Chapter 9: Love and Doubts

" … I .." JunPyo stammers; caught in the midst of not wanting to break her already scarred heart from telling her the whole truth. To be honest, he doesn't want to hurt her again and again because for the past few years, that was all he'd ever done to her. He had hurt her, crush her heart to the point of breakdown and with that he had promise to himself that he will never ever inflict the same pain all over again. But this confrontation with her is something he prayed would never crossed her mind because he knew it will definitely break the promise he had sworn to himself. He swallowed hard, turning away from her searching eyes; the eyes that longs for an honest answer. He knew she loves him so much and that she's willing to give everything to him, even her life, even her soul and this is what he was afraid of; finally after all those years it presented itself and to top it all, it happened on the worst scenario of their lives.

Jandi looked him in the eyes and when he suddenly turns away from her, she was hurt. Why is he turning away? Is he hiding something from her, something he doesn't want her to know? The heartbreaking gesture he showed her was something Jandi couldn't just let go. "What exactly are you not telling?" She hurtfully demanded

"Nothing, I already told I won't do it." He strongly answered.

"You are such a horrible liar Gu JunPyo! I know you're hiding something from me and I'm giving you a chance to tell me the truth and that chance is NOW." She emphasizes; her voice slightly rising.

"I'm not hiding anything from you." JunPyo insisted while closing his eyes.

"Really? Are you sure about that?" Jandi wipes the tears in her eyes as it was uncontrollable at this point. He's lying. He's definitely lying.

He didn't answer her. He knew he was hurting her badly and uttering a word would simply make it worst. So he tries to holds back hoping she'll let it go.

His silence hurts her even more and she silently cries, biting down her lips as it trembles. "Is it Jae kyung? Is she the reason why you won't turn me? …. Huh? .." She sobs.

Her words slap him straight into the face. How did she know? His eyes rounded in disbelief as he stood still, his heart hammering wildly in his chest. And for the first time in his life, he doesn't know what to say. The truth was the arranged marriage between Jae kyung and Junpyo wasn't a surprised to him at all, because long before Jandi was born, he was already informed about it. His father's last words before he went to sleep for a thousand years were to for him to wed Jae kyung; his childhood friend. It was a vampire law, a pureblood's destiny to be mated with another pureblood and there was no other way, except to marry Jae kyung. His family had seen it, their relationship, their interaction, and their bonds towards each other. But he never submitted himself to it, because now that he is finally the head of the Gu clan, he is in charge and in command of his life, he knew Jae kyung wasn't meant for him and he knew she thought the same thing too. He knew there is someone out there, meant to be with him, and without a doubt indeed, he found her.

"Answer me!" She snaps at him, taking him out of his trance. Why couldn't he just tell her the truth? It was already there, laid in front of him, what more is there to keep up an act? He tried to speak but somehow he couldn't think of a better words to make her understand.

He deeply sighed. "It has nothing to do her."

"… You're lying Junpyo. I know all about you and Jae kyung. I know you will be married to her, so there is no point on hiding it. I just want the truth; the truth JunPyo, please." She painfully sobs.

"Because I can't take it .. I can't take another heartache … from you .. it is too much already. Too much…" She cries so hard and runs away from him; wanting to get out of there. She is hurt again. Every time she is with him, she always ends up being hurt. This has to stop, she had enough.

JunPyo turns around as soon as he heard her pleas. His heart is breaking at the sight of her running away from him, shattered again. He wanted to come after her but he was stuck. His knees getting weaker as he staggered and drops onto his knees. He was crying. He didn't mean for this to happened, he just want to love her, take care of her, protect her and to keep her safe. He doesn't want to hurt her but why is it that he always managed to make cry. He knows he is stupid. A complete jerk. He is a coward because he simply can't tell her the truth; the truth that the reason why he couldn't turn her is because she will die. She'll die, because she will simply not survive the changed. Her body is too weak, too weak that it will not withstand his venom, a pureblood's venom. He had learned it the moment they made love; the moment he tasted her blood. So he couldn't do it. He refused to do it. He will not lose her no matter what. He'll make sure she'll live, live to be with him until her dying age. They will be together, not forever but one lifetime. One lifetime with her is more than enough for him, more than enough.

