Leah followed Loki out of the party, people seemed too busy enjoying themselves to notice their absence. Her heart rate was raised in anticipation where Loki was actually taking them. They walked through the corridors quickly, they entered his room. Leah didn't say a word in protest, though her mind was racing. She realized that this was. The room was just lit by candle light, Leah felt goose pimples raise on her skin not really sure what she was actually doing.
"Wine." Loki asked her
"Yes please." Leah nodded wrapping her arms around herself not really sure what to do. She rubbed her arms trying to calm her nerves which seemed to be in over drive.
He came back giving her a full goblet, Leah took it taking a large swig from the glass hoping it would calm her nerves. She looked at Loki who seemed to be watching her closely. She didn't know what to do, her heart raced and her breath was caught in the back of her throat. He seemed to be relaxed and at ease compared to her. He stood there assessing her stance, he just lent against one of the pillars in his chambers staring. His hair still slicked back, he looked so handsome in his ceremonial attire just standing there looking directly at her making her bite the corner of her lip. His green eyes seem so penetrating but his expression was one of gentleness and a caring side she had not really seen properly before.
"Are you that afraid?" Loki frowned at her a small smile on his face, though their was that warmth in his eyes which made her relax slightly.
"Afraid?" Leah stared back at him not really sure what he was even suggesting.
"Of intimacy?" He began making her blush slightly making her smile get bigger. "Between us?"
Leah couldn't say anything, it was the truth though but it was something she feared in general. She knew though it was something she wanted to try with him, which was a first for her. No one had really had this effect of her but he was everything she really wanted now. That manage make her worried, Loki was a God and she was well just a human and there was the fact of who he use to be. That terrified her, remembering how angry and harsh he use to be. Leah just pushed that thought aside and put the goblet down on a side table, looking up at Loki properly. Her heart was tied to him now and she knew it, it had been for weeks now. The moment he started to open up to her and speak the truth the barriers she had were broken.
"Yes." She nodded being truthful knowing that she needed to be with him, right now. "But not like I use to be."
She looked down not really sure what she was now doing here putting herself in a situation like this. She turned away running her hand through her loose hair. She then felt Loki's hand brush against her side, making her freeze. She couldn't bring herself to look at him, she could feel him move behind her and his hand spread across her flat abdomen pulling her back against him. She let out a gasp as his lips gently pressed against her one bare shoulder. His lips moved across her shoulder to her neck before whispering against her ear.
"We'll take it slow."
She knew then that this was going to be it, she couldn't bring herself to say anything as a shiver ran down her body. She slowly turned around looking up at Loki, he brushed a strand of her bronze hair off her face. She lent against his hand continuing to look at him. Slowly cupping her face to look up at him, he kissed her softly making her moan. Leah lent into the kiss pressing herself against him, her hand ran up to the nape of his neck and into his dark hair.
He suddenly pushed her back, till she hit the wall behind her, the kiss had become feverish. His body covered hers, she was wedged between the wall and him not that she minded at all. She could feel him pull up the hem of her dress before his hands were gripped hold her bare leg as he hoisted her up forcing her to wrap her legs around his body. Her emotions were flying all over the place. She felt so confused as part of her mind was screaming that he would eventually hurt her, while her body craved each and every one of his advances. Suddenly she felt the single shoulder clip holding the dress up undo, falling off her shoulder. She gasped looking at him seeing the hunger and passion in his eyes, she knew she felt the same feelings for him too.
"You are so beautiful." He commented looking down. She suddenly blushed realizing that her upper torso and nude colour bra was now completely on show to him. She turned away from him to hide her embarrassment and pink hue forming on her cheeks. Loki grabbed her face and made her look at him. His passionate green eyes boring into her silver ones. "You should not be embarrassed. Not around me." Leah felt a wave of fear wash over her body as she understood fully where this was going now. She knew that this was never how she planned to loose her virginity. Not to a god who almost killed her, her brother, friends and destroyed a city. But then was he still that man, he had changed so much these pass few months. Leah just felt her mouth go dry as she stared at him. "I promise you that you will enjoy it." Loki reassured her smiling confidently at her.
