A/N: WE'VE HIT CHAPTER ELEVEN! I hardly ever make it past ten. I always either can't finish it or I finished it really lame like so this is huge. Sorry that the last chapter was so fillerish. I kinda had to to set this up for the next part. And it won't be all rainbows and sunshine. The angst will be coming back. Whats awesome is that this started from some random idea. I've always head a thing for writing the darker stuff, (Anorexia/Rape/Implied rape/self harm/gay bashing and what not) because I feel like it needs to be brought to light. I have been anorexic and am still dealing with it and I have done self harm. I have a lot of friends who are gay. So all that stuff is pretty important to me. That and I suck at writing humor and am WAAAY better at angst so yeah. I have been contemplating how to bring the angst on. And I think I figured it out. I myself am adopted and if I was older when this happened I probably would have been like this too...any way lets go read?

Title: Someone To Finally Tell

Rating:M (It has finally gone up)

Disclaimer: I do not own glee, I do own Irridessa though.

Summary: What happens when you were born poor, beaten, raped, beaten again, starved and things worse? Meet Irridessa Walters. Shes been through it all. Doesn't know who her father is, is adopted. Shes had to adjust to all kinds of things. So how will she adjust to William McKinley High School? Friends, enemies, or someone to finally tell them what happened?

Eleven:Two words

The first thing I did when I got up was add an a big fat 'X' with red sharpie on my calender. It was November seventeenth. Fourteen more days until my eighteenth birthday. Fourteen more days until I can contact my father. In the wonderful world known as adoption if it was a closed adoption, or you don't know who the father is, you can't make contact until your eighteen. Really sucks right?

I got ready for school dressing in black skinny jeans, a purple tank top and black fingerless gloves. Grabbing my back pack and stuffing a piece of toast in my mouth I walked out front were Finn was waiting for me. I climbed in his truck and he kissed me gently.

"Morning" I said as we pulled away.

"Morning, how are you?".

"Great! I'm really glad that I got the bandaging off.", I pulled my shirt up to reveal the marred skin of my stomach. I didn't like it, but it was pretty cool.

Finn's fingers brushed against the marred skin. I shivered and had to remind myself not to shrink away. These were Finn's fingers, not his. I smiled at him and dropped the tank.

"That's great. And I'm sorry they couldn't fix the skin."

"Its fine Finn. And tell me what you really think of it?". I asked with a sly smile.

His face lit up in a huge smile. "It is the coolest thing ever!".

We both laughed as we sped along. I turned the radio on and 'Moves Like Jagger' came on. I sang the Christina part at the top of my lungs as Finn sang Maroon 5's part. As we pulled into the school parking lot the song was ending and we were both laughing.

We jumped out and walked into the school. He took me to my locker and I got my books for the classes. It seemed like today was going to be a great day.

came into Glee and went straight to the board. In all caps and blue marker he wrote, 'Emotions' and the turned and faced us with a huge smile on my face. This so couldn't be good. I leaned over to Mercedes and whispered to her, "I will bet you ten bucks this has something to do with Ms. P".

She snickered. "I ain't betting that. A blind man could tell that."

"Okay guys, I know we've been through a whole lot over the last couple of months and with so close we need to get cracking. And I figured why don't we do something to get all the emotions out so we can start fresh. We are all going to pull from the hat of fate—", Everyone groaned, "—for an emotion. Then you'll need to pick a song that goes with that and perform it for us, okay? Who's first?".

Rachel being Rachel she got out of her seat first and pulled out a piece of paper. I saw her back tense up as she read it out loud.

"Loathing."

There were a few giggles. I was one of them doing the giggling. That fit Rachel so well it was just funny.

Finn went up next.

"Love", he said with a smile on his face.

I smiled back at him. I will admit that I zoned out for the next couple. I There was just me, Kurt and Blaine left. Kurt went up first. I saw him tense too. He turned around his face a light pink.

"Lust."

The whole room giggled at that one. Gotten better or not Kurts a little touchy on the whole 'sex is okay' thing. Blaine went next.

"Suprised". He smiled.

I was the last one that went up. I reached in and pulled out the last piece of paper. I stared blankly at it. I really don't think I could pull this off.

"Joy." I said quietly.

The room was silent as I hurried back to my seat. What was joy. I guess I had felt 'Happy' with Finn and Kurt and Blaine before. But joy? How would I do this?

I kissed Finn and got out of the truck still worried about my project for glee. How was I supposed to do Joy? I sighed as I unlocked the front door and walked in, closing it behind me. I turned the corner into the living room and came face to face with my mother and father on one couch, my brother on the other. My parents faces were lit up with huge smiles.

What you need to know about my mom is that she is very young. So is my father. Shes only twenty seven and my dads Thirty. She always wanted kids but was infertile. So she adopted my brother when he was eleven and two years later when I was fourteen.

"Hey, whats everyone so a happy about?", I asked.

"They wouldn't tell me until you got her! Come here!", Micheal said slightly excited.

I laughed and dropped my stuff on the floor and sat on the couch next to him.

"So whats going on?", I asked.

"You tell them", Mom said to dad.

"No, you tell them", He said back.

"I thought we were gunna tell them together!", She said poking him in the stomach.

"Will you just tell them?". He said.

"Tell us what?", me and my brother said together.

My mother gave us a huge smile. "I'm pregnant."

My jaw dropped and those two words shattered my world.

A/N: Dun dun dun1 There it is! I know some of you may be thinking 'oh her moms pregnant, hows that scary or angsty?' well She was adopted and so was her brother because her mother was infertile. So it feels like she is being replaced. 'Thanks you were fun but were gunna have our own child now' kind of. So I hope you liked it, please go review!

Until next time1,

Victoria Michelle