Chapter 2

Having my family there at the castle with us was strange. I had become so accustomed to never seeing them that seeing them every day was strange. I spent most of my time with Genesis though, so it was ok. I was honestly perfectly content with my life. Now that I wasn't a priest I could look into what I had wanted to do before. I had wanted to be a soldier, so Genesis began teaching me himself. I slowly began to build up some muscle from the swordsman practice, and Genesis even got me my own sword. A double bladed katana called Souba. I loved it instantly, and I was actually really good with it. I eventually was even a match for Angeal after a few months of training. Angeal had turned into my best friend. He was the only one who had no problem kicking my ass in training, or beating me up for information. It turned out that Angeal was actually a very violent person. He could control his strength so he wouldn't badly hurt the person, normally me, but just enough to get the information.

As far as Genesis and I went, we weren't a secret. All of Midgar knew about me and him, and I guess I felt kind of awkward when we would travel into town where people would point and whisper at me. Genesis took no notice of it, and he told me to do the same. I tried, but it really was hard. I wasn't used to any kind of attention, but Genesis had kinda destroyed that the day in the corridor. There hadn't been any repeats of the incident, of which I wasn't really sure what to think about. I wasn't really sure I was ready to do that stuff again, yet I wished he would do something. Genesis was so reserved around me now. He still kissed me, but that was about it. I was beginning to worry that he was becoming bored with me. I was so worried I brought it up to Angeal. All he could tell me was that I needed to talk to Genesis about it. I glared at him, saying he was no help and walked away.

I wandered down to our room; I shared a room with Genesis, and plopped down on the bed. I stared at the ceiling. I had no idea how I was going to talk to Genesis. I knew I had to though. I needed to know what was going on with us.

I was so far in thought that I never noticed Genesis walk in. Apparently he called my name a few times and I never heard him. He walked over and shook my shoulder "Oi, little priest, you even awake?"

I looked over at him. "Oh, hi Genesis."

"Were you asleep or something?"

"No, I was zoned out, sorry."

"What were you thinking about?"

"Oh, just...stuff." I sat up.

Genesis sat next to me. "You sure? You seem kinda distance Kadaj. Is there something bugging you?"

"Well..."

"Kadaj, what's wrong? Talk to me."

"Well, it's just...I'm worried."

"What about? Kadaj what's going on?"

"Genesis, are we ok?"

"What do you mean?"

"You and me. Are we ok? I mean, do you still care?"

"Where did this come from Kadaj?"

"Just answer me. Do you still care Genesis? If not I can move in with one of my brothers, or maybe Angeal."

He hugged me. "I don't know what got you thinking that I didn't care, but I can tell you that you're just being paranoid. Of course I still care."

"Well then why don't you show it? You barely touch me anymore. You kiss me once or twice a week, but other than that, nothing." I looked at the floor, close to tears. "You treat me more like a friend anymore. When we first met you were so passionate, now there's nothing."

He kissed my head. "Kadaj, I wish you had come to me sooner. You should have told me that you felt like that. I never want you to feel unloved, especially by me."

I turned and buried my head in his chest and he hugged me closer. "I'm sorry I made you feel like that Kadaj. I just didn't want to overwhelm you. I know you had felt uncomfortable that day and I didn't want to cause you to feel like that again."

"Genesis, I felt uncomfortable because I was with the church at the time. I haven't been for almost a year and a half. There's nothing stopping us, but you don't seem to care anymore."

"Kadaj, I do care, I really do. Kadaj...I love you."

I let my tears go at that. I buried my head in his chest, hugging him close. He rubbed my back, trying to calm me down. "Kadaj, it's alright. There's no reason to cry. You're safe and sound and loved."

I calmed down after a couple of minutes, very embarrassed at my little outburst. I wiped my eyes off, unburying my head. I looked down, too embarrassed to look at my red prince. He wouldn't allow that though and tipped my head up to look at him. He was smiling at me, not seeming to care about my little outburst. He bent down and kissed me. It wasn't one of the small, quick kisses I'd become accustomed to lately. It was much like our first kiss, hard and bruising. This time though, I wasn't a timid little priest. I pressed back, throwing myself into it. I felt something slid along my lips. His lounge. I opened my mouth slightly, just enough for him. He shoved his lounge in, making me open my mouth more. I could feel his warm lounge exploring everything in my mouth, twisting around my lounge as well. I pressed back with my lounge, hoping I was doing this right. I was too lost in his taste though to worry about it. He had a spicy taste, almost like cinnamon. It was an amazing taste, one that I never wanted to loss.

Without breaking the kiss, I felt Genesis turns us so I was lying on the bed with Genesis just above me. I twisted my hands into his soft hair. Genesis lowered himself down so he was actually lying on top of me. I could feel his warmth surrounding me. I was so absorbed in everything I'd forgotten my need to breathe. My lungs felt like they were going to kill me, so I tugged lightly on Genesis' hair. He pulled away, looking at me questioningly. I smiled as I panted for air. Genesis was panting for air too as he smiled back. He didn't stay like that for long though. Soon enough he was attacking my neck, kissing and biting it. I tipped my head back to give him better access. He kissed down my neck before biting back up along my neck, licking each time he bit me. I tried to keep myself quiet, but I couldn't hold it in well. I let out a soft moan. I covered my mouth, hating making that noise. Genesis laughed and looked at me. He pulled my hand away, kissing it. "Don't hide it. I love the way you sound. Let me hear more." his voice was deep and very sexy.

