Hey everyone! I'm back; summer break is here so yay! Anyway I just wanted to apologize for the Harry Potter chapter mix-up. I guess I learned my lesion to not try and update two stories at the same time.
So anyway If you haven't already read the other chapter please go back and read it. I fixed the problem earlier but I'm not sure if anyone read it because there have been no recent reviews.
Also I just wanted to say that I'm sorry if you're confused with all of Dr. Cox siblings, I promise it will make sense soon and if you guys are still having trouble with it I will try and explain it better.
So anyway I hope you guys and gals enjoy this chapter and reviews are highly appreciated.
Disclaimer: I do not own Scrubs, But I do own this story. Just not the characters.
P.S Thoughts are in Italics.
( J.D P.O.V)
Everyone was shocked as stalked out of Jerry's room huffing and puffing. Looking more like a monster than man. It all started when Dr. Cox's dad was admitted to Sacred Heart. Since then Dr. Cox has taken to destroying the hospital and being an emotional wreck.
No one really understood why he was being so angry towards his dad, we all knew his father was abusive and a drunk but we never exactly knew exactly what 's upbringing was like.
Of course until now... a few minuets ago Dr. Cox went to go confront his father and ended up admitting that his father killed his younger brother. After yelling at his father he left followed by Jordan shortly after.
"Wow" I heard myself say into the silence that followed after 's exit. No one moved I guess we were all shocked. Poor . "Well that was interesting" I heard Lavern say as we all started to come out from the shock.
Just then we heard the sound of a penitent crashing, and it was coming from Jerry's Room.
Oh crap.
(Dr. Cox P.O.V)
As I stalked though the halls of the hospital I heard soft footsteps echo behind me. "Go away Jordan" I say over my shoulder as I walk over to the stairs. "No, I'm not leaving" I hear her reply. Just as I'm about to open the door to the stairs she pushes me into the elevator which just opened.
"What are you doing Jordan?" I ask angrily. "We need to talk" She says as she presses the stop button on the elevator. Then she walks back over to me and pulls me into a hug. "Are you okay?"
"What do you think?" I huff out as she kisses my neck.
"I think you need a break from everything, I can drop Jack over at my moms for a few days" She purred seductively. "Maybe "I say. Not really knowing what I'm saying. My thoughts keep going back to the devil a few floors away. I hope he dies soon. I find myself thinking, I grind my teeth together and clench my jaw at the thought of him.
Jordan sighs and puts her hand on my cheek forcing me to actually look at her. "No, you need a break. Come on, we can go out. Maybe see a movie or something, and then we can relax at the house without a baby to worry about." She moved closer to me and whispered in my ear "And If your up or it, we can have allot of fun on our bed".
She brings her lips to mine and everything is gone, all my problems, everything. I kiss her back fiercely and push her agents the wall. We continue to kiss a little more before I reluctantly let her go and press the button for the elevator to move.
I guess I do deserve a day to relax.
( P.O.V)
The sun in my eyes let me know it was time to get up; With a grunt and a few blinks of my eyes I'm ready to face the day.
Gosh what a night with Jordan, It was nice to get my mind off things. Of course now I have to pull a 14 hour shift according to Kelso since I walked out.
I look at Jordan who's still sleeping on my chest. Gosh what a women, I can't believe she's actually there for me. I Know I would be more of a wreck if not for her.
As I stare down at her face I think of all we've been though; we both grew up in the same area, went to the same school and eventually High school. We never liked each other much in grade school but when high school came around I couldn't keep my eyes off her.
Of course I was lucky to be best buds with her brother Ben, so I got to see her all the time. Eventually I got up the courage to ask her out and when she finally said yes I was ecstatic. But of course that all changed when my brother died; Still she stuck with me threw the hard times; she was the only one aside from her brother who knew how my father treated me and my siblings.
Then we both went to different colleges, our lives each going off in different directions, I wanted to be a doctor. She, she just wanted to party. She never really told me what she wanted to do with her life. I never knew if she dreamed of something big.
