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CHAPTER FIVE
Aaron Livsey had completed his second week at the garage in Hotten, Cain had told him he'll need him back in the village soon, and Aaron was glad...glad because of only one person, Matt...ever since Matt had touched his backside Aaron had to fight his feelings...and he was really quite certain what they were...the backside incident wasn't mentioned over the last week, Just Matt giving him sideways glances and knowing smiles and winks, and Aaron was always glad to get out at the end of the day.
Now with Friday completed, Aaron quickly packed up his ruck sack in the rest room, Paul bade him a good weekend and left just leaving Matt watching him , " I thought I'd grab a shower..." Matt mused, " thought you cared to join me...", Aaron looked up and pulled him a face, " AS IF...YOU DO KNOW...I'm NOT interested...end of..", Matt raised an eyebrowe at him, "oh...not by the signals you give me..." he approached Aaron...he could smell Aaron's aftershave, "you've only just started to wear that scent this week...I think YOU know I LIKE IT", Aaron swallowed as he forced away the eye contact he was so drawn to, " you don't know what you are going on about mate..." he hissed, Matt inched a little nearer, " I think you're a tease Aaron...and YOU LIKE IT...you like knowing what you do to me...", smiled Matt with an enticing manner...and a brief touch of his own crotch region.
Aaron chewed his tongue and lifted his ruck sack, " I've GOT to be going...", Matt backed off...he never pushed Aaron TOO far...just far enough..." okay don't let me keep yah from your hectic weekend...Leeds again is it...or ANOTHER quiet night in with boring to be", Aaron shook his head at him, "DON'T call him that...you don't know him like I DO", Matt walked away, " gotta have a shower...I'VE GOT an endless night of clubbing to get to...", Aaron watched him go and sighed, seething with jealousy...and then the guilt...he backed away to the exit and left the premises...
As it was Friday, Jackson was at Hotten's leisure centre with little Jack, Jackson sat at the pools edge, his legs dangling in the water, he watched Jack play on the many slides avaliable to the kids to have fun on...and as usual Jack was squealing in delight and even was boistress enough to jump to the front of the que every time, Jackson found it amusing...but he knew he'd have to make his son learn to take his turn...Aaron's ways was already rubbing off on the lad...he looked up to the clock hanging on the tiled wall, what the hell was keeping Aaron anyway...
Aaron was outside Bar West with his ruck sack over his shoulder, watching the punters laughing and joking around down inside...he agonised with himself...h could hear the ale calling him...but forced himself up the street...in direction of the leisure centre...
At the pool Jackson swam up and down the length of the pool...the constant noise drowned out as he duck his head beneath the water...he stayed under water for a far while...he LIKED being UNDER WATER...and tried to hold his breath as long as he could...then springing to the surface he immediately kept an eye on Jack who was still safe at the shallow end, Jack was a good swimmer , Jackson had taught the little lad himself, he pulled himself out the water and sat soaking wet at the pools edge, feet dangling again into the water.
Then just as he was about to get up, Aaron was suddenly sitting beside him, Jackson waved a hand toward the clock with a big frown, " and what time do you call this...!", Aaron shrugged, "I worked a little over...it's no big deal mate...we had a lot on...", he felt bad instantly, he never lied as much to Jackson than he had this week...and he hated it..." I'm sorry mate...I'll be early next week...I PROMISE YAH...", Jackson nodded, but Aaron could see he was peeved, "yeah...well if you're sure you can FIT US in..." he quibed...Aaron shiftedhis bum across and slid into the water, and looked up at Jackson, " so...aren't you coming in...", Jackson could never stay mad at Aaron for long...a smile broke out on his face and Jackson joined him in the water...