He went back to attacking my neck, and slid a hand along my chest, up to the buttons on my silver shirt. I slid my hands up his chest as well, not really sure what I was doing but wanting to try. I let out another small moan as he attacked my neck, but I didn't bother to hide it. I felt Genesis undoing the buttons of shirt quickly, while still attacking my neck. I myself had given up on trying and just let Genesis take control. He quickly had all the buttons undone and he was trying to push it off. I sat up, making him sit up as well. He pushed the shirt off my shoulders and I reached forward to tug at the buttons on his. He laughed lightly, pushing my hands away. He undid the buttons just as quick as mine. I pushed the shirt off his shoulders, brushing against his arms as I pushed it down. I leaned in and kissed him, hoping to take some control, but failing completely. Genesis took control back, pulling away. He sat up and pushed me back down on the bed. He ran his hands along my chest, letting his hands trace the lines of my chest. His hands found their way up my chest. I could feel his fingers pinching and twisting lightly at both nipples. I watched as Genesis bent down and let his mouth replace one of his hands, sucking and nipping at one of my nubs. I let my head go back, arching up into his touches. I let out another soft moan as he gave the other nub the same treatment. My hands wandered onto his back, rubbing and slightly scratching at it. I could feel my pants getting tighter, painfully tighter. I wasn't sure if Genesis was getting the same feeling, but I wanted to make a point. I did what was instinctive and bucked my hips up, causing friction between the two of us. Genesis pulled back and laughed lightly. "Impatient are we little priest?" he slid a hand down my chest down to the still clothed member.

I arched up as he squeezed, trying to get more of his touch. He smiled and slid his hand up to tease the button on my pants. I looked at him, straight into his eyes. He smiled at me. "Kadaj, my little priest, are you sure about this?"

I nodded. "Of course. Genesis, I want this. I want YOU." I leaned up to kiss him roughly.

He kissed back, his hand undoing the button and zipper on my pants. I felt him slip his hand into the open pants to stroke me slowly through the soft fabric of my boxers. I arched up into his touch, wanting much more than that. He lifted me up, slipping my pants off, along with my boxers, leaving me completely naked. Genesis tossed the unwanted clothing off somewhere in the room as he stood up to remove his own pants. With them gone he laid back down on top of me, our warm flesh touching. I leaned up to kiss him before he began digging in his bed side table. Curiosity got the best of me as I looked over to see what he was looking for. He pulled back with a small tube in his hand. I looked at it then at him, completely confused. He just smiled. "It'll help." he sat up and uncapped the bottle.

After squirting some onto his fingers he turned back to me. With his clean hand he spread my legs gently, and I remembered what was going to happen next. I tried to make myself relax, remembering Genesis telling me that that was important. He moved up to me and rubbed a finger gently at my entrance. "Just relax Kadaj."

I took a deep breathe and breathed calmly as I felt him press a wet finger in slowly. I forced myself to breathe as he pushed it in to the knuckle before starting to move slowly. Clenching at the bed, I felt him add a second finger, and then a third. I felt the pain ebbing away as he moved, and when he hit that one spot inside me, I let out a loud moan. Genesis smiled and began hitting it over and over again. I arched up, the waves of pleasure rolling through my body.

I whimpered slightly when I felt his fingers slide out. Letting my body fall back to the bed, I looked at him. He had grabbed the bottle again and was squirting some of the gel onto his member. I watched him as he spread it along the length, hissing slightly at the cold gel. I laid my head back down to try to calm my breathing a bit. "Kadaj."

I looked up at him. He took one of my hands gently. "You'll need to really relax now Daj ok? Squeeze my hand if it hurts too much ok?"

I nodded and laid my head back down. I felt his head press against me and I tried to relax as much as I could. As he pushed in, I almost immediately went to squeeze his hand. I forced myself to relax, to face it with the knowledge that it would get better.

He must have sensed that I was fighting to not let him know because he squeezed my hand, stopping for a minute. I squeezed back, glad that he had stopped to give me a moment to relax. When I felt ready, I nodded to him to continue in. He took a chance and shoved all the way in quickly. I yelped out, grouping his hand tightly as the pain shot up my spine. Genesis was trying to sooth me, stroking my cheek and whispering soft, soothing words.

After a few minutes I felt it subside and I felt better. In fact, him staying still was actually starting to hurt. "Genesis...move."

He began to move slowly, and it hurt for a while. But as it went on, it began to feel good, and the way he was moving just wasn't enough. "More..." I whispered, hoping he would hear me but not wanting to say it any louder.

He heard me, moving into me faster and harder. It felt amazing, and for a fleeting moment I wondered why the church said that this was wrong. But that thought didn't last long once I felt Genesis take ahold of my member and began stroking it in time with his own thrusts. I pushed my head back, lost in the pleasure, but not ignorant to the heat and pressure building up in the pit of my stomach. The feeling was pushed away since I didn't know what it was. It came back quickly though as it built to almost exploding. I let out a loud moan as it exploded. I felt something cover my chest. I felt something fill me as Genesis collapsed on top of me. Both of us were breathing hard as we laid together. Genesis eventually got his strength back and pulled out of me, rolling over to lay next to me. I curled up next to him, laying my head against his chest. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close. "I love you Kadaj, my little priest."

"I love you too Genesis." I nodded off in his arms shortly after.