Marriage Bliss?

A/N Here is the next chapter. I am going to let you all know there is another lemon in this chapter. So if you don't like that then you might want to skip that part of this chapter. I hope you all like it anyways. Well on with the story.

Chapter 12

That night Harry had been allowed to go back to Spinner's End. Once he was home Harry went right to the bathroom were he took a very hot shower. Not only that he scrubbed himself raw. Blood and water were both going down the drain. Harry just didn't feel clean. He didn't think he would ever feel clean again.

Not only did he scrub until he was bleeding but he had thrown up as well. The very idea of what had happen to him made him sick to his stomach. He didn't eat anything the rest of the night.

Then there was how Harry was feeling. He felt like he was nothing more then a fuck toy. A whore. To only be used when Severus or Lucius need some sexual release. To be used then tossed to the side.

Harry didn't think he would have mind it to much if it had been Severus that used him like that. After all they were bonded together. But to add Lucius to the mix, that when the pain became almost too much for Harry.

The next day Harry spends all day outside with his owl Hedwig. He was outside in the garden behind the house. This is where Severus found him.

Severus watched Harry and couldn't help the smile that formed on his face. He could see how broken Harry was. No, he knew there was still some fire left in Harry but also knew there wasn't much left.

He watched as Harry was sitting among some lilies. The pun wasn't lost on Severus. He also so how his young husband was simply petting his owl. Yes he did look very broken.

Severus slowly walked up to Harry as he spoke. "Hello Harry. Lucius was telling about how your lesson went yesterday. He said you put up a fight. That you even bit him when he was trying to teach you." Severus said as he sat down next to Harry.

"Teach me? He was reaping me!" Harry couldn't believe the way his husband was acting. Then again Severus did send him to that monster yesterday. Harry then narrowed his eyes at his husband and moved away from him. Even Harry's owl was glaring at Severus as she moved from Harry's lap to his shoulder.

"You must learn your place Harry. That's what he was teaching you. That you're a sub and must submit to your Dom." Severus said with a sigh. He was acting as if he was talking to young child not his husband.

Harry sat there with narrowed eyes as he let out a growl. "I'll never take part in that kind lesson again." Harry said as he then stood up and walked way.

He walked only a few steps before his anger seem to leave him and he deflated some. He stopped but didn't look back at Severus before he spoke again. "You know Severus I care for you deeply. I even respect you and would have never treated you this way. I thought you felt the same way about me but I guess I was wrong." Harry said as one could feel how upset and betrayed.

Harry then stiffens when he felt a pair of arms around his waist. Hedwig gave an angry hoot before she flow to a near by tree. She was going to keep an eye on Severus.

"Harry I must admit I did send you there out of anger. But you wouldn't stop. You keep pushing. Keep telling me what you were going to do and I just couldn't get through to you. Couldn't get through that as your Dom you must come and ask me first. Must make sure I'm ok with anything you do. So I did the only thing I knew would work. I sent you to Lucius." Severus said. He made sure that Harry knew it was his, Harry's, fault that he was raped.

"So because we had a fight you sent me away? Is that what you're going to do each time we fight?" Harry asked as his anger started to rise again.

"That's up to you. Depends on how many fights you start. But I don't want to think about that right now." Severus said as he lean in and started to kiss Harry's neck.

For Harry this caused him to start to struggle. After happen to him just last night he couldn't think of sleeping with his husband.

"Severus wait…" Harry said as he tried to pull away from the older man's arms.

Severus just tightens his hold on Harry. He then moved one hand down and cupped Harry through his pants.

This caused the savior to start to panic. "Severus wait! Stop!" Harry yelled as he try still husband's hands and move them away.

Severus just growled before he slammed Harry into a near by tree. Face first. "Did you not learn?" Severus demanded as he reached around Harry and undid his pants. "Submit!" Severus yelled and jerked Harry's pants and underwear down around the smaller man's ankles.

Severus then smiled as he saw the backside was raised slightly as Harry was holding onto the tree and head turned some. It would seem that some were deep inside Harry like it a bit on the rough side. At lest that is how it looked to Snape.

Severus then reached out and grabbed Harry's back side as he gave each check a squeeze before he pulled them apart and looked at his young husband's entrance the smile grew as he could feel his pants get even tighter. He knew how tight his husband was. He couldn't wait to take him again.

Severus undid his own pants and pulled his erection out of his pants. He then forced Harry to reach behind him to hold his backside apart as Severus lined himself up.

Just like Lucius, Severus didn't prep him or even use any kind of lube. Severus pushed all the way in. But unlike Lucius who thrusted in fast, Severus slowly pushed in. This made the pain last longer and seem worse.

Because of the pain Harry had let go of his backside and grabbed hold onto the tree as he bit his lip so he wouldn't cry out with the pain. He wouldn't let his husband see him cry.

Severus let out a moan when he was fully inside of Harry. He then smiled down at Harry as he pulled out slowly before pushing just as slowly back in. He wasn't going to fuck Harry hard and fast like his friend did. He was going to make it last as long as he could.

For Harry each slow thrust in and out was the worst pain he had felt. The Cruciatus Curse was a walk in the park compared to the pain Harry was in. There was nothing to compare to the pain he was in. Not even the devil himself could up with something that felt worse then this.

Severus soon started to speed up the pace. He knew he wouldn't last much longer. Severus let out a loud moan when he reach his completion and empty himself into his husband.

When Severus pulled out he could see blood mix with his seamen leak out of Harry's abused hole. He watched as it ran down the younger man's legs to pool on the ground below him. As for Harry, he was barely able to keep himself from falling to the ground.

Severus just smirked as he waved his wand to clean himself up. He didn't even bother with Harry. "Next time I wont be so nice if you fight me again, my dearest husband." he said before he walked away.

Harry's strength finally gave out on those words. He crashed to the messy ground below him as the tears fell unstop. Harry couldn't hold the sob back any more as he let out a scream of all the pain he felt.

He now knew his place. He now knew he was just a toy that got play with when he's masters felt like it. Got played with then tossed away when no longer needed. He also knew that he would care if it was his husband that did this to him. If anything he felt worse then ever.

Hedwig had seen all this and could feel her master's pain. She knew that her master's mate was not the one for him. She knew who was and knew her master needed him now more then ever. So she took to the air to go and get her master's savor. She just hoped nothing else happened while she was gone.

A/N I hope you all like this one. I am working on the next chapter and hope to have it out soon. I'm sorry it took so long to get these out. I spent last weekend (the 27th ) out and saw the new Yugioh movie. It rocked! At lest I thought it did. No one use in my family like it. But now I'm back and plan to get at lest another two chapters out soon. See you all with them.