Afterwards, Aaron dried himself off in the changing rooms...while Jackson saw to Jack, Aaron stared into the mirror and watched Jackson thoroughly dry off the boy, he smiled...then it faded...and he didn't really know why...he felt bad again...he shook his head, and started to get himself dressed...then opening up his wallet to see if he needed the cash point, he immediately saw the piece of paper forced inside between a couple of fivers, he picked it out, and saw that it read a mobile number, and Matt's name beside it...the CHEEK of the guy!...but he liked it...he liked the idea of Matt having the balls to do it...feeling guilty again...he closed up his wallet as Jackson came to his side, " come on Aaron, chop chop...we're got to get this little man some tea..." he told, Aaron forced on a smile, " burger king is it...", yep the SAME OLD ROUTINE thought Aaron...he stuffed his towell in the ruck sack and followed the two guys in his life out the changing rooms exit...
It was passed 8 when they finally got back to the village, and as they got inside Dale head, Jack immediately made a beeline to the TV...Jackson dumped the damp swimming gear into the washing machine, and turned to Aaron, " Aaron...", Aaron was in a trance, " AARON!" Jackson called much louder, Aaron realised what Jackson wanted and handed him his ruck sack with his wet things inside, " flaming 'eck Aaron...what's GOT into you...", Jackson said warily, Aaron stared at his boyfriend then disappeared up the stairs...Hazel then let herself in, " hiya only me boys..." she cooed loudly, Aaron was glad he'd went upstairs, he couldn't stomach HER tonight and her endless questions about how HE felt about her son...
Hazel cuddled her grandson and let him chatter on about swimming...but Hazel was only half listening from where she sat on the sofa with the lad, she could see Jackson in the kitchen staring out the window like he had the world on his shoulders, Hazel turned to Jack, " that was nice wasn't it...now my lovely little lad...you be good and watch your cartoon...I'm gonna cheer up daddy..."
Hazel left the boy watching TV and approached Jackson, " penny for them..." she cooed, Jackson turned his head the young man looked like he was about to cry, " Jackson sweatheart...what is it...", Aaron was about to head down the stairs, when he caught the end of the conversation, "it's Aaron AGAIN isn't it..." he heard Hazel say, "I don't know Mum...I try my best to make him happy...but I don't think HE is..." he heard Jackson say, " BUT he's agreed to marry you...he must be happy to do that...right..." Hazel soothed, " yeah but...sometimes...I think he's just doing this because he feels he has to...", Aaron's heart raced...that's NOT true...he DID LOVE Jackson...no matter how wierd he felt at the moment..." look, maybe it's just been a long week for you both...why don't I look after the little guy,and YOU can take Aaron out...go and let yah hairs down..." Hazel suggested, " you just need sometime alone together..."
Aaron backed up the stairs when he saw Hazel go by, and heard her say, " come on you...how would you like to spent sometime around mine...well...NOT mine...your auntie Chas's but i'm SURE she won't mind...", Aaron could hear them go, he immediately opened his wallet up, and pulled out matt's phone number, he stared at it before tearing it up into small pieces...he then bolted down the stairs and paused at the kitchen doorway, to see Jackson staring out the window in deep thought, the washing machine hummed into life, Aaron bit his lip then came forward and fell behind Jackson slipping his arms around Jackson's waist, and rested his hands on his stomach...he rested his chin on Jackson's upper back, " I love you Jackson...", and there was tears in his eyes...he couldn't help it...he hated Jackson feeling like this, Jackson remained silent, but he nodded his head acknowledging him...Aaron remained where he was resting his cheek into Jackson's upper back...
He then pulled away...and gently turned Jackson around so they faced each other...Aaron could see Jackson looked so sad...he cupped his cheek and smiled, " I LOVE YOU...", Jackson looked up to him searching his feelings...Aaron suddenly ripped Jackson's shirt undone...the buttons popping in all directions...Jackson was open mouthed, as Aaron hungrily went to his knees and pulled on Jackson's belt...then ripped open the button's...he looked up to Jackson, and slowly stood, grabbing his hand, " I think I need a good seeing to..." Aaron said in a whisper...
...Jackson hinted a smile and pulled Aaron up the stairs to the bedroom...
...both lost in eachothers kisses...
...Aaron trying SO HARD to force unwanted thoughts OUT OF HIS MIND...
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