A/N: OH MY GOD. this took WAY to long to write. and its almost 2,000 words. . .
A impenetrable darkness. So familiar, the way it swallows my emotions.
This has been a reoccurring dream I've had since I was six. Always the same. Darkness, pain and a piercing feeling of helplessness. . .
But something was different this time.
A light was opening, allowing a few figures to come out. Two in particularly small ones came straight for me, taking my hands and pulling me along towards the other figures in the light.
As we came nearer to it, the dream began to fade out. But the children that were becoming clearer and clearer had resorted to begging me to hurry. the last thing I remember was seeing the wedding ring on my left hand, and the little boy persistently pulling me forwards. His hair was black and curly and had angry green eyes. It had been at this point in my dream that I realized that both kids had been calling me something. A title that changed my entire perspective on things. once again the green eyed boy spoke to me again.
"Hurry up, mommy!"
"Nickolas! he passed out and hit his head on the ice. Why shouldn't we bring him to the hospital? He could have a concussion!" Nowaki and Nikki were arguing over weather to bring Marcus to the hospital or not after he passed out.
"If we take him to a hospital he is going to scream. He's terrified of hospitals!" They were at the Kusama/Kamijou residents at the moment. Marcus was in the bedroom that Nikki took residence in. If you looked behind Nikki, who was in front of the bed, you would see the boy's hand tightly clenched in his shirt.
"He could have BRAIN DAMAGE" Nowaki exaggerated.
"He could have gotten some fucking sense knocked into him" grumbled a sleepy voice.
All eyes turned to Marcus, who was cradling Nikki's arm to his chest.
"So. . . Who the hell dropped a bag of bricks on my head, fucking feels like it's splitting open." Everyone had a different reaction. Nowaki was shocked, Misaki was flipping out over the over usage of swears, Akihiko was thinking about making them part of the "Junai romantica" series, Hiroki had come home before the fight started and he was surprisingly laughing his ass off and Nikki didn't know what he said, because he spoke it in Japanese.
Nikki had attempted to turn around but was dragged down to sit on the bed by the (very, very much) shorter male. Nickolas turned around in, shocked that the man who was running away from him was forcing him to remain in contact. when he looked at him though, Some sort of understanding that everyone else had missed passed between them.
"I'm sorry, but could you give us some time to talk?" Marcus asked everyone. They agreed and left the two alone in the small room.
The two sat in silence for a long time, not meeting each others eyes. Marcus still refused to let his arm go. Finally, the silence broke.
"The reason I passed out was probably because of lack of sleep" the small murmur chimed from the little brunette.
"I thought you had sleeping pills?"
"Yeah, I did. But, I ran out a few weeks ago and couldn't figure out where the damned clinic was. No way in hell I'm going to the hospital. Thanks for convincing them not to take me there by the way"
"No problem, I learned my lesson after the last time." After the short conversation, silence settled in again. As a pressure that was sure to make their bubble of calm burst any given moment.
"Why did you leave?"
It was Nikki who popped the bubble, turning and making eye contact for the first time in what felt like forever.
"Why did you leave me, did I do something wrong?"
"Nikki I-"
"I can change if you want me too"
"No, Nikki I only-"
"What should I do to make you-"
"I love you. I won't leave you again, unless you want me too. I promise, so please, listen to my reasoning" Finally the raven-haired giant settled down on hearing his lover's words.
"I began thinking, for such a long time, that you deserve a family. I still think that, and since men can't have children, I thought I should give you a chance to be with someone else." Nikki began to take a breath to talk but was silenced by the shorter man.
"I don't think that now though. Because the thing I want more than anything. . . Is to have a family with you." As he spoke these words he brought his hands up and cupped Nickolas' face. As he watched the dawning of recognition at the words appear on his face, Marcus smiled and hugged him, letting the giants head rest on his shoulders.
Nikki returned the favor with gusto, and began to cry wile choking out a series of "I love you"'s to the little genius.
"Um. . . So me and Nikki are gonna, y'know, go and catch up with stuff and all. . . so we're probably gonna be gone for a few days. . . yeah" Marcus awkwardly tried to explain why the reunited couple was going to a hotel. by the look of three out of four blushing people, they got the meaning, and Usagi was smirking so. . . yeah he was all good too.
Marcus and Nikki left the apartment and quickly descended the stairs. Marcus lead Nikki through japan for a while, unashamedly holding the bigger person's hand. Finally they found a "Love hotel" as they called them here in Japan (Never heard them called them that o'er here). They went in and got a room, Marcus paid for it with a credit card with an odd symbol on it and obtained the keys for room 49.
