Here's my advise to you all. If you ever think about visiting Sweden during wintertime, do NOT travel up to the north of this country. Snowy, windy and cold. And airplanes that's being delayed. Oh, and one or two trains that you'll be missing out on.

Right now I'm just glad to be back in the middle part of Sweden and in my old bed at mom's house. Christmas time rocks! No school! Just a lot a free time doing what ever you want with…

I've been updating this everyday since I started it and I don't want to stop doing that you get a small chapter today as well. Tomorrow I'll bring you to good stuff! But when the clock is showing almost 2 am and I've been stressed by traveling this whole day I have to get some sleep now…

So listen, I know these last chapters have been kind of boring. We're in a part of this story when I just had to write and tell you things so you all are going to understand what happens next, okay?

Spoiler for upcoming chapters, medical conference, hotel rooms you ABSOLUTELY can't be alone in (if you don't want to break any given advise from your therapist that is) and a little bit of partying.

CHAPTER 20

You were on the left with anger in your heart

I was on the right too paranoid to start

We are much too young for anything to break

And all the plans we make

And all the plans we made

Let's get into the season where we can be ourselves

No rhyme or any reason

No stories left to tell

We are much too young for anything to break

And all the plans we make

And all the plans we made

My dearest Calliope,

When I was a little girl I believed in magic. My parents always got me a magician for my birthdays. I remember just sitting there, watching and trying so hard how to figure out how he would do the things he did. Although I now know that it's just illusions I can't help but still believe that there is magic everywhere in the world. It's rare to see it but when we do everything just seems to fall in to place.

So here's an idea for today. I want you to wish something and then keep it to yourself. Care it around in your heart. It can be anything you want, everything you want. Have you wished for it yet? Good. Now believe in it. Believe that your every dream can come true. You'll never know where the next miracle is going to come from, when the next smile is showing or when you're next wish is coming true. But if you dare to believe that everything is possible and that everything you just wished for is behind the next corner if you just dare to open up your heart to the possibility, maybe everything is going to happen.

The world is full of magic. You just have to believe it.

All my Love,

A

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Arizona Robbins was completely hypnotized by Callie. She found her self gawking at the brunette across the table and had already given herself several mental reprimands, telling herself to get real. It was hard though the brunette looked absolutely stunning this evening wearing a dress colored in black and blue. Callie had a shy share of make up and a slight layer of lip gloss that made her lips look extremely kissable according to Arizona Robbins. The long dark brown hair was straightened and looked so soft that all Arizona wanted to do was to let her fingers slip through and savor the feel of it. Her body screamed in agony to feel Callie's skin against her own, preferably naked.

"God! Arizona, get a grip!" she thought and tried to focus on what the brunette was telling her.

"So, what do you think about that?" Callie asked and looked cautiously and the blonde. "I mean, I've been given this a lot of thought during the day and I think that it would be good for us."

Arizona looked confused and blinked.

"I-I don't know what you said", she confessed sheepishly. "I wasn't really listening. I'm sorry."

Callie couldn't help but laugh.

"You can't be serious? Care to tell me what's going on in that head of yours?"

Arizona blushed.

"I'm not sure I can tell you."

Callie raised her eyebrows at the blonde and took a sip of her wine.

"Well, I don't know about you but I seem to recall something about telling each other anything and everything and then something about being honest to. Or didn't you hear that part either?"

"You're mocking me."

"Can you blame me?"

Arizona sighed.

"What I meant was this. I'm not sure I can tell you what I was thinking of because I don't know if I'm allowed to."

"Ooooh, you mean? I mean…ooooh", Callie mumbled.

She couldn't deny that the thought of kissing or doing something more…dirty to and with the blonde hadn't crossed her mind about a million times already. Arizona had really been outdoing herself this evening. She wore the same blue dress as she had been at Alex and Izzie's wedding just in the beginning of their relationship and her blonde long hair was slightly curled. She was hot. Or super hot as she would've said herself.

"This is harder than I thought", Arizona said waking Callie up from her thoughts.

"I'm willing to agree with you on that one." Callie replied reluctantly.

"So, you were saying…?" Arizona said looking expectantly at the brunette. "I mean…before."

"I was suggesting something." Callie said weakly.

"What?" the blonde questioned.

"About the rules. I mean, I don't think we should put ourselves in situations where the topic of sex can be an issue."

"I didn't know that you thought sex was an issue for us?" Arizona teased. "I've never once heard you complain."

"Oh, shut up! Callie said laughing. "You think you're sooo good. Don't you?"

Arizona leaned forward over the table and locked eyes with the brunette.

"Calliope, I do not think. I know."

Callie swallowed hard and closed her eyes for a second. Although she loved this flirting and teasing with Arizona she really struggled to not just drag the blonde out of the restaurant, back to her apartment and to get her way with Arizona. This was hard. Really hard. But she also really wanted to see which road Dr Wyatt's prescription would lead to.

"Maybe we should go and see another therapist? Callie suggested with a playful wink in her eyes. "It's always good to have a second opinion and not every therapist can possibly prescribe the no sex-thing."

"I like the way you think", the blonde said and shot of one of her best dimpling smiles.

"Well, we're going back to Dr Wyatt on Monday and today's Friday", Callie stated. "Plus we're both going to work all weekend. And we're both adults, not just a couple of horny and uncontrollable teenagers. We can do this."

"Luckily for you I don't kiss on the first date", Arizona told her before she leaned back again taking her wine glass with her and sipped it. "And since this is technically our first real date or something, we don't have to worry about that anything physical's going to happen."

"No, I know. You choose you kiss someone you don't even know, not yet dating, in a dirty bathroom instead."

The blonde's baby blue eyes sparkled and her face lit up when her thoughts drifted back to that night at Joe's when she had kissed Callie for the first time.

"Not just someone. You. I kissed you."

They smiled at each other at the memory.

"As much as I hate to admit it", Callie said in a low voice. "I really enjoy spending time with you and just talking. And I do want to see what Dr Wyatt wants us to achieve with this. "

Arizona let out a small sigh.

"I know. I know. We'll have to get serious about it. And you're right, we're both adults and we can do this. We can. We just don't get to put ourselves in situations where sex can be…done. At least for the weekend."

Callie nodded firmly.

"Right. I agree."

"Good. Then that's settled. Now, can we enjoy our evening and just talk? About other things I mean. Then sex."

Callie raised her eyebrows and let a smile play in the corner of her mouth.

"What was that you were saying the other day about when someone tells you to NOT think of an elephant?"