Letters To My Ex-Jerk
Chapter 6-There's No Hope
A/N: Hey everyone (: I hope y'all are all good…. Thank you to every single one of you who reviewed; I think you're awesome! x
Thanks also to my pre-reader LeniSalvatore4eva… she makes sure the plot stays straight :P
This chapter has way more drama, so I hope you like it!
Lily x
Bonnie's P.O.V
"So you're saying Damon is a bad boyfriend?" Elena wrinkled her nose up at me the next day while we both had free periods at the NYU. She was dressed in a black wool dress with some gray tights, her long straight brown hair tied back. She sipped on her Latte as she stared at me.
I nodded, "Yes, I don't think just because he decides to stay in the picture for a while, he should be the one," I told her logically, sipping my own orange juice.
I pushed my hair out of my eyes and waited for her to answer. "Hmm… Bonnie, I think you really need to get a boyfriend. You don't understand," Elena sang, offering me a worried look.
I shrugged her worry off, "No, I do. I was in a long term relationship with… someone like Damon and then it didn't end well," I didn't know why but I couldn't bring myself to tell her that it actually was Damon. Something inside me was stopping me from doing so.
"Well, Damon isn't going to make it end badly. I have a really good feeling about this," She exclaimed, downing the rest of her drink and standing up to toss the cup in a trash can. She straightened her dress and looked at me.
"Elena…" I tried again, but I knew it was no use. She was under his spell.
"Bonnie, look, I know you don't really like Damon for some reason, but I do. I'm in love with him and I'm following my heart when I say that he's good for me," She explained, her brown eyes all wide and innocent. If only she knew…
I sighed, about to protest again and wondering whether to tell her the truth about Damon and I are not. It seemed like a good idea, so that she'd know exactly what her 'perfect' Damon was capable of.
"Well, I have to head off cause I have a Renaissance Art class now, so ciao," Elena leaned forward and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"Are you coming back early today?" I asked her, feeling there was absolutely no hope at all.
Elena shook her head, her hair bobbing up and down. "I'm heading out to a Yoga class with some friends after I finish classes. Do you want to come?" She asked, her eyes lighting up with hope.
I shook my head, "I think I'll take a rain check on that," I informed her, trying not to shudder as I thought of some of her crazy art friends. There was Jules and her boyfriend Mason who were both addicted to Gothic Art and tried to dress in the same way, there was her crazy friend Aimee who was insistent on the fact that she was going to be the next Pablo Picasso and walked around with a sketch pad and pencils everywhere and there were others who I didn't know their names but they were just as eccentric.
"It's your choice. Jules is forcing Mase to join in with us; it should be hilarious," She laughed then before waving and hurrying off.
I rolled my eyes as I took another sip of orange juice. She was just so weird herself but I loved her. I had a Politics lecture in 5 minutes, so I pulled out a notebook and started to write and let out my feelings:
Dear Ex-Jerk,
I haven't seen you today (thankfully); you were asleep when Elena and I left for class this morning. I tried to convince her that you're a bad choice and that you're going to break her heart which I'm sure you are going to but she's smitten. She's convinced you're her Mr. Perfect and you're both going to run off into the sunset together on horses or something. Personally, I think she's been watching too many Romance movies.
Happy endings don't exist. At least not with you. I tried to tell her but she wouldn't believe me. I have another plan. I'm not going to give up on Elena. I'm not going to let you break her heart because I care about her and I don't want her to be sad. The only reason I haven't killed you is because it'd ruin her happiness- oh, and I'm studying law so that would be very ironic.
I have a few plans up my sleeve so you'd better watch out, lover boy. I'm going to show Elena how imperfect you are if it's the last thing I do. I'm going to do everything in my power to prove to her that I'm right about you and that you're the worst boyfriend on this whole planet.
I think my feelings are shadowed by my jealousy. I don't want you both to be together because of you hurting her and because I don't want you to be with her. It's selfish but I don't want to see you with her. I still want you myself even after all you've done. I'm pathetic but that's how I feel.
Bonnie x
I sighed then and slipped the paper into my bag, my mind swirling with emotions and plans. What I'd said in that letter was true; I did have a plan and I was going to carry it out. I was going to do all that was in my power to bring Damon down, and to show Elena how awful he truly was.
I checked my cell phone, realizing I was a few minutes late to my class, took the last sip of my orange juice before hurrying off to the law building, my hair flying behind me.
LTMEJ*LTMEJ*LTMEJ*LTMEJ
I sighed as I pushed the key into the lock of the door after a long day of classes at the NYU. I was exhausted to say the least. I let myself in, and locked the door behind me, feeling paranoid because of the high crime rate in New York. I ran a hand through my long brown hair and hurried towards my bedroom to dump my bag into it, and slip the letter into the box. I changed into some sweats and a cute frog decorated tee and put on my slippers before hurrying out to the kitchen.
I pulled out of the cupboard a box of powdered Mac and Cheese and dumped it into a bowl before adding the essential ingredients and slamming it into the microwave. My stomach was rumbling; I hadn't eaten anything since the Pop Tart I'd snagged on my way out this morning.
"Boo," A voice came from behind me, and I jumped. I turned around, hands on my hips to find Damon standing there, his hands in the pockets of his jeans and a big grin on his face.
"What are you still doing here?" I demanded, annoyance dripping off my voice.
Damon grinned again, "Annoying you, B," He responded, leaning against the counter. The microwave 'ting'-ed and I grabbed the bowl of Mac and Cheese and a big spoon and hurried out to the living room, ignoring the cockroach in the kitchen. The handsome, hot cockroach. Shut up, Bonnie! I scolded myself as I started spooning food into my mouth.
