Marriage Bliss?

A/n Here is the next chapter. Sorry for the long wait on this one. Well anyways on with the story.

Chapter 21

Severs sat in office late one night. It had been one year later. He had been trying to give his husband a baby but Harry was still not pregnant.

Part of him wonder if Harry was using contraception spells to stop from getting pregnant. But then again why would Harry? He was one the one that wanted the kid.

Severus hasn't changed anything in the bedroom. He was as rough now as he had been the first time Harry got pregnant.

Severus was sitting at his desk in his office. He held a shot of fire whiskey in his hand as he was deep in thought. He was wondering why Harry wasn't pregnant yet. But that was not the only thoughts going through his mind at the moment. He was also thinking about how he was treating Harry.

Severus thought back to the first three years of their marriage. He thought about how he used to treat him and how happy Harry was.

There was never any fear in those green eyes. Only pure happiness. Yes they were always filled with joy and happiness. But Severus never saw love in those green eyes. Severus knew that his own husband never loved him.

So why should he care if he hurt Harry? Besides he always hated the brat and this marriage was nothing more than revenge against his school yard bullies. If this was all true then why was he starting to feel guilty?

Severus took a sip of his drink as he tried to push that feeling away. He hated the way guilt made him feel. Because of the way it made him feel Severus tried to live his life without anything to feel guilty about. But now one young man was making this feeling known to him and he hated it.

Besides there was no reason for him to feel guilty. There was no love lost between the two of them. It wasn't like Harry cared for him. Had deep feelings for the man. Right?

But then why did Harry want his child? Why did Harry want Severus to get him pregnant?

If he just wanted a brat then there were other ways to get one. He could allow someone else to get him pregnant. Even if that idea pissed Severus off.

Or Harry could allow a woman to carry his child. Granted that would mean Harry would have to sleep with a witch to get her pregnant. Yet another idea that Severus didn't like.

But Harry wanted to be the one that was pregnant and with Severus child. But why?

Severus did know that at least one of the answers to that question was because they were married. But there had to be more to it. With Harry there was always more to it.

Then there was the question was what kind of father would he be to the child? Would he be like his father to the child? An abusive prick.

He was being abusive to Harry like he father had been to his mother. It was something he swore he would never become. Yet he had.

Finishing off the glass Severus sat it on his desk. He sat there for a moment before he pushed these thoughts to the side.

Besides these feelings and thoughts were nothing more than weakness. Severus may be many things but weak was not one of them.

Besides when they got married Severus never loved Harry. Hell he couldn't stand the boy. He was still a boy at the time of their marriage. The true reason behind marring Harry was childish but the look on the mutt's face was priceless.

To see the anger on the matt's face when they got married, well Severus couldn't help but smile at it. He still smiled to know that he had the mutt's godson and could do as he please with him and there was nothing Sirius Black could do about it.

Then there was the wolf, Remus Lupin. The wolf was just as upset but seems sadder. Sad at the thought that Harry had to give up the rest of his child and get married at very young age. Or something along those lines. Severus was never sure when it came to the wolf.

Severus really didn't care what other might think. Harry was he's and could do what he wanted with him when he wanted to. These memories and feelings could be used against him, if one knew about them. So it was the main reason to push them away.

Severus slowly got up from behind his desk and he then made his way out of the office. He walked up the stairs and down the hallway to the master bedroom. The room that he and Harry shared.

When got there he could see his husband was standing in from of the windows in there room looking at the night sky. It was a clear night full of stairs and the full moon shine brightly in the night sky.

Watching the young man Severus felt guilty for taking him away from his family. He knew that Harry was thinking of the mutt and wolf while looking at the moon. But the feeling only lasted for a moment. Pushing the feeling aside Severus gathering his stuff before going to the bathroom to get ready for bed.

When he came out he saw Harry was still standing in the same spot still looking at the moon. Looking closer at him he could tell that his husband was holding something but could care less at what he was holding.

Just as he was about to get in bed he hear his husband say something. Something that shock him to the core. "What did you say?" He asked with a small glare at the man.

Harry slowly turned around as Severus could now see what Harry was holding in his arms. Severus just couldn't believe what he was seeing with his own eyes.

But the proof was there in Harry's arms. The glare fell from Severus's face as it was replaced with shock. Looking back up at his husband he saw the smile that hadn't been on Harry's face for a very long time. The smile that was brought back by what Harry was holding.

Finding his voice again Severus asked just one question. "How?"

A/N There is the next chapter. I hope you all like this one. This one was to answer a question that someone asked me in a review. They asked if Severus was going to change his ways or not. This chapter is to show that Severus is slowly starting to change but it's going to take a long time for him to completely change. And gave a small reason as to why he treats Harry the way he does.

As to what Harry is holding in his arms you'll have to read the next chapter. Well anyways I hope you all like this one and I'll see you all with the next chapter.