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Alien

Chapter 24: Strobe light incident

I was never going to get used to making out with Georg. It was a terrifying experience actually, he was so much bigger than me. And frankly, I thought of him as my older protective brother. It's kind of weird if you think about it that way though, so when we kiss I try not to think about anything. I just blank out my mind and clear my thoughts. I wish Bill would quit being such a stubborn ass.

We haven't said a word to each other in about whole week. Today was Georg's birthday and Simone insisted on throwing him a giant ass party with a few of our close acquaintances. I of course was stuck helping Simone and Shilo with the decorations for the party. They told me I didn't have to help, but how could I refuse? They were the two sane people in my life right now. His birthday party was going to be really epic hopefully. We all knew we needed a good party before prom.

Yeah Prom was only a few days away, and I was nervous as hell. As for Bill and Heather, I still haven't seen them making out or kissing. So them together didn't hurt me as much as if I did see them kissing. Prom. I was sort of excited to be going to my Junior Prom, because it was my first. I just wish I could go with the one meant to be with me. Bill. Hopefully things will go better after, and Bill will get his head out of his ass. Stubborn jerk.

He tries to talk to me sometimes, like in class for help on some answers, but I just ignore him. Makes me feel bad, because I know he's probably failing Math class now. The material has gotten a whole lot rough on him, and everyone else. Screw him. I guess I'm the only one giving the cold shoulder here, but I couldn't help it, if I talked to him I would do doubt get hurt. Hell, either way I was hurting myself, but this was the only rational way to go.

I didn't want to think about it at the moment, today I only wanted to enjoy the party. As in; I was getting drunk. It's legal here in Germany and my dad don't really care so that's a good thing. I needed something besides cutting to take away the pain. And hopefully one good night of drinking can calm my jittery nerves. I've never been to a party with alcohol, so it's a first. Call me crazy, I know.

"Hey, can you hand me the banners and start putting up the strobe lights?" Simone asked me from her spot on the ladder. She was decorating the living room in streamers and banners. Shilo was busy holding the ladder so she wouldn't fall. She looked a bit off balance, so she needed extra support. I nodded and handed her the banners.

I sighed in relief when I didn't really have to do anything, I sucked a decorating. With the strobe lights, all I had to do was place two of them in different spots in this giant ass room. I don't know why, the majority of the party was going to be staying outside. Less people, so it wouldn't feel as crowded and hot. It was supposed to be a clear day today, and it'll be nice and warm. I'm glad, because I was sick of this bipolar weather. Either keep it hot or cold. Don't go back and forth like a maniac. But I could care less today, warm was my all time favorite weather.

I was having difficulty hooking one of them up when Bill came in, barely missing me with the door. He gave it a silent slam. "Mom, I was wondering what we were going to eat for tonight?" I snorted, Bill was always looking for something to eat.

She laughed. "Don't you worry about it. It's Georg's party, not yours remember? If you get too hungry you can order yourself a pizza? Sound good?" She wobbled a bit, and Shilo reached up and caught her, and helped steady herself.

"Be careful up there ok?" He said to Simone, with worry laced in his pretty little voice. I shook him out of my thoughts, this wasn't a day to drool over Bill, it was a time to just not think about him for the moment. I couldn't really do that with him in the room, now could I?

"If you really cared, then you would be over here holding the ladder." Shilo huffed. What the hell snuck into her Kool-Aid this morning?

Bill huffed. "Don't even fucking start with me, I'm not in the mood. And don't tell me I don't care about my mom." I guess the grouchy attitude was going around today or something.

Simone huffed, it resembled to Bill's. "Language!" She chided. "Anything you want to talk about?" She said sympathetically. "And you're never too old for momma to wash your mouth out with soap!"

He rolled his eyes. "No thanks, I don't want to talk about it with you…" He trailed off embarrassed. She gave a toothy smile and laughed.

"Abby!" She called. And Bill looked over to me, shocked. He didn't know I was here. I would have laughed if I wasn't so pissed off. "Can you be a dear and get me cold glass of water?" She smiled at me, I couldn't help but nod. "Good. Anyone else want anything?" No one did.

I put the finishing touches on the strobe light, I just couldn't really fix the cords or anything. I hope no one would notice, and it would work fine. When I got up to walk towards the kitchen, Bill yelled. "Abby! Don't move!" His face was worried with panic.

I of course didn't listen to him, because well, I'm a bit slow like that. I mean whatever. I wish I would have listened to him though, my foot was tangled in the strobe light cords and I hit the dust hard. I remember falling in slow motion, because I tried to catch myself on the couch. But I ended up banging my head real good on the coffee table though. I gave a little yelp of pain. Bill rushed to my form, lying on the rug of the living room.

