Leah woke early, she could feel a breeze on her bare skin before a hand ran over her naked back making her open her sleepy eyes. She stretched slightly feeling an uncomfortable feeling between her legs making her remember what happened last night. A smile appeared on her lips, she felt better than she had done in ages after a good nights sleep. She realized that she had slept well without any nightmares. She had never had a completely nightmare night sleep apart from the last time she just slept with Loki. Leah rolled over to see Loki laying beside her staring at her smiling. She just rolled over to find his lips crashing down upon hers. She groaned as he pinned her down on his bed using his body, when he pulled back he smiled.
"Morning."
"Morning." She repeated a warm blush coming to her cheeks. She never expected him to look more handsome than he was already first thing in the morning. The tussle hair look on his was good, she just ran her hand along the side of his face which he leant into for a moment.
"Come lets bathe." He told her getting up, revealing his perfectly sculpted body. She just sat there for a moment watching him move around his room. Part of her was a little shocked about his openness towards his naked body the other was memorized by it. "Are you going to leave that bed or do you need assistance?" He raised and eyebrow a huge grin spreading on his face.
Leah just swallowed still a little stunned how her morning had turned out. Within seconds Loki had grabbed her naked body dragging her out of bed making her squeal as he carried her into the bathroom. There was a prepared steaming bath waiting for them, she knew that meant he had been up for a while. He carried her straight into it before letting her feet drop into the warm water. She was pressed against his body looking up at him. He just smiled at her as gently leaned down and kissed her on the lips. She wrapped her arms around his neck as she sighed against his body. He pulled away before sitting at the side of the tub. She followed his movement and sat opposite him staring at him as her cheeks were flaming red. Loki just took hold of one of her feet making her squeak before he started rubbing it gently with his fingers.
"I have told you before that you have no need to be embarrassed." Loki drawled a large smile upon his face as he stared at her. He then pulled her foot up to his mouth biting on her big toe provocatively then kissing it. "Its more than exquisite."
"Easier said than done." Leah chuckled slightly knowing it was going to take time to get use to being open as he was.
She just enjoyed the feel of the warm water against her skin, she closed her eyes enjoying the moment. She heard the water and felt the ripples, when she opened her eyes Loki was right opposite her looking at her intensively. He pulled her onto his lap, she felt his erection against her. She placed her hands on his wet arms running them up to his shoulders.
"How much pain are you in?" He asked sounding deadly serious which made her just stare at him her mouth open, she had never expected him to really care about her needs in this sexual relationship after what he said he had done with other women. "Leah please."
"Hardly any." Leah shrugged feeling a little uncomfortable in telling him.
He shifted their position slightly so his erection slipped into her making her gasp, he watched her with a blissful expression on his face. She grasped hold of his shoulders digging her nails in. He gently lifted her from him before pulling her back down making her groan from the movement, he set the rhythm he wanted which suited her. She kissed him her hands going into his hair, her hands gripping into the dark locks. She pressed her forehead against his as she let out a ragged sigh. Loki grabbed the back of her head pulling her lips back against his. They were almost pulling at each other, trying to get closer than physically possible, she let out a cry as her orgasm hit her and Loki grunted as he tensed up.
Leah stayed still, she rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes gathering her thoughts. Loki just relaxed back against the tub and rubbed her back gently. She loved this feeling after with him but there was a question in the back of her mind that was persistently pushing itself forward. Leah finally looked up at him sighing.
"So what now?" She sighed.
"What do you mean little one?" Loki muttered his eyes still closed.
"What are we actually doing?" Leah asked resting her head back down on his shoulder as she dreaded the answer he may give her. "I don't mean literally either."
"I would like to try." He began his brows furrowing during his thought process. "If that is."
"Yeah." She nodded against his skin understanding what he meant. "I would like to try too."
Leah smiled into the crook of his neck as they stayed where they were till the water started to chill. Leah climbed off Loki and sat down beside him. He got out of the tub picking up some towels. He place one down beside her as he started drying himself off. Leah just sat there for a moment the realization in what was happening between them coming to her.
This was going to ruin her career at SHIELD, her brother had more of a reason to kill Loki, probably lock her up permanently and then again there was the rest of the team. She knew none of them would understand what had happened, they would presume that Loki had lied and tricked her into this. She rubbed her face as all these thoughts flooded into her mind when she came to the conclusion that they could never find out about this relationship ever. Part of her was upset about this, as it was never going to be what she wanted but she knew it may not work out at all.
She slowly pulled herself out of the now cold water drying herself off before wrapping herself in the large fluffy towel. She walked back into Loki's bedroom to find he was not there. Looking to the bed a blush crept to her face as she stared at the state of it slightly horrified. There were blood stains on the cream sheets, she wasn't really sure what to do about them, it wasn't like she could change and wash the bed sheets herself. Considering what Loki had told her about the servants in the palace she wasn't sure that happy about people discussing what had happened either. Leah just stood there frozen unable to work out what the best thing was to do.
"There you are." Loki wrapped his arms around her pulling her up against his bare chest. "Don't worry yourself, it makes it special in my eyes that I am the only one to sample you."
"Pardon?" Leah looked up at him not sure exactly what he meant by that.
