Letter's To My Ex-Jerk
Chapter 2- Salty Coffee
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Erm, well, without further ado…the Chapter!
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Lily xx
Bonnie's P.O.V
I rolled my eyes and then glared at him, "Oh great- it's you. I was hoping it was the waffles," I snapped.
Damon smiled is annoying- but cute- lopsided grin at me, "No, it's me. I'm sorry," Then without even taking my permission, pushed past me and into the house. I watched in disgust as he hurried over to Elena, tapping on her back. She whirled around and he grinned at her, giving her a big kiss to which she responded with a giant hug.
I rolled my eyes again and closed the door, watching as the happy couple played with each other like little children. I turned away from them, feeling like they were a sick version of Edward and Bella from Twilight. The doorbell rang as I was thinking that, and a guy with dark brown hair and brown eyes with a nametag that said 'The Waffle House-Tyler' on it.
"Erm… Miss Bennett?" He read the order sheet, and grinned as he looked me up and down.
I nodded, "Yes,"
He held out a warm brown bag with the words 'The Waffle House' on it. I took it, and pulled out my purse, paying for both orders.
"Thanks," He grinned and as I was closing the door, I swore he winked. I smiled a little to myself as I walked with the orders over to Elena.
"Lena, the waffles are here!" I announced.
"Yay!" Elena was seated on Damon's lap, gazing lovingly into his eyes. I gritted my teeth as I put the bag onto the table.
"I love waffles. My favorites are the double chocolate ones," Damon spoke to Elena, smiling a little.
Elena's brown eyes lit up as she took out her Belgian waffles. "Oooh, wow. Really? They're Bonnie's favorites too. Maybe you could share?" She asked, shooting me a pleading look.
Damon's eyes strayed to mine for a second, "I don't think Bonnie really wants to share with me," He pointed out, grinning for some reason.
"No, she's fine with it," Elena replied, causing me to feel annoyed. Why was she speaking as if I wasn't there?
"She doesn't want her waffles anymore," I snapped, before dropping the box on the table and storming towards my room.
Elena got up and ran after me, tapping me on the back. "Hey, are you upset?" She asked, eyes wide brown and innocent.
"No, Elena…life's peachy keen," I joked, still irritated.
"Take a piece of my waffle then if you don't want yours," She suggested, eyes full of kindness reminding me why I put up with her and why I liked her so much. She was just so kind, childlike and nice to everyone. It was sickly sweet and at times highly infuriating though.
"No, it's fine. I'm on a diet anyway," I said, and before she could stop me, I hurried into my bedroom and locked it from the inside. I jumped onto my bed and glared at the bedcovers annoyed at Damon Salvatore, and feeling I wanted to rush out and strangle him. Why was he so damn cute? Why were his eyes so amazingly ice blue colored?
I sighed, turning onto my back and staring at the ceiling. I pulled out one of my course books and started to make notes on the latest lesson in my notebook. Halfway through, I heard Damon and Elena laughing gleefully outside, and I bit my lip, grabbing an empty piece of paper. I started to write, letting out all my feelings.
Dear your royal Jerkiness,
Isn't it enough that you had to break my heart once? Why do you have to be so darn cute and hang out with my best friend too? It breaks my heart all over again every time I see you with her. You're still as gorgeous as I remember. These last few months haven't changed anything about you. You still have that beautiful dark hair that makes me want to run over and stroke it because it was always so soft and great smelling. You still have those sparkling azure colored eyes that look gray-blue in the light of some rooms. And you still have your sarcasm and great sense of humor; the first things that drew me to you after your appearance of course.
You told Elena that you loved that kind of waffles just to annoy me. You know it's my favorite. You always said you didn't know how I liked all that chocolate. You liked the ones with strawberries; claimed they were as red as my lips. And as I listen to you laughing with Elena, and I hear how much she loves you and talks about you like your gods gift to her, I feel pain in my chest though I would never tell anyone.
You should be arrested for the number of times you break my heart. I hate you, but I'm still attracted to you. I think that not even time will change that… ever…
Yours,
Bonnie xx
I fold the piece of paper neatly and slip it in the box. I have gotten so used to writing these letters every day, I don't even think about what I'm going to write. I just pour my emotions out onto the page and write whatever comes to heart.
I felt myself yawn so I put away my course book and head to the ensuite bathroom I have next to my room. It's connected; I don't even have to go out into the living room-thankfully. Elena has one in her room too. We've never used the same bathroom.
I finish getting ready for bed; taking a shower and brushing my teeth and such and then I pad back into my room. I slip on my pajamas and I can still hear Elena and Damon talking outside. I want to tell them to shut up; that I can't get to sleep but then I will have to actually go out and talk to them and I don't want to do that.
I slip under the covers and flick on the light as I think about the boring day I've had. Tomorrow's a weekend; same as today… it will probably be just as boring. I'll have to go shopping tomorrow for food supplies; we're running low and I doubt that Elena will be any help now that Damon's back.
I yawn and go to sleep, trying not to think of Elena or Damon. I naturally don't succeed.
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I woke up the next morning feeling a little better than the night before. I had a good plan of what I was going to do today. I would go out shopping to Thriftway and then maybe head to the gym later to work out; I hadn't been for a while and I didn't want to get chubby or anything.
I got out of bed, putting on my robe to go and make some breakfast. I headed out to the kitchen, gasping as I saw Damon Salvatore standing in the kitchen, making bacon and egg. He was in a gray pajama and he smirked at me as I came into the kitchen.
I narrowed my eyes at him, "What the hell are you doing here?"
"I stayed the night. What, jealous Bennett?" He asked, winking at me and making me want to slap him.
