Hey guys, sorry it's a bit on the short side, but I can't help it!
Tell me, if you want this to be a C/B only story, because I have some ideas for other pairings.
What pairings would you like? Make some suggestions! Oh and ask, if you have any questions!
So now have fun!
As I wake up the next time I am alone. There is no blonde angel beside my bed and no smile to comfort me. Like usual. There is nothing beside me and the silence. The loud nearly deafening silence. A nostalgic smile slides over my face as I listen to my dear companion and worst enemy for the last few years. It's not surprising really. I expected it. So there is no reason, why I should feel so…disappointed. But I do and I can't help it.
I lived like this for a long time now. Thought it was not always quite no…there were screams loud, loud screams of pain and agony..and shouts, angry ones, hateful ones, desperate ones…any kind possible. But the silence was still the worst of it all. I can live with shouts, screams, pain and helplessness, what I can't take is the loneliness. It makes me angry, frustrated and sad, but there is nothing I can do to change it. All this people around me, all my "friends" and relatives, just make it worse. It's like they don't see me. Like I am not really here…and probably that's true. I am just a shadow of my past. All my happiness and hope vanished a long time ago. I look out of the window at the rain. I don't know when it started raining, probably at the same time as my tears. My eyes are burning by now, but I ignore it as well as the numb feeling in my chest. I am used to it, or I should be. The tears are useless and I know it, but that doesn't mean I can stop them. I was never able too. Probably, because my subconscious is still hoping for a rescue, for a way out, even if I don't want to admit it.
On some point I really believed the angel existed. That he was my savior, my way out. But now? There is nothing. No light. No hope. Just the silence and the rain, that flows down the window like tears…
"Miss?" Distracted from my thoughts I look away from the window and stop every movement. Confusion is written all over my face as I stare at the being in front of me. Before looking away and follow the way of the rain drops once again.
Ha! That's so not possible!