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-The song was Cry for help- Shinedown

Alien

Chapter 16: Piggyback.

I broke off the kiss with a really goofy laugh, I couldn't help it. Everything about this boy made me feel alive. I was really beginning to think he liked me back too, I mean he had to have right? Every time we had ended up kissing, he was the one to initiate it. Except for tonight, I had bounded my happy self up to his lips, but he definitely kissed me back. God. I don't know what to do. If we weren't surrounded by paparazzi I would have cried probably.

Instead I hopped up and yanked on Bill's arm very enthusiastically. He followed suit, and I was very glad that the paparazzi didn't follow us, we probably made them rich with the kissing pictures. I took us towards the Ferris Wheel, because honestly who comes to the Fair/Amusement park and don't even think twice about riding it? It was my favorite thing to do.

When we stopped at the end of the crowded line we were both out of breath and smiling at each other. Who knew running from the paparazzi could be this much fun? "I'm glad to see you're having fun lovely." Bill smiled happily down at me. "It's not everyday I have fun like this, I'm glad you decided to come."

I smiled back, maybe even showing some teeth, yeah I was that happy. Happy was good. I literally haven't had this much fun in years Billa. I'm so grateful to have met you guys, you all know how to have fun.

"We are always getting into some kind of trouble, but hey, as long as your having fun in the progress who cares right?" He was so mischevieous. I nearly jumped out of my skin as he leaned down to try and place another kiss on my lips. I felt bad when I backed away, but I felt twice as worse as a hurt look came over his face.

Why does that keep happening? I asked. I might as well get it over with, because I don't think I should keep this affectionate stuff going on between us if it didn't really mean anything.

"What? Us kissing?" He asked confused. God, he could be a bit slow sometimes, but he sure as hell looked cute doing it. I nodded. He blushed. "I don't know…" He trailed off. Wow, nice answer, I knew he didn't mean any harm by it, but that answer made me feel hurt.

I tried to play it off. Does it mean anything to you? I asked, looking down at my feet. I was embarrassed. Never the one for confessing my feelings or talking about them like this. It felt scary.

"I really don't know, that's why I keep kissing you. I really like you, but I want to make sure, so I'm not sure. Are you following me?" I rolled my eyes and took my hands from his and wrapped them around myself. "Please Abby, don't be like this." His eyes were pleading.

I just don't want you to lead me on. I don't need to get hurt, right now in my life, I need happy. My eyes were filling with tears, and I blinked them away. I had to be strong.

"I kissed you, because I really care about you. But I just don't know. I'm going to try my best not to hurt you lovely, alright?" I nodded. "Do you think it's weird that we kiss and hold on to each other if we're not dating?"

I could have slapped myself just then. I kind of like it. It's nice being able to be close to someone and not having to worry about the outcome. With you, I know it'll always be okay between us.

"I feel the same, I haven't been close like this with someone in too long, and I'm just scared." He sighed. "It kind of feel nice to do this with you, without being committed. Does this make me sound like a man whore?" He asked me seriously.

I laughed. It doesn't. But it kind of makes me feel like were friends with benefits or something minus the sex.

He rolled his eyes. "Actually, I don't have a problem with that." He blushed. "But it's your call, if you ever want it to be more, just let me know alright?"

I was a bit confused on that. Like as in a relationship?

He nodded. "Ugh, I feel like the king of douche bags right now."

I smiled. Well don't. I'm perfectly fine with it, except I don't really like the term friends with benefits. Cant we just be best friends?

He laughed. "Abby Baker, you are my best friend." He twirled me around kissing me full on the lips. It was scary how in sync our lips mover with each others, it was like we were a perfect puzzle, finally matching up. I kissed him back. Usually it's just a peck. Now it was something new forming in my body, a fire.

Was it safe to be falling in love with an international rock star?

I sighed happily, as our hands were laced and we were moving on up in the Ferris Wheel line. I think we made the right choice. He wasn't for sure if he truly liked me, and I wasn't sure if I wanted a relationship. All I knew was that I needed Bill, and he needed me. I wasn't going to toss our friendship aside if this idea was going to crash and burn, I would always be there for him.

I was a bit scared though. But at the same time I felt happy. I was happy with my decision. People were going to be in for a huge shock when the newspapers came out, I wondered how the rest of the guys were going to figure out. On their own I guess. I mean I was good with secrets, its just that I hated being called out on stuff sometimes. So this might be getting a little tough.

"Ticket?" The lady standing by the entrance asked us. Bill handed over both our tickets and we clambered up the stairs to the shaky Ferris Wheel cart. I loved these things, I liked when it stalled at the top for a while and you could take in the view from the park, it was always pretty, no matter where your at.

Pretty soon the ride was in motion. Me and Bill sat across from each other, and I took the cotton candy from his hand. Man did I love this stuff. He gave me a great smile. "I want to learn more about you lovely." He said in an excited tone.

I rolled my eyes. What do you want to know?

"Well, everything. But lets start off with the basics, I hear you talk about Andy a lot who was he to you?"

