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Chapter 30: Oh Billa!

Bill had the most serious expression as he just stared me down. It was so awkward, I knew I shouldn't even have said anything. There was no way in hell that Bill freaking Kaulitz felt the same way about me. I mean who would? I just shared my life story with him, if anything he should be disgusted with how broken I am and how it's all my fault. I felt my eyes brimming with tears and all of a sudden they spilled over, staining my puffy cheeks. I was such a fool to believe anything different. Who would want silly ole me?

I threw my face into my hands and cried. Bill just sat there with a stone expression, when I had told him I loved him, he only sucked in a shocked breath. Why wasn't he comforting me? I must have made him hate me. Why wasn't he saying anything? I must have made him mad. Just when I thought things couldn't get any worst he got up and stormed off into the kitchen. Well he didn't actually storm off, but his stance looked like he was trying to be as quiet as possible. What the fuck?

I decided I might as well get up and follow him, no way in hell I was going to be left here all alone. Not after what I've been through today. I scurried to catch up to him and threw my hands around his wrist to catch my balance. I actually looked like I scared him for a bit. He looked completely startled. "What's…" I started off, but he shushed me loudly. I felt hurt, literally, I felt so rejected. My face fell and I dropped his hand. I couldn't do anything right.

He sighed. "We'll talk in a second, I just want to check out something. I think I heard a noise." He rolled his eyes, as a big flash of lightning made the power flicker on and then off. I gasped and held on to Bill tighter. He let out a soft chuckle, probably at my weird mood swings. We waited in complete silence to see if the power was going to stay off or by chance come back on. It didn't. "Probably rats… we get them sometimes when it rains badly."

We felt our way back to the safe confines of the couch. I felt a lot safer sitting down. I sighed. "Bill I'm sorry, if you don't feel that way back, it's ok. I cant force you to love me…" I trailed off, feeling more awkward than ever. Should I have just let the subject drop? No I couldn't have, I needed my answers.

He gave an almost silent laugh, I could only tell because he was shaking. And I assumed with laughter. I could hear the smile in his voice. "Oh Abby!" He sighed, finding my lips with his. He gently laid me down on the couch and hovered over me. I could vaguely see his face in the dim lit room. My eyes were slowly adjusting to things. I could see his loving gaze as he searched for my face. And in his gaze I could tell. I knew that he loved me back. I was so naïve to think anything of it. "I love you, you silly girl. I'm sorry for all these mixed signals I gave you…" He trailed off.

"Oh Billa…" I latched my arms around his neck and drew him in closer to me. I needed him. I may just be a horny little teenager, but I had a feeling things would be going to the next level tonight, and I was perfectly fine with that.

He breathed a deep sigh of lust all over my neck. "I fucking love that. I love hearing it roll of your tongue…" I rolled my eyes. I guess I wasn't the only horny one. "Billa…" He breathed. I rolled my eyes and lived in the moment. Pretty soon we could be together with nothing standing in our way. No Bryan. I blocked his image out of my head. My dad was going to take care of that, I didn't need to think of him anymore than necessary.

I think we both knew where our actions were leading us. And this time, nothing was going to stop us, I had a really good feeling about it. I felt like the right thing to do, I was ready. Don't get me wrong, I'm not one of those teenagers who only have sex for fun, besides what were about to do isn't sex. It's called making love. I cant believe Bill loves me back. I mean yeah I kind of knew, it just sounded like heaven to hear him say it with both of my ears. I would never grow tired of hearing it. And I loved him. I loved him more than anything, more than words could describe.

I was out of my shirt in an instant, I could see him pawing at my boobs more clearly since my eyes have adjusted to the dark room. He had a little smirk playing at the corner of his lips as he slid down my pants and instantly palming my wet core. I sighed in anticipation. I leaned up and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. He flashed his pearly whites before his lips connected to mine. "You're killing me…" He groaned. I laughed. Of course I was. I worked at his belt and eventually he had to help me. His pants were just so damn tight…

Once when we were both in out underwear he suggested we both go up to his room, just in case our family came home while we were in the middle of doing it. He picked me up bridal style and I could feel him looking at my face. "You have the voice of an angel lovely." He spoke sweetly. "I'm finally glad I get to hear more of your voice. Once I heard it, I got my head out of my ass. I knew you were the one for me ever since I rushed you out of the bathroom in the airplane."

I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck. I gave him a peck on the lips. "Really?" I smirked. He has to be joking.

I could hear the eye roll. "I'm not joking. Remember when we bumped into you at the airport?" I hummed in response. I remembered it all too clearly, I was such a mess that day. "Well earlier on the plane ride, I had told Tomi and the gang about you. They teased me about having a crush." I could tell he was blushing already. "So when the flight landed I pointed you out to them and they bumped into you on purpose."

