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Did y'all hear SKYSCRAPER by Demi Lovato ? AHHHH! I am going crazy! If you havent go freaking listen to it AND buy it ! its #1 on iTunes! :D
HAVE YOU SEEN THE SKYSCRAPER MUSIC VIDEO! AHHHHHHH! It's so simple yet SO powerful, the song i think is way to emotional and powerful to be having a crazy music video which is why i think the simpleness of the music video really fits! AND Demi cries in the video ! Bought me to tears! The sog itself, the music video, the interviews it all bought me to tears! Demi has been through so much and i am so proud of her! AHHH! Demi made a comeback! She's my role model, I look up to her, I have things I deal with, and I look up to her, cause i know she's already dealt with it full on and she made it through. BUT ANYWAYS Im so freaking excited right now! The video i seen it two times already and heard the song...too many times to count! okay wow this is a long rant about Demi :D
Selena Gomez was the one to call up Demi when Demi was put into Rehab. She called Demi sobbing asking her if she was okay, and Demi put all problems aside and started to cry along with Selena, and told Selena she was okay and aww! DELENA !
Miley Cyrus sent Demi a Christmas present when she was in rehab and it meant a lot to Demi cause Demi didnt get present. MEMI!
Justin Bieber tweeted "I'm not sayin your the one girl, I'm just here to have fun girl" uh oh?
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Lauren: Thank you hun! I'm hoooooome hahahaha! When I grow up…hmmm…im really not sure actually. My mind keeps changing. You?
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Listen to his songs then!
Aw ! No I haven't heard any of it except Love you Like a lover song :O OH I want to listen to that then! Lol
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DID YOU HEAR IT AHHHHHHHHHH!
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: I HAVE MANY TIMES! :D
It is ! omg im obsessed! And awwww thank you! Youre awesome!
CHAPTER:
Nate looked up at me and I grinned with thumbs up. He grinned and looked around at everyone else…who looked shocked!
"Wow…" Paul whispered
"I wanted him to prove, that he can do this solo CD. It's not going to break Connect 3 up, and they all have agreed on that. It's time to give them time off, and to let them do what they want for a little while." I said then bit my lip.
Paul smiled and looked at Nate. "I believe in you, I believe that all of that can become a success."
"So you're letting me do this! All of us?" Nate asked shocked as he stood up, shock clearly on his face.
Paul nodded "Yeah. You all get to do what you have planned to do. Connect 3 gets a "break"." He grinned.
I squealed causing everyone else to laugh before they broke out in relieved cheers. Shane came over to me and grabbed me around the waist from behind. "You're amazing!"
I laughed and kissed his cheek. "So I've been told." I giggled
Shane laughed with a wink, before going to Nate. "Congrats man!" they did a bro hug and I smiled watching them.
Caitlyn came over to me. "This is great Mitchie." She smiled
"I agree. It's something they all wanted, and needed." I grinned
"And you helped them get it. They will forever be thankful" She giggled
I laughed and pushed her lightly causing her to laugh.
….
Everyone was hanging out inside the house, and everyone was happy. I walked into the kitchen to see Nate sitting at the island with Caitlyn; I smiled at the two before going to the fridge.
As I was looking through the fridge I felt arms go around me, and then I got lifted off my feet. I squealed and heard Nate's laugh. He put me down and right when I turned around he engulfed me in a hug. "Thank you so much Twin!"
"Awe!" I hugged him tightly. "No problem at all Natey Boy."
Nate chuckled and kissed my head before going back over to the island, and taking his seat next to Caitlyn. I grabbed water and a can of Pringles and waved at the two before walking out the kitchen.
….
I was in the kitchen at almost midnight sitting at the island just thinking with a bottle of water in front of me. I had a content smile on my face after today's events.
"Hey Mitchie" I jumped startled from being so deep in thought. Looking up I saw Paul standing by the entrance to the kitchen awkwardly.
I smiled small. "Hey Paul"
"Is it okay if I talk to you?" He asked
I nodded "Yeah of course."
He smiled before walking over to the other side of the island and leaned on his arms, on the island and looked up at me. "I'm so sorry Mitchie."
I looked shocked before recovering quickly and looking down at my hands. "Uhm…for what?"
Paul chuckled. "Everything. I was so rude to you, and it was uncalled for. I had no reason at all to be mad at you. I had no reason at all to take my anger out on you, or say any of things that I said. I shouldn't have said any of that, and believe me Mitchie, I am beyond sorry."
