Disclaimer : Don't own Scrubs .. Wish I did.

Info: I am so so so so so sorry that I haven't updated in forever, I've been really busy with school and my parents are being weird and they won't really let me use the computer ggeerrr.

Any way I realized how short the last chapter was and I felt bad so I made a longer one for you guys. Again I just want to say sorry, I got school plus three other stories I am currently working on so bear with me I promise I WIILL NOT abandon this fanfic or any of my other ones. I will try my hardest to update more often I swear.

P.S thoughts in Italics

The day went by pretty fast in the hospital - which was a first for me- before I new it I looked up from my mountain of paperwork and saw it was time for lunch.

Oh dear God the day is almost over, if only I can get out of here without having to deal with that man this would be one of thee best day of my life.

As I got out of the chair I had been occupying for what seemed like a few days, I stretched out my back and headed over to the cafe, all the while in a trance like state.

Newbie and everybody else at Sacred Heart left me alone today, and for that I was thankful. I finally got the solitude I've been wishing for since I first arrived in this hell whole. Funny how when I got what I wanted all I wanted was for someone to ask if I was okay about this whole crap, I mean HE is here in this very hospital and everyone seems to think I'm the bad guy? What the fuck is that shit?
I guess I was really out of it because the next thing I know I'm sitting by my table with some sort of sandwich and vitamin water. I sit there doing nothing in particular and I feel all eyes on me in the Cafe.
They probably think I'll go crazy again.

All of a sudden I got really hot, I felt the heat go up into my brain then finally settle into my chest, It was a weird feeling, I felt like I needed to lash out. I saw Carla along with her boy toy and his boyfriend and Barbie all staring at me like I was crazy. So I got up fast which caused the chair to slam onto the floor I then growled and stalked out of the room.
Not sure of were to go I decided to do something I hadn't done in a long time, I went out to the front of the hospital and asked for a cigg, then I went to the locker room and opened McHeads locker taking out his Zippo, I finally went out over to the roof and lit myself a cig.
As soon as I took the first drag I felt myself instantly relax, I new that it was bad for me but right now I couldn't care less, this was the only thing stooping me from doing some really stupid things, and one of them involved this roof.

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(JD's POV)
Today was going to be a good day. I practically jumped out of bed and headed over to make some waffles.
" It's waffle time it's waffle time wo-"
YOU HAVE SOME WAFFLE'S OF MINE! Truck screamed as he joined me.
" what's up buddy?"
"just woke up, making waffles, you?"
Same, Turk said as he went into the freezer and pulled out a pair of boxer shorts.
Can you please stop doing that me and Carla both said at the same time, I gave a little chuckle and continued with my waffle making.
seriously Turk, I'm sick of all the food in the freezer tasting like your boxers, you better stop if you want to ever get it again she said with some Latin attitude.
Turk hung his head and Replied ok.
After we each got dressed we all headed over to the car and got in, the ride was sort of silent but I had my Ipod in so it didn't matter.
I will do anything for love,
Yes I will do anything for love,
Oh I will do anything for love,
But I won't do that, no no that.
By the time the song was over we were pretty much there, I hoped I didn't sing out loud but when I looked at Carla she buckled over and started laughing. Shut up I told her, which only made her start laughing more.
When we got to the hospital I gave Turk a hug then went over to rounds, I saw Dr. Cox, it seemed like everyone was staring at him so I told him hi, which he ignored and walked away from.
I kept on wanting to ask Dr. Cox if he was okay but for some reason I was scared he would hit me or something. I shook off that thought and went over to see Jerry.
Hey Jerry I said while grabbing his chart, your heart is still giving me worry I'm gona set you up for a chest scan so I can get a good look, okay?
"Sure, sure, is Perry back yet?"
" Yep, I saw him earlier"
" Can you get him for me, I would really like to talk to him"
" I'll try"
WOW maybe I can help Perry and Jerry (ha-ha) mend there broken relationship, then he'll have to love me!
Since I already thought as Perry as a father figure so I could help but picture Jerry as the grandpa I never had.

(DAY DREAM)

JD is a little boy warring a baseball hat, Perry's pitching the ball to him, he its it and runs into grandpa's jerry's arm wile Perry came and hug's them both...

(DAY DREAM ENDS)

A single tear slips my eye
If only I say with pure sadness in my voice.
I must help them fix there relationship!
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I looked for Perry all day but couldn't find him, I looked up at the clock and saw it was time to lunch, on my way over there I saw Perry walking down the hall going to the cafe. I was about to go and talk to him but as I looked at him his eyes were all glossy and when a few interns tried to ask him a question he didn't even respond, he just kept on walking over to the cafe.
Is he okay?
While I was in the lunch line I stared at Dr. Cox who was a few people down from me, he didn't even look like he knew what was going on he just grabbed random things and went over to the register, then he paid and went to sit down without even touching his food.
He looks like a zombie!
I went over to sit by Elliott who was eating like she never ate before.
" Hungry much"
"Shut up, I haven't eaten for a week now"
" Okay?"

I pull out the chair and put my try with what looks to be soup and a sandwich down on the table.

Hey Cbear what's up? I asked Turk as I stole his French fry

Hey now get your own fry man, he said as he smacked my hand

Just one I asked as I gave him a puppy dog face

Okay man he said and handed me a fry

Carla decided she wanted a fry to so she tried to take one

Hey back away from my fry's women Turk scream.

"But Turk Carla said making a puppy dog face of her own

Nope sorry Turk said while eating a fry

Carla started muttering in Spanish but I ignored her

I was about to ask Elliott something when I realized that Dr. Cox was still sitting there not touching his food, he just sat there staring into space, I guess everyone else seemed to sensed this to because when I looked around all I saw was all eyes on Dr. Cox. He must have sensed this as well because he kept glancing around the room, then all of a sudden after a few haggard breaths he rose up quickly causing his chair to slam to the floor with a loud smack. He then let out a growl and walked out.

"Oh my God did you guys see that?"

I wonder what wrong with him Carla asked with nothing but worry on her face.

"I'll go talk to him"

I left my food and went out to follow Dr. Cox, I looked up and down the entire hospital and couldn't find him, and then I had an idea. Maybe he's on the roof

I walked over to the stair case and went up stairs to the roof, before I got up there I took a few breaths, as I walked out I looked around to see Perry smoking a cigarette and standing on the ledge, his foot hanging in the air.

" NO Dr. COX! DON'T DO IT"

Hehehe Cliff hanger, don't get mad I'll try to have the next chapter up soon