I laughed. "How sweet of them to tease you over me." I internally sighed. "Too bad I really was a mess that day. Coming to a new country to escape your past is never fun."

He laughed to lighten the mood. "You know I feel as if your life is straight out of the movies and I'm your prince charming."

"Well you are. You know you've saved me in more ways than you'll ever know. Your presence keeps me alive. I love you so fucking much Billa."

"I love you too." He sighed with his lips hastily on my mouth. "When did you start to like me?" He said cheerily.

"Hm, I know I've always thought you were cute, gorgeous, amazing…" I trailed off hoping he would get it. He would want me to go on, his ego is so huge. I rolled my eyes. "But I fell in love with you when I told you a little about my past, when I told you about the Kiln incident. I just didn't know if you felt the same about me or not."

He gave a tiny sigh. "I guess we were both a little naïve about the love we held for each other."

I gave him a passionate kiss, silencing his words. There was no use in bringing up the past and how stupid we both were. It was time to live in the past. And like we just picked up from earlier he quickly but carefully carried me up to his room, leaving our clothes behind. Because in all honestly I don't think either of us cared if we got caught making love. My dad wouldn't care I knew that for sure. Simone on the other hand might, but I don't really know.

He laid me as gently as he could down on his large comfortable bed. "I have one question for you though."

I sighed against his chest. "What's your question?" I replied sweetly.

"Besides the whole well you know incident, are you a virgin?" I think he really did want me to say that I was but I couldn't lie to him. I was too young to lose my virginity to Jaimie, but I don't regret it. I didn't regret it in the present when it happened, so why regret something that ever made you happy? That's how I see things.

"No I'm not." I said with a tinge of guilt in my voice. I did feel a little bad for the guy, because I'm pretty sure he was a virgin. "Are you a virgin Bill?"

"Yes." He stated shyly. "But that's ok I still love you." My heart melted right then and there. He was such a sweetheart. "I'm sorry if I'm not good…" I cut him off.

"Bill stop worrying and make love to me already." And that's all it took.

I shimmied out of my thong as he undid my bra, he un-shamefully pulled a condom out of his nightstand. I laid him down on the bed and tugged off his boxers, I wanted to put the condom on. It seemed like a good enough gesture. He also wanted me to be on top, so he can get used to the feel of things. Which didn't really matter to me, top or bottom is good for me. I slid the rubber all the way down his length and positioned myself on his tip. Just when I was about to ask him if he was ready, he gripped my waist and pulled me down his whole length. We both cried out.

He entered me with such force, it took a while to get used to the feeling, but after a while it adjusted and I started to rock myself on top of him. Bill's quiet husky moans mixed with my own loud ones filled his soundproof room. His large hands guided me along his shaft, he controlled what speed we went at, and for now it was a slow smooth motion. I bent down so I could bite at his poor already bruised neck. He didn't complain though, he was filled with so much ecstasy, pain couldn't register to him.

He turned us over very quickly so he was on top, I knew he was going to want to try it before it was all over with. He was pumping in and out of me with such speed. And I wasn't going to lie, I loved it fast. I started rubbing my clit as fast as I could, so we could both have our climax together. And that we did. Pretty soon our moans became fasted and louder, mixing in with each other. I saw lights behind my eyelids and by legs and hips began to twitch violently. I felt my self clenching on his cock, and soon enough he collapsed with himself still inside of me. We were both content, and breathing heavily. Could things get any better?

"Oh Abby, that was the best feeling in the whole world! And I'm glad you got to be my first." He said in an excited tired whisper, climbing off of me and ushering us both under his blanket. I was sweaty and tired, but it felt so good to be under the blanket with my lover next to me. My true love.

XxX

I woke up to the bright light of the brand new day piercing me in my swollen tired eyes. I rubbed the sleep away to see Bill laying facedown in the pillow with his arms gripping it in a death hold. For a moment I was jealous of that pillow, but I snapped out of it. No way was I going to be jealous of an inanimate object. I should be starting my day, I had to see what happened with my dad and Bryan. I really do hope that something was done with that filthy man. No way in hell was I up to being in tons of shit again. I just wanted him to be found and arrested. Nothing more nothing less. I really don't care as long as he's put away.

Climbing out of bed I decided to let Bill stay and rest up, he needed it. Poor guy. I must have put him through so much stress and I didn't even realize it. Since my clothes were downstairs I threw on some of his boxers and shorts. I took my time finding a shirt, because I wanted to avoid talking about Bryan for a little while longer. Why couldn't my day be peaceful for once? I sighed walking towards the door. After we take care of this sick son of a bitch I could finally live in peace with my new life. I would be really content.

