Here's the final chapter :/ I am so grateful for everyone's follows and reviews. Those things keep writers motivated :) I'm sorry the plot turned out this way, but at least Nick can be there for Sara.


I started rocking myself back and forth. With arms around my knees, I rocked and cried. It's gone.

It's gone.

"Sara?!" The voice screamed.

It's gone.

"Where are you?!" The voice bellowed.

It's gone.

"Sara?" The voice asked.

I felt his presence.

"It's gone."

Nick squatted beside me. He caressed my cheek with his fingers. "Sweetie, what's gone?" The softest gasp came from his mouth.

"Sara, please talk to me." He placed his hand on mine.

I kept rocking back and forth. My body shivered. He stood and looked around. He must've found the towels in the cabinet. His body stilled. There was little movement. That's when I knew. He found the ultrasound photo.

The tears cascaded. With my knees brought to my chest, I cried with my head down. Sobs filled the room and I continued rocking. All I had to do was keep rocking. The rocking got me through the fighting. The rocking worked after the trips to the hospital. Rocking would take me out of this nightmare.

Nick placed a towel on me. "Sweetie," he moaned with my sobs. His hands grabbed my shoulders and hoisted me up. My body fell onto the shower wall. He wrapped the towel around my body and enveloped me in his warm, comforting arms.

"I…I l-lost the b-baby," I sobbed as I grabbed onto his shirt. "And I d-didn't get t-to tell him." I sniffed. "W-we'll never have our second chance."

CSI CSI CSI CSI CSI CSI CSI

Pain.

All I felt was pain.

Why?

That's the only question I could ask. I thought my time to suffer was over. I finally moved on. I was starting my life over.

It's unbelievable how quickly something can be taken away from you. I was starting to feel happy, truly happy. It had been awhile since I felt so content. And then it was gone.

Why did it have to hurt this much?

All I felt was pain.

Pain.


Fin