I'm sorry for the update being late and being short. Probably a bad idea to have both.
Also, please excuse any spelling errors.
Beware, this chapter contains rape, child abuse, ect.
Chapter V: Memories
My breath hitched, "Felix!" I wasn't sure if I was glad to have heard from him or not. "W...Why the fuck are you calling me? I thought we agreed not to talk to each other." I was studdering, trying to form words. Okay, I think it was the dream that really fuck me up, not hearing from him. I don't feel anything towards him anymore. My hands shook and tears threatened to drag themselves down my cheeks, "You promised, friend. You always keep your promises."
"Cry, I..I'm sorry. Look, bro, I still love you. Please..fuck, please take me back; give me another chance." His voice cracked. "I can't do it anymore. It's pointless trying to find someone else because I know I belong with you, and you belong with me! I need you like an ocean needs water; like music needs notes. Cry.. Fucking please. You're my world and I can't live without you." I bit my tongue, and shook my head. No. No no. Nononononono. Not like this.
"No, Felix. I..I'm with Mi-"
"You're not happy with her like we were." We sat quietly for a while. After a while I put the car in reverse and backed the fuck out of that drive way.
"I'm coming over." I stated and hung u the phone. My hands gripped the wheel tightly as I drove off to were I knew Felix was.
Once I arrived, I slammed the car door shut and stormed into the house; and to my luck, Felix stood. I growled and grabbed him by his shoulder, pushing him on the wall, "I fucking hate you." He pushed my mask up and claimed my lips. I would be lying if I said I didn't like it or if I didn't like what hapened after. Felix grabbed onto me and pulled the nearest piece of clothing off. It went on till we were both stripped of all our clothes, including my mask. Next thing I knew I was pinned againest that damned couch of his, memories flooding back.
I pushed, cried for him to stop. He did. He craddled me in his arms and rocked me back and forth, "Shh, don't worry about it , Cry.."
"Aren't you such a big boy?" He cooed and placed a hand on my thigh. "You've grown so big, Ry." He squeezed. It was cold in there. He... He touched me like I was a toy. He pushed me back against the floor, face pressed hard against the carpet. "You think you can take me? I'm pretty big, I might tear your pretty little ass in two~." He urred into my ear. I begged for him to stop, for him to leave me alone. Too late. I was drowned in pain. I wasn't sure what was worst now, the kids at school beating me up today or this. I let out a scream and kick, trying to get away. It was no use. I could feel warm liquid inside me. I laid there in pain. First that now this? When will this end? I felt something stab at my eye. I scream out in pain. I think I passed out from blood loss.
I woke up. It was cold. Am I outside? I try to open my eyes. What? I could only see out of one eye. Shit. I looked around. "H..Help." I tried to call out. It came out as more of a whisper. I grabbed a rock and hit the large garbage can beside me. I could see a few figures in the distance right before I was gone once again. Fuck. I could feel myself. When I woke once more, I was in a bed. I opened my good eye. Shit, the light was blinding. I let out a groan and moved. I heard a few shuffled footsteps and a cheery voice. "Ryan, you're awake!" Nate. I flinch when he touched me. I was terrified even more when the doctor came in and touched me.
No. No, don't touch me! I screamed. The images repeated over and over and over in my head. Never again.