I close my eyes and bury my face in the nap of Lucas neck. I don't have time to think about this. I should actually focus on Luca. I can't believe, that he is back. I am so happy it's like a dream come true. After so much time of searching and looking for him everywhere it's a relief to have him back in my arms. I missed him so much. He was the only brightness in my life. He always listened to my problems, even though he couldn't understand them at that time. He was just so young and vulnerable. I can't understand, how I could have let this happen to him. I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself, even if he does. He is just too nice. Too forgiving. I don't even deserve to be near him, but I can't help it. I won't let something like this happen to him ever again.
I look up at that thought. What happened at that time? Was it really him, who was buried beneath the car? And when it was him, how did he survive? Putting the thought away for later research I look at Luca. His hair has grown a lot since he was little and his blue eyes seem even brighter than before. He is taller as well. Much taller than me in fact. I think he is around 1,8 metres or so. His face is the only part of him, that didn't change that much. His still has the same round cheeks and he looks as adorable and cute as before. His eyes are still the same bright blue, even though they seem a bit different from before. As if something changed, but I can't put my finger on what exactly. I look away from him as I hear the noise of the door opening. A young woman stands next to the door and her gaze is fixed on the two men inside the room. "Can you please go out? The doctor wants to see her. Luca looks at me before he leaves the room with the man and woman following close behind.
I sit down on the bed and close my eyes fighting against the upcoming dizziness. "Miss?" I open my eyes at the familiar voice and meet the honey-colored eyes in front of me. "Are you alright?" "Yeah..." So he is my doctor. So I didn't imagine his existence. But then again I should have expected that, my subconscious couldn't be that good at creating an illusion/dream. "Can you tell me, how much fingers I am holding up?" "Three" "Í am going to run a few tests with you, is that okay?" I nod my head and look out of the window. The sun is still hidden behind clouds and I begin to wonder, where I am. It can't be Phoenix. It's not sunny enough around here. But where could I be? After some thinking, I nearly give up, but then I can remember the last events again. I was visiting my father, my real father and I was going to stay there for a few days...I went to La push to meet my old friends again, but they weren't there so I went around on my own. After some time I came across a place with a really amazing view so I stopped to enjoy the landscape. And then...the next thing I can remember is waking up in the Hospital and being really confused. But what happened? Did I fall of the cliff or just stumbled over my own two feet?
"Umm… what happened?" The blonde doctor looks up sharply. "You can't remember?"
"No, the last thing I know is, that I was enjoying a great view and then...nothing" "You will probably remember later. You hit your head pretty hard. A man found you sinking down to the bottom of the sea in La push. You are lucky he found you in time, because otherwise it could have ended worse. It was really cold at that time so could have gotten Hypothermia, if you wouldn't have been saved fast enough. You were lucky that he found you fast enough and brought you here. I don't know, how much longer you would have had otherwise. You should stay in bed for the moment. It will take one or two weeks before you are completely healthy again, but don't push it. It will just take longer otherwise"
He then stood up and handed me some medicine. After taking it my body gets heavier and heavier until I am lost in darkness again.
I wonder, what I will have to expect for the next time when I wake up…