She felt him pull away from her body, allowing the dress to drop fully to her hips, he just took hold of her hand. They entered his bedroom, she stopped for a moment feeling him pull on her hand. She was still breath taken by his room, it was not what she expected. She didn't know what to expect, but it was simple and not as extravagant as she expected. There was a Large bed in the center of the room and some wardrobes. It was dimly lit with candles, she watched at the light flickered over his skin.
He gently pulled her back into his arms and started kissing her again, this time gently. Her hands crept up to his shoulders holding onto him for dear life. She felt his hands on her bare skin, sliding the rest of the fabric of her dress over her hips. It pooled down around her feet just leaving her standing in her underwear. Suddenly his bed was behind her and she fell back, Loki landing on top of her. She just laughed, not believing how stereotypical this was, she couldn't help her self. Her laughter then stopped as she felt Loki move on top of her, she glanced over to him. She could see a smile on his face as well as some curiosity. He rolled them over and pulled her against him staring at her.
"That was a beautiful noise." He commented smiling at her brushing a strand of hair off her face. "Are you sure you want this?"
She knew she should say no, part of her wasn't ready for this, she had doubts but her body and the fact she was seeing a different side of him. Also what his mother said rang through her ears, perhaps this was a way to prove to him that she was not going to reject him.
"Yes." She finally nodded knowing that she needed this as much as he did.
Suddenly he rolled back on top of her, kissing her passionately. She felt his hands run across her sides holding onto her hips, he slowly started kissing and worshiping his way down her body. She was just lying there in her underwear, he kissed every inch of her bare skin making her blush and smile. He stopped for a moment, making her sit up, she saw that he was now standing at the edge of the bed before her only in his trousers. He was so handsome and packing some muscles underneath all that clothing. She licked her lips hungrily at the sight before her, she could not believe this was going to happen. She just stared at him for a moment before getting onto her knees kneeling in front of him, she placed her hands on his bare chest. Her hands ran over his porcelain smooth skin before she placed her lips against the skin on his chest. She closed her eyes resting her forehead against his chest clearing her mind for a moment and savoring the feel of him. Leah looked up at Loki, his green eyes were sparkling and the expression on his face was one she had not seen before. It was peaceful and he was happy, she just smiled back at him. His hands grasped hold of her side and crashed his lips upon hers. He unclasped her bra, when their bodies came apart, it fell away from her. Completely unaware his lips took hold of one of her nipples making her gasp. She held onto his head for dear life as certain feelings erupted in her belly. His hands one hand covered her other breast as the other its way down to her nether regions and he gently eased a finger into her.
"Ahhh." She gasped moving away from him but he wrapped his one arm around her holding her in place.
"Just relax." He muttered reassuringly looking up at her a smirk appearing onto his face before kissing her gently on the lips. "Lie down." He instructed her releasing his hold of her.
She did as he told her, she watched him slide her underwear down her legs. Heart pounding, hammering away in her chest like it was going to explode. She closed her eyes trying to savor the sensation of his hands on her body. What she did not expect was his mouth over her woman hood. She arched against his touch groaning loudly, her body had not experience such pleasure. She gripped the pillow beside her and gasped as this new sensation washed over her entire body. Her breathing was erratic, she looked down as Loki to see he shining green eyes looking up at her, a pleased grin plastered on his face. Then she felt his fingers enter her again, she threw her head back groaning, this time it did not feel like such an intrusion. His mouth made good work of her lower region as before long she was panting away, feeling something strangle building within her. Then it came, her body did not belong to her, it was unbelievable what she felt as she cried out in pleasure. She felt Loki lay down next to her, pulling her against his body. She felt his naked body press against hers, knowing he must have undressed fully magically, his erection poking against her abdomen. She rested her head under his chin feeling him placing a kiss on her forehead.
