Marriage Bliss?

A/N Here is the next chapter. I hope you all like it. Well on with the story.

Chapter 15

It was now three months later. Severus did send Harry to Lucius a lot in those past three months. Every time Severus got pissed at Harry, he was either sent to Lucius to deal with or was beat by Severus. The man always seemed to be upset with Harry for one thing or another.

Not only did Severus physical, mentally, and emotionally abuse Harry but sexually as well. Harry tried to reason with himself. That they were married now and it was within Severus' rights to have Harry when ever he wanted him. Even if Harry didn't want it.

On top of that Harry had been waking up and having to run to the bathroom to throw up. He always seemed to be throwing up what ever he put in his stomach the night before. This had been going on for a month.

Finally feed up with being sick Harry went to see a healer. The healer gave him great news and Harry couldn't wait to share it with his husband. Harry knew Severus would be just as happy as he was. At lest he hoped he would be.

Later that night Harry sat in the office with Severus. Severus was at his desk grading some papers while Harry was reading. At lest he looked like he was reading. Not being able to hold it in any longer, Harry got up and walked over to stand in front of Severus' desk.

"What?" Severus asked without looking up from the papers he was grading.

"Well you know how every morning I was waking up sick?" Harry asked with a smile.

"Yes." Severus said as he marks some poor student paper before going onto the next one.

"Well I went to see a healer today. To see what might have been wrong with me." Harry said.

This caused Severus to look up at Harry. Seeing the smile Severus stops grading papers and lean back in his chair. He waited for Harry to keep going with his story.

"I'm pregnant!" Harry said excitedly. "Isn't great news?" Harry asked as the smile grew even bigger.

"Yes. It would be if it was my child." Severus said. He's face was a blank slate where Harry couldn't read the man's emotions.

"If?" Harry asked as his happiness disappeared and was replaced with confusion.

"Yes. If." Severus said as his eyes slowly started to narrow. "But the child is not mine."

"Not your's? How can you say that?" Harry asks before he shook his head. "The baby is yours! I know it is!" "How can you be so sure it's mine?" Severus demanded to know.

"Because I'm a month pregnant!" Harry yelled at his husband. Some of his fire coming back.

"You've been screwing Lucius for over three months. He must have impregnated you during that time." Severus said, saying calm while he spoke to Harry.

"I wasn't screwing that blond asshole! He's been raping me!" Harry yelled as he slammed his hands on Severus' desk. "Besides we've been sleeping together as well." Harry said with narrowing eyes. He desperately wanted Severus to see that this child could only be his and share in Harry's joy.

Severus narrowed his own eyes again as he lean forward in his chair. "Screwing…raping it means the same thing. You were on your back with your legs spread for him." Severus hissed out.

Harry couldn't believe what he just heard. He couldn't believe that Severus was hitting at the fact that it was Harry's fault that he had been warming Lucius' bed. He's eyes went wide as his mouth dropped open in a silent gasp at this. Closing his mouth Harry's eyes narrowed dangerously. "Fine. Believe what you want! I'm going out!" Harry growled before leaving the house. Slamming the office door behind him.

For a few weeks now Severus has let Harry see his friends a bit more then normal. He always knew where Harry was going and for how long. So for Harry to walk away like that had pissed Severus off.

Then there was the fact that Harry was carrying a bastard child. He knew Lucius wouldn't want it. It would cause too much talk for Lucius' like plus it would hurt Narcissa. The woman wasn't one to have affairs and it hurt her every time she heard about Lucius having one. The woman must love that man to stay with him for as long as she has.

But Severus didn't really care about them. He's worries were over had to deal with Harry and the brat he was carrying. Severus knew he would have to get rid of it. But the only problem was Harry.

Severus knew that Harry would not give the bastard child up. Harry was even going as far as to say it was his, Severus, child. That was laughable.

Severus got up as he started to search his books. He knew of a potion that would cause Harry to miscarry the child but leave him unharmed. That way Harry could carry his heir. Severus also knew it would take some time to make it but that didn't mater at all to him.

As soon as Harry left the office he walked outside. Once he was safe from any muggles seeing him, Harry apparated to were Ron and Hermione lived.

Harry needed to talk to someone about the fight he just had with his husband. But at the same time was scared to tell anyone about the abuse he was going through. More like he felt ashamed of it.

He had defeated Voldemort twice. He had gone against Death Eaters and even a dragon in his fourth year. Yet he was scared of his own husband.

As Harry slowly walked to their home he stops as he thought about talking to Hermione. She would ask questions that Harry wouldn't want to answer. To scared to answer if he was truthful with himself.

He was scared of what she would think of him. Would she call him a slut if she found out that he had slept with Lucius and more the once? He wasn't thinking of the fact that Lucius raped him every time he was over there. Just the fact he was in said man's bed.

Would she call him a weak or a coward for not defending himself against his husband? Or would she agree with his husband? That he deserved everything he got.

The more he thought about these types of questions the more scared he got to talk to his dearest friend. Harry even turned around and walked away. Instead he made his way to the twins shop.

He figured he could talk shop with them. When he got there he couldn't help but smile at how busy the place ways. The twins were doing great for themselves.

As he slowly walked around the store he spotted a family that made him freeze. It was Draco with his family.

Harry stayed back as he watches the way they interacted with each other. He could see how much Draco cared for his wife and son. How both parents wanted to make their son happy but now spoil him. He did see them tell the young boy no about something he wanted but the kid didn't cry or throw a fix. He seems to take it as fact and move on.

As he watched Draco he remembers the warning that Draco had give him days before his wedding. It was then that Harry realized that Draco had been right. "He's only using me." Harry whispered to himself.

As those words sank in Harry slowly walked out of the store and started to walk the street of Diagon Alley. He was slowly getting depressed the more he thought about it.

He realized that not only did his husband use him but he wanted what Draco had. He wanted the happy home life. He wanted someone that would have gotten happy that he was pregnant.

Harry then stop walking as something else dawn on him. He wanted Draco. Not just have what Draco had but be with him. He wanted to be in Pansy's place. He was jealous of Pansy.

Harry just let out as sigh as he kept on walking. He was so lost in his thought that Harry didn't realize when he turned down Knockturn Alley.

He didn't realize he turned down the alley until he bumped into someone. Without looking up Harry mumbled an apology and started to go around the person until he heard a chuckle that made him freeze.

Harry looked up as his eyes filled with fear as he saw he had bump into Lucius Malfoy. Of all people it had to be him.

"I'm surprised to see you in a place like this Mr. Harry. I'm sure your husband would not approve of it. Maybe I should take you back to him, so that way he wouldn't have to worry about you." Lucius said as he started to grab for Harry.

Harry starred at the man for a moment before he took a step back. "What are you doing here?" Harry asked. He was glad that his voice didn't break as he spoke.

This caused Lucius to stop walking towards Harry as he then smirk. "Now that is none of your business just like it's none of mine why you're here. Now come on. Let me take you home." Lucius said as he was able to finally grab Harry and quickly found a floo to take Harry home.

As Harry was pushed throw the floo he just hoped the baby would be ok. For he knew what was about to happen next.

A/N There is the next chapter. I hope you all like and sorry for the long wait. I do have the next chapter written and should have it post soon.