Ah, no one has asked me about him in a while. Andy was my brother and twin. So sometimes that's why I think you get me so much at times. Were both twins, you and me.

"I never thought of it that way." He smiled sadly. "What happened to Andy?" He said cautiously.

He died… Tears were back in my eyes, but I disregarded them. I don't really want to talk about it, if it's okay with you. It wasn't a question, because either way I was not about to have that conversation right now. I couldn't handle it.

"You don't have to talk about anything you don't want to." He reached for both of my hands and held them in front of us. He was so sweet. "How about home, do you have any relatives back there?"

I nodded. I have my grandpa, a few aunts and uncles and that's about it. I have a really small family.

"Sounds nice." He said. "Why'd you guys decide to move to Germany if you all have family still back home?"

I rolled my eyes. My dad thought going international would make him and his restaurants pretty famous. Which it has I suppose. He's been on cooking shows quite a bit in the past years.

He shook his head, he was having a good time having one on one time talking to me. "What's your favorite color lovely? Wait. Let me try to guess." He was actually thinking about this. "Black."

Hardly. I really enjoy purple, like a lilac color.

"I don't think I would have ever guess it." He said sadly.

I laughed and he looked up at me expectantly. Well my room is lilac. You've been in there before haven't you?

"It's been a while I guess." He smirked. He leaned over the edge of the cart, we were perched at the very tip of the Ferris Wheel. It made the whole thing dart in the direction his body went. "Abby, you have to see the view, it's so beautiful."

I dared a look too, scooting closer to the edge of the cart. It was a gorgeous sight to behold. I knew the cart wasn't actually going to tip over, it's just that it freaked me out a bit. But its like you could see for miles up here! It was pitch black, with nothing but the carnival rides and various glowing people lighting up the park. Glowing as in they were wearing glow sticks. There was a huge fountain, and when it shot out water, it lit up the sky with lights. Fireworks were everywhere. This place was gorgeous.

"Don't you just wish you could stay here forever?" He asked me. I think he knew that answer pretty well. I don't think I'd like to live on the Ferris Wheel per-se, but I'd like to live somewhere this pretty. I'd never get tired of the view.

XxX

"God damn Georg!" Shilo exclaimed. We were now setting in the middle of Dairy Queen, pigging out. Or mainly Georg was pigging out, and that's why Shilo was scolding him. I swear this woman has beef with everyone. "Do you want to choke?" She scoffed.

"Like you care!" Georg bit back through a huge mouthful of a spicy chicken sandwich. Honestly that sounded so delicious right now. But I had to keep my vow to be a vegetarian, it made me happy. God this boy was a pig.

I was just nervously picking at my biscuits and gravy, not really thinking about anything. Honestly, my mind was exhausted, and I felt like I was going to pass out at any second. This table was sure looking comfy. I needed food though, since I was starving, so I just took little bites here and there. Washing everything down with giant gulps of Big Red. Food and caffeine always made things better.

"You ok there Kitten?" Georg asked me around mouthfuls of food, could he be anymore gross?

I rolled my eyes. I'm just super tired. I'm passing out when we get back home.

"I hear you on that one." He actually swallowed his food before he kept talking! "What did you guys think about the paparazzi? They were pretty vicious tonight huh?"

Tom laughed. "They definitely got a picture of me and Shilo getting hot and heavy in the cloud 9 river boat thing."

Bill scoffed. "At least you were fully clothed, I'm hoping." The tone in his voice sounded like he wasn't so sure about that.

"How about you two?" Tom pointed a new question in our direction. "On a scale one to ten how bad did they bother you guys?"

"Oh, they weren't that bad, but they got some serious pictures of me and Abby." Bill said. I didn't know whether or not Bill was going to tell them about us kissing, because I could care less in my state at the moment. Because frankly, they were going to figure out sooner or, well tomorrow.

"What kind of pictures did they get of you all?" Shilo began. "I'm sure they're way more decent than the ones of me and Tom. Your fan girls are going to get a kick out of those when they see them. Sorry if you all lose a few more fans because of it."

Bill scoffed. "Who cares, if they cant love us for who we are then well you know." He said sweetly. I knew he cared for each and every one of his fans, and it would hurt him if he lost a lot of them. But that shouldn't stop him from being happy.

Tom laughed. "Wow lil bro, are you seriously dodging the question my woman asked you?"

Bill's cheeks tinged a deep red color. "I'm not dodging anything." Bill said back. Wow, smooth.

"You guys fucked in the bushes or some shit didn't you, and the paparazzi caught you?" Tom exclaimed, I swear the look on his face was so legit, like he figured out why we didn't want to talk about it. I scoffed and flipped him off.

Georg cracked up. "Every time you do something like that it's just so adorable!" He cooed at me, and I found myself blushing.

"Like a kitten!" Jake concluded. Fist bumping with Georg. I did a double take. No way in hell were they bonding? Did they bond at the park? What the hell have I missed in this cruel world.

"So if you guys didn't do it, then it had to be a down grade. Blowjob?" Tom said, without a miss of beat. I flipped him off again. "It was wasn't it?" I blushed. "Called it!"

