Chapter 3 of 4.
Story Pair: MadaraXOC.
Summary: The Slave is with all by confused as to what her punishment was. First with the kiss and then more of him touching her and kissing. She still cannot realize what the feeling is. Within her she thinks about asking him questions but was afraid to ask since he may lose the mood. Madara tells her that she isn't a slave but also is a sex slave as well. Which not really knows the actual meaning to it.
She eventually find out, and still with the feelings for him. She decided to tell him when she was feeling every single bit of pleasure from him. But, well. He didn't feel the same way.
My heart is aching, that's good to know? I feel so utterly stupid, and tears ran down my eyes. Why cry at a time like this? He doesn't feel the same way; so why am I caring so much? I'm a slave! His slave. But why do I feel such a feeling within my heart? Such a desire is forbidden and I've broken that! But, I don't think it matters anymore; now that I've told him. I had released my final breath, Madara-sama finished and my body was feeling like it hurt and with the pain that was through me. My body was so hot; I saw him lay beside me.
I'm too flustered.
"This is your punishment; from now on. Just this time I took it easy on you. Understand?"
I nodded my head, and he pulled me closer towards him.
"I understand Madara-sama. I won't accept any invitation to be with any guy with the exception of nii-san!"
"That's good; now sleep my slave." He stroked my hair; I wish I knew what he was thinking. I would love to tell him much more than my feelings; which he did reject. But it doesn't matter as much as I thought now. Tucking myself into the neck of him, I closed my eyes and smiled. I wanted to be with him forever, but we all die. I dreamed something so utterly wonderful.
I was surrounded by many beautiful sweet scented flowers and the field was all green. Such a wonderful and romantic aura of nature. The rainbow was out and it was all bright and blue. The sky was nice to stare at as the clouds had slowly passed by. Looking at myself, I was naked? I blinked then rubbed my eyes, was I dreaming?
"Are you alright my lovely lady? Something bothering you?" That voice, so familiar. Slowly turning my head to see who it was, I stood up as quick as I could. Seeing the handsome taller male. It was Madara-sama! But, he was calling me lovely lady? He too was bare. Ahh, so confusing. But that turned me on, seeing him like that.
He was so nice and so much like a gentleman. I did want the real Madara-sama to do such things. But it wouldn't happen at all. Waking up, I saw it was already morning. But it was so disappointing; I wanted my dream to last much longer. Sitting up slowly, I blushed seeing the adorable Madara-sama sleeping beside me. My heart felt so warm and touching. Looking at the sheets and smiling.
"If only…" I whispered.
"If only what?" Looking at Madara-sama who gave me a smirk, showing his masculine body with his head reading on his hand. Quickly I looked away blushing and shy.
"Nothing Madara-sama! I-I'll go and fix up breakfast now!" I hesitated quickly getting out of bed, trying to regain my confidence in front of him. But he knew too much now, so it was hard for me to do a thing. When I got changed, I started to make breakfast for me and Madara-sama. I just blinked slowly, seeming down yet blushing at the same time.
"Ach!" I said quickly taking my hand off the stove then running it under some cold water. I had too much on my mind and I burnt myself because of it.
Trying to hide it I placed the food on the table and went to wrap the burn in a bandage so he wouldn't notice. Coming back to the kitchen, I sighed sadly. I was really hungry but my brother needed to discuss with Madara. He ate my breakfast! The bitch! I frowned.
"Nii-san! If you wanted to eat ask me first, not take my breakfast!" I said angrily, folding my arms. Walking towards him slowly, wanting to kick or even punch him.
"Sorry my slave, I told him to. We have a few things to discuss even with those bandages on his eyes." Now, I heard Madara-sama backing him up? I looked away, I can't face him anymore. My heart was just aching whenever I looked at him now.
"Of course, I'll go and make myself some food again."
"Imouto, as always. The food is delicious, but my senses are sharp, even if I can't see. So try not to underestimate me, okay?"
"Yeah."
