"Awwww! It's okay! Nothing's wrong! Now tell me what happened!" I was officially crying my eyes out. This was awful! Everything was awful! I really did something bad now!
"I think I…Completely turned him off." I said in between sniffles, I'm glad Ronald wasn't here to see this mess.
"What do you mean? TELL ME EVERYTHING!" Grell screeched loudly. I ended up doing so too. As soon as I finished he was dancing around the room, "Nooooo~! He's totally still in love with you~! I know him enough, he has patience! Yes, Yes, Yesss! AHHHHH!" And Grell had yet another nosebleed. He was such a fan boy.
"Do you think so? I really feel awful for doing that. And I can't remember him ever calling me 'Honey' not to mention he's going to be sleeping in my room tonight." I said in a small voice.
"W-WHAT? SLEEPING IN YOUR ROOM TONIGHT?-"
"Yes now pipe down!"
"I see. Don't have too much fun tonight then~!" he said pushing me out of his room.
"Wait!" And all too late, I heard the locking "click" sound. I sigh and make my way to my room where my new lover was going to be sleeping. I carefully walk in just in case if he was already sleeping. i shut the door and I slowly lift my eyes from the ground up, I see him smiling wildly. Apparently I didn't hurt his feelings, he was as happy as ever it seemed. He was just sitting on my bed, staring at me, who was staring at him. There was complete silence, how usual, interesting. "Hi….." I said trying to smile. That's the thing about me I'm not care free acting like him. And everyone thinks I should be girly, especially because I'm from a high noble family. How could he like someone who just works hard because she feels like it and not because she has to, how could he like someone who is always shy, clumsy, creepy even? How could he like a Nightcreature? Sure they are mixed with Shinigami, but they are also mixed with vampires, daycreatures, and Demons, the filthy creatures. I'm surprised William really wanted me to be here and make me a higher up.
"Neh~? You look depressed, honey, why?" he said quickly appearing behind me, putting his arms around my waist and placing his head on my head.
"It's just me always over thinking stupid things, that's all." I said saying quietly. I sigh, and put my hands on his, and I take them off turning around to face him, still holding his hands. I look up to his face, I couldn't see his eyes, I have never seen them, and I don't care either. But what I saw was a half smile, he looked happy that I was here, but worried about me. I just hug his waist without thinking.
Even he was shocked, it took him to realize what had just happened. And as soon as his brain registered what was happening he softly hugged me back. I sigh and begin to smile into his clothes, taking in his smell, he really did smell good. I hear him giggle, and pull me off of him. I see him smiling even more now, that made me happy, and I smile too, but it was rather weak looking. He takes his left hand and brushes my bangs aside, he then traced his fingers down my nose, lips and chin. He then took my chin in his hand, "I hope you plan to stick around." He said softly.
"Why wouldn't I? I hope you plan to as well." I said kindly back, but intrigued none the less.
"Indeed, I do."
"Hmmm, ha-ha, I do too." I said beginning to cling to his arm, swaying this way and that smiling. I stop realizing I was being childish, "Perhaps we should go to bed, I mean I have to do some reaping tomorrow and Will wants us all to go to some party tomorrow, he said it's very important." And with that I slowly walked over to my bathroom I get changed quickly. When I come out he's just standing there, at the same spot. I get in bed and move over leaving room for him. I look up to him expectantly. He takes off his top hat and places it on a nearby table as well as his sash, belt and top coat. He then takes his shoes off. I lie down and turn over, facing the wall. I felt sleep really begin to nag at me when he got in bed and lay down next to me pulling the covers over both of us and he then pulls me near to him. I was practically asleep by then and didn't feel fazed at this act. He put his arms around me and held me tight against his bare chest. We fell asleep just like that.
Being that I was an early bird I always got up early. I had forgotten about Undertaker, and it took awhile to register that. I carefully slipped out of his arms and into the bathroom to get dressed, William usually expected me early. I liked taking as many shifts as I could get in on each day. Will loved that about me; besides the fact I'm punctual and don't argue or make messes. I quickly sweep out of the bathroom and get my shoes on and tidy the place up a bit before I leave. I check the clock, 5:30 I'm about an hour earlier than usual. Will won't be in his office until 6:00; so I have about 30 minutes left. I hear something rustle on the farthest wall by my bed. Looks like someone is waking up, good timing too. I walk over and sit on the bed.
"Hmmm, looks like some ones awake," I say brushing his cheek and drawing a line down his nose.
"Since when did you get up?" he said tiredly, sitting up and stretching. I stand picking up a book on the bed side table and begin flipping through the pages until I found the one I was on. I sit in a chair on the other side of the room.
"Well it's 5:30 now, so yeah." I hear him chuckle, I look up as he already had most of his clothes on again. Too bad he actually looked kind of hot, err I mean he had a smaller frame but was tall and muscular but not enough so that it looked ridiculous. And he had scars! Oh gods, I swear I mentally screamed at that thought. But I just looked away, so he wouldn't notice me looking. I heard him laugh and I turned to look at him.
"Perhaps you should get going, maybe William is in his office, last I saw him he had a lot of work to do." He said smiling.
"Um, right!" I said nodding my head. "Then I shall go check, bye." I said waving my hand slightly and went straight to William's office. I knocked, and surprisingly he was there. He told me to come in. I open the door and tilt my head downward in respect. He just stared tiredly.
