Chapter 5

POV Justin

Justin is in the ambulance with Tahnee who is unconscious due to that she lost a lot of blood while cutting herself. Justin holds Tahnee's hand and turns it around finding cut marks on her wrist. Tahnee… why are you doing this to yourself? You're going to be fine. After Tahnee gets stitches for her cuts on her wrist, the hospital keeps her for one week for monitoring. Justin already spent 2 days looking after Tahnee.

"Mum?" she weakly spoke, I suddenly woke up, "Baby, it's Justin," I smiled at her, "What are you doing here? How about your concert?" "The concert's finish, I came to see you then I saw you passed out on the floor so I called an ambulance," She tried to sit up but then her cuts on her wrist prevented her from doing so. I held up her wrist and asked "Babe, what did you do to yourself?" She quickly hid her wrist under the blanket. "Nothing… I just fell on the street while riding my bike," she muttered, "Just tell me the truth, I won't get mad I promise," I smiled, "Well, when I saw you on tv, I cried my eyes out and the pain wouldn't stop, so I cut myself. I thought that the pain would stop but I was wrong." "Babe, you did this because of me?" she nodded, I felt really guilty, no… wait, not guilty, something worst that guilt. I couldn't stop the feeling from overwhelming me, I held her hands and said "I will never hurt you again, I promise," I didn't know whether I could keep this promise, but it was the right thing to say. "Get some rest, you look tired." I suggested, "But we have to talk things out first, I'm really sorry for what happened," she said, "No, I'm sorry. I should've put you first instead of my career," "But Justin- " I interrupted, "You need to rest," I pulled the blanket over, kissed her forehead and walked out of the room. "Did you tell her?" Scooter asked, "No, she's been through a lot already," I told him "Well, what are we waiting for? Our plane leaves for Paris in an hour." I left a note on her side table for her. This was probably the last time I would see her.

I took one last look at her and walked out of the hospital towards the tour bus got on and headed for the airport.

POV Tahnee

Tahnee wakes up in the hospital bed expecting Justin to be there. All she sees is a bouquet of flowers and a card. She picks it up and it's from Justin. "Dear Tahnee, I am so sorry that I'm not there to make sure you get better. By the time you're up and reading this, I'm probably on my way to Paris. I am so sorry that I didn't tell you this, I wanted you to get better and not worry about me. I'm having my concert on Wednesday and yesterday was probably the last time I was going to see you. So goodbye. I love you and I always will. She puts the card down. Her mum is sleeping on the chair near her bed.

"Mum? Mum! Wake up!" I shouted, "Mmm? What? Honey you're awake!" She exclaimed. She walked up to my bedside and held my hand, "Are you okay darling? Do you need anything?" "Yes I do, I think I made the biggest mistake of my life," "Honey what is it?" "I need to see Justin again…" "But honey, I don't think that's possible because he's going to Paris…" She said, "I need to see him, I'll book the flights and hotel. His concert is 2 days from now," "Honey…" She sighed and paused "A guy like Justin only comes once in a while, so I'll let you go." I leaped up with joy and I hugged my mum as hard as I can, "OH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH," I shouted, "It's good that you're getting discharge today. I already packed your things, so all you need to do is change," She smiled. I got up and walked to the bathroom and changed into my jeans and my tank top and blue hoodie. After that I picked up my Nike duffle bag and walked to the reception with my mum to sign out. When I exit the hospital through the doors, a rush of cold air hit me like a ball hit me in the face. I pulled my hoodie together and walked with my mum to the car and got into the front seat and put the duffle bag in the backseat and we drove home. After I got home, my mum booked one ticket, "Mum? Why did you book one ticket?" I asked, "Well honey, I think you need to do this by yourself. I book the tickets for tomorrow night at ten o'clock," "TOMORROW NIGHT? BUT THEN MEANS I LAND ON THE DAY OF HIS CONCERT!" I exclaimed, "Sorry honey, it's the only flight available to Paris right now," she apologized. I ran upstairs and took out my suitcase and started to pack. Half way through packing I felt tired and decided to change and went to sleep.

POV Justin

It's three o'clock in the morning and sitting next to him is his mum. Everyone is sleeping except for him. He is sitting there thinking about Tahnee. I shouldn't have let her go… all I can think about is her. I stare outside the window and see stars… I wonder if she's thinking about me too… Then the cabin lights switched on and the Captain was made an announcement, "Uh, we are 15 minutes away from Paris. It is currently three fifteen in the morning. Thank you very much for flying with Air France."