Then fresh into med school, one night I'm out at a bar and who do I bump into? Her of course, It was always her. We started dating again and I decided in a fit of young passion that I would never lose her again. That she would be mine.
The propose went really well I took her downtown where we ate at a fancy restaurant then we walked down to the pier. I remember once she told me she loved the ocean so that's where I proposed to her. I guess I was a little more in tune with my emotions then, I figured I'd make it all romantic. Give her another reason to love the ocean.
Soon we were married, Happily Married. Then it all changed, I found out my father had another family and I went to confront him. I'll never forgive myself for that night. After that night something snapped, something changed; I wasn't the same person anymore. I had and still don't have any hope. My emotions went out the window forever gone to me. I became a rock, an island so nothing could ever hurt me again.
With the new change brought new problems. Jordan complained we weren't communicating anymore - not that I cared at the time - I found being an intern was hard work and with the stress building with each new patient that was thrusted into my hands the more Jordan suffered.
I'd never hit a women, no. But what I did was worse. Any trust or communication we had in the relationship or with each other I destroyed. It's really no wonder why she cheated in the first place. What did I expect? I treated her like shit anyway.
When she cheated, god that still hurts; not like I'd tell her that though. I found I couldn't actually blame her anymore than I could blame myself. Those years without her were the hardest years I've ever been though. But just like that she came back, for sex she claimed. She said she owned me now as part of our divorce agreement. I fained annoyance but actually I was happy to have her back in my life again.
We played that sick little game for a while, both claming it was just for the sex, but we couldn't help ourselves. I'd put to much passion into the kiss or she'd "accidentally" snuggle into me during the night. We both knew we wanted each other, but were both to proud to admit it.
We tried dating again, but I messed up. I always mess up.
I thought I lost her forever then; no more booty calls no more drunken phone sex. Nothing. She was gone and I was alone again.
I tried finding someone else but it didn't work out, but I forced myself to believe it did. When she came back, pregnant I promised myself I would never let her leave again. I'd be there for her even her son.
I was happy again, we were happy again. When I found out Jack was my son, I don't think I could ever explain the feeling. Maybe because I stopped feeling long ago.
And now here we are, a few months later and now it's my turn to suffer again. I thought she would leave, maybe she'd think it would be like when I was an intern all over again. But so far she's staid and it's shocked me completely.
"Per-per, you okay?" She asks shaking me out of my musings. "Yeah, I was just thinking" I reply.
"About what?"
"About us, about what we've been though"
"Oh"
Suddenly she pulls my head down and captures my lips. "I don't know exactly what you were thinking but know that I won't leave. Not this time" She says after we end the kiss.
I nod at a loss of what to say. Grow a pair man! Get it together.
After a make out session with Jordan I leave to go to work.
Okay Perry YOU CAN DO THIS! Just go in there take care of your penitents and get out. Don't talk to anyone, don't look at anyone and don't care about anyone.
After my little pep talk I walk into the doors of Sacred Heart. After getting my lab coat and putting my jacket away I walk over to my floor and immediately spot Newbie who's walking towards me with a sad expression.
Gosh can I get one day without something dramatic happening! Maybe it's nothing though the kid does have a knack to overreact.
"What is it Newbie?" I ask while closing my eyes. I just got here and I already have a headache. Great.
"Um… it's about Jerry" he stammers out while taking a step back our of harms way. Stupid kid I can still hit you!
"What about him?" I ask though gritted teeth.
"He's…He's dead" He says after a moment looking at me with scared eyes.
"Oh"
Hehe sort of ciffy. So I made this chapter a bit long because I really wanted to explain Jordan and Perry's relationship. By the By I know Dr. Cox may seem out of character but I want him to be like this because, well he's going though allot of crap right now. You can't expect him to be all there after what's going on.
I promise he'll be back to his usual sarcastic self soon enough. Maybe.
Anyway enjoy and please please please please review.
Thanks,
Justagirl019