I opened the door and I immediately heard the bustling of people doing their daily morning business. Only that it sounded a whole more like the whole damn town was here! Thank god Tom was coming out of the bathroom, I needed to talk to him about what's going on here. His face lit up when he finally saw that I was awake. "About time! Everyone is waiting for you to tell you the news…" He trailed off.

"What news?" I said back. I'll admit that I was a little scared, at the moment anything was possible.

"You'll figure out in a moment. But first…" He attacked me with a giant hug. I stood there awkwardly just patting his back. "You made my brother a man!" My eyes bulged, how in the hell did he figure out that? He laughed at my expression. "Think before you fuck. You guys left your clothes thrown all across the living room. Mom would have shit herself if she figured out! You're both lucky I picked up after you guys before she came in." He shook his head, his grin was huge.

I rolled my eyes. "Thanks I guess. Well I better get down there. I'm kind of scared."

He put a brotherly hand on my arm and gave it a good squeeze. "There isn't anything to be scared about. Trust me." He smiled. Wow, Tom was being oddly nice to me today and I didn't know why. "Well get going, I'm going to go wake up Bill and have a little brotherly talk with him." I rolled my eyes and continued down the stairs.

My dads cheerful face greeted me. "Oh Abby!" He picked me up and spun me around.

"What did I miss when I was asleep?" I checked the clock in the corner of the room and it read 8am, so I haven't been asleep long.

"Oh honey, you've missed tons, but don't feel bad, we all pulled all-nighters except for you kids."

I surveyed the living room, there was a ton of cops and authority there. It made me have a feeling of safe rush over me, knowing that I was going to be okay. Why in the world must there be so many people here? "Are you Miss Baker?" A woman police officer asked me in her 'All business' voice. I just nodded, I was nervous enough. "Follow me ma'am." So I did. I followed her into the kitchen, where she proceeded to kick everyone out, which included a very groggy Bill. He didn't know what was going on, but I gave him an assuring look.

"Are you going to explain to me what in the world is going on? And why there's so many people here?" I said sounding a little impatient, I was just tired of not knowing.

She gave me a soft smile and rifled through her big stack of papers she was holding. "I'm going to read to you some very good news for you. And I quote, 'This morning at 5:22am suspect 'Bryan' was found dead today, hanging by a rope in the schools art supply room. A note to the said victim, Abby Baker read only one word: Sorry.'" She finished the papers, giving me a weary look.

And I felt the tears fall from my eyes. That meant I never had to see him again. "Is this really happening?" I asked, you could hear the happy radiating off of my voice. The cop only nodded. I felt strongly compelled to give her a big hug, but I held back. For some reason I don't think cops like affection while they were in their uniforms?

"You may return to your family if you'd like? Were about to clear out soon so you guys can have more privacy." And then she surprised me by embracing me, it weirded me out big time. "Sorry…" She saw my shocked expression. "It's just that I read your file and I know what you've been through. And I just want to say that you are a strong person for finding your voice and living through this."

I gave her a sad smile. "Trust me it wasn't easy."

"Well it wouldn't be called life if it was labeled as easy now would it?" She gave me a half smile before she bounded out of the kitchen in her cop stride. Bill came in soon after with a giant smile on his face, they must have told him.

"Have you heard the news?" I asked happily skipping towards him and throwing myself into his arms.

"I have! And I'm so happy you wont have to live in fear anymore. You deserve so much more than what he put you through." Bill said kissing me.

"Thank you so much for being here for me, you are and always will be my best friend Billa." I kissed him back and blushed at the sight of his neck.

"Yeah, Tom gave me an earful about last night." He rolled his eyes. "I don't want to get into it." I didn't blame him, I wouldn't want to either. "But anyways I have a question for you." He smiled down at me.

My heart skipped a beat. "What is it?" I tried to smile, but I'm pretty sure it didn't meet my eyes.

"Don't worry lovely." He grabbed both my hands in his and brought them up to his mouth. "Will you be my girlfriend?"

I nodded excitedly.

"Good." He said. "Would you like to go out with me and the rest of the gang tomorrow?" The look on his face was pleading. Why in the world does he look so worried for?

"Of course I will." Instead of asking what was wrong I didn't damper the mood instead I asked, "Where are we going?"

He smiled at me. "We're going to be going on a triple date if you will." I laughed when I realized that he categorized Gus and Georg as a date. "And were just going to be hanging out and having as much fun as we possibly can until…" He trailed off.

"What do you mean until." I was so confused.

He sighed then put on a fake smile. "Forget I said anything, how about we go have some fun?"

Despite a nagging feeling I let that remark slide, I was so done with worrying I needed to have some fun.

For once in my life I felt absolutely free.

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Like I said, sorry for the wait on these chapters. School is rough. I'm going to try to get the last chapter out soon, then start on the sequel sometime between a few weeks to a month afterwards. Any advice you'd like to give me? :] I know it was rushed, but I want you guys to have something :D

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