"Why did you say all of that? Why did you act the way you did?" I asked quietly as I looked up at him,
"My mother…she got diagnosed with cancer, and she is in the hospital. Me and my mom we were always like best friends, and so when I found out how she is doing and….it just…it all hit me hard. I'm scared for her, I'm praying for her, and she's the one who is always telling me to not over work the boys, she keeps my head on straight, especially when it comes to them. She makes sure I'm doing the right thing for them…everything. Denise she does too, but my mom…she's…she's just…" his voice trailed off
"the person who you look up to?" I asked quietly.
"Yeah completely. I just…I always listen to her. So when she got sick and she wasn't helping me out, I didn't know what to do, and I got angry. I took your life, and blamed everything on you, like…that you are stressing the boys. And you're not! It's me, it's always been me. I argue with denise, a lot around Shane, and so I tried to say that his stress came from you because you had…" he trailed off again not knowing how to word it.
"The extra baggage? The bad life?" I asked
He smiled sadly and nodded. "Yeah" he whispered. "But I know it was me, I know Shane didn't like me arguing with Denise all the time."
I nodded "I know…he told me about it."
"He did?" Paul looked up at me sadly.
"Yeah, he said it really hurt him, he didn't like it. He knew he was more mature than Jason and older than Nate, so he thought that's why you guys thought it was okay to argue around him."
Paul nodded "it wasn't okay, it never was. I shouldn't have let it happen." He put his head in his hands.
"Shane thought you and Denise were going to get a divorce. Paul…it really scared him. He doesn't want you and Denise to divorce. You're his parents; no one ever wants their parents to divorce. Unless...one's treating the other badly." I mumbled the last part, thinking of my parents.
I heard Paul sniffle before he looked up, he was crying, he had tears down his cheeks and he looked so sad. "I never wanted him to think that. I never implied it."
I smiled sadly at him. "But when parents argue so much, their kids jump to conclusion."
Paul nodded sadly before putting his face back in his hands. "My mom…she's just took a toll on me. It's been awhile now, that she's been sick and in the hospital, and I just told denise about it…she didn't know either, she didn't understand what was going on with me, and I felt bad. I just…she knows how close I am to my mom, and I just didn't want to spill the news to her, because her and my mom are also close. I'm glad I told her though. But none of that gave me the right to treat you the way I did. I mean Mitchie you have been through so much! You even…lost…your mother and you are so strong about it!"
"Everyone reacts differently." Tears came to my eyes thinking about my mom.
"I am so sorry Mitchie. I can't believe the way I treated you! I pushed you; I said horrible things to you! Words can't even describe how sorry I am. I hope…I hope you can forgive me." He looked up at me.
I got off the stool and walked over to him, I stood in front of him, as he had turned to face me. "it may take some time for me to fully forgive you, because of how much what you did hurt me. Just know, I love Shane, I love him with all of my heart. He has been here for me through everything. He stuck by me. He never complained that my extra "baggage" was a problem. If he, himself, ever said the words then that would be different. You telling me that, hurt, because I was thinking Shane was saying stuff about me behind my back, but Shane denied that me depending on him, is a problem. He said he would tell me himself if it ever became a problem. So I didn't like you telling me that I was too close to Nate, because Nate is my best friend, he's like my twin, he's been here for me too! He helped me deal with Shane, when he got hurt! We are really close, I know that, but its completely best friend/twin way. It's not at all a "feelings for each other" kind of way!"
"I know, I know and I am so sorry Mitchie!" Paul was still crying.
I nodded with a small smile. "I know Paul; I just wanted you to know how I felt, and my thoughts. Okay?" He nodded fast. "I believe I can at some point forgive you completely. But do know that I completely appreciate your apology; it means a lot to me to get one. I just right now, I need to take everything in, and think about it, and its just what you said, you know, it had a huge impact, its hard to forgive you for that. But I can, I'm a very forgiving person." I smiled "thank you for apologizing."
Paul smiled. "Thank you Mitchie."
I nodded and took a deep breath. "and Paul I am so sorry for your mom, my prays are with her and you, and I hope everything will be okay."
Paul smiled gratefully. "Thank you so much Mitchie."
"No problem." I smiled "Goodnight." I headed to leave the kitchen.
"Goodnight Mitchie." I heard Paul call before I headed upstairs, ready to just think everything through.
Nate's POV
I woke up the next morning ready for a normal, more happier day. As i walked downstairs I heard my dad humming in the kitchen. I headed to the kitchn with a smile on my face.
"Hey dad! Good Morning!" I said cheerfully and went to the fridge.
My dad stopped humming "Goodmorning son!" He said cheerfully. "You're in a good mood this morning" He chuckled
I laughed "I really am, you know cause you're letting us do our own things and things are working themselves out ya know?"
My dad grinned "Yeah, you know Nate, I am so sorry, for everything!" His face had turned serious and sad.