"Its normal." Loki glanced back at the sheets her gaze following his. "Most it happens to most virgins, You don't need to be embarrassed about it."
Leah understood that he meant the blood on the sheets, she just turned around looking at him. She ran her hand over the skin on his chest she frowned at him.
"What do we do now?" She mumbled running her finger along his collar bone. "I mean."
"I was thinking of stay here all day." He smirked his lips found the side of her neck.
"Not like that." Leah shook her head and smiled leaning away slightly so she could look at him seriously. "I mean what are people going to say and what are we doing."
"People will more than likely call you my mistress." Loki shrugged sounding extremely relaxed and normal considering what he had just said.
"What." Leah gasped staring at him horrified, her eyes wide. "That's no better than calling some one a whore."
"But I know your not that." Loki said calmly.
"Still." She hissed at him pulling out of his arms going to try and find her underwear. "I don't want to be known as a whore, it implies everything I am not." She picked up her dress that was on the floor where it was left it last night.
"I know that, they do not." He pointed at the door way "What do you suggest." Loki raised his hands in frustration, she could see he was annoyed by her tone.
"I think I am going to go." Leah muttered as confusion set in. This place was so different to home, at least there you weren't judged that badly unless you deserved it. She went to exit his room but Loki grabbed hold of her arm stopping her.
"Leah look at me." He growled sound angry now. Slowly Leah turned to face him holding the towel to her chest. Her eyes hesitantly met his green ones to see that wasn't as angry as she thought he was. "We will find a way okay. Anything to make you more comfortable."
"Really." Leah raised an eyebrow at him.
"Anything." Loki looked down and kissed her softly on her lips. "I will sort this okay."
Leah suddenly felt more for him than she thought was possible. Loki gave her a long shirt to place on before leaving so it covered her up better. She got to her room without being seen, which made her more relaxed about the situation. Leah pulled on some clothes, she was still completely dazed how he was about all of this between them. She sat at her desk trying to catch up on some work. She opened one of the files she was meant to be filling in on Loki. She had struggled the pass few weeks where he had started talking to her but now it was completely different. She chewed on the end of the pen while thinking about what to report. She found it hard to differentiate from what SHIELD wanted to hear and what she was actually seeing with her own eyes. She had tried to start writing it several times before she just threw her pen across the room with frustration.
"Now now." She heard his smooth voice making her smile slightly biting her lip. "What is this?"
Leah swiveled on her chair to see Loki shutting her door looking at her with complete amusement. She just stared at him before looking down not really sure what to say to him. He walked over and looked at the file before kneeling down in front of her.
"Your finding this difficult?" He frowned taking hold of one of her hands.
"No." Leah shook her head still not meeting his gaze. "This is better than I could think." She finally looked up at him. "SHIELD will never accept you after what you did. Even though I know your better than that now. I have crossed a line I can't go back, not that I want too. It's just more complicated than I thought it would be."
"I see." Loki nodded thinking for a moment.
He stood up and started reading his file occasionally raising an eyebrow as he read. He finally put the folder down before kneeling back before her making her look at him sheepishly. She knew what she had written was the truth but she never expected him to see any of it.
"They will ask questions if you write nothing?" Loki stated, Leah just nodded looking at him. "Write want they want to hear little one, even if it's the truth. I will not be offended, we both knew your job here."
Leah just nodded again, Loki gently kissed her on her lips before leaving her. She knew he was right in a way, SHIELD would have more than just questions if she went back empty-handed with no explanation. Picking up another pen she started writing knowing that a little was better than nothing.
There was a booming knock on her door which made her jump as she did not expect any one else. She stood up heading over to the door seeing Thor standing in the door way. He looked a little paler and less jolly as he usually was but considering the celebrations she could understand.
"Leah we missed you last night." He said entering her room.
"Sorry, I was tired." Leah lied suddenly feeling like she was being caught out. "With healing and everything, must have taken it out of me."
"Do not worry." Thor smiled at her "I was just concerned when I could not find you. One of the guests said they saw you talking to my brother on the balcony."
"Yes." Leah looked at him trying to keep calm as her heart hammered in her ears. She knew there was no point lying as it would only come back and they would be found out. "I did speak to him."
"He was not bothering you was he?" Thor frowned looking very serious about it.
"Bothering?" Leah muttered looking at him a little confused by what he was saying. She hoped that no one mentioned the intimate moment they were having or overhead their conversation.
"He caused you no harm and didn't threaten you did he?" Thor continued looking at her, he obviously seemed concerned for her well-being.
"No." Leah shook her head almost laughing at what Thor had even suggested. "Thor, Your brother and I have an understanding. He is actually being helpful and I think I am helping." Leah tried to explain without revealing too much. "He is a better man than he was Thor, perhaps in time you could try and see that. It would mean the world to him if you were to speak."
"I am unsure." Thor began looking at her, it was his turn to be taken back by her words. He didn't look at her, she knew Loki had hurt him the most. From once being very close as brothers they couldn't be further apart if they even tried.
"I understand that." Leah nodded "I was the same when I first came but just listen to what he has to say. You don't need to make any rash decisions."
Thor just nodded before bidding her a good day. Leah hoped she had not over stepped the mark, but she knew how much Thor actually meant to Loki and perhaps having his brother back would help him even further.