I had to go back and make myself something, but there wasn't much for me. I didn't see a point at all, so I went out to buy my breakfast instead. Hopefully there was something. I ran towards the closest Village I could see, to my luck it was Tanzaku Town. When I entered, it was different. So much gamblers and guys staring at me, as always, but I couldn't have anything to do with them. Madara-sama might know. I ignored them trying to pick me up and sweet talk to me. Finding a good shop I brought some delicious onigiri and went to eat somewhere.
To my luck I found a green hill of wonderful scenery. Sitting down I slowly ate my food, but still didn't feel any better about it.
"Is there, something troubling you?" I heard a male speak, turning around to see Madara-sama. How the hell does he know where I am most of the time?
Quickly looking away. I spoke. "I thought you was talking with nii-san about whatever you guys talk about."
"I was, but I don't want an unhappy slave. Now tell me Rouji." I was nervous to tell him anything, would he really understand? I refused to speak and continued to eat my food. His hands stroked my hair, he knelt behind me. I could hear him, but he was probably worrying about me.
"It's nothing really Madara-sama, I'm okay. Just go back to speaking with nii-san; I'm nothing to worry about. You shouldn't worry about me; I'm the one who should worry about you." I heard him chuckle. It was something I said, I know it.
"Alright then, but tonight you're getting your punishment for not telling me." I went to turn to him, but he was gone. I rarely had such a say in anything. Couldn't he figure it out himself? I wanted to not receive it. He said next time won't be so easy. What did that mean? Now it just worried me more. Finishing my breakfast I got up and knew I had to go and buy some lunch. Which seemed like a downer because it meant spending more money.
When I did buy the lunch for the three of us. I went back to the lair and saw no one. But I heard Madara-sama and nii-san talk.
"When you bandages are off you can go wherever you want okay? Or retrieve the 9 tails for me. While me, I don't need to worry, whoever my enemy may be it won't be a match. As for my good slave, she behaves herself. She practically does anything I want her to, she's too easy. She'll open her legs for me without hesitation like the good dog she is."
"Heh, if you so."
My brother didn't care, and Madara really thinks that way of me? I placed the food on the table, and walked away from the lair crying. I covered half my face with my hand, feeling too stupid to have such feelings for a man who'll never love me in return. I'll never know how he feels or anything!
"Madara-sama." I whispered so faintly. Opening the door of my own room and slamming it shut. I just curled up, hugging my knees on the bed that I sat on. I faced the wall; I didn't want him to know or see my tears. It'd kill me if Madara-sama knew, it aches when I look at him; but his very presence made me so useless and do whatever he wanted.
I hear the door open, he probably heard me slam the door. Does he know I heard them speak? It wasn't on purpose, was it?
"Slave, you're crying. Aren't you?" He does know! How I want to know.
"You don't care at all Madara-sama; does it matter to you at all?" I said, trying to wipe away the dry tears from my face, but more came.
He turned me to face him; I could see that he was to my amazement surprised; looking so upset that I was crying. Was his heart aching? His bare hands that wasn't covered by his usual gloves touched my cheek and wiped away my tears with his hand.
"Don't cry, I don't want to see you like this at all. It'll be alright if you tell me." He was acting like he cared about me, but what he said to my brother. He really doesn't; he just wants to make me do whatever he wants. I don't care if he's using me or not. I still have those feelings within me. My heart was beating; I stopped crying and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close to him.
He stared at me, and his hand was from my back and unto my chin, lifting it up so he could make me stared at him, but my hand willingly removed his hand from my face. I can't have sympathy on me at all! "Madara-sama, do you care about me?" I had to ask such a question, to see whether he did or not.
"Why would you ask such a thing? Is this why you're crying?"
"Stop acting like I don't know Madara-sama! You don't! You're using me, just tell me!"
"I see, you know then."
So now he knows that I know! I don't care if he's gonna kill me. This forsaken life has done nothing but dread me.
"My slave…" he whispered, I could hear it was so soft. He did, sound so hurt.
"I do care; I don't want any man with you at all! I want you to myself."