He may be an asshole, but at least he still cared for me, no matter how pissed I was at him. "Are you ok?" Actually, I didn't know if I was. I could only stare at him with shock. "Can you tell me your name?" Could I? He sighed. "What letter does your name start with? Hold up your fingers." I stared at my fingers in confusion. A. A. A is one right? I held up 1 finger. My name was Abby. He sighed in relief and helped me to my feet.

"Abbs are you alright?" Simone was all of a sudden next to me, off of her ladder. Shilo was gathered around me too, I'm glad they cared for me. I nodded. "Are you sure, you took quite a fall. I think you hit your temple."

I'm fine. I mouthed to her. She only gave a sad smile and nodded to me. I blushed when I realized Bill's hands were still placed firmly around my waist, like I was going to fall again. I gently shrugged out of his embrace and turned to face him. Thanks. He didn't reply, because I slowly walked away and into the kitchen. I pulled out my phone and checked my reflection. I was going to have a nasty bruise later when it healed some.

I fixed Simone her damn glass of water, and I got a baggy of ice for my temple. I could have cried with relief, because it felt that good when I placed it on my swollen skin. I handed her the glass and plopped my already tired self down on the very comfortable couch. Shilo laughed at my expression. "How are you and Georg going along?" She said. Simone and my dad knew we were dating, but the thing that didn't know was that it was all fake.

I gave a thumbs up, because I couldn't write at the moment, and she gave a sympathetic smile before she went over to the hopeless strobe light and concluded that it was broken and done for. I blushed because I felt really bad that I broke something for Georg.

Today was going to be a hell of a long day for sure.

XxX

I shouldn't have said that, because the rest of the day actually went by super fast. Simone convinced me to bring along my swimsuit, and I was wearing it as we speak. It was a good time to take another step in moving forward. Not caring what people thought of you. Scars and all. No adults were going to be at the party, not Simone or my dad. I was kind of on edge because these dumb teenagers could get to be so damn mean about everything. I wasn't really going to worry about it because I'm sure Georg wouldn't let anything happen to me. He was that caring sometimes.

Currently I was sitting sideways in his lap outside, I was sort of uncomfortable in the least. He kept playing with the ties of my top, running his hands all over my body. I had to act the part. So I went along with it. Bill was sitting at the table on the other side of the lawn in his swim trunks with Tom and Shilo. He kept giving us glares, but I knew it's worth it because I liked seeing that jealous look on his face. Knowing he's jealous because he truly wants me.

No one has arrived for the party yet, people should be getting here any minute. The party started like five minutes ago, but I guess everyone liked to make a late entrance or something. I gave Georg's arm a good strong punch when his hands snaked a little too low. He only smirked. He was being way too touchy feely about this whole fake relationship deal. His hands started to roam in between my legs. Bill's eyes were as big as saucers as he watched the scene unfold before him. At least he didn't walk away before he figured out how it really happened.

I shoved his arm away angrily. "Wha.. What are you doing?" He slurred.

I quirked my eyebrows at him. Are you seriously drunk? Before your party even starts? You are going to be a fucking mess before the night ends.

I'm pretty sure he didn't even register that I was talking. He tried to make a move for my boobs this time and I shoved him hard. Well only hard enough to knock him backwards onto his lawn chair. He laughed at that. "Are we going to do it?" I would have laughed if other people weren't here and I wasn't as pissed off at him. I scoffed and hopped up. I moved a bit too fast and my temples throbbed. "Awh don't be mad babe." He slurred reaching out for me.

I backed away and walked towards the guys, sitting at the table watching us with their mouths practically hanging open. I sat with a huff, almost falling off the chair, which was wet from the pool water. I had one hell of a headache and Georg's loud ass laughter isn't helping at all. Tom smirked my way. "Well Abbs, I would say something to him, but he's drunk and he probably don't mean it." He said it with an apologetic smile.

Shilo was laughing pretty hard at the moment. I'm glad someone was finding this hilarious. "I cant believe he's wasted already, it's not even dark out here yet."

I nodded agreeing to her, and shrugged. I mean he cant really help it, he was only wanting to have a good time I guess. Bill scoffed. "I cant believe you let him talk to you like that, if it were someone else you would have snapped at them." He said towards me.

I shrugged and looked at him, my eyes were a bit cloudy because of my temple issue. Well he's drunk? So I cant really hold him responsible for anything. Hopefully he isn't shit faced by the time guests start arriving.

He sighed. "True I guess."

"Hey you guys I've missed you!" Said a slightly chubby boy walking through their backdoor. He was wearing a pair of boxy black glasses, he was really adorable, and had a cute smile.