"dad" I smiled sadly "It's okay"
"But the way I treated you, Mitchie, Shane...all of you! I accused you and Mitchie of being too close, I yelled at you, I put it in your face that Mitchie hated you..at a time, and I lost control. I wouldn't even let you do your own thing." He had tears in his eyes.
"Yeah but dad-" He ended up cutting me off
"My mom...your grandma...she's in the hospital for cancer, and she isnt doing the greatest" He said softly, and my jaw dropped in shock. "its why I was treating everyone the way I was and I know it was wrong...but I couldn't help myself"
"I know dad, she's the one who keeps you in check on how you treat us...I understand. I understand everything now dad. Trust me, I forgive you. I love you dad, and everyone makes mistakes, and I know to forgive people when they make mistakes."
My dad smiled gratefully at me. "Thank you Nate!"
"It's okay dad. Just next time please don't treat us bad, just tell us. Especially don't treat Mitchie bad...she's Shane's girlfriend we all accept her. She didn't deserve to be treated the way you treated her."
"I know" he nodded "and I apologized to her last night. She understand and appreciates my apology she just isn't ready to forgive me yet, which I understand."
I nodded this time "I understand to. I'm glad you're changing back, and fixing things. I think it will really help with a lot of things now."
"I hope so. I'm glad I'm doing all this too" He smiled
I chuckled. "No more arguing with mom right?"
"Correct" He smiled
I went over and hugged him tightly "thank you dad"
He hugged me back "Thank you Nate"
...
Shane's POV
I was in my room playing my guitar with my notebook and pen next to me on the bed. I would occasionaly add lyrics to the piece of paper, as I played the a melody over and over on the guitar.
I heard a knock on my door, stopping my playing. "Come in!"
The door opened and in walked dad. I smiled "Sup"
Dad chuckled "Hello Shane, um can I talk to you?"
"Course!" I placed my guitar down next to me.
Dad walked over and pulled the desk chair over next to my bed and sat down. "Shane I'm sorry"
I gave him a confused look. "Sorry? For what?"
"Everything. The way I treated you all! Especially Mitchie! I had no right to treat her like that at all! I apologized to her last night, and I just apologized to Nate downstairs."
I nodded "Yeah Mitch told me about that."
I nodded "My mom's in the hospital"
I spit out the mountain Dew i had just taken a sip of, and coughed. "What?"
"Cancer...she isn't doing all that great." He looked down at his hands.
I leaned back against the headboard and let out a shakey shocked breath. "Wow"
"I know and I should have told you all sooner! It just...it was hard." He said with a shaking voice
"Yeah...I...I understand dad" I ran my hands over my face.
"Um and um no more arguing with mom. I promise. Mitchie told me ow it was hurting you and how you thought we were going to get a divorce. We're not Shane, we never thought about it, or well I never did. She just found out about my mom too. Thats why we used to argue, because she didn't know. I took it all out on everyone else and I realized how wrong that was. That's why I am so easily now letting you all do what you have to do. I think that while you all go your seperate ways in music or whatever, that I can take time off too. I can focus on my mom and I can focus on helping her. I think I need a break just as much as you all do too from Connect 3. If that's okay with you. You're the first person I mentioned this whole break thing for me, to. I want your opinion first because of how much trouble I put on you, with arguing and Mitchie your girlfriend. I made your life hard and so I want your approval on whether I can take a break from being a manager to focus on my mom."
"I was already nodding by the time he finished. "Of course you can dad! Of course! You deserve a break. You need a break. You need to take care of Grandma, we dont want you working if grandma needs help. Take a break, help her, lets keep this family on track. I know you're not my real dad, but you've been here for me as if you were my real dad. Everyone believes your my dad. Your family I see as my family. Take care of grandma. We can handle anything that comes Connect 3's way as we take a break from it. Things are changing and I think it's all a much needed change for everyone. We're all growing up, we're all seeing the different possibilites in life, and we're already to take chances and see where we go in life. We may go through rocky grounds, but we will always get through them. We're all family." Tears were in my eyes, and dad was already crying. Things are looking different, this is good.
...
Mitchie pov
We are all sitting around a fire outback later that night making s'mores. Everyone was talking and laughing, and having a good time...everyone...together.
I leaned my head on shane's arm and he kissed my head before we smiled at each other. I looked around at everyone before softly singing a line that suddenly hit me...a new song was coming
"Go ahead and try to break my down, I will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper!"
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A lot of apologizing in the chapter, I think it just really needed to happen so it's a chapter for apologizing :)
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So much Skyscraper in this chapter! WOOO! I'm a very happy person at the moment.
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Wow a majority of this chapter is me ranting to you all! OOPS :)
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