"You're up early. What do you need me for." He said emotionlessly, just as usual.
"Well I was thinking I could help out this morning." I said in my usual peppy tone.
"I really don't understand you." He said, "You work hard, you read, you do favors for people. And you do so much more. How come you act like you do the easy shifts?"
"Ehhh, well I guess I like to work." I said closing my eyes, tilting my head and scratching the back of my neck.
"Whatever, these are the next six shifts." He said handing me a pile of papers. I take them carefully, and nod my head. This was hours' worth of work, but it seemed very easy for me. I turn to leave and place my hand on the door knob, "Tell Undertaker I said hello." He said with spite. I flinch and look back, dumbfounded. He waves smiling eerily; I just shake my head and leave, quickly. I make it up to my room and open the door, I grab my scythe and was about to leave when I saw Undertaker block my door.
"Where are you off to?" He said playing stupid.
"Reaping."
"I see."
"Will said hi."
"Damn, he knows." He said a little too loud.
"Apparently."
"You have a lot of papers there." He said switching the subject.
"Yeah, six shifts."
"Oh," he giggles and begins to sway slightly, "Then have fun!" he said opening the door. He was really starting to act oddly. I walk out of the room and watch him shut the door. I sigh and go to do my duties.
000
I finally returned back to the library, and what time was it? 7:30, in an hour I had to meet up with Will, Grell and Ronald. I'm positive Undertaker would end up coming along; I just hope he isn't in my room so I could get dressed without him watching. Although help with the corset would be nice. But anyhow, I unlocked my door and surprisingly he wasn't there. Good now I can get dressed, so I walk to my closet and pull out my white and black laced dress when I hear a knock on the door. "Come in!" I say loud enough for someone to hear. And it was Grell in a black and red tux that walked in, I look over to him. He was holding a red and white dress. I sigh and shake my head; it was the same dress he has been dyeing to get me to try on. He was smiling wildly too.
"You don't seem surprised." He said handing me the dress.
"Whatever. I was going to wear that white one, but apparently not." He smiled at me, "now get out so I can dress!" I yell at him, chucking a shoe at him half heartedly and completely missing him. He just laughed and opened the door and left. After the door shut I undress and put my under skirt on. I then put my corset on and having a bit of difficulty stringing it and not even getting the thing together I hear another knock. "Who is it?" I ask, I hear a familiar voice.
"It's me silly."
"Fine, come in, it's unlocked."I hear the door shut and lock behind me, I look up and Undertaker was standing there, staring at me. I mean everything was covered; it was just a bit showy of my arms, chest and legs. "…Stop staring and help me with my corset please." I say politely, though I begin to blush as this was an odd way to see your lover, really if you haven't been in bed with each other before. He just nodded and walked over to me, beginning to smile. I feel him string it up, and then stop before he began to pull.
"T-this might hurt a bit, m' dear." he said softly in my ear. And he pulled quite hard, I put my hands on the wall instinctively, I close my eyes and let the corset pull tighter, and tighter. Until I heard him say something else, "How tight does this need to be?" he asked softly.
"As tight as possible." I reply still trying to get used to how tight it already was. After all it has been years since I've actually had the title of nobility, and had to wear corsets. He began to pull tighter and tighter. It really hurt but had to be done. I finally had to say stop, as it began to be too much. He stopped immediately and hesitated to tie it. I carefully glace back as he began to tie it silently.
"What dress do you plan to wear tonight?" he said smiling. I sigh and nod toward the red one he was holding up.
"Grell wants me to wear that one." I say sliding on my petticoat. "Now then, if you would hand that here I so I could slip that on and do my hair." I said putting my hands on my hips and swayed them back and forth. Undertaker was obviously trying not to stare and handed me the dress. I giggle and slip it on. He then helped me with my zipper.
"May I help with your hair?" he said softly smiling. I nod and sit down in front of the mirror so I could apply a little bit of lip gloss. I wasn't paying attention to him at all, except the fact it felt good to have my hair brushed and played with. I grab my black with white laced gloves from the table right in front of me. I put them on and look in the mirror; I had two pieces of braided hair on either side head were strung to the back of my head just leaving my bangs in my face. He then took a red rose and intertwined it with my bangs so it stayed firmly and beautifully in my hair. I smile and look at him in the mirror. But to my surprise he was dressed in a top hat, and party clothes. He looked smashing! My eyes widened and I blushed looking away. Next thing I know is I was whisked out of my chair and force to stand. He was holding my left hand and holding my right to my hip with his right hand. He was standing behind me and was very close to me, he tried making me sway with him, but I had yet to put my shoes on, so I try to get away. He then turns me in a circle and dips me back, into a kiss. I was really expecting that. But I broke it hearing the 8:30 chime from the clock. I pull away and put my shoes on. They actually helped me gather some height to compare to the Undertaker. Although I have a lot more to go in height.
"Perhaps we should hurry before Will gets pissed." I say. He nods and offers me his arm. I take it gladly. And we walk out the door to find Ronald and Grell outside the door pushing each other around. We all managed to find William and head to the Ball that we were invited to. And all the way I held onto Undertaker, and no one seemed to stare, well except all the other shinigami of course.
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Really sorry I haven't been up to date. I've been sooooooo bussy! .
That's the link to what the dress might look like!