Damon of course plopped down next to me. "Why are you ignoring me?" Damon asked, trying to sound sweet as he flicked through the channels on our TV, stopping on a Sports channel. I put a spoon of food into my mouth and glared at him, before snatching the remote and getting the CW back.
I rolled my eyes and leaned back, spooning more food into my mouth.
"Stop ignoring me," Damon repeated, a few seconds later as he snatched the remote back and turned Fox Sports on.
I growled at him, refusing to take part in his childish playing. I put the last spoon of Mac N Cheese in my mouth, then stood up and hurried to the kitchen. I washed the dish and put it back in the cupboard. I then walked to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth before thinking of a genius plan.
I called Elena and after making sure she was coming back after 10 minutes, I dressed in a black miniskirt and a tiny red tank that showed part of my stomach and cleavage and then fluffed my hair up. I added some make- up and I was ready. I was going to seduce Damon Salvatore and prove to Elena he was a promiscuous bastard.
I hurried out to him, walking with as much a strut as I could manage and plopped down next to him on the couch. I leaned close to him and smiled, "Hey again,"
"So you've stopped ignoring me?" Damon asked, his jaw dropping as he took in my appearance.
I nodded, then leaned closer and whispered, "I sure have,"
I felt him shiver, so I started trailing kisses down his neck. Soon he was leaning over me, and he kissed my forehead.
"Bonnie, I never wanted Elena. I wanted you. I still want you," He whispered as he ran his hand down the side of my body.
I kissed his jaw line, hoping Elena would hurry up and come. I hoped she wouldn't be too mad at me though. Damon threaded his hands in my hair and pulled us closer together, and I wrapped my arms around his neck as I kissed his cheek, before placing a teasing kiss on his lips. Then I pulled away. He shoved at me, pressing his lips furiously to mine just as I knew he would. And then my cell phone rang with Elena's specialized ringtone: My Best Friend by Toybox.
I got up, pushing Damon off as I grabbed it. Damon watched me hungrily as I picked up the phone. "Yes, hey Elena," I muttered, trying to make my voice sound normal. I felt anything but normal however- my heart was speeding, my breathing was fast.
"Hi Bonnie. I was calling to tell you I'd be home late today. I'm going out with Mason, Jules and Aimee and we're going to grab some dinner," She informed me.
"You're coming back late?" I repeated, annoyed.
She nodded, "Yeah, so tell Damon too. I hope you don't kill him or something please," She muttered, before hanging up.
"I'm going to kill you alright," I hissed at Elena as I slammed my cell phone down.
Damon hurried over to me, and wrapped his arm on my waist. I slapped him off. "Leave me alone," I spat out, before hurrying from the room.
I locked my door and sat down on the bed, irritated. Elena had messed up my whole plan, and she'd gotten Damon to think I liked him or something. I did like him, but I didn't need him to know that too! I felt him bang on the door, but I ignored his pleas to come out and talk to him. Apparently he needed to 'tell' me something.
I rolled my eyes. How stupid did he think I was? I got up off bed, and yanked off the clothes I'd put on and changed back into my sweats and cute tee. I washed my face so it was devoid of any make-up and then brushed my hair back into a ponytail. I pulled out my laptop, remembering I had an essay due for Criminal Justice class. I sighed, my mind thinking about Damon.
What was I going to do? My first plan had failed, but I had way more up my sleeve. The problem was that Damon knew I was still interested in him and that I still liked him because of the way I'd acted while trying to seduce him. It might have worked if Elena had come in when she said she was going to, but of course because fate hates me, she had to decide to go out today after yoga class. Not to worry though; I had a bigger, better plan and I had a feeling it was actually going to work.
A/N: Hey, what did you think of that? Of Bonnie trying to seduce Damon and Elena's crazy friends?
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Lily x
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4EverSilenced: Now that you're done, where is Damon? He always comes here…
Lily: I don't know. You're so sick of my company, you need Damon? *puts on a sad face*
4EverSilenced: *feeling a little guilty* Of course not, you're a great friend!
Lily: Aww thank you! *hugs her* how about we play a game?
4EverSilenced: *confused* a game? What kind of a game?
Lily: *thinks* Well, we could do that trust fall thing… I did that at school once.
4EverSilenced: *shrugs* Okay
*both start to do trust fall thing. 4EverSilenced first and then Lily catches her. Then it's Lily's go*
Lily: Catch me! *falls back*
Damon: Hey, how are you girls doing?
4EverSilenced: OMG, DAMON! *beams and runs over to him leaving Lily to fall on the floor*
Lily: *bangs head and stands up, annoyed* You are not trustworthy. *to 4EverSilenced*
4everSilenced: *sighs* I'm sorry, look Damon came! *points at him and blows him a kiss*
Damon: *slips hand around 4EverSilenced's waist* That's me. Why are you so mad, Lil?
Lily: *glares* why would I be mad?
4EverSilenced: How about we get out of here, Damon, before she starts some Drama?
Damon: *shrugs* Sure, come on. *start heading off*
Lily: *runs after them* Wait! I'm bored and lonely…
4EverSilenced: No, you're not…
Lily: *smiles at her* You'll stay?
4EverSilenced: *laughs* No way. I mean you have the readers. Bye now.
Damon: Ciao, Lily…
Lily: *glares at them* Whatever, I don't need you two. I have all… hey where did you guys go? *starts running after them* Well, later guys! If any of you want to be in this, TELL ME! (psst edecakes24 is next :P)