their problem. So it came as a shock when he saw Raven come back to the tower at 11:00 that night with a distressed look on her face mumbling under her breath. 'I wonder what she's mumbling about.' Robin thought to himself 'Let's see if I can get her attention.'

"Raven?" Robin asked a little bit shocked at how late Raven was coming to the tower.

Robin saw Raven jump slightly at the sound of her name. When she turned around she was startled to find out it was Robin who called her.

"Robin what are you doing up?" Raven asked after she regained her cool.

Robin frowned a little at the question "Actually Raven I could be asking you the same thing

"Well I just went to get some fresh air and think about some things that were on my mind." Raven finished though it sounded more like a question.

Robin looked slightly confused "Well what are these things Raven?" Robin asked now trying to figure out why Raven was acting so strangely.

Robin saw Raven struggle to come up with an answer. Finally Raven spoke. "It's nothing to be concerned about Robin just me and keeping my emotions under control that's all." Raven said.

Robin didn't look convinced but he let it go. "Alright Raven." And with that Raven continued walking to her room.

Before she could get there though Robin stopped her. "Raven?"

Raven turned around to look at Robin. "Yes Robin?" Raven asked.

"You know if you have a problem I'm always here to talk." Robin said to her.

Raven gave the smallest of smiles thankful to have a great leader and friend. "I know Robin and thanks." With that Raven was off to her room.

Robin went to sit on the couch, his conversation with Raven replaying in his mind. He couldn't shake off the feeling that Raven wasn't telling him the whole truth. 'Maybe I'm thinking about this way too much' Robin thought to himself. 'Then again what if I'm not? What if Raven is hiding something and it could be dangerous? Not just for her but for the whole team' With this last thought Robin had a goal. He would find out what Raven was hiding and try to help her as much as he could.

When Raven finished her conversation with Robin she released a breath she didn't realize she was holding. 'That was a close one.' Raven thought to herself as she went into her room. As soon as she closed the door to her room she immediately sat on her bed and started thinking about what happened between her and Beastboy just a couple minutes prior.

'This is bad.' Raven thought as the events with her and Beastboy raced in her mind. 'I didn't mean for my feelings for him to increase. I just wanted to tell him that I couldn't be friends with him any longer but of course that didn't happen.'

At this thought Raven sighed. Not only did her feelings for Beastboy intensify but now Robin was getting suspicious of her coming into the Tower and her behavior. 'Great that's all I need is for Robin to find out about me seeing Beastboy and finding out that he's a thief.'

Raven now caught herself having an inner conflict. On one hand she wanted to continue to see Beastboy because she, for some reason she still couldn't explain, felt sort of relaxed when his presence was around and she was starting to find his company enjoyable. But on the other hand she wanted to stop seeing Beastboy because she didn't want Robin to find out about Beastboy and she didn't want to see Beastboy get hurt because of her. So here she was now at a point where she for once had the option to choose what she wanted. And now the question was what would she choose? Would she choose her team over Beastboy simply because she didn't want to see him get hurt? Or would she choose Beastboy and let her team down knowing that she would hurt them?

Raven sighed. There were too many questions and not enough answers for her. She was confused and she hated being confused. She wished that this situation was like a book where she could look ahead and find out what happens at the end. But sadly she couldn't do that. Raven sighed once again and decided to head to bed. She got her pajamas out for once and changed out of her uniform into the silk midnight blue pajamas. After that Raven got in the bed. As soon as her head hit the pillow she was out.

Raven found herself in the kitchen at the Tower. But instead of finding herself alone she saw the whole team there including herself. 'What the hell is going on here and why can I see myself?' Raven thought to herself as she walked to the kitchen. She immediately noticed a huge difference in the team. There was one person who was there who wasn't originally on the team before. She saw Beastboy sitting at the Titans table and she saw him laughing along with the other Titans at something he said. 'This must be a dream'. Raven thought. She then saw something else that shocked her all over again. She saw Beastboy get up from the table and sit down on the couch next to her dream self and he whispered something in her ear. When he was finished she saw him lean down next to her dream self and saw them kiss.

Raven jumped up from her bed gasping for air. She remembered the dream so vividly. The dream to her felt so real and Beastboy looked like he actually belonged on the Titans team.

Raven then got up from her bed and went to the kitchen to fix her some herbal tea. She got the kittle out and put the water in it and put it on the stove. While the water was boiling Raven thought back to her dream. If Raven was being honest she actually liked the dream. The idea of Beastboy being on the Titans team was actually not that bad of an idea. In fact Raven thought that had Beastboy not been a thief he actually WOULD have been on the Titans team with her.

Raven heard the whizzing sound of the kittle and went to turn the stove off. She opened up the cabinet above her and got out her herbal tea. She made the tea and went back to the table. When she sat down she took a sip of her tea and instantly felt her body relax. She took another sip and resumed thinking about her dream and Beastboy.

Raven didn't know what her dream meant, but she knew that she could no longer deny the fact that she wanted to be more than friends with Beastboy. But with that happening (if it would ever happen) she knew the consequences that would come with it. First off her emotions. If she was to get into a relationship with Beastboy she could hurt somebody if her emotions got out of control and she didn't want that to happen. The second thing was that she didn't want Beastboy to get caught by the police or worse Robin. The last thing she wanted was for Beastboy to get caught because of her.

But Raven knew that despite these things she still wanted Beastboy. For once she wanted to experience what a relationship would be like. She wanted to try and be a normal girl even though she knew she was far from it. Even she sometimes wanted to be selfish and now this was one of those times. But even now Raven knew she had a choice to make. Her team or Beastboy?

Raven finished her tea with these thoughts on her mind. She washed her cup and put it back. She started walking in the direction of her room. When she got to her room she got in bed. The last thought on her mind was of Beastboy, her team and what choice she should make.

AN:/ Well guys what do you think Raven's choice should be, Her team or Beastboy? And what did that dream mean was it important or was it wishful thinking? What about Robin will he find out about Beastboy or not? Mmmm all these questions that only I know the answer to! Mwahahaha! But anyway hopefully you guys enjoyed this chapter and please review so I know if you guys like the story or want me to add anything :)

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