Did I say tomorrow? I meant like next week. I'm sorry for the late update. Procrastination got the better of me , not to metion I'm pretty sure no one is even reading these. Anyways, Here it is. I don't even know what happened at all. This story is really jumpy now because I'm writing it in different times of his life. Well, when I finish it, I'm going to put them all in order so it's easier to read for yous guys who don't understand all up in this shizzle.

Anyways [again]

enjoy, friends.

Chapter III: Dreams Only Tell You What's Next In a Twisted Way

A smile graced my lips as I saw my best friend come out of a taxi. He smiled as he made his way toward my house. I quickly open the door to meet him. This honestly was the best twenty-first birthday ever. I haven't seen Felix highschool and we didn't keep contact much until this year.

As we met, we embraced eachother tightly. A couple 'I missed you's and 'I'm sorry's were exchanged as we did so. I offered for him to come in , but he shook his head. I looked at him, puzzled.

"Remember those railroad tracks? I wanna to them like we use to," He smiled at me. I was a bit taken back, but nodded. I told him to hold on is a quickly went inside and grabbed my jacket. Soon enough we were on our way to the tracks, smiling and laughing about things that had been going on in our lifes. Once we reached our destination, he hopped on the tracks and I stayed on the gravel.

We walked for a while before I could hear a train coming, I sigh," Felix , you should go ahead and come off the tracks." He shrugged and laughed lightly, saying he wants to play a game. "What game?" I question him.

He smirked, "Chicken." My heart dropped. I try and try to talk him out of it, stupid Swede. The train was getting closer as he stopped, looking at me. He held a hand out to me, muttering ,"Come on , I thought you liked games, Cry." I frowned and grabbed his hand, but instead of being pulled up with him, I tried to pull him off the tracks. I failed pretty bad and made him fall and get his foot stuck on the tracks. Panic hit the both of us as I try to pull him free, he tried to help but only kept making me panic more. Shit, the train. It passed over Felix, making him scream in pure pain. I could smell the blood pour out of his legs. As soon as the train passed by, I craddled Felix in my arms, sobbing grossly onto him. "You fucking idiot, I told you to get off there!" I screamed inbetween crys. He laughed weakly. He FUCKING laughed.

"I...I guess that's where you get your name, Cry." I frown as he continued,"I'm sorry..I.. I was being stupid. You're okay though, don't worry about me, Cry."

"You're bleeding to death, Felix, of course I'm going to worry! Fuck, I'm...I'm going to call 911, okay? Just, hang in there- please, please, ple-"

"9-1-1, what's your emergancy?" I spoke to the lady as quickly as possible, telling her everything as I pulled Felix off the tracks into my arms.

It was night time when they finally found us, me clinging to the dead body of the man I loved. They took us to the hospital. Felix...he was dead, and I, I guess they deemed me fine other than the fact I was fucking screaming for Felix. I think they drugged me after a while because I woke up in some kind of room with other people in it. I reached up and felt for my mask. Good, still there. I frowned as I looked for Felix. One of the nurses(?) came up to me and smiled,"You're finally awake. Good. What's your name, sweetheart?" She asked. I mutter it and she nods. "Well, , you have been entered here for watch, I hope you get better."

I jolted awake, sweat covering my body. I looked over to the body sleeping on the other side of my bed. Reality hit me. That was my girlfriend sleeping and I had another nightmare about my stupid ex-boyfriend. I push my hair back and stand up, walking to the bathroom and turning on the lights. I look at my dull green eyes and slight stubble. I need to shave. I force a fake smile on my face. Wow, I remembered why I wore a mask most of my life. I hated the scar that ran down my face just as much as I hated my girlfriend. I only stayed with her because I was too kind to break her heart.

I get dressed and quietly sneak out of the house, sighing as I get into my car. My phone rung. I don't remember this number. I picked it up and answered, "Hello, this is Terr-"

I was cut off.

"Do you remember?"

"What?" I was general confused.

"September?"

My eyes widen as I whispered, "Felix?"