"Oh my god. You are a pig!" Bill spat at him. "All me and Abby did was kiss. And for one, Abby is a lot more classy than to blow someone in the bushes of a fair." Bill seemed so pissed off at his twin, but I knew they would get over it soon. They couldn't stay mad at each other for that long. I knew that from twin experience.

"I was just joking, to get the truth to come out, and it worked." Tom exclaimed happily.

We were basically the talk of the table for almost 10 whole minutes, apparently we were cute and adorable, and they don't understand why we don't just date already. And Shilo wants to bitch slap Bill because he said he don't know for sure if he likes me or not. At the back of my mind I knew he had to have liked me, maybe he was just scared to fall in love? Everyone is afraid of falling in love every now and then, so this must be his time.

I felt oddly bad for Georg, who didn't really contribute much to the topic of me and Bill. One less person to embarrass me I guess, and I was thankful for that. Even Jake was putting in the effort to be the good guy, no way did I trust him though. I actually hated him. I don't know why, but I couldn't find it in myself to let it go. He had hurt Bill, inside and out. No way was I going to forgive him.

All this talk was giving me an appetite, so I started shoveling the food in my mouth. Bill laughed at me. "Slow your roll, you don't want to get a tummy ache." I shrugged. I didn't really care as long as the food was put away. The longer the food sat there the longer it got on my nerves. I just hated slow eaters. Wow, I must have been super hunger, rambling on and on about how people eat food. Crazy!

The only thing left was my drink, and I sipped on it greedily. "Wow, and I thought Georg and Tom had a hell of an appetite!" Bill laughed towards me.

I laughed too. What can I say? I get really hungry when I'm tired. Which is why I need my sleep, or I'll blow up like a blimp.

Bill laughed. "You are too cute, lovely." He laced our fingers and I kept myself from leaning my head on his shoulder. If I did I knew I was going to be knocked out in a second, and I didn't want that. The most annoying thing in the world is just getting to sleep after a long day, then being woke up a few minutes later. I just hate it.

I couldn't wait until we got back to their house so I could cuddle up to Bill and drift off into the peaceful dreams, I knew I was going to have. I never dreamed much anymore.

"Well, what do you guys say? You think it's about time to get going?" He peaked a glance at his watch. "Yikes. It's almost two in the morning! Simone wont get pissed will she?"

Tom snorted. "She don't care as long as we get home safely and soundly. Plus it don't matter if were in or not, she's out of town for some hairstylist tour." That sounds oddly complicated. Too much pressure if you ask me.

I hopped up excitedly. Come on! I mouthed down to Bill, yanking on his hand.

He followed me to the car and we leaned on it, until Georg could come and unlock everything. "Why the rush lovely?"

I need to take a nap or something right now, or I'm going to lose it.

He laughed. "You can lay on me, don't worry."

Looking forward to it. I yawned. Georg finally unlocked all the doors and I plopped happily down on Bill's lap. I closed my eyes and fell asleep within five minutes of the car in motion. We had a long ride until we got to our desired destination, so I might as well make myself comfortable. And curled up in Bill's lap was the way to go.

Actually I lied. Laying there, in Bill's lap I dreamed. It wasn't nothing bad, just innocent dreams. Pointless things you'd never remember when you woke up, and I didn't really care, as long as I was enjoying myself. Dreaming was fun when it didn't turn into nightmares, and I was still waiting for it, but it never came.

What did come was the abrupt jerking that woke me up from dead sleep. We couldn't be home that fast could we? No way in hell exactly. My eyes popped open and I became aware of my surroundings. Everyone was cussing, so that couldn't be good. "Everyone out of the car!" Georg boomed with authority. I was tense as Bill picked me up bridal style and pulled me out of the car with himself.

"Hey." He smiled down at me.

What the hell is going on? Yeah, those words seemed to fit what I was thinking.

"Georg's car stopped working, or in other words it's broken down."

I nodded in acknowledgement. He was still cradling me to his chest, it was really cute. "There was a hotel just up the way, want to chance it and walk? Since this car is gone for." Georg said sadly. He really did love his old piece of crap car.

I looked around at everyone, they all looked wore out and tired. "I think that's the best thing we could do." Tom spoke up.

"Here, I'll piggy back you." Bill said sweetly down to me. "I know how tired you are, you don't need this walk. And I don't mind. I promise."

I was too tired to protest, I yawned and nodded. He bent down so I could climb up on his back. We made our way to the hotel that was probably crappy, but I didn't care as long as I got to sleep in a nice and warm bed.

Wasn't Bill sweet?

:3

I'm not gonna be home for a while, so I decided to update :]

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- We roll up! Like no one can do it baby. It's lights out, turn the fuckin' system up, it's one night! Rollin through your town tonight. So stand up! Space and Cinema Bizarre! So get up! Nod your head and tell me, it's what's up. Getting hot and heavy! The phones on, so take our picture we don't care, so get up! Let me hear you sing it loud!

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