Info: Sorry I haven't updated anything in well a year lol but I didn't have a computer to work on. Unfourtenlty I still don't have one at the moment all though I am hoping to get one for my bday next Wednesday and if and when I do I promise I will update more and finish this story already!

Disclaimer: Scrubs is not mine although I do have all the series!

(Jordan pov)

Jordan couldn't sleep, as she much as she tried she could not for the life of her close her eyes and fall asleep. She couldn't help but think of the early years of her and Perry relationship, the countless bruises on his face and body, the many trips to the hospital. She shuddered at the memory and turned to face him, he was sound asleep which amazed her considering what he went though last night. He looked so beautiful while asleep, so relaxed it was like she was looking at an entirely different person. She knew that relaxed person because it was who he had been all thoughts years ago in high school and collage, it was the guy she fell in love with and she was glad that even though they had both changed dramatically since then but it was still nice to see that part of him never completely died.

"No… no Tom, I'm... I'm sorry"

She froze. Tom? No he couldn't be dreaming about that night can he?

"No… Tom… he's not breathing, oh god he's not breathing"

She looked at him again, he started tossing and turning, sweat had formed on his face and he was going rigid. Quickly she shook him awake.

"Perry… Perry wake up its all right I'm here"

He stirred awake and for a second looked very much like the scared young man she once knew. Quickly his face hardened into the face of a survivor as she liked to think of it. "Jordan what happened?" he asked. "You had a bad dream, are you okay?" He snorted, "We both know it wasn't just a dream" he said as she pulled him close to her. "That's it, I'm going to make sure Jerry's transferred out there as soon as possible" she said. He looked at her, "really?" "Yeah" she smiled.

( Dr. Cox POV)

The next day at work was just as hectic as the next, Carla was refusing to talk to him because of what he did to her precious bambi and of course if she was mad so were all the other nurses which made it hard for him to get charts and labs on time. On top of that Newbie decided that since he is a little girl he was going to switch his shift with nervous guy again so that he could take a brake from Dr. Cox. Ohh boo-hoo what a little girl what bothered him even more is that Jordan said Jerry wouldn't be able to be shipped out of here for about another week.

All in all it was a very crappy day for the older doctor and all he wanted to do was just have a nice bottle of scotch. Ooh what I'd do to be at home right now but no I got stuck with a 12 hour shift! Dam kelso and everyone here to hell! Just as he was rounding the corner Perry felt something bump into him, he automatically went stiff and stared down the young doctor who was sprawled out on the floor. " Oh well if it isn't Gloria" he sneered and then without another word he walked over his old protogue and continued down the hall with a growl.

( J.D POV)

I felt bad about Dr. Cox, he was obviously going though allot of emotional term oil but I just couldn't deal with him treating me that way anymore, I know it was a bad move but I just had to switch my shift. I need at least a day away from that drama. As he was walking down the hall he ran into Carla who was rounding the corner, "Oh sorry bambi, didn't see you there, hey did you see Dr. Cox anywhere?" she asked.

"Nope sorry Carla" I replied. "Oh okay see you later then" she said as she turned and left.

I wonder if I should tell Jordan about what happened with Dr. Cox, I mean he tried to kill himself, what was he thinking standing on the ledge of the roof? Then he gets all weird and hugs me, comforts me for crying. Shouldn't I have comforted him for almost jumping off the roof? It was all confusing. Then I was just trying to help when he got mad and grabbed me I didn't know what to do, what was I suppost to do? Just as I was rounding yet another corner I collided with something hard which caused me to sink to the ground becoming a little dizzy. I looked up to see Dr. Cox staring at me with a sneer on his face "Well if it isn't Gloria" he said then walked over me and continued down the hall. With some dignity intact I got up off the floor and went to check on Jerry.

( Carla Pov)

After I ran into JD I went over to the nurse's station to see if Perry might have been there. I felt really bad about how I've been treating him today especially after I talked to Jordan.

Earlier that day:

"Hey Jordan" I smiled; She smiled back and walked over to me.

"Oh so you're the reason Perry is stressed out" she smirked.

"Excuse me?" I replied what is she talking about?

"Oh nothing Per-Per was just complaining how everyone here thinks he's the bad guy when that monster gets treated like a saint. Honestly you people know nothing about Jerry yet you know Perry for many years. Why betray his trust? Why not believe him when he says he Jerry's a bad guy?"

With another smile Jordan walked off.

Present time:

I wonder where he is. Didn't J.D find him on the roof last time? I headed over to the roof to see if my suspicion my correct in Perry's whereabouts. As soon as the door opened I saw him sitting on the ledge his legs dangling off the edge, his heads in his hands. He didn't look like he saw or heard me so I decided to sneak up on him. I got half way towards him when he lifted his head up and sighed. "What do you want Carla?" he asked as he took a hit from a cigarette I hadn't seen before. "How did you know?" I asked curious to his ways. He Shrugged and turned his attention back to the ground below.

I took this as an invitation and settled myself down next to him. "I haven't been a very good friend" I finally announced after a few minuets of silence. "How so?" he asked as he inhaled on his cigarette. "Well for starters I've been treating you pretty badly today, not to mention I've been taking Jerry's side though all of this, when did you start smoking?"

He exhaled and replied "Since yesterday, Look Carla don't beat yourself up about all of this, He can win people over and I don't blame you for getting mad for what I did to J.D, you're his friend to; you have every right to be angry at me for what I did" It's funny how he only calls him bambi J.D when it's only me and him around. "So how do you feel, about this whole Jerry thing?" I asked as I laid a hand on his. He turned his hand palm up and grabbed my hand tightly in his. "Honestly Carla I don't know what to think, I mean I haven't seen him since.. Well since an incident happened which was well before I entered med school and now all of a sudden he just shows up out of the blue and he wants to talk to me, I mean what is that?"

I gave his hand a reassuring squeeze, "want some advice?" I asked timidly.

"Sure" he replied. "Go talk to him, see what he wants" I replied.

"I'll think about it" he answered.

TBC

Thought I'd give you guys a long chapter to make up for me not updating in a while. Hope you enjoyed it.