Hey sorry GuysI know I promised I would update soon and I didn't, I'm so sorry about that so I made a sort of long chapter ( Or at least I think so?) Anyway I Will update sooner I promise I'll update soon probably tomorrow so yay :)

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P. S : Thoughts in Italics.

Dr. Cox POV

I was in a haze. Completely lost in another world. I couldn't even remember where i was or what I was doing. all I saw was my past, all the memorizes I locked away were poring out and I had no way of making them stop.

I saw a house, I think it was the only house we ever owned. It had white siding and gray cement steps with a black railing. There was a gray screen door and the door was painted red but its was half off because of the chipping. I saw myself sitting on the steps smoking a cigarette, I looked to be about 15 or 16. I heard someone scream and snapped my head up at the same time my younger half did. He jumped up and was about to go into the house when someone came out. It took me a while to realize that it was the devil, he didn't look as big as I always thought he was, out of habit I started cracking my knuckles waiting the fight i knew was coming. I glanced at the younger me to see he was doing the same.

I was right behind him, a good foot or two taller than him, and I knew I was way more stronger. He looked like a little kid and I wanted nothing more than to strangle him. He was only a step away, I looked over to my younger self, back then I liked to be called P or Pc haha I thought I was so cool. As I was looking at P he turned his gaze on me, at fist he was startled but he quickly composed himself as he realized he was me. I gave him a genuine smile, we both knew why I was here, to slay the devil. He hadn't noticed me yet so I decided to just strangle him to death so that I can feel the life leaving his body, I was taking the first step so that I could wrap my hands around him when I heard another scream.

" NO Dr. Cox! DON'T DO IT"

Huh what is that?

I shook my head and tried to go at him again but he was only half there, the top part of his body was there but the bottom half was replaced by a city I could see the buildings and the cars zooming below. I tried to not pay attention to that part and just contiune with trying to kill him, I went to take another step forward.

" Dr. Cox Please, Please don't do it"

This time I recognised the voice, newbie. What was he doing here?

I turned around to see newbie standing there with tears streaming down his face. Whats he crying about?

I turned around back towards my memorize but realized they were gone. I looked down to see that I was on the roof of the hospitals building, standing on the edge.

Ooh was the only thing I managed to say

" Can you please come down?"

" Yeah.. yeah I can"

I stepped down and newbie ran over to me, he pulled me into a hug and I was in to much in a daze to really care.

Dr. Cox Oh my God I thought you were dead, I thought I would never see you again. He was practically crying on my shoulder drenching my shirt in the process.

I put my arms around him, "its okay.. its all gonna be okay".

Even though I knew this was newbie I felt like I was speaking the words to Paige my sister.

He was shocked but soon after he started to relax and finally calmed down. When he was done crying and able to stand on his own I shrugged out of his grasp and went to the door.

Lets get back to work newbie I muttered and went downstairs.

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JD POV

Wow.

I stood there completely shocked at what had just happened.

Did Dr. Cox just hug me?

I felt a rush of happiness consume me and I couldn't help dancing a little, after I did my happy dance I thought over what happened. When I got up to the roof it was like Dr. Cox didn't even hear me, he was totally out of it. It took me a few tryes to get his attention and when I did he looked shocked to be up here. But what if he was just acting about that? what if he was trying to kill himself?I shuddered at the thought and headed downstairs after him.