If owned supernatural you would have known by now so insted here's Luci's thoughts on Gabriel's death.

A light in the dark

Lucifer POV

"What have I done?" I asked myself, staring at my hands. The same hands that killed my baby brother. Every time I closed my eyes I could see Gabriel's face staring at me full of hurt and betrayal. I could see the tears filling his beautiful hazel eyes. I had killed him in cold blood. I could still remember the first time I met him like yesterday.

Michael and I had taken fledgling Raphael to a meadow deep in a pine forest so he could practice flying. Raphael had been assigned as Michael's charge and was a troublesome little thing. Our father came to us with a small bundle in his arms.

"Michael, Lucifer, this is your new brother Gabriel. I decided that Lucifer is ready for his first charge so you will be taking care of him. Love him and protect him with your life." He said depositing the new born in my arms before vanishing. I peered into the blue blanket curiously. He had a small tuff of golden hair and matching wings. He smiled up at me and giggled. I couldn't help but smile back and Michael laughed.

"Wow, I can't believe he got you to smile. I had almost forgotten that you could." He teased lightly as Raphael studied Gabriel carefully.

"I think he's going to be trouble. Joshua said that if a fledgling doesn't cry it means they're up to something." Raphael said then hid behind Michael. I just laughed not knowing just how true that statement really was. Gabriel was extremely bright and easily mastered his gifts using them to reek havoc on the heavenly host. A quiet Gabriel was a dangerous Gabriel.

"What did you do this time Gabriel?" I asked seeing my charge sitting alone in his nest staring at the stars. I sat next to him.

"I may have turned Raphael's hair green... and then dumped soda on him... and then painted his toenails pink but he deserved all of it 'cause he said I looked like a girl!" he confessed crawling into my lap and snuggling up to me. I couldn't help the laugh that escaped my lips before I quickly rearranged my face into a blank mask.

"Do you think I look like a girl?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No you don't look like a girl, Gabriel, but did you really have to do all that just because he said that?" I scolded but I was picturing the look on Raphael's face when he saw his toenails and couldn't keep the smile off my face.

"No. I didn't. But I wanted to, and I decided that I could use that story as an excuse for when Michael finds out and gives me one of his 'talks'." He admitted. That was it. I wrapped my arms and wings around him and laughed.

"Here, I'll teach you a trick that will come in handy with Michael." I said standing up with him in my arms. I showed him how to make a duplicate of himself and explained that he could have the fake him listen to Michael while the real him does something else.

"Thanks Lucifer! Now I can trick Raphael even easier! I'm gonna go try it right now!" He exclaimed hugging me tightly before vanishing. I mentally cursed at myself for encouraging him and knew it would come back to bite me.

I had never in a million years assumed that it would lead to me plunging a blade through his heart. That I would have to watch as his grace burned out of his body and his gorgeous golden wings turned to ash. I found myself wishing for my own death. Perhaps it would be best just to let Michael end this. I had already done the worst thing I could. Before I could put my thoughts into actions a figure appeared in front of me. I froze when I realized what I was seeing was Gabriel smirking at me with a lolly pop hanging from his mouth. I must have finally lost it. I decided to screw it and wrapped my arms around him anyway.

"I'm sorry Brother. I would give anything to bring you back."

"Luci-"

"I thought it was another copy or I never would have done it."

"Broth-"

" I love you too much to ever hurt you that way on purpose. Please forgive me Gabe. I've become a monster. I've so far I've killed my own baby brother..."

"LUCIFER!" He shouted finally stopping my rant.

"What?" I questioned.

"I'm not dead." He said calmly. I tilted my head.

"Come again?" I couldn't believe what I just heard.

"I said I'm not dead. It was a trick so I wouldn't have to fight you or Michael. I was in my heaven when daddy dearest told me to suck it up because Michael was having a fit. Dad also told me to tell everyone that the apocalypse is over and you can return home as long as you promise to not destroy the humans." he said casually. I just gaped at him in shock.

"You- I- Dad said- But- Really? You're not a hallucination?" I finally managed to choke out. He smiled hugely.

"Nope. I'm real. You're taking it better then Mike. He was sobbing like a chick. I wonder how Raphael will take it?" He said with a mischievous glint in his eyes.

"No time like the present to find out. " I offered.

"Plus, I need to talk to Michael about a truce." Gabriel nodded.

"Do you still have that pink paint?" He asked and I just shook my head. Everything was going to work out perfectly.

Like it? Hate it? Next up is Raphael then Cas. I'll try to have it by the weekend. And a big thanks to the people who reviewed. You guys make me happier then Gabriel when he's at a candy store full of super models. Until next time, Toodles.