"Justin?" My mum woke up, "Yeah? We are about to land mum," I said. I put my seat up right and helped my mum put her seat up right as well. I started outside the plane and I saw Paris it was beautiful but I couldn't think of anything else but Tahnee. As the plane landed I got my hoodie on and my sunglasses. I walked through immigration, customs and security with my hoodie and sunglasses on. As I grabbed my luggage and walked out of the airport. There was screaming fans and paparazzi with their cameras trying to get pictures of me. As I got into the car it was a half an hour drive to the hotel. After we checked in I went straight to sleep.

POV Tahnee

She wakes up later than she thought, it's eight o'clock at night and she hurries to finish packing up her luggage. She calls a taxi and hugs her mum goodbye and gets into the taxi and drives off to the airport. Once she gets to the airport she hurries through check in and immigration and gets onto the plane.

POV Justin

He wakes up at nine o'clock and he takes a shower and gets dressed and goes to his sound check. The sound check goes for 10 hours and the stadium opens for his concert at seven o'clock. He opens the concert with Love me.

POV Tahnee

She lands at nine o'clock at night. The concert finishes at ten o'clock. She rushes through immigration, customs and security and hops into a taxi. Good thing I decided to learn French instead of German. "Uh- Au stade national s'il vous plait" The driver nodded his head and started to drive off. I hope I make it in time. She arrives at the venue at grab my luggage and try to get backstage to see.

"I need to get backstage to see Justin! It's urgent!" I said to the bodyguards, "Sorry ma'am, you can't see Justin unless you're his mother, his manager or his girlfriend but I guess you can't be any of them because Justin doesn't have a girlfriend," "But I am his girlfriend! Hasn't he told you yet?" As I heard him finish the concert with Somebody To Love, I begged the bodyguard to let me backstage.

POV Justin

Justin finishes his concert with Somebody to Love and then he goes back stage sweaty. Then one bodyguard comes up to him and says that his "girlfriend" has come to see him.

My girlfriend? I don't have a girl- Oh my god, Tahnee? I went to the entrance of the backstage and I saw her standing there with her luggage. "It's okay, she's with me," I said to the bodyguard. "So you're my girlfriend now?" I smiled to her "Well, I needed an excuse to come and see you," she smiled "Eww you're really sweaty" she stepped back. I laughed and she said, "I'm so sorry, I didn't want to let you go, I can't let you go. I need you… I love you," she stared into my eyes. I leaned and kissed her on the lips. I moved away from and said "I shouldn't have let you go," I stared at her eyes, "Well we better get you back to my hotel," "Your hotel? I'm staying at your hotel?" "Why not?" I smiled back at her. I grabbed her luggage and helped her bring it to the car. As we were driving to the hotel she felt tired and slept on my shoulder, I let her. When we arrived at the hotel I let her go up to the room and I helped her check in.

POV Tahnee

She goes up to the room, which is the same floor as Justin's. I can't believe I'm here right now. Oh shit, I forgot my pyjamas at home. I guess I have to sleep in my underwear and my varsity t-shirt. I get my clothes and go into the shower.

"Hello? Tahnee? Can I come in?" I heard Justin knocking on my door, but I was still inside the shower, "Yeah just take a seat anywhere," I said. I came out of the shower and put on my clothes and blow dried my hair. I stepped outside and saw Justin on his phone play angry birds.

POV Justin

Justin sees Tahnee in her shirt and underwear and puts his phone away.

"When did you get sexy?" I winked at her, "I forgot my pyjamas at my home," I said. She walked to her luggage and bent down to put her clothes back in her luggage. I stood up and went to her and started to kiss her neck. She turned around and said "Trying to get me turned on?" she said, I winked at her and pushed her against the wall and started to make out with her. She wrapped her legs around my waist and started to push her fingers through my hair. I turned around and laid her down on the bed and she rolled over and now she was on top. She leaned down to kiss me and I stopped her, "Baby, safety first." I stepped out of the bed and wet to the bathroom and pulled a condom out of my wallet.

Was I really going to do this?

POV Tahnee

Was I really going to do this? Have sex with Justin Bieber?