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She wakes up and checks her wristwatch. She had dozed off for an hour already after Ga eul had helped her washed up and mend her wounds. She felt alive again, as she has freshened up, wearing a clean set of clothes; baggy pj's, and a white v-neck shirt. She smiles at her figure as she stares at her reflection in the mirror. She runs her fingers through her hair and surveys her body. She had bandages all over her. She laughs at this as she thought of how caring her soon to be sister-in-law can be. Yes the words convey it's meaning because Jae kyung believes her brother had already imprinted on her. Chu Ga eul, So Yi Jung's chosen mate. And how did she know that, simple, just by looking at her brother's eyes when he was introducing Ga eul to her earlier gave it all. He was clearly all head over heels with her as she was with him. Jae kyung had experience love once, so she knew the certain look when one is whipped; and judging from her brother's lovingly stares at Ga eul, he was indeed in love with her. It was quite fascinating actually, but the first time she met her, she already knew Ga eul is the right girl for her brother.

She chuckles as she pulls out the bandages that are wrapping around in the different areas of her body. Ga eul is indeed a kind, loving, sweet and thoughtful girl. She swiftly turns around discarding the bandage on her shoulder. When satisfied, she walks out of the bedroom looking for her savior; and speaking of Woo bin how is he? To be honest, she was quite worried about him; no matter how strong he tries to be, he is still human. And speaking of him, Jae kyung is aware on what she felt for him. She isn't as dense as her brother; she knew she had fallen in love with Woo bin. She doesn't know when or how but sometime during the times that they were alone, it happened. Woo bin had been nothing but a perfect gentleman to her. He saved her even though it will cause him his life, he didn't care if he got hurt in the process as long as he can protect her. He never took advantage of her, even though he was only a mere human, capable of temptations. But Woo bin surpass all that, he was exactly the opposite of everything she thought about human. He made her realize that there was more than anything in this world aside from beauty, power and immortality and that's why she had fell for him.

And now that she thought about it, she is excited to see him; she immediately went to the kitchen as she knew it was his favorite place. The smell food receives her as she inhales his scent in the air; clearly her senses where so keen when it comes to Woobin.

"tah .. tahh .. tap. .." He was humming when she saw him, slightly banging his head on some unknown tone.

"Well .. well .. well, you're smart, strong, a great cook and now you can sing? You are a complete package Song, Woo bin." Jae kung teases him although she was secretly gaping at him inside and out. He is just so adorable, wearing a black tank top, white apron and jeans.

"What are you grinning about?" Woo bin spoke with curiosity while flipping the omelets in front of her. She continues to giggle. "Stop it" Woo bin pretends to reprimand her although he madly blushing. He was about to turn around and grab the plates for the omelets and pancakes when he bumps into her. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!" He backs away while she laughs. "Why do you always do that Jae kyung? …"

"Do what?" She gave him the most captivating smile and he couldn't help but heavenly sigh. She tried to help him with the plates. "Nope, it's okay, I got it! Just sit down and your food will be ready, your highness."

"Say, Jae uhm, I have a question?" Woo bin awkwardly spoke while sitting down and eating.

"Wh-at .. is it?" Jae kyung mumbles with food in her mouth. ".. uhmm.. is Junpyo your .. your boyfriend?" Woo bin's face turns crimson as soon as he blurted it out.

"hahaha.. Of course not! JunPyo is my childhood friend. We grew up together and been friends for almost a hundred years now. He is like a brother to me." She beams at him and that brighten up his mood. Ever since they arrive Woo bin has been sulking around. His first interaction with the prince of So clan was disastrous and when he met the prince of Gu clan, he felt sorry for himself, there is no way he'll stand a chance with Jae kyung. But now that she cleared every question that has been bombarding in his mind, he was more than happy.

"Why ask by the way?" Jae kyung queried "Nothing, I was just curious." Woo bin tried to deny.

"Curious? Huh? Well what about you? You have a girlfriend?" She frankly asks.

"Nope."

"Why not?" She pried, again that with alluring smile Woo bin realizes he can't resist.

".. because I haven't found her yet .." He awkwardly spoke, stealing glances at her.

"but now she's sitting right in front of me" Woo added in his thoughts, not knowing that his mind were screaming those words that Jae kyung can clearly hear.

