September 9th
10.40
Sitting in the back of Binn's class bored like no person has been bored before. Seriously. I'm not even joking. How is he even talking this rubbish, surely he knows it's just pure dullness? Anyway, not much has happened since the first day back. Although, Blaize does keep giving me looks when i pass him in the corridor. I don't know whether I want to go to Hogsmeade with him. The weird thing is, is Malfoy seems really distant with me at the moment. I don't know if it's to do with Blaize or what, but he hardly says 'Hi' to me anymore. Scratch that because la di da da, I don't care. Nope, not at all. Well... Oh never mind.
Me and Luna have just started up a mammoth game of noughts and crosses...Oh she is going down.
10.41
Luna just won. I think I just lost the will to live.
10.43
It's hangman now, i'm so good at words.
10.45
I just hit Luna for winning. She's now ignoring me so I'm flicking pieces of quill at her. God the maturity.
12.34
At lunch and Luna seems to be still ignoring me. I can only see this as a plus as she's not telling me something like Harry only cheated on me with Cho because he was under order by the Ministries SnafflePaps...whatever the hell they are. I mean Luna is sweet and all, but she does talk some absolute nonsense.
Sat down with Hermione. Her and Ron seem to be just friends at the moment, but I keep seeing sly glances between the two. I'm not usually that interested but as absolutely NOTHING is going on with my life at the moment it seems this is the only entertainment. Only problem is that Ron moves at the rate of a snail when it's to do with anything relationshippy. It's actually amazing he ever got it together with Lavender, although that was only to spite me. Which is a bit weird because I'm his sister. Hmm.
12.50
Blaize cornered me after lunch and asked me if I wanted to take a walk with him tomorrow at four. He walked off before I could reply, but obviously not before he had a good look at my chest. Hmm, nice. I have to admit Blaize is pretty good looking. He's got the perfect complexion. I know all the girls fancy him, well except for Luna who doesn't seem to be interested in boys. Ooh, she might be a lesbian.
11.55
In bed. Thinking about Luna, but not in a lesbian way. What if she is one, maybe she fancies me. Experimentation is all well and good but... Anyway I don't even know what lesbians do. What do they do, I mean they don't have like..things to go in things, naturally.
12.15
I've freaked myself imagaining what they do...
September 10th
9.40
Ended up not going to sleep for absolutely ages because I was scared that Luna would come out to me do then ended up waking up really late this morning. I was woken up with Hermione looming over me, and because I had freaked myself out about lesbians and wondering what they do I thought she was leaning over to kiss me so I punched her in the eye. Haha, luckily her hair is so bushy it probably covers it. Oops, no, well she was a tad annoyed, but I flounced off to Transfiguration before she could yell me. I'm fast when I want to be.
All in all, it wasn't the best start to the morning, I ended up getting detention from old McGonnagal for being ten minutes late even though I had this really good elaborate story all ready to go about me saving some first years life, or something. She didn't really believe me. Anyhoo, turns out I have detention on Friday night. Whoo! Actually, I'm not that fussed because weekends are pretty boring around here, we really need a good party or something. Hmm, might do something about that for Saturday. Although, by then I might get another detention, I mean I am writing this as McGonnagal is telling us something about transfiguring. Ooh, better put it away.
12.15
Lunchtime! Sat down with Dean and Neville. Dean and me are really good at the moment, apparently (meaning I heard it from Lavender) Dean is trying to get with Parvati, so I decided to slyly say something to him about it. Then, because I was still scared about Luna's questionable lesbionism, I then mentioned to Neville that Luna likes him. Not strictly true, but how can you tell with Luna. That's what I do for entertainent.
3.50
Ten minutes away from meeting Blaize. Actually, thinking about it, I don't know where he said he'd meet me. Didn't really matter as Draco just came up to me mumbled something like 'Entrance Hall, Blaize, erm bye'. It was really weird hearing this from Draco, hearing from the guy I kinda like, where to meet his best friend, who I also kinda like. I looked in his eyes as he turned away, he seemed a little hurt, embarrassed and apolagetic. And I have no idea why.
9.25
Just got back from being with Blaize. As it was still pretty warm for September, we just sat out by the lake for most of it. Blaize is suprisingly interesting, after the obligatory look at the old chest. He's also pretty funny and I was in such giggles, I snorted twice. Twice. He just laughed at me, and then took me completely by surprise and kissed me. It was lovely, I have to admit. Blaize is seriously good at the kissing thing, Indeed. But I couldn't help, while he was kissing me, worrying about Draco and how he looked earlier. And then to my horror, I started to worry about Harry. At that point I had to stop right there. I apolagised to Blaize, who familiarly looked hurt, embarrassed, however I was apolagetic.
I ran back to the common room, started to climb through the hole when something grabbed my arm. I turned around, it was Blaize. He asked if I was okay, I just nodded like one of those nodding dogs and tried to turn away. For some stupid and silly reason I was feeling really tearful and I knew if Blaize began to hug me, I'd lose control of my emotions, and eithe say something or do something I'd regret. Blaize looked at me, sighed, ruffled my hair, and said see you tomorrow and we'll discuss Hogsmeade. I bloody hate being a girl, a teenager and being generally me.
11.30
I stupidly cried myself to sleep. Hermione definately heard me, but thankfully she ignored me. I think it's that I'm worried about Draco. And being with Blaize today was really nice. The thing that's really annoying me is Harry, I don't want to like him any more.
12.05
I might go for Luna.