Leah looked up at him, he kissed her gently, she could taste herself upon his lips. She wrapped her heavy feeling arms around his neck holding him close to her. He gently rolled her over, his body covering her own. She felt him move between her legs, she just allowed it knowing what was to come. A fear rising in her as she knew what was to come, she had heard so many women tell her about the pain they went through. He pulled back and brushed a strand of hair off her face before cupping it with his hands saying.
"This may."
"Its okay." She nodded even though she could feel herself tremble, she knew he would feel this but part of her hoped he understood how she was feeling right now.
Slowly he entered her, she cried out slightly burying her head into his chest as she felt herself stretch around him as he sank himself fully into her. Her heart pounded as she held her breath and scrunched her eyes tightly closed, trying to get use to the new feeling her body was having. He stilled the moment he was fully sheathed inside of her. It felt so foreign, her body stretching around him, she finally let out a breath. Her whole body had tensed up, she was unable to relax as she focused on the new feelings.
"Leah, Little one." Loki placed his forehead on top of hers holding her close his eyes full of concern. "Are you okay?"
"Its just." She tried to explained but couldn't "It feels so." She couldn't find any words to describe what she was feeling.
"I know." He nodded kissing her gently on the lips. "We'll take it slowly I promise." He tried to help her relax, continued to place kisses on her face. "You feel so delicate and beautiful." He groaned shifting slightly making her gasp "It will pass."
Once she had got use to the feeling of him being inside of her, he slowly started moving, her body was still trying to get use to this new sensation. It wasn't long till she was feeling that moment all over again, which was more pleasurable. His efforts increased as he started to ram inside her making her groan and cry out for more. She was enjoying every new feeling that he was giving her, the friction between them was immense. Her body finally exploded, she grasped onto him clawing at his skin as he pushed himself fully into her keeping his forehead against hers. He gave her a few moments to enjoy this new experience she was having as she panted beneath him. Finally from under her eye lashes she looked up at him smiling slightly.
He just kissed her again making her groan, he suddenly flipped her on top of him. She just panted in the sudden change in positions. He was still hard and fully pressed into her, it was all fresh again the feeling she was having. Loki sat up holding her in place, the sweat covered bodies pressed together. He looked at her as she held onto his strong shoulders. He stared at her smiling slightly as his hands gripped hold of her small waist, slowly and hesitantly he started to move her. She took his instructions in moving, it was a new experience all together. Loki's mouth latched onto her breath making her moan in pleasure. She could feel herself tightening up, her head fell to one side. All of a sudden Loki turned them around, completely unsure how he managed it. Leah was back onto her back, staring up at him as he moved faster than before within her. She bit hold of her lip as her eyes clamped shut as she felt the warmth brewing in her lower abdomen. Her body then fell apart around him, she felt him tense up within her before pulling her back on top of him. She lay panting against his chest, her heart pounding and skin clammy. Her hair was spread like a crown on his chest.
They lay there like that for many moments. As her heart and respiration rate came back to their normal rate, slowly she looked up at Loki. His eyes were closed, he looked like he was still in the moment of bliss, he was happier than she had ever seen him. She stared at him resting her head on her hands. He opened on eye smirking at her saying.
"You are." He paused before shifting slightly rolling them onto their side and pulling a sheet over them. "An amazing woman."
"Your not to bad yourself." She chuckled feeling so relaxed in his presence. She never expected to feel like this post activities but it had been perfect. "Thank you."
"For what." Loki frowned running his hand up and down her side.
"Being so understanding." Leah sighed shrugging staring at him a small smile on her face. "Kind and gentle."
"Rest." He kissed her forehead and pulled her up against his body. "We can continue this later."
She felt her body relax against his as she closed her eyes feeling happier than she had done in a long time.