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Walking in the woods, Ga eul sighs as she sadly looked at the moon. It was the same moon she gazed at every night except tonight, it was frightening. The winds coldly blowing upon her face, the atmosphere seems to be peaceful yet disturbing; Ga eul knew beyond this island and forest, is a night full of horrible monsters and creatures of some sort attacking the city, killing innocent lives to feed. She shivered at her thoughts and wraps her arms around herself. She shook the terrible thoughts in her mind and silently prayed for her brother, Seo Jin and for everyone to be safe. The memory of her scary encounters with such creatures still lingers in her mind and was thankful that she was still alive. After all, it was the prince of the So Clan who had saved her. She tenderly smiled, as the image of them kissing, floating in the air, replaces the horrific thoughts she had. She blushed, thinking of the gentle and cunning So Yi Jung.

"Eherm" His cold yet comforting voice, broke her trance. "You know it's not safe to wander alone during this time."

She chuckles at his words and faces him with a bright smile in her face. "Well, just to let you know I am not alone."

"Really? I don't see anybody .." Yi Jung replied while scanning the surrounding with a smile, his right eyebrow raised.

"Just because you don't see it, it doesn't mean it's not there." She proudly says. With her confident words, Ga eul quickly turns around, swiftly pulling out her silver gun, and aimed it at Yi Jung's heart. "See, I am never alone." She arrogantly smiled at him and pulls away when Yi Jung suddenly grabs her hand, making her drop the gun. He circles her around and holds on to her waist and at the same time pulling her closer to his body. She blushed harder when their face where inches away from each other. He was holding on to her while her hands automatically landed in his chest. She instantly looks down, staring at anything except his face. He chuckles at her gestures and runs his tongue to his lips. He inhales her sweet innocent scent which made him shiver in excitement. The exploding feeling he felt the other night they kissed suddenly erupted, his whole body beginning to ask for more. Ga eul on the other hand, was restless, her heart beating rapidly that if she wouldn't calm down, it will definitely jump out in her chest. She didn't realize that she was holding her breath, making it difficult for her to move. With his death grip, she knew there is no way she can get away from him.

She cleared her throat. "Yi Jung, what are you doing?"

He laughs at her, her face is so red that he fears it might explode. She was blushing like crazy and that makes her so adorable and undeniably cute. These are some of her gestures the Yi Jung finds very attractive and irresistible. Although he might not admit, he is indeed starting to fall in love with her. He knew it, because of some malicious thoughts that were recently playing in his mind. Like for instance with Woo bin, when he saw them both tenderly caught into each other's arms, he had to control every fiber in his being from killing that bastard. He extremely loathed Woo bin, first with his sister Jae kyung who seems to be in love with the jerk and now Ga eul. As a matter of fact, the only thing that is keeping him from killing Woo bin is the fact that Ga eul cleared their relationship towards one another. They were just friends, although best friends in particular, this still made his blood boils.

Ga eul finally looked up at him when he felt his hand tighten in her arms. It was starting to hurt yet she didn't mind the pain."Yi Jung? .."

Her inquiry snaps him from his vicious thoughts and he beams at her while she eyed him suspiciously. "Yi Jung .."

"Yes .." He brightly smiles showing his white pearls.

She softly laughs. "I said what are you doing?" Ga eul pointed out his arms; that were comfortably beside her waist.

"You mean this?" He looks at her, down to the ground and to the sides. "Uhuh" Ga eul nodded.

"Well I was simply continuing where we left off." He whispered.

She was taken aback from his teasing words. Her eyes widen in surprised as he advance his face to hers. They were now face to face, breath to breath, nose to nose. She gazes down at his red lips, partially inhaling his sweet breathe. She closes her eyes as his scent intoxicates her. Her body already screaming for him; yearning for him. He saw her eyes close while he momentarily grab the opportunity to tenderly, admire her beauty. She is indeed the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. He definitely praises her beauty, caressing it with his finger. Her cheeks so soft and gentle to touch. Her luscious lips so good to taste. He heavenly sighs and closes the gap between them. He kisses her nose, her eyes and finally her lips. With just a slight brush of his lips onto hers, warms her entire being, making her feel ecstatic. Her whole body is suddenly in frenzy, full of excitement and yearning. Yi Jung kisses her furthermore as she slightly opens her mouth to received him. His whole body shivered, his throat groans as the warm feeling explodes. They lovingly kiss, this time, certainly taking things slow. The kiss was sweet and innocent, the kind of kiss that is shared between two people who are in love. His tongue licks her lips and Ga eul opens her mouth for him to enter. The first interaction of his tongue in hers was heavenly that YI Jung could no longer contain himself. He groans between kisses, making him extremely hungry for her. He had the sudden urge to claim her right there and then but he knew it wasn't the right time. He knew it would scare her and he definitely doesn't want that. The kiss is just so perfect, that it was beyond anything he could imagine for.

