Authors Note: Hi! Sooo this story is my first ever FanFic. I really hope you enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it! Reviews would be much appreciated :)

Oh and i dont own any of these characters!

Chapter 17: No

"I" Logic had yanked Alex Bennets attention from what would have been a perfect kiss, "I" her lips pursed as she spoke, "Im sorry, Logan. I cant. Not again"

And then she ran. She ran all the way back to room 2D. All the while, one word played in her mind like a broken record.

No, No, No. The word was only 2 letters long, but it seemed endless in Alex's mind. That little word had the power to last forever. Would she ever get to kiss him again? No. Would he ever forgive her? No. Would she ever forget the look in his eyes? No. Couldnt she just turn around and run to him? No.

No. No. No.

Her feet worked like puppets, her mind was forcefully tugging on the strings and her heart wasnt strong enough to take over. Elevator. Floor 2. The heartless puppeteer forced the doll up to her apartment. Go straight. Turn right. End of the hall. Apartment D. Door Knob. Bedroom. Suitcase. A Tale of Tw-

"NO!" Alex's voice peirced through the silence of Room 2D, cutting through the puppet strings. "Gaaaah! I left my book in the basket, and the basket is on the bike, and the bike is in the park, and the park is where Logan is!" Alex's voice seemed to grow louder with every realization.

Alex stopped suddenly as the name 'Logan' registered in her mind. She slowly breathed in the silence around her and began again in a whisper, "and now im talking to myself... again"

Alex slumped onto her bed and buried her face into her pillow. More than anything she needed to see that damn book.

She really needed to hold that little note in her hand. To see her promise yet again- Neber Eber. No Distractions.

She needed to be reminded of everything that was wrong with Logan, of all that he had put her through already. Of all the tension he caused. Of how he represented everything she hated about Hollywood. Of how he would never fit into her future-lawyer plans.

That little note would have done all of that. It would offered her the confidence to grab her well-worn mask yet again. It would have persuaded the girl to disguise any feelings for the pale boy. The disguise would have fooled anyone- even Logan. And eventually even she would no longer be distracted.

But the little note which she had invested so much power into wasnt in her hand. And suddenly her usual mask just didnt seem to fit right. So instead, she gave in to her emotions. Within a matter of seconds her mossy eyes were drowned in a rush of water.

SORRY! Sorry this was sooo short, and sorry that even my writing style is being funky :/ and sorry this took me so long to update , and sorry there was no Logan. gahh, im just sorry xD

i havent been in a very lovey-dovey mood so i didnt want to take it out on Logan and Alex, but i didnt feel like i could hold back any longer. soo i guess this is just a little alex-progression chapter- she just really needed to stop acting like everything was ok.

next chapter, will be better and maybe even happier... that is IF my mood turns haha. (ps reviews would help hehe) but anyways, thank you for reading oh and i havent said thank you to my latest reviewers (as in the past like 8 chapters) so thank guys, you make my day: froggieluver2280 Mikichan21 tatortot CudaChick7 LittleMissMia123 Starangel5593 XxXBeautifulXxXDreamerXxX SweetPeaKiller and the anonymous peoples too :)