Next day;

The next day I awoke and it felt as if I had-had the best damn sleep in my life! I rolled over and groaned unattractively when I spotted joey, his arms were snaked around my enlarging waist and our legs entangled. Suddenly I felt a wave of sickness wash over me, I needed to get out of this wound up mess. I just didn't know how!

"Joey, wake up you idiot and let me go or I will puke in your hair!" I proclaimed, I knew I wouldn't puke in his hair but that was the only thing i could think of that he would really be bothered about. I could feel the sick rising in my throat but joey still hadn't moved. "Oh christ!" I moaned before I puked into the bin by the side of the bed. I knew I was going to have to shout now however hard it would be. "Joey!" I screamed, this definitely woke him up because he rubbed his eyes and turned over to look at me!

"Are you alright babe?" He asked, obviously seeing that I looked pale.

"No I'm bloody not you idiot!" I moaned, turning away from him,

"What have I done now?" He sighed, turning me over to look at him.

"I tried to wake you up just now but you didn't so I tried again but you still didn't, you see the way we sleep we both have to be awake for one of us to get out. So the reason I needed to wake you up was because I needed to be sick! So it's not my fault that you have yesterday's dinner in your bedside bin!" I chuckled, looking at his face. He looked really guilty but when I started to chuckle he joined in and before I knew what was happening he had flipped me over and started kissing me. It took me by surprise but I soon started to smile and kiss him back. It was his way of saying sorry, I learnt that the hard way.

"Do you except my epoligy?" He asked smiling against my lips, me humming my reply, i looked at the time and date on his side of the bed and silently cursed myself. How could I forget? Today was my old best-friends funeral, it might not seem like a big deal but what I hadn't told joey was that I was there when she miscarried I was there when she got married I was even there when she gave birth but the most shocking thing was that i was there when she was born too as our mums were best friends and I an a year older than her and following that i was there when she d. ! It happened right In front of my eyes. "What you thinking baby?" Joey asked me seeing me deep in thought.

"It's Rosie's funeral today" I said, I don't think he even knew who I was on about. He just looked confused so I told him that she was my old best friend and that we'd been through more than any regular best friends had together.

"Are you going?" He asked looking at me,

"yep, but can you come with me please I kinda promised" I smiled,

"Ok if your sure but i wanna know about her first pleassseeee" he pleaded, I sighed and nodded.

"Well I said that we had been through loads together but I'm going to tell you what. Ok so first of I was there when she miscarried I was there when she got married, I was there when she was left all alone I was even there when she gave birth but the most shocking was that I was there when she was born, see our mums were best friends and I am a year older than her. So following that I was Aldo there when she d. , she was stabbed right in front of my eyes" I sobbed crying uncontrollably now, joey looked sorry he asked.

At the funeral;

As we sat in the church I felt two hands on my shoulders so i turned to see Rosie's parents there. I smiled as much as I could but they could see it was fake, I just couldn't bring myself to smile. Not anymore.

"Have you thought about my offer?" Her mum asked, whispering in my ear, I sighed and nodded.

"Are you sure it was what Rose wanted?" I whispered mimicking her actions, she nodded and blinked,

"She even has it down on her will" she said looking pleased that she had put me down to the job and not the scum of a father. I saw joey coming back from the toilet so I rushed the last part of the answer.

"Right ok i'll do it but please don't say anything to joey not yet" I rushed, joey sat down and took my hand in his. She nodded behind my back so I knew she had agreed.

ok, so what is she doing that joey isn't aloud to know about yet? Any ideas please review all welcome :) :p