"Gustav!" Tom yelled and bounded up from his chair giving the other boy a nice man hug. Ah, so this is the Gustav I've heard so much about. He seemed really sweet and shy. But that's alright, because I didn't talk. We'd for sure get along great no doubt.

After Gus was done hugging Bill and Shilo he turned to me. "So you must be Abby?" He said towards me. I only nodded and held out my hand for him to shake. "Nonsense! I'm in such a good mood, you get a hug too." He smirked, giving me a tiny hug. He could tell I was having a headache. "I've heard a lot about you!" He exclaimed. What was he on happy juice?

All good I hope. I said with a teasing smile, I didn't want to get off on Gustav's wrong foot. I at least wanted to seem like a nice person. Another friend was made.

He laughed. "I don't read lips, but you seem really nice. Sorry but I have to see the birthday boy. Where's my best friend at?" He smiled. I jerked my thumb and pointed to behind me. He was sitting there staring off at the pool, not noticing the commotion? Okay then.

Gustav ran over to show himself to Georg. They missed each other. I huffed and turned around. This party needed to start already. "I'm glad Gusti is back." Shilo sighed happily.

Tom snorted. "What, you got a thing for him now or something?" He faked hurt.

She giggled. Well it was good to finally see her in a tip top good mood. "Definitely not, you know I only have eyes for you." She gave him a kiss on the cheek and blushed. "I'm just glad he's here to take Georg out of my hair, he can get to be too much sometimes, it's like Jake all over again, but not as bad."

"Where is Jake anyways?" Bill asked. Like he even cared. But I was also curious, I haven't seen him in a long time.

She gave a sad sigh. "He's staying at one of his pot head friends house. Whatever right? I'm pretty sure he's going to drop out soon." She rolled her eyes.

"Dumbass." Tom said.

I think we all silently agreed. No one really wanted to talk about Jake, because it was going to down us all. And I'm pretty sure they all needed this party to loosen up a bit. We sighed gratefully as the guests and partygoers showed up just as the sun was setting, we turned on the back porch lights and blasted some good ole Tokio Hotel. I'm sure we were going to have complaints, but rockstars could literally get away with anything.

I was sitting off to the side of the party, on a brick lining of their fence, opposite of my yard. Sipping on my alcoholic beverage, I don't even know what it was called, all I knew it was numbing me. And if felt good. I've never been drunk before, and I was feeling very tipsy. Not full on drunk yet. I didn't want to get wasted like Georg, because my friends would never let me live it down. If I used to sleepwalk, I wonder how bad of a drunk I'd be? Almost makes me want to figure out. Almost.

Bill was looking for Heather, apparently she disappeared about ten minutes ago, and he's checked everywhere so far. I wanted to laugh at his stupidity. Heather was a whore! And this is a party with tons of drunk guys! She's probably whoring around anyways. I almost felt bad for the guy, because his intentions were so sweet and caring. But I couldn't feel sorry for him. He knew what he was getting into when he asked her out. Dumbass. He deserved someone better, like me. Cocky much?

I was feeling moody, and I was glad I was alone at the moment. Everyone was pissed that Georg wouldn't turn up, I mean he's probably passed out drunk somewhere. What better way to spend your birthday than in a shrub. Hey, to each their own. Hopefully he would turn up soon, people wanted him to open his gifts, so they would know if he liked it or not. They wanted him to do it in this state because he would tell the truth, I mean who wouldn't in this state?

After a while of looking Bill just gave up and ended up sitting at a table alone, looking rather lonely. Like I said, he's the idiot for dating her. Man this party was pretty boring. I mean I didn't really know anyone here, there was a bunch of no count losers from school, but none I'd socialize with. I didn't even know where Tom or Shilo was. This totally blows. I mean seriously? I could have just stayed home, or went with my dad to his restaurant. I could have just sat there until closing time.

I think all this alcohol was giving me mood swings, usually if I was in one of those moods, Id stay there. This was a bitch. I hated being so filled with emotion. All of a sudden Tom come out of nowhere, tripping over his big ass baggy pants. He came up to Bill and then they both came over to me. He looked like he was confused, and was scared to tell me something. He was nervously biting on his lip ring. "You need to come with me." He stated almost quietly. I had to listen extra hard just to hear.

"Why does she have to come too?" Bill asked confused. He wasn't trying to be mean, he just genuinely wanted to know. I could hear it in his voice.

Tom sighed heavily. "Because it has to do with both of you guys ok?"

"Is someone hurt?" Bill fretted.

"Calm your tits!" Tom exclaimed, leading us off into the house.