Ga eul is lost in his kisses, in his touch. She was in heaven, soaring deep into the sky, flying with him. She didn't realize that she was already lying on the fallen dried leaves on the ground with him on top of her. Caressing her arms, her shoulder blades, his touch making her shiver, giving her the warmness she's been wanting for so long. He was touching her tenderly, softly, gently without breaking the kiss. His fingers tracing circles in her stomach while his other hand cups her cheeks. Her hands roam around his body, caressing his chest and his muscles. Yi Jung moans between her touch and held back as he felt his fangs sliding down. He immediately opens his eyes and pulls inches away from her breaking the kiss. Ga eul slowly opens her eyes and stares him in daze. He tenderly gazes at her, with his eyes, brightly shining.

"I love you." He cried; feeling extremely in heaven. Ga eul was taken aback from his confession, torn from the verge of crying of happiness and simply caught up in no words to answer him. Both feelings were so overwhelming, that Ga eul had to let go of her tears. Yi Jung was alarmed when he saw her crying. ".. Ga eul, I'm sorry." He immediately apologizes, half regretting his confession. "I know it's too soon but it's what I really feel about you. .. and …" He thoroughly explains while Ga eul sniffs. She attempted to stop him by placing her fingers on his lips. "It's okay .. you don't have to explain" She replied, wiping the tears in her eyes. "But" He continues. "Shhh..I feel the same way, too" She confesses. This time it was Yi Jung's turn to be surprised, his face lightens up as he heard it and sighs in happiness. He immediately captures her lips, kissing her tenderly. After they pulled away for air, both catching up their breath, Yi Jung embraces her tightly. "Since when?" He happily asks.

"Since the first time I saw you walking towards the bar. What about you?" Ga eul giggles.

"Since the first time our eyes locked onto each other." Yi Jung deeply smiled, showing his alluring dimples.

"Huh? When was that?"

"It was the time Chu Ga Eul when you were at the bar with your friend. You two were clearly talking about me and then you looked at me and I looked at you. It was only a brief interaction but something inside stirred my entire being. That feeling brought me to you in that bar and I was glad it did, because I finally found you, the girl I have fallen in love." Yi Jung softly stated while she was blushing like hell. She softly kisses him while he kisses her back.

"So are you saying I seduce you?" She teases him while laughing.

"Yes, you definitely did."

"Hey, you're the vampire here, you definitely did the seducing." She bellows while Yi Jung just laughs. She playfully punches his arms while laughing at his hurt reaction. He stops and simply watches the angel his arms.

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Jae kyung drops her spoon as soon as she heard his thoughts. She chuckles while covering her mouth, ignoring his confused inquiries. "Is something funny?" Woo bin furrowed his eyebrows mad at her reaction. "What the heck Jae kyung!" He spat while she was laughing so hard. He is starting to feel irritated, there he was, seriously talking about his feelings which by the way involves her and she just made a fool out of him. This made him angry. "Stupid spoiled-brat vampire!" He bellowed while crossing his arms. That stop Jae kyung from laughing and stood up. "What did you just said?" Jae kyung demanded, now furious. Nobody dares to insult her, for crying out loud she is the princess of the So Clan. A pureblood vampire. "You heard me. I said, you stupid, spoiled-brat, immature, irritating vampire." Woo bin angrily reacted. "That's it! You're going to pay for it! You insolent fool!" Jae kyung growls as the color in her eyes changes. If war is what he wants, she'll definitely give him that. She advances towards him as Woo bin stand firm. He didn't back away from her and never plans too. He notices her eyes changes color as he remembers her words.

"It turns bloodlust red when I wanted to feed on someone or when I'm dangerous or when I used my ultimate powers."

Woo bin gulped hard as he stares at her bloodlust red eyes. Oh no! Gone was his confidence and courage, now that he was face to face with a dangerous vampire. He might as well stop breathing so he'll suffocate instead of being torn apart limb by limb from a sexy and beautiful yet blood thirsty vampire.

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