"What do you mean by that?" I demanded, hands on hips.
Damon grinned, "I see the way you disrespect me when I'm over here with Elena. It's so obvious you're jealous, my dear, and you have good cause of it too," He pointed at himself, "I'm gorgeous,"
"I am not jealous of you and Elena, Damon. Sure, I feel sorry for her because she's dating an a-hole like you, but I'm not envious," I replied, glaring his way.
Damon just laughed, "Yeah, you might say that, honeybunch, but actions speak louder than words," He muttered, as he turned the oven off, and hurried over to sit by the TV, plate of eggs and bacon on his lap. He put his feet on the coffee table as he leaned back and started to eat.
"At least show a little respect for your girlfriends place and take your feet off the table," I hissed, not wanting to wake Elena up.
Damon just rolled his eyes, but he removed his feet anyway. "Elena's way nicer than you ever were to me,"
"I agree, Elena is nice which is why if you break her heart, I'll break your pretty little face," I told him, in a low even voice.
"Awe Bon Bon, glad you acknowledged that my face is pretty," He replied, in a mock sweet tone.
I rolled my eyes just as Elena came into the room, wiping her eyes.
"Good morning," She sang as she danced over to Damon and kissed him on the cheek. He kissed her back, sticking his tongue out over her back, as they hugged, at me.
"Child," I muttered, as Elena came towards me.
"What, Bonnie?" She asked, brightly.
"I was just asking you if you wanted a coffee," I lied.
Elena nodded, "That would be great," She replied, heading over to the fridge and looking inside.
"We need suppl-," She started but I cut her off.
"I'm going to Thriftway. Don't worry about it," I replied, with a grin as I switched on the coffee blender.
"Make one for me too, Bon Bon," Damon called from the TV area.
"What?" I asked, playing dumb.
"A coffee. Duh," Damon replied.
"Okay, Damon." I said, sweetly. I rolled my eyes and took out three mugs.
"Sugar?" I asked him.
"One please, dear," He said, grinning.
Elena wasn't really paying attention to us; she was humming to herself and looking at a colorful bracelet on her hand.
Damon's cell phone suddenly started to ring 'Move That Body' by Nelly.
Typical. I thought to myself as he excused himself to answer it, going into Elena's room.
"Nice bracelet, "I told Elena, snapping her out of her daydream.
"Oh… Thanks! Damon got it for me," She grinned and shoved it in front of my face.
"Great," I said, with fake enthusiasm. I poured some coffee into each mug and added half a spoon into Elena's. I didn't add any to mine; I used a special kind of sweetener. I was just about to put one for Damon, when I thought of a better plan. I picked up the salt and spooned a big one into it, before mixing; a grin on my face. I put the jar of salt and sugar back up in the cupboard and mixed.
"Why are you smiling?" Elena asked, as I handed her the cup of coffee I'd made for her.
I shrugged. "No reason. Just thinking about the grade I got in the last test," I lied, just as Damon came into the room.
"This is Damon's. I just have to go get my sweetener," I told her, gesturing towards Damon's and hurrying towards my room. I got the sweetener from in my bag (I kept it in there because it was a special low fat kind I'd bought and I took it with me everywhere in case I wanted to get a coffee in Starbucks or something).
I then hurried back to the room. Damon and Elena were sitting on the couch looking so sweet it made me sick. Elena had her head in his lap, her coffee in front of her on the coffee table while Damon was sipping his, grinning for some reason. He winked at me as I passed by. I ignored him.
I grabbed my coffee and tore the packet of sweetener and spilt it inside. I took it, and deciding I didn't want to deal any more with Romeo and Juliet, I headed into my room to drink my coffee in peace. I slammed my door shut and sat down on the bed.
I took a sip and nearly threw up. It tasted salty. But how…Damon had taken the coffee with salt or had he? What kind of a sick trick was this? I headed into my ensuite bathroom and emptied the coffee into the sink, annoyed.
I would get a coffee from Starbucks on the way to Thriftway, I decided with a small smile. I hate Damon Salvatore. I hate Damon Salvatore. I hate Damon Salvatore. I chanted to myself as I slipped into some dark jeans skinnies and a light green camisole with some sparkles on it. I brushed my hair, added some green eyeliner and clear lip- gloss, grabbed my purse and headed outside, making sure to put my cell phone in my bag.
"Bye Elena. I'm heading to Thriftway. If you need anything, text me," I called, not even looking around.
"Elena's in the bathroom, but I will," Damon grinned. Damn your amazing grin. I pushed that thought out of my mind and glared at him.
I was about to leave when Damon called, "Like the coffee? I added some…salt," He stuck his tongue out at me, and I just ignored him, slamming the door. Oh it's on, Salvatore, it's on. I thought to myself as I ran down the stairs of our apartment building and outside into the cold New York weather.
A/N: Sooo, what do you guys think is gonna happen next? I kind of hinted at it, but maybe it's unclear.. so yeah…
REVIEW please and I'll try to update soon!
Damon: What the heck are you doing to me? I'm not that annoying…
Lily: *shoots Key a look to say 'yeah right* Sure you're not.
Key: *grins* You kind of are, dude.
Damon: Don't dude me… *grumbles* Kids and their language today…
Lily: Ookay?
Key: *glares at him* We're not kids!
Damon: Sure, you're not. *compels Key* You are kids
Key: *looking dazed* we are kids.
Lily: Hey , NO compulsion allowed!
Damon: Yeah ,yeah Whatever… (:
Key: *still dazed* We are kids.
Damon: Okay, that's enough out of you…*muffles her mouth*
Lily : Anyway, THANKS FOR READING (:Oh and tell me if you wanna be in the disclaimer lol!