At this point, they nearly sprinted down the hall way and into the room. Marcus was inside first obviously, immediately turning on his heel to see Nikki closing the door. A few moments passed where they just looked at each other. Finally Marcus said something.
"I missed you." And that was all it took. Nikki reached forward and took Marcus by the shoulders pulling him towards his chest, as Marcus's feet left the ground all he could concentrate on was Nikki, who was now kissing him desperately. Finally, when they had to breathe. Nikki released his shoulders and let him return to standing. After they caught their breaths a little, they both looked up into each others eyes.
In the small light allowed in the room both eyes seemed to have an intense glow to them. Making the fire called lust burn even more brightly.
Marcus struggled out of his shirt as they made there way closer to the bed. Nikki guiding him with his hands on the curly haired boy's waist.
Marcus's feet dangled off the bed while Nikki continued to suck on his collar bone, attempting to mark him. once he was satisfied he leaned back a bit to see how it looked.
The image he saw was of Marcus panting heavily, looking at him with glassy eyes with a nice big purple bruise right on his neck.
Soon Marcus had no pants or boxers as Nikki effectively distracted him with playing with the scars on his back. The nerves there were messed up, and Nikki knew just where to touch to make Marcus a pile of adorable goo. Marcus turned his head and glared at him, then looked at his clothes. Nikki got his message and quickly stripped the garments that angered his love so much. In return the sight he had before was back with an added smile that would make the grumpiest person on the planet grin. Needless to say Nikki was extremely aroused by this and proceeded to look for some sort of lubricant.
"Nikki. . ." The soft voice called.
"It's to late for that" The extremely smaller male said in a whisper. Marcus ran his fingers in Nikki's hair. And gave him a reassuring smile. Nikki's eyes widened and swallowed heavily as they both shifted.
It was a long time since the last time they had sex so Nikki was apprehensive, especially with Marcus giving him permission to take him dry. But Marcus surprised him by using his arms to support him upper body, then stretching his legs out. One rested on Nikki's shoulder, the other helped to lift his ass in the air. Nikki stared at this open invitation to fuck Marcus, completely unaware of the intensifying glare from further up the bed, that is, until he was scolded.
"Are you going to do something or just stare?" hissed a very annoyed brunette, nudging Nikki in the face with his foot. Nikki came back to reality decided to lean forward and get a quick kiss from him.
Slowly Nickolas began to enter the eager Uke. Each inch of his cock to disappear within him made the expressive boy lift his back off the bed more, until Nikki was fully sheathed and the only part of Marcus still touching the bed was his head. With a deep exhale Marcus slowly lowered himself and relaxed his muscles.
The dark haired giant lightly rubbed circles on his lovers chest. After about a minute of doing this he decided to move. Slowly pulling out to the tip then thrusting quickly back in, causing Marcus to squeak. He started repeating the motions, head bent, watching the small mans reactions.
On one particular thrust, Marcus back arched again as he fisted the sheets
"Aaaaahn, don't do that. Ah!" Despite the protest Nikki continued to pound into him faster
"And why should I do that?" Nickolas pouted.
"You were cruel and left me like that. . . So I'm gonna be mean, just for a little while" He said this while he leaned down to kiss Marcus's chest right where his heart was hammering.
Marcus was 98 percent sure Nikki knew he was driving him crazy. That he knew he was fucking him right in the bundle of nerves that make the stiffest people writhe in ecstasy. and he would tell him it wasn't fair, but he had already lost his ability to speak coherently, so why not just enjoy himself?
Marcus leaned upwards and wrapped his arms around Nikki's neck, then pulled himself up, diminishing the little space they had between them. He then crossed his legs around the giants waist. Nikki's hands gripped his hips and continued the increasingly desperate impalement. That, and the brunette now being able to move his hips with him was driving both of them closer to the edge.
The high pitched wails from Marcus lowered and both movements slowed and deepened.
"Oh, fuck, Nikki. . . Niiikkii. I'm gonna, gonna cum. too much." it was barely a whisper, but since they were so closely pressed together Nickolas was able to hear. You could practically feel him smile when he replied.
"Me too. together right?" getting a very loud "Yes" from Marcus(which the poor people next door probably heard), Nikki began pumping the other mans poor neglected cock.
Marcus leaned back and pressed their lips together. Both eyes watching the other as they climaxed almost simultaneously.
Exhausted, Marcus finally allowed his body to go limp, resting his head on his giant's shoulder. as he drifted off into sleep, he smiled and muttered.
"Nikki, I love you. Always." Nikki smiled and laid him down. He then slipped in next to him, pulled the covers up and joined his lover in the land of dreams.
A/N: I really didn't do the coinciding first letter of name matches brother thing on purpose, I swear. REVIEW PLEASE. seriously, please. It makes me write faster.