"Been hanging around Shilo too much…" Bill muttered to himself as he trialed behind me. I was a bit worked up, because I didn't know what was going on. I mean it couldn't be that bad could it? Well it must have if Tom brought his lazy ass out here to tell us it. He never does that kind of stuff, he was a really lazy person at heart for real. I held my breath as we made it up the stairs of the Kaulitz house.

He turned to us. "You all need to see what's behind these doors. I don't want to be here when you guys explode. So I'm going to leave." He slinked away almost stealthily.

I took a deep breath and turned to Bill. What do you think is going on? I'm kind of terrified.

He sighed. "I don't know, but I guess we'll have to check it out soon huh?" He was as worried as I was, it looked like he may have a conclusion in his head too. And it didn't look too pleasant on his face. It made something bad clench in my stomach. I was worried.

I guess we should look now…

"I don't know if I can. You should look first, can you?" Poor guy really didn't want to face what was in there.

You're a big baby. I joked, trying to lighten the mood. He didn't seem too amused. I rolled my eyes and turned towards the door and stopped just short of the doorknob when I heard giggling coming from the other side. Was that Heather? My eyes bulged. I rolled my eyes, thinking about who her sex victim was for tonight.

I flung the door to the guest bedroom open hard and messily, it banged against the wall hard. My hands flew to my mouth and I gasped. Tears immediately sprung to my eyes. Heather was fucking my fake boyfriend. Georg? What in the hell. Their heads snapped up to my position in the doorway. Georg pushed Heather off of his cock and tried to find some clothes. Seems like he's sobered up fast huh?

"Abby it's not what it looks like…" He trialed off, slipping on some clothes and trying to come towards me. I let the tears fall and I pushed a very sick looking Bill out of the way. I locked myself in the bathroom. Even though we weren't really dating it hurt a whole hell of a lot being rejected for the second time in my life for Heather. What was so fucking special about her besides that she was easier that a kindergarten spelling test?

The bangs on the bathroom eventually came to a stop, and I was curled on on the toilet seat, bawling my eyes out. I was all of a sudden sober too, feeling every ounce of pain. Crying was killing my head and I actually felt a blackout coming along. But I didn't want to. I didn't need to blackout in the Kaulitz bathroom, that would be embarrassing, and would call for another round of worried questioning. I sighed and ran some water over my face.

I hated the feeling of rejection. Drunk or not, Georg should have known what he was doing. The fucking asshole. I should beat the shit out him, but I wont. Because I'm such a good person. It still didn't stop the clenching in my heart. I knew it, not even my fake boyfriend wanted me, I was just destined to be alone for the rest of my life. Why does everything bad have to happen to me? Cant the bad luck fall on someone else for once? I'd actually love that.

I sniffled as a knock came from the door. I mean what am I supposed to do answer them what a Who is it? Instead I just stood there, tears still falling. I waited for whoever it was to make their presence known. I wasn't in the mood for company. "Abby?" Bill's voice said sadly from the other side of the damn door. But I was in the mood for my best friend.

I didn't bother fixing myself in the mirror before I opened the door, because I figured his appearance was going to be somewhat similar to mine. I slowly opened it and was met with a very tore up looking Bill. He looked like a complete and utter mess, but I guess we both did really. I stepped aside and let him in with me. I don't care how angry I was with him, I really needed him. And I could say the same thing about him. He needed me.

I embraced him in a giant hug, and he chuckled despite the circumstances. "I really missed our hugs you know." He hugged me tighter and sat me on top of the counter, standing between my legs. It was weird because my shorts had rose up and look more like underwear now. But I could care less right now. I was with my best friend. He would make all the hurt better, right?

He gave a sad smile. "I'm so sorry Abby, Gerog… and Heather…" He trailed off gulping for air. Another wave of tears fell from his swollen eyes. I sniffled and smiled, using my thumbs to wipe away his tears.

I'm so sorry Bill, I missed talking to you so much. But you pissed me off so bad. Because I really truly like you… I didn't get a chance to finish before his lips hungrily attacked mine. We kissed each other crazily, melting each others pain away.

I really missed this…

I didn't think about what probably was going to happen tomorrow. I had to deal with Georg, but I really wanted to put that off. At the moment I was busy kissing my best friend.

I missed the idiotic asshole…

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Sorry for the wait! :D I broke 4,000 for you all, so that must count for something right? And like I said, only a few more chapters left. : ) Cant wait to hear what you guys think about this chappy. But I simply couldn't keep Bill and Abby mad at each other, it just isn't right. This is the Bill we all love, he's back :D

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-Well, my girl's in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you, I guess we never really moved on…

Those were short. But I'm too tired to look through my songs and get lyrics… I'm sleepless : ))

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