Disclamer: Don't own Scrubs... Wish I did.

Info: Hey guys sorry I havent updated in well forever, but I do have an excuse ( blabs random excuse ) anyway so now that you guys know what's been going on I promise I'll try to update more often. Please enjoy the chapter.

- JustAGirl019

P.S okay italics = thoughts.

(Dream)

Pan downwards from the world to find a rough neighborhood, pan more until you see an apartment complex made out of bricks and a beat up fence to keep people out. Walk along the path that is swain with cigarettes and broken glass bottles along with the occasional junkie hunched over. Go in though the wooden door half off it's hinges, clime up the stars that are Covered in a mold green carpet, the carpet has piss stains and basically any other human liquid available. Go up to a few flights until you get to 5b.

Open the door but be careful the knob falls out . Go in and see a man beating a little boy around the age of 10 getting kicked in the stomach, the kid has cruly red brown hair and gray blue eyes. His face is covers with tears. A women is sitting by a make shift table drinking out of a bottle of gin, she's just shaking her head at the scene before her but never making a move to stop it.

" You good for nothing sonofvabitch, I told you to never look at me like that"

Young Perry could never understand why his father liked to hurt him, he did nothing wrong. His father walked into the door and Perry just looked to see who it was. His father looked at him with an evil glair, walked up to him and slapped him right across the face' then his father grabbed him by the hair and forced a yelp out of the boy. He picked him up by the hair and gave him a quick jab to the ribs causing the boy to fall to his knees. Perry is still gasping at the blow he took; trying to find his breath when he looks back at his father. His father says " you little shit" and Finlay goes for the final punch.

( Dream ends)

...Beep...Beep...Beep..Beep

A startled Perry jumps up out of his nightmare in a cold sweat, he twists towards the end table and shuts off the alarm. His knees go to his stomach and he runs his figures though his hair trying to calm himself down from the memories of his horrible past.

ugh, what time is it?

I stare at the clock blindly until the red color started to actually from numbers. 4:05.

God what I'd give to stay here and not have to go to work.

I wish I could just say that that nightmare was just well a nightmare, but it was something that actually happened.

Fucking Bastard I hope he dies.

I glance back as Jordan who woke up and is staring at me intentivley.

Are you okay? she askes with a worried look on her face.

I lay-ed my head against the head bored, closed my eyes and sighed.

" Yeah"

" you sure?"

" Yeah, Jordan I'm fine, really"

" Okay" She grabbed my hand in hers and lay ed her head on my shoulder.

We sat there for a long time, I honestly would of stayed there all day if I could but I glanced at the clock and it was 5:24, my shift at the hospital started at 6:30 and I wouldn't get off until 6 at night.

I pulled Jordan closer to me and lifted up her chin and kissed her, she was started at first but then she kissed back harder. After a small make out seccion I reluctantly got out of bed and turned on the shower. The hot water felt good as it splashed all over my body, I could feel it relaxing my musicles and taking out the knots in my back and neck. I rolled my head in a circular motion while the water hit my face, It felt like all my problems were washing away. Sadly I knew that was not the case.

After my shower I was ready to go, the shower put me in a sort of good mood so I wasint to unhappy about going to work today.

I went in the bedroom and gave Jordan another kiss before leaving, she was still sleeping so she didn't hear me whisper " I Love you, Mrs Cox" before I left. I have no Idea why I said that, I just felt like it. I took the stairs down to the garage, found my porsh and got in. On the way over there I stopped at McDonald's and picked up a large mocha frappe and a Mcmuffin. I would never admit this to Jordan but I was a sucker for the mocha's.

After I fiinshed my breakfest I raced over to Sacred Heart with minuets to spare, As I walked in everyone looked at me funny and started to back away.

What the fucks wrong with them? Do they think I"m going to kill someone, or at least try to kill someone again?

At last newbie stuck his head out from the crowd and came over to me, he was waring navy blue scrubs and his hair was gelled back in that gay sort of way that he likes so much.

" Hi Dr. Cox, how you doing today?"

I ignored him and walked away towards the locker room to get my lab coat and put my jacket away. On my way over there I ran into Barbie who was rounding a corner and hadn't seen me.

" Ooh hey, sorry Dr. Cox"

I gave her a growl and she scurried away like the mouse she was. After putting my stuff away I went over to the nurses station to get my charts.

" Hey there Perry", I turned around to see Carla smirking at me, she had on her patentent pink scrubs and scrunched up hair.

"Hi Carla"

" How's it going?"

I raised my eyebrows and answered with a " All good"

" Good" she said as she smiled.

Can I ask you a quick question? I said, I made a motion with my hand to make her come closer so I could whisper in her ear.

Do you have any idea as to why everyone acting like their walking on shards of glass around me? Don't get me wrong I love it but honestly I feel like im some sort of criminal.

" ooh dont't worry allot of them are still shocked becuase of what happend it'll pass"

sure, sure I said as I grabbed my charts from her and headed over to my